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Saturday, October 17, 2009 @ 11:07 PM
hello/hullo/highlow/heyo blog! :D
haha so i guess this is the end..
im sorry!
im leaving....
moving to wordpress!
you'll never find me but i'll always love you my dear blog!
hahah i'll visit.

here's to you just a sec before i leave:

MCFLY- THE END

Kicking off is the hardest part
Nothing's certain at the start
Letting go, so something can begin

Figure out how to get a life
Leave tomorrow, live tonight
Gotta throw, throw your heart right in

Cause we all fall down

Everybody knows the end
When the curtain hits the floor
Everybody knows the end

Don't wanna get there wishing
that you'd given more
It's not over, till it's over
So how do we begin?
When everybody knows the end

I need to live with nothing fixed
Don't tell me what's gonna happen next
I'm alright, I like the way this feels

Leave behind all the things I miss
The next stop isn't where you think it is
Cause tonight I'm riding off the rails

Cause we all fall down

Everybody knows the end
When the curtain hits the floor
Everybody knows the end

Don't wanna get there wishing
that you'd given more
It's not over, till it's over
So how do we begin?
When everybody knows..

The end is were you hope you never say
"I coulda done it better"
I'm gonna keeps what counts
& throw away what doesn't really matter
& I wanna die (& I wanna die)
On the highest high (On the highest high)

It's not over (it's not over)
till it's over
I wanna stay here forever

Cause we all fall down

Everybody knows the end
When the curtain hits the floor
Everybody knows the end

Don't wanna get there wishing
that you'd given more
It's not over, till it's over
So how do we begin?
When everybody knows the end

Everybody knows the end
Everybody knows the end
@ 6:12 AM
im gonna make my own statement.



hey there.
so, today was pretty alright.
ahah im quite hard to please you can say.
yeah wasnt really total fun. for me. as usual.
i dont know. it always seem like there's something missing.
haha i dont know what i want but yes everyone's right.
i am so hard to please. haha what can i say?

i dont know. but i dont enjoy walking around malls without
a certain agenda, like shopping or catching a show.
and i know im not gonna spend cos i simply cant afford.
for now. and i dont enjoy talking about hot/ugly guys
that i dont know in person and will never know or meet.
i dont enjoy talking about school, exams, teachers, people
outside of your personal life.
yeah maybe all of the above once in a while,
but i guess i've been doing them quite often lately and im
just so sick of it. and i realise you do that when you're with
people you're not really close to.
and i've been going out many times these few days.

oh well i sound like im ranting. complaining.
doesnt matter lah its my private space! :D
haha i sound so stupid to keep repeating that in every post.
gosh thank god no one REALLY reads my blog.
okay so here i go again. haha. need. to. stop.

hmm i guess i needa put more of GOD in my life(:
yep and so that completes the picture. yayyyyy.
will read His word later on before i sleep.
quiet time (:
and church tmr!

everything's just momentary pleasures.
and i guess im not one that loves indulging in such pleasures.
even the sweetness of the ben & jerrys ice cream dont last.
its turned into glucose, fructose, galactose in my body now.
haha i am so not a fun person. (:

and so i didnt buy anything. but im happy (:
no facial masks cos tammy wasnt there and i wanted
to go buy with her. but its okay i dont neeed them and
my mum didnt request i just wanted to buy on my own
accord.
and didnt get weiyi's present cos she came to joined me and nic
in the end!!! hahaha spoiler. hmm nvm the PLEASANT SURPRISE
can wait :P

yup but we still spent $$ in the end.
ben & jerrys ice cream and fish & co. dinner.
oh and my lunch at food republic. wasnt nice /:
wayyyy tooo sour.
and weiyi bought her pink iphone cover which costed
so much of our energy!!!!!

alright enough of those details.

so only tmr and mon left to rest at home! ):
i had enough of going out it sucks. haha
somehow i enjoy spending time with myself.
i know im not an average teen and im just so
weird and different from most people. heh.
yeah like how i like songs no one listens to.
joshua radin and ingrid michaelson heheh. (:

btw, face it.
facebook is all about showing off!
gosh doing up your image nicely and letting the
world view you in the way you want to be seen.
haha blogs too i guess but i guess its slightly
different cus everyone has their OWN webpage
and for you to click on it. not like how fb is that
once you log in, you get updated of everyone.
and how everything's organised on fb.
like uh photo albums you know?
haha and this is from a user of facebook. quite avid
user somemore. ah but if you look carefully i dont
really SHOW that much. like the only photos uploaded
are like the biennale fair and its about art.

okay i think i've said enough and im done here.
hahah im dead beat! from all the walking, talking &
typing!

see ya.
22.14
Friday, October 16, 2009 @ 8:29 PM
to believe, or not to believe;
to trust or not to trust.
what we can see with our eyes,
what we cant.

so whats it gonna be?



heh kay ignore the above.
some craziness in me nowadays thats all.
you know. its like this being a girl.
it always is. i dont like how girls are but i am just like them.
HAHA. contradicting. kay nvm. you'll only see the true
light of that matter when you really really know me.

so, yesterday was funnn :D
i went exploring & yes i found things that made it worthwhile,
heh replying to the quote!

yep bought lotsa stuff, spent lotsa money.
but its okay because i didnt spent all on myself (:
i bought my parents super ex jap steamboat meal!!!
so.. kinda broke nowwww.
heh.
and yet.
still going out today -.-
its okay. i've made a resolution:
ONLY GONNA SPEND ON THESE:
1. facial masks for my mom. (and i wanna try too HEEE)
2. lunch
3. weiyi's present :P

yeap. doesnt sound a lot does it?
i mean other than the masks for my mom, the rest
seems quite inevitable! dont think i used the correct word,
but whatever, exams are over! hahaha.
yeah soooo im offff to get ready now (:

really cool this is private and all.
and weiyi dont know im getting her pressie today :D
its gonnaaa beee aaa PLEASANT SURPRISE.

btw, mr liu just msged me today,
reminding me to prepare for the presentation. ):
hmmph no way i can escape can i!
ohwell just have to work my butt on it i guess!

ttfn !

&& its 11.40 am right now! almost noon.
Thursday, October 15, 2009 @ 8:48 PM
hello world! (:
today was a great morning.
i woke up to the sound of the rain pounding on my windows.
heh i lay in bed listening to the sound of the raindrops,
so warm and snug :D
i love my bed, my pillows, my bolster & especially my comforter!
haha it really COMFORTS lol!!! :P

alright. so now that exams are over. and i am just lazing around
all the time and all the days, i was thinking if i should finally get
down to changing my blog.. hmm should i?
hahah doof i'll never know if anyone responses anyway! funny.
i dont know, but i dont really like blogger and this current
blogskin.. hmm. yet you know i cant be bothered to create a NEW
account AND i dont know which onee to useee!
tumblr? livejournal? wordpress? haha someone help me! i figured out
that xanga's not very user friendly. well i think. really dont like the
webpage anyway. i like tumblr, livejournal & wordpress sooo how?!
manzzz. hahaha. doesnt matter i shall just not do anything for now.
heh. i guess it will come to me one fine day! :P

yesterday didnt end up very fun. movie was hilarious though. hee.
but i learnt quite some stuff after an experience about cramps that
i never really knew because i am soo blessed not to have bad cramps.
hmmm poor manda! was really worried for her. and totally freaking
out yesterday! sorry lah idiot me dont know what to do.. lol i think if
i had reacted better, i could have made things better.

“ go explore the world outside your bedroom.you might find something worthwhile.
it might be down the street and it might be miles away.
but when you find something that you’re searching for,
something that you imagine when you close your eyes and drift away,
you gain much more than you could’ve asked for. ”

(c) sunsetcountdown_quotes.xanga.com

manda posted this on her tumblr too. heh.
i am always reading her blogs but i doubbt she reads mine ):
doesnt matter i love posting also cos no one reads it.
haha like your own lil private place, a platform to speak your mind (:
nooo need to bother about what others think, no need to entertain
other people, whatsoever. like what weiyi said about her personal blog.

anyway, like the quote above, im going to explore the world right now!!
well, not really the world. but yeah you get it :P
im going outtttttt.
im going to city hall, bras basah, arts house.
hah im going alone. but im lovin it and i chose to so no calling me a loner/loser!
hmm maybe i should ask tannie out for lunch first?
ah its already lunch time, tooo late i guesss.
its okay, i shall just leave for city hall now (:
hopefully i'll be able to find those books i want.
and i hope there are coolio stuff at the arts house!

soo many things to dooo! yay ;D
maybe i should read my book on the bus & listen
to new songs on my phone, or scribble stuff
in a notebook, something i'd always wanted to do but never
found the chance, too busy & lazy. HAHA.

alright here i go!
and while im out i hope everyone else have fun too!

BY THE WAY,
ITS ACTUALLY 12.10 PM RIGHT NOW (:
NOT SOME SHIT TIMING THAT'S PROBABLY SHOWING ON
THE WEBPAGE. HEH.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @ 8:42 PM
AMAZING:
i am NOT in the dull, gray, grim-looking & especially sickly HALL!!! (:
which seems alot like a jail cell. by the way.
@ 6:03 AM
so here am i blogging..because..
EOYS ARE OVERRRRR ((((:

heheh whooooooo! :P

physics was madly hard. well like most papers.
but who cares?
what is done is done. :D

went orchard today with tannie and weiyi.
not much fun since i was quite tired.
had a square meal at sakae sushi and
watched 500 days of summer.
lol its hilarious and quite nice. i like the
architecture and artsy stuffff (:
but i just thought it was okay. not like
SUPER GOOD like what most people thinks.
hmm? plus its not quite realistic. haha
too young to really know perhaps.

yuppppie nooo bookss today,
NO MUGGING HAHAHAH ;P
not quite used to it yet but im sure i will be
by tmr. have lotsa stuff i want to do!
but no energy today. slept too little last night /:
or almost didnt sleep at all. heh.
anyway dont need coffee and caffaine anymore
haha.

alright gtg my mom's laptop has no more batt!!
Friday, October 09, 2009 @ 2:37 AM
night is falling, dawn is calling.

friday. finally here.
4 days seem so little, so short.
but it felt endless.

we are all almost snapping..
nearly there and we know we will make it.
just ANOTHER four more days!!!
(but only two in the hall, thankfully.)

pressing on.

"I will myself to do it." haha quoted. (:

No, in all these things we are more
than conquerors through him who loved us.
- Romans 8:37

from Grace's blog. heh.

ever since i've discovered Romans 8's
More Than Conquerors, i've never gotten sick
of it. haha.

WEDNESDAY COME SOON! ;D
Saturday, October 03, 2009 @ 5:53 AM
spit-a-spatt-er

Hi blog.

Its been a long day. Or rather, week. And I guess
I do feel a need to express my thoughts somewhere.
Haha. Decided to take a break from toiling all day.
Sure enough, this isn’t my FIRST break. Haha. Ohwell.
Talk about perseverance.
I haven’t really been slacking, but somehow things seem
to take so long to get done.
How unproductive. That’s why I have been living with
the quote “Little is much if God is in it” these few days
since time is of essence now but whatever you do nothing
seems sufficient, everything just feels so little, barely
there that it might/can just slip away.
So all I can do is trust in God’s sufficient grace.
A moment ago I wanted to say that I chose to trust in
God instead of going other ways not because it is my last
and only option left.
But the next moment another thought came and I realized
yes I do that simply because it IS the only option in my life.
Is there a right or wrong to it? Call me guilty or agree with me?
Its up to you and I do not have the answer to it either.
But really, all the other options in life lack insurance and
cannot promise constancy/consistency.

Alright enough of all that and I’ll never know who ever reads this.

Its the mid autumn festival and i've been stuck at home alone all day.
only been out of my house twice. once for tuition and the second
a short dinner at my grans'. there will be a third time later, most
probably. i need to savour mooncakes! snowskin! hahah.

as i look out of my bedroom window, (just now)
i saw people, children, teens, in mirth and laughter,
lighting up candles and playing with sparkles (fireworks sticks).
it was quite a nice & homey scene across the street.
reminds me of how i used to do that too during mid autumn/moon-
cake festival/ LANTERN festival. ahhaha, do miss those lantern parades.
ah, the train just passed yet again.
looking out of the window again now, i see those people still playing,
throwing the sparkles around. heh. but i dont hear their laughters
anymore. the night's quietening?

hmm. today feels like how you would feel during christmas.
i dont know, just makes me feel that way. its as if i would see and
feel and taste snow once i step out of the door and walk out. (:
wishingful thinking? haha looks like it.

well i might not have real snow, but i have snowskin mooncakes. :P
and i think i will step out later to feel the coolness of the night.
and maybe, somehow, imagine it to be snow. heh.

shall not elaborate any further. ciao!
Friday, October 02, 2009 @ 8:27 AM

http://www.prayertoweronline.org/message/display.asp?t=20091002

God Who Perfects
- Sis. Stella Dhinakaran

The Lord will perfect that which concerns me.(Psalm 138:8)

Beloved, we are in the threshold of a new month. You may be worried and troubled about the problems you face in life. The Lord promises you saying, “The Lord will give strength to His people; the Lord will bless His people with peace” (Psalm 29:11).

Take courage and have the confidence that you can do all through Christ Who strengthens you (Philippians 4:13). God will surely bless you and give you peace. Whatever happens in this month, commit your ways to the Lord and trust in Him and He shall bring it to pass. All you have to do is give your heart to the God of Peace and follow Him so that He dwells with you and walks with you (2 Corinthians 6:16). Never do things that displease Him and you shall receive His rich blessings.

The head of a family decided to give his daughter in marriage and finalized the date also. As the day for the wedding was fast approaching, there were many arrangements yet to be sorted out. But, he looked calm and relaxed. When the relatives enquired if all the arrangements had been completed, he just smiled and said nothing. Some very close relatives even got angry and chided him for being indifferent and irresponsible. Yet, he continued to take everything easy and just smiled. When the day came, everyone in the family shared the responsibility and everything went on smoothly. The function ended as a memorable day.

When everything was over, he said with his usual smile on his face. “The Lord will perfect that which concerns me(Psalm 138:8) is my experience and my faith. I know my God used each and every one of you to make the marriage a great success. I thank you all for your support and help.” Then only they understood the secret of his success in life.

Beloved, God will never put to shame those who trust in Him. So seek Him and hold onto Him diligently. He will perfect everything that which concerns you. He will remain with you and bless you abundantly (1 Thessalonians 5:23).

Prayer:

Loving Heavenly Father,Be with me and guide me throughout this month. I praise You for the promise that You will strengthen Your people and bless them with peace. Father, You will never put to shame those who trust in You and help me to trust in You come what may. Perfect everything that which concerns me and bless me. Fill me with Your peace and strength. In Jesus’ name I pray.

Amen.

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