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Friday, April 25, 2008 @ 8:13 PM
I can read your mind and I know your story and I see what you're going through yeah It's an uphill climb, and I'm feeling sorry But I know it will come to you yeah So don't surrender coz' you can win In this thing called love When you want it the most there's no easy way out When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt Don't give up on your faith Love comes to those who believe it And that's the way it is When you question me for a simple answer I don't know what to say, no But it's plain to see, if we stick together You're gonna find the way, yeah So don't surrender coz' you can win In this thing called love When you want it the most there's no easy way out When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt Don't give up on your faith Love comes to those who believe it And that's the way it is (That's the way it is) When life is empty with no tomorrow And loneliness starts to call Baby don't worry, forget your sorrow 'Cause love's gonna conquer it all, ALL! When you want it the most there's no easy way out When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt Don't give up on your faith Love comes to those who believe it And that's the way it is Don't give up on your faith love comes to those who believe it and that's the way it is. That's the way it is That's the way it is, yeah Don't give up on your faith Love comes to those who believe it And that's the way it is. |
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Tuesday, April 22, 2008 @ 11:39 PM
wheee.. im finally well again. now my fever is quite mild(: and i hope it will not increase again. i felt like dying yesterday luh, or i mean i thought i was going to die or something haha. cus my temp rose until like 39.4!! yeah and my parents were not home so i was quite lonely even though my bro was at home. cos he's presence doesnt make a difference heh. yeah my parents were like at the movies cos my mom's company had this movie day function thingy and i couldnt contact them. i called once no one picked up, i called again hp was switched off. i ate like a total of 8 panadols the entire day! and when i called jia she told me last time she ate 4 at once cus the doc or her dad told her too or something, but she was only 11. then i went to eat 3 at once, not really at once but like the intervals between each one was only around a few mins or half an hour. and usually you're like only supposed to eat one every 4 or 5 hours. anyway when i went to the doc just now the doc say that you cant eat more than 2 panadols at one time!! oh man, i really dint know why nothing happened to jia. oh yea, i met lois' mum and caleb while coming back from my gran's place after seeing the doctor too. like always, caleb is sooo cute;D yea so yesterday i felt really terrible, i never knew faling sick was so bad cus i've never taken mc for like 2 or 3 years haha. no joking. serious. heh. but of cos i have some mild sickness like cough or flu though i dint take mc. but not fever thats so high. i was practically rotting at home. and i was scared since the fever dint subside but kept rising instead. esp when i was already wearing two layers of jackets and 2 pants. and i didnt sweat despite wearing so much. and i was also putting the cold towel on my head. too bad there isnt any ice left in my fridge. anyway glad that lorraine called me up and chatted with me before i lost my sanity. i think i even smsed some rubbish to some people, i was crazy. hhaha. but lorraine told me that i should go to the hospital cos that time when her fever was 39 plus too her parents brought her to the hospital. but that was also due to her ear drums bursting. poor her. it scared me though, i was worrying abt my fever. cant think, cant sleep, cant eat well, cant do anything luh.. i went like online 4 to 5 times the entire day cus i was very lonely but only had people tp talk to around 8plus. alot of people showed concern for me around that time and im grateful to them, naomi and liser asked me about my sickess too. and well anyway i just love these such NICE people. and tanhong and jia are really nice they called me just now at around 2.15 when sch just dismissed to tell me about the day's events. so glad they actually thought of me once sch ended and updated me on sch. ohyea zoe and keegan smsed me last night too to ask me about my fever. and zoe brought the book for me and that cheered me up. and anyway now im really happy cos i just got good news from tannie when she called just now. she told me that i got 51/70 for the chinese test and this alone was enough to cheer me up cos i always thought that im just one stupid fellow since i cant do well for any subjects other than math, but everyone can do math anyway. this is the first time i've gotten good marks since ages. whee. okay even though i didnt do extremely bad for other subjects just that my marks arent as high as i expected, the thing that makes me so unhappy is that i ALWAYS make silly mistakes for common sense questions that doesnt test your knowlegde. which means even though i study super hard, its still no use cus these quesitons in tests pulls me down. and what does this show? its shows that me, Celeste, is just one big stupid idiot. and the point is i cant do anything about it. so when i get to sch tmr, im gonna check my chinese test paper and see if i made any stupid mistakes. i'll still be mad if i did make silly mistakes even though i dint get very low. alright, the nect good news is that, for the investigation of the history cheat case, myy name wasnt listed and it was put as on mc. which saves me the trouble of explaining and writing the account. and the punishment seems so scary, 3 demerit points and maybe detention is it? i cant really rmb. anyway its not good to have a black record there. and we didnt even do anything, we didnt even participated in the cheating. well no off to jia tannie and the rest but i dint really want to confess to the teachers at first, cus it will only cause more complication and it isnt our fault. i only went with you guys cos its quite bad if i didnt since i am in the same boat. i heard what happened to rachel and sophia regarding the investigation and it was really scary. poor them. i think that the whole thing is just stupid. the teachers are just too paranoid. and they have a responsibility too. anyway, another good news is that the compo test is postphoned to mon. yay. God really answered my prayers. i was so worried today cus i know that mrs lim is going through the letter-writing format today and the test is supposed to be tomorrow. and i cant do badly for this one cus i already screwed up my recent compre. and i was like grumbling to my mother today cos she took leave for me(((: haha, my trade: grumbling and whining. but i know when to stop okay. once tannie told me all the good news you have no idea how happy i am already. haha, when i told my mom that even mrs lim keep telling the class that i complain alot like the boy who cried wolf and even tannie and jia calls me GRRleste! heh. and my mom totally agreed and say shes gonna call me WHINE-leste or something sounds so weird. haha cus i cant stop whining. well, peeps, im all cheery now, alright? yes so cant say that im a complain-queen anymore!(: gee. God is great! God is great. God is AWESOME. there is no other greater love. His love is enough. even if i have to lose everything else i possess. i feel so blessed. thanks to all who showed concern, though its just a small matter of me falling sick, i was really touched(: P.S: oh yeah congrats to jia and monica! for getting the vice chair and class chair position! (: heh jia you said you needed points rmb, here's your chance! (: i bet these two guys will do a great job! haha, congrats. glad that some people nominated me too.(: whee, what a long post. x) |
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@ 4:37 AM
zzz. the fever just wont let me off! my temp. is 38.8))): and im like wearing TWO layers of jacket and putting the towel on my head.. i ate like 4 to 5 panadols alr.. gahh.. i need to go sch tmr! mrs lim is going through the test thingy for thurs.. and i practically couldnt do anything today, tried to study for mid yrs but all the science stuff couldnt get into my brain luh.. thanks to the many people who showed concern for me: naomi, li ser, jiawen, tanhong, tultul etc.. ahh, |
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Monday, April 21, 2008 @ 8:15 PM
when its all been said and done When it's all been said and done There is just one thing that matters Did I do my best to live for truth? Did I live my life for You? When it's all been said and done All my treasures will mean nothing Only what I've done for love's Reward Will stand the test of time Lord Your mercy is so great That You look beyond our Weakness And find purest gold in miry clay Making sinners into saints I will always sing Your praise Here on earth and ever after For You've shown me Heaven's my True home When it's all been said and done You're my life when life is gone Lord I'll live my life for You And even though i can't explain your love, i know you still love me. |
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@ 8:07 PM
if i could fall into the sky, do you think time will pass me by? |
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@ 5:28 AM
heheh im having a high fever now but i feel quite 'high'. lols. anyway yups, i cant go to sch tmr. i thought that my mc is only for tmr or wed, according to the doctor, but then again when i checked it its from 22nd to 26th lol. and i have mc for pe too. heh. anyway this is just a short one haha. gonna rest before my fever gets higher. lol. i wish i wisdom was easy to obtain. |
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Friday, April 18, 2008 @ 12:12 AM
hellos(: im in da sch library now waiting for tannie & jia to go home. listening to a nice but rather sad song. yupps, they're doing their math project which is taking so so long... /: my group separated the jobs and we did it at home already. yeah. yaye 2.4 is finally finally OVER! heh. was kinda excited today, but when it finally came, i then got scared haa. although i still managed to clinch an A which means i can get GOLD :))))))) ; but i realised that my stamina really "deproved" alot compared to last year! man, what word can i use besides deprove? cus thats not a word. gee. deteriorate? dont know. anyway, my stamina used to be better last year. i think my timing is around 13.13 mins last year. this time's 13.30. i know the diff is very little but the point is that around my third and fourth round i felt breathless already and wanted to stop badly.. )): it wasnt like that last year, i only felt like stopping VERY BADLY at around the fifth sixth round or somewhat later la.. yea very badly as in physically and mentally both very exhausted.. i think the only reason why i still managed to run 13.30 is cus i keep forcing myself to haha.. i made it sound very critical, i kept telling myself that if i dont keep up, im not gonna forgive myself and things like that.. LOL. yea i thought of Dr William Tan too. he's handicapped and could complete so many marathons, you have got legs, why cant you run?! i told myself that haha. im so happy that i got 5th in position xD but anyway thats just cos all the people good in running were in the earlier badge. you know, this was the first time in my entire life that i ever felt like fainting during my last round. when i past the cones i really wanted to just collapse and rest. hah. i really never felt that dizzy before! even when my timing last year was better, i remembered that i never ran until i felt like dying lar.. hahas. my only inspiration was tanhong while running! lols. cus i couldnt see anyone behind or in front except for tannie.i dont know where the rest went. and seeing her in front, i couldnt slow down or else i'll be all alone. hah. yea thats one of the reasons that kept me going. after the run, it was recess and i didnt feel like eating but felt like vomiting. lols. jia was so hungry she felt like vomitting but i didnt feel hungry at all. i needed TWO cups of ribena consecutively to be back to normal. i think i had a headache after the run. like some sort of pain in the head. gee. the ribena totally refreshed me. yupps, and i ate polky thats all. anyway, im gonna stop here heh. TATAFORNOW. zzz. tannie and jia are still not done! its been more than an hour! ): and they said it would take really short like 30mins. gah. im gonna work my head off tonight. tons of work. |
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Thursday, April 17, 2008 @ 5:36 AM
heyhey. haha today was a topping day! yup, all thanks to pft! i amm sooo happyyy that i actually managed to get 3As and 2Cs!x) which means i just have to go for my last one, the 2.4km run tmr for my GOLD! yipppee! which wont be that difficult cos i managed to do it last year but this year we didnt even have time during pe for the practise run so i dont really have full confidence for tmr. heh, anyway at least what has been my burden for the entire week is totally gone. yay. oh, that includes the lit test today too. anyway, i still hope that weiyi is not right. she smsed me saying that 156cm for standing board jump is NOT a C! lols her sms totally freaked me when i was in the midst of celebrating my achievement: "hey, 156 is D. you cant get gold, celeste." awww.. haha. but i still think im right that 153 and above is C. heh. that'll be the FIRST thing i'll check tmr when i get to sch i tell you. hees. but im so afraid that if its a D, i'll be too disappointed to run): yeah for the entire day my emotions were totally in a roller coaster ride along with the napfa test. well, at least it was completely towards the end of the day. haha. like when i retook my shuttle run the second time, that mean teacher completely made me felt so bad. cus the block wasnt stable when i put it on the line, so it felt backward and she said that she warned us about putting it over the line and I CAUSED MYSELF TO BE DISQUALIFIED so she'll just take the earlier timing which totally sucked. min told me that she even shook her head when i havent even completed my run. so discouraging right. glad i dint notice that whilst running. but so what. she still dint want to count that run. after her words, as i put the blocks back i felt super bad la, cus i couldnt get a gold anymore and i dont even know if i can get a silver for such a bad timing due to my nervousness. and that teacher still made it so clear that i couldnt retake anymore cus i caused myself to be disqualified. she just made my confidence level go all the way to zero when it started off low already cos i am really very very bad in shuttle run. slow reaction/: glad that i went to mr chong and retook my shuttle run. heh, my opinions of mr chong completely changed today cus i found out that he was really nice and i managed to pull my shuttle run and SBJ up to a C because of him. and also, all the nice pals who supported me;D thanks! haha, i smsed them to express my gratitude but i felt kinda bad cos i forgot to thank mr chong just now. overflowing of emotions eh? lol. know why im sososo darn happy? cos in my whole life, i never jumped sbj as far as i did today and in my entire life, this is the first time where i can get gold! though it still depends on tmr. but still! all the years i couldnt even get silver and it was always cos of the five stations in which i succeeded today! and more than silver, but gold! wheehee. i only got a silver once and the rest bronze since pri sch. i even had diffifculty passing my SBJ. but look at what i achieved today^^ yeeeha! xD lols i can still rmb the scene when i kept jumping and still couldnt get to 150. then i got 149 and mr chong dint want to raise it up to 150. and everyone kept pressurising him that its 150, its 150 la! only 1cm!heh. someone even smarter said, look, its cos of her shoes la, they're thick. if she takes them off, she can jump above 149! so good lil mr chong was convinced to let me try more times without my shoes! yayyyyyyy. (: haha, alright, enough of blogging. hafta go! tata. 8) wish me lucck for my 2.4 tmr!!! heh. i'll prayy hard and rmb that God is running with me(: and'll think of the capable mr william tan! yeah, i finally found inspiration and drive to spur me on. 2.4, here i come! lol. sounds like im going for a war or battle. ooh ooh ah ah come along hip-hopping with me; |
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Monday, April 14, 2008 @ 1:33 AM
So i close the lid of my nightmare chest And push all my troubles inside To move off to the better corner Where the world can see my cheeriness Despite everything I'm glad i've always had you Whether im on the verge of drowin Or on cloud nine You, the God, who knows my best Regardless of everything i refuse to share Because i know i cant hid anything from you You were always the source of comfort, My strong refuge. The lighthouse in the darkness that never fails to guide. |
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@ 1:27 AM
Firefly-- a-teens When I said go I never meant away You ought to know the freaky games we play could you forgive and learn how to forget hear me as I'm calling out your name Firefly come back to me make the night as bright as day I'll be looking out for you tell me that your lonely too firefly come lead me on follow you into the sun that's the way it ought to be firefly come back to me You and me we shared a mistery we were so close like honey to the bee And if you tell me how to make you understand I'm minor in a major kinda way Firefly come back to me make the night as bright as day I'll be looking out for you tell me that your lonely too firefly come lead me on follow you into the sun that's the way it ought to be firefly come back to me Fly firefly through the sky come and play with my desire don't be long don't ask why I can't wait another night [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/jXB ] |
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Saturday, April 12, 2008 @ 6:06 AM
The prophecy of the Door It was a closed heart That made the mark The cold, heavy doors stood still Seemed safe but could kill The wind never blew No one ever pushed Soon enough winter came And it froze, still the same No heat was hot enough to burn it Nothing could open it Because it was broken and scarred umpteen times And no one ever tried The scenery was once beautiful Before the door appeared Lively noises there used to be Were now killed by the fearful silence Even the sun and the moon Were dismantled and thrown The stars put away The oceans swept away Once in awhile it still rained Though spring never came Yet deep inside a tiny petal still remained On the deserted narrow lane... dont try to ignore the fear, beyond all depths, that lies in your heart |
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Friday, April 11, 2008 @ 5:07 AM
wheeehehee! its finally FRIday! x))) and mind-boggling history test is finallyyyy OVER! hooorrraaayy.. gee. but the results for the audition arent out yet>< ms suneeta said that she would put it on the drama noticeboard by the end of this week.. uh. it made me so nervous and yet..! haha. and i met cheryl my sec1 junior today and we talked for a while about the results not being out yet and yea i agree with her, its kinda unfair cus they want us to memorise all our lines for the role we get by the next drama session which is erm, two weeks frm now? yea there's no drama next week cos of napfa. but still, the script is seirously thick. i think its around 30 pages okay. and so today was quite a fine day. oh it was totally an enriching day, the wonderful guy, Dr William Tan, came to our school today! yea he celebrated friendship day with us and gave us a motivating and inspiring presentation about his life. that man is really great, he achieved alot in his life, i tell you. his achievements are greater than any normal man, but--not that i want to put him off--, he is not like any normal person like us, he had a great disability, paralysed from wasit down; yea i think he really deserved our respect and admiration. he focused on what he could do instead of what he cannot. yep, anyway, to cut the long story short, learnt alot from him. kinda regretted for not buying his book): anyway though weekends are here, cant enjoy much cus there's just so much to do))): Things I have to do: -wash ruldoph's cage -read asian geog magazine -read library book before its due Homework: -read zhoubao(test on it nxt wk) -zhouji on article -home econs pencil case -life science revision paper(oops left it in sch:/ ) -art tee shirt design -geo find out more and empty blanks in wb -geog project! compile and send to the rest by sat/sun! Revision for upcoming tests: -lit -math -mid-yr sciences there's chinese test too, but cant study for it. GAHHH. so much to do. and my thingstodolist are all mainly about HOMEWORK && STUDYING. there's nothing interesting!!! except for home ec though. but still! i so feel like a nerd. ohwells. nvm, i guess this is now the mugging period x/, not time to slack. so better get focused. heh. alright peeps. see, i have so much to accomplish in just one little short weekend, so gotta go now! tata. boohoo, i wish i could have less things to do and more free time for entertainment. haha. anyway, its the weekend!): yet i still have so much work. and tuition and dental appmnt in holland tmr. tuition on sun again. hafta go out after tuition tmr too to buy stuff with mom. where to get time??!!!! hees. i shall end here. &&your mind is your greatest enemy |
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Wednesday, April 09, 2008 @ 9:54 PM
hello. hullo. highLOW. im sooo bored. having pw now. zzz. not supposed to be blogging but yea. ohno and now someone behind ( joy i think) is rattling abt the consequences of blogging. she's trying to scare me eh. nvm teacher is still far away. and she's obviously not checking our coms through the whatever system. zzz. i dont feel right. i dont feel left either. i feel wrong. ): history test tmr and i just got back my results for the previous graded assignment and i got so fdjshkur LOW. sigh. so many people got an A1 okay. and i got an E8. oh you know something funny? at first, i even thought that i got 8 marks=.= cos i saw the BIG E.EIGHT written down there. and i dint bother at looking at the paper anymore. until tannie asked me my marks and i examined my paper to my utter dismay that i scored FOUR out of TEN in actual fact. D; ohwells i dont feel like blogging anymore. byee. |
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@ 5:29 AM
She stared blankly. Should she do it? Can she do it? Will she make it? Thoughts filled her mind. What should she do? It was a mind-boggling decision. One that would change her life. Her future. The fear still lies in her mind ever torturing her. Courage. Is that the only thing she lacked? The nail-biting worries, and days ahead were not even certain. How was she going to do it? 05.02.07 |
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@ 5:28 AM
Dreams. What are dreams? Some think dreams are just imaginary. Some think its just a thought. Some say its fairly impossible. Some say its just a picture in mind. Some think its not real. BUT Some think they’re real. Some think they’re possible. Some put their hope into them. Some believe in them. Some go after Them. AND some fulfill and achieve them. Some make it all Come true. Some transform thoughts into reality. Some say they’re not just imaginary thoughts. So, what are DREAMS? 05-02-07 |
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Tuesday, April 08, 2008 @ 1:04 AM
heyas finally have a chance to blog again.. well it was raining just now and i dint bring my umbrella again haha.. yeap and i enjoyed getting drenched in the rain.. anyway i always wanted to walk in the rain and get all soaked to the skin hehe.. but though i got drenched just now, i wasnt soaked to the skin heh.. yea i wasnt totally wet. but my hair was haha. but one thing i didnt consider while walking in the rain was my bag luh.. and when i got home i realised that it was super duper wet and i was worried if the contents inside would be soaked haha.. fortunately, the stuff inside was dry. well today was quite a fine day except that i felt very tired again. yea yesterday too. dint get much sleep these nights. but i dint expect myself to feel so tired that once i closed my eyes and rest for a few seconds, i could actually fall asleep. yeah. i dont fall asleep so easily. yea but really sleepy these days. like today while standing on the bus on the way home, i closed my eyes and then after a few seconds, i could sense myself getting drowy and falling asleep! and standing at the same time! yup. and for the rest of the time i was waiting for someone to get off and so i could sit down and sleep. heheh. i finally did after a long long wait. anyway the lit test tmr is postphoned to next wk and the history test tmr is postphoned to fri. ohwells at first it was going to be quite a stressful week cos of the tests but hey, next week is gonna be real hectic. these are the tests confirmed next week: math, lit, chinese and pft(napfa)!! and according to our schedules, we're supposed to have another chinese and eng compo test next week! but im not sure cos the chinese and eng teacher dint mention anything about it and the sch told us before that the maximum tests we can have for a week is 3 only. but words from teachers are not alaways kept haha. zzz. if we really have that amt of tests, all i can say to myself and everyone is: good luck. lol, but come to think of it, its good cos everything will end in a week. otherwise, the tests will just be postphoned and we cant enjoy the week ahead. anyway the only test that worries me most is lit and history cos they're my weak subjects. actually, chinese and some others are my weaker subjects too but i dont seem to have alot of confidence in history and lit since last yr. ahwell. and now tannie, jia and dorothy are calling me GRRRLESTE! cos i keep complaining and GRumbling haha. and mrs lim keeps telling me that i complain alot and im becoming like the boy who cries wolf! man, i seriously better stop complaining and grumbling so much since i dont really like it when mrs lim tells the class that every day now! >< but how can i stop grumbling??? i mean, as much as i want most things to go right the way i want them to, there's just a lot of things that are beyond my control. solution? well i can only depend on prayer i guess. alright, i should bear this in mind: results are not everything. yup, there is definitely more to life(: but still, hafta concentrate on studies and not slack too much. okay, i better go, still needa study for history and lit. and i am wondering how i am gonna past my pft(physical fitness test), in other words, napfa. D; alright, see ya!^^ |
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Saturday, April 05, 2008 @ 7:50 AM
and deep inside everyone, there will always be secrets beneath the soul no one knows or will ever know... |
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@ 6:18 AM
FEAR is in the eyes of the beholder. (Don't let it be you) lols i saw these words on someone shirt today when i went lot1 for dinner. wanta blogg but so sorry no time. HOMEWORK>< &&tests next week, coincidentally the two subjects that i hate most since i was introduced to it. /: |
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Thursday, April 03, 2008 @ 1:37 AM
uhhurh im blogging again. yay. haha. and it just occurred to me that writing also helps in cloze passage other composition. lols, random. anyway there are actually more cons than pros for blogging you know. pros: -the day's events or your thoughts are recorded and when you read them again in future memories will start to flow -you improve your language and writing skills (if you blog in proper english and not in abbreviation) -you get to pour your woes and share your thoughts and not bottle your feelings out -its a way of communicating with your friends -you get to type ( haha this is if you like typing rather than writing just like me) cons: -because you face the computer screen every now and then, your eyesight is bound to increase -you waste electricity and is harming the earth indirectly cus fuels are burnt to produce the electricity that you are using and burning causes air pollution. in addition, fuels are used up. (heheh im a green person) -oh using electricity will also mean wasting money haha cus it contributes to your electricity bill. -because you turn on the com, you will be distracted by going online and chat or surfing the net, and in other words, wasting time. -because you're distracted by the computer, you forget your priorities and delay other things you are supposed to do or lose concentration. -typing does not really help because in exams and tests, you actually write. LOL. (but it does make sense right) -you reveal your personal thoughts and private stuff to others indirectly through the net (unless you restrict yourself. but it always feels better to pour out everything) uhuh, see, more cons than pros leh. ahaha. so maybe i should keep a written diary instead of a blog eh. yea acutally i do have one but typing is so much more fun and faster haha. but then again, waiting for blogger to load is another con. hahaah. anyway, since since blogging will motivate me to pen my thoughts down i shall just do it this way. but writing certainly doesnt. hahaha. well i guess its just discipline and time management for some of the cons of not being able to do other priorities or being distracted by the computer. and im posting more and more often nowadays is of course because im more free and not as busy as last year. perhaps the business(busy-ness) of sec2 has not yet to come but i have a strong feeling that it will come soon haha, esp when nearing to mid-year science exams. oh, and drama night too. ohwells i hope ms suneeta will see my strengths instead of my weaknesses and let me have a good role to play. though i have to admit my weaknesses are obviously revealed in many ways. even just by looking at me when you are not aquainted with me. i really really dont wanna be an understudy though. anyways the compo today was quite okay for me. fortunately. i was afraid that it'll be like the last time that i didnt know how to start and had no idea. it must be God, for the inspiration;D but there's one thing about it that is so infuriating. i spelled "sumptuous" wrongly! well at first i spelled as "sumptous" which was quite close then it looked wrong so i just changed it to "sumptious" though i wasnt sure. anyway i checked it and both are wrong. see the problem when you dont write often... hahah.. yup like what mrs lim said, if you practise writing more often, the next time you write during exams, the words will flow out easily. ohyea on the way home today i met kelly ong at the bus stop and we took the same bus 67 home too. but she was in tears when i saw her and we dint really talk much. she told me that she dint feel like talking. yea of cos thats what i thought too since shes feeling upset. but i thought that when you see someone crying you should at least make an effort to console the person or show some concern. but i didnt even know why she was crying you see, so i didnt know what to say. then i guessed probably the best thing to do is to just stay quiet. well sometimes when you're upset and if cry uncontrollably you wouldnt want someone to come up to you and bother you with questions or anything.. but then again not everyone thinks the same. well nothing much or anything interesting happened in sch today. except that we did the PCR experiment during life science today. yea i feel that science experiments or say lab lessons in mg are very fun cos you get to do stuff and get hands on with the DNA analysing or whatever about life science that some students in other schools dont even get to. haha. and mrs lam was liking emphasizing on the cost of the machinery of the PCR program.. it costs 50k!!!!! yeah and its just a tiny lil machine. haha. yup so thats about all for today. ohyea tannie is usually more insane today than usual. LOL. she practically laughed at almost everything. and i have to admit nowadays im kinda influenced by tannie and im becoming more insane as well. yea the laughing disease that i just got. ha. anyway i think i've blogged ALOT already and weariness is creeping into me hahah.. yea finally tired of recounting. okay, i shall stop here. oh, yay, swim meet tmr, no lessons!^^ and after the swim meet going to orchard with soph, aly, naomi, jenny, jia, tan etc. hees. but too bad jeanne and min cant go. and why on earth must the swim meet be sooo far, TOA PAYOH. yah, have to sit mrt tmr. but glad that can wake up later cus have to reach by 7.45 only. (: alrighty o, time to go! gd day to all tmr! n_n byeeee. til then! x) |
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Wednesday, April 02, 2008 @ 6:16 AM
well im posting more and more often cus im trying to make writing a habit of my everyday life as it will really help in your compositions or any writing exams in school. yup and anyway thats the purpose of keeping a blog and so i should and will use proper english from now onwards. cos i realise that in sec sch you have to do alot by yourself and i really want to improve my english after the bad results for the term. yea im sec2 already now and im like just realising that only now. well cos at least last year we had quite a lot of homework and tests more than this year for lit and english and you will feel more prepared somehow this way. haha but not that i want to have more homework. its just that language arts is quiet slack this year and dont feel equiped haha. cos i dont really prepare myself on my own that much in the past, other than reading books in which i realise does not really help much. i guess it depend what kind of books. okay okay i should really stop going into this. lol. anyway its scary that nowadays im becoming like a human living without sleep. yeah i cant sleep well these few nights. i hardly slept a wink last night nor the night before. ohwells. my brain just seems to wander off and is not able to control the thoughts its creating haha. yea so im very tired in class nowadays and have to really force myself to concentrate. well glad that im still able to do that. the only thing is that after sch i cannot concentrate anymore, yea i just dont have the mood to do homework ot study. at least i can still read harry potter haha. but i read so slowly and thus it turns out that i do nothing productive for the rest of the day. sigh. i guess i wrote quite alot already so i can end now. lol i sound like im writing for the sake of writing. i dont really know either. i didnt even mention about the day's events haha. just to say that i think im really pathetic. cos once again i didnt do well during drama. okay i shant elaborate about it. oh man there's compo test tmr and im so scared): cos i got really low the last time and i dont want history to repeat itself. but according to mrs lim, i dont think there's any narrative for tmr to choose from which is so sad. i can only write narratives. not write them well but at least better than others like recounts etc. yeah and i have more interest in writing narratives. okay i think i should go. should try to sleep earlier today even though i doubt i can fall asleep. haha. nvm, prayer works everything;D nites peeps! |
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@ 6:01 AM
"This Faith" The faith, is all it takes Just to get me through the day Whatever good things come by This Faith Undescribable; it brings more than just miracles Its the only thing that makes you feel wholesome, filled and truly alive Its so strong and overwhelming; It sinks, touches and reaches deep into you, Ever so becoming Everything you can just forgo This Faith, it sets you free Its the reason you smile with glee The reason you can succeed Ineffable; its not just a feeling. It secures you, it overcomes all fears Yet its just a choice of yours To believe it, to live with it. It comes as easily Just as it goes as hastily Therefore grasp it tightly And be contented with it. This Faith, what is life without it? |
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Tuesday, April 01, 2008 @ 3:22 AM
next time you feel emo or angry or whaever, just read your old posts okay, hahas. for some reason, i felt empty today after reaching home after lunch with manda, jonas n shawn. yea i was really sian and i went online. they were online too but i didnt feel like talking to anyone. ha but i was wishing that someone online would come and talk to me. hah jia did, yay. but she made me a fool. haha long story. anyway after listening to some songs on imeem like the song the pastor ssang on mon that was by karen carpenter, close to you, lols and i could sing of your love forever. im auditory so i just like listening i guess hees. yea and whilst listening to the songs i was thinking of blogging or reading my blog but i couldnt acces blogger and i realised that my blog had no archives-.-. haha. yea so i waited for blogger to load so long and was getting very impatient haah and i talked to smarterchild. lol. anyway the order of things that i said is not really right haha. oh yea see im moving away from the main point taht i wanted to point out. anwyay, i managed to load blogger in the end and read my older postst but not all though. at first i thought i had so few posts but then i realised that i actually had a lot like 124 plus! heheh, mroe than jia n tan i think^^ but i hardly post abt my life lar.. cos there are reasons but dont wanna say them.. ohyea, back to the mainpoint, that is, reading your own posts really makes you feel less bored or lonely you know.. haha for some reason it is this way for me.. dont know if it is for others though.. yea i found out that i had many different ways of expressing too.. i read one post that was really extremely bad you know.. i practically used singlish for every line.. oh my, i never knew i was so "singlish" in writing at least,, i sounded horrible. haha, see reading abt what you used to write is kinda interesting to find out how much you've changed. ohwells anyway i think i shld go, spending too much time on the computer.. have been slacking since i came home, dint even do anything worthwhile or what, i squandered my time like that once again. for some reason, i always feel very empty deep inside thats why i always squander my time away. sigh. i still miss someone. her. wonder where she is now. how long has it been? 4 years? well, i dont wanna think abt it. see, i got offtrack again. im supposed to go off now. haha. okay okay better go off now before i forget again. im the biggest failure one can ever know you know. haha, tata! |