A song I wanna dedicate to all those who are mugging so hard for their BT that they are going to die.

"Unwell" - Match Box Twenty


All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like I’m headed for a breakdown
And I don’t know why

...

bridge comp today ....

OIC, it was yesterday. Then again, I'm correct, need to go back again in less than 8 hours time.

Quite sian today. Made 3 major mistakes today. better still, not me make one.

quite pissed off with my partner today. If he screw up tomorrow, I mean today, sorry. I'll be so pissed that I'll not friend him any more. Hahas, a bit childish, but I'm gonna ostro e rest of e world liaoz lor. I mean, I dun think I'm a socialable person. At least, I dun wanna be.

Why am I pissed off?
I was gonna go for a 5C bid which should be dangerous and it's not even sacrificial. And what does my P do? Prompt me to pass. WTF?!? Ok lor, pass lor and he must double and drop us down. Damn sianz.

Then 3rd round: Not say I wanna say lar, but scrape 2 boards and we lose 16 IMPs, or thereabouts. Sucks like shit.

Last round: Q spades on 3 cards and 10 points. Double for what????? Really lar. 4SXX+1 kaoz! 1480 points!!!!! Got trashed again.

Aiyah, I'm just damn tired and pissed. I know u'll be reading this, but I just can't contain my anger and when you run about NUS and end up still dun have my watch. Then reach home damn shag already.

Sorry. No offense. But I think I played well today and u still seem to be unpleased with me and say that I not concentrating. I dun remember making any mistakes lor. (PS. not makeing mistake is not same as play correct)

Good night. Think I need to shower, watch TV, play BBO and get ready to go out soon.

Wah! Camp just ended. Wondering with I should recall what I did in the camp. Some stuff quite cool. Others, quite lame or saddening.
Think I'm gonna do just that!

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DAY 1

Book in! Same room as Joseph. I was thinking to myself "Sianz! Surely dun half to sleep for e rest of e camp liaoz!" I wasn't too wrong.
Then after that got training. Dazed and stone through e entire morning and slept through e afternoon. Hahas! Think e only thing I did from morning to after noon was EAT!
Yupz EAT is important!
After trainign got sports and games. I went to play soccer. Doh! I'm YungHei! What else can you expect? Played my standard wing-back position and crossed in a few good crosses and made 3 assists. Didn't score! But basically, I got A1 as 75% of my teams goals came from my assists and 100% from my play. Hahas! Felt damn good! Evening was the starting of our puzzle hunt!

.......

Think I give up!
I'll update this blog as time goes by.

hahas. Haven finish packing yet.

Forget it man, maybe pack tmr.

Playing bridge now.

CIAO!

Sianz, I haven even stopped for a while and I'm starting again. What the hell. Think I'm really addicted to typing, anyway, dun you all bother reading today's posts. It's all crap.

Yup yup yup!

Must blog more. My withdrawal symptoms from my comp is showing now. I'm gonna blog like there's no tmr. So that when I come back from camp I have less things to blog about.

Firstly, I haven packed for my camp yet. Doing an online survey to see what others are packing so I can pack a bit less than them. Hahas. That's me. Then, must see what they bringing for entertainment. So I can bring smtg else.

Secondly, I'm doing a lot of chatting online. Gonna disturb everyone I see until they are pissed off. Well, at least they seem to be and decide to shut me up or just ignore me. Dunno lar.

Thirdly, I think I'm going crazy thinking about so many people and so many things and so many ... Then again, I think I'm only thinging about 1 person, 1 competition, 1 camp, 1 game, 1 ... Why should I be going crazy when I don't relly have that much to think about.

Fourthly, I seem to have an obsession with SPROUTing rubbish. and an obsession with SPROUT. Then again, I like SPROUT. come to think of it, I love SPROUT. SPROUT rocks!

Fifthly, I'm having an obsession with BBO. I'm like playing Bridge on Bridge base online everyday. This is very bad, considering taht when I come back from my camp I'll have no time to prepare for BT. Think my BT is screwed. Dun think SIMO camp is such a good excuse to screw up my BT. Neither is the NUS BRidge comp a valid reason. Going for the community patrol is definately not a reason at all.

Sixthly, I'm just wondering why I'm going for patrols if I'm at 100+h for my CIP. Furthermore, I'm not gonna cash those hours. Hmm. Maybe I should stop. Should I?

Seventhly, I should stop my obsession with re-reading Harry Potter series. It's tanking too much of my time.

Eigthly, ... eightly, eightly.
Aiyah, eighty, I'm addictted to typing damn bloody fast and I can't seem to stop when I start. So, maybe that explains why I repeated the word "eightly" That's because I was thinking about what I can crap about. Hey, come to think of it, that's any major problem.

Ninethly, as mentioned above, I crap too much. I have to stop crapping and talk more normal stuff as I have not been making much sense recently and talking some sense would do me much good.

Tenthly, I must try to get back to becoming the perfectionist I once was. I seem to say "anything" a lot now and that completely sucks! If I'm gonna "anything" my way through the rest of the year. I'm gonna die a terrible death for my As.

Just finished pheonix. Again. Damnit! It's much worse than Goblet.

Gonna pack for e camp now.

Ciao!

read harry potter from book 1 all over again.

was it e 2nd or third time this month?

WTH does it matter? anyway, I still think that the movie sucked and maybe goblet will be better. Then again, the storyline in Goblet is too good. Think the 4th movie is gonna be smtg like LOTR's third. Think they will cut too many scenes and screw up e whole story. Well, it's just my feelings.

BTW, WOE is all e obsessions with Hermoine about? I dun find her chio leh! Why every freaking person in e freaking cinema keep saying she's freaking chio? She freaking sucks! Emma Thompson Looks betta than her. WTF?!?

Anyway, gotta say that I'm looking forward to e SIMO camp. Can really slack for another week. Wonder if I shd bring some notes there to study. Well, it's a whole week of training, and I'm training for smtg I'm not really involved in. Maybe I should even pon the Saturday training to go for CO concert.

Sigh. No overseas trip for me. Have I said that already? Oh, sorry, but I like to repeat myself. 2 reansons.
1. Dad's business trip postponed (think I mentioned)
2. even if Dad requests to go earlier (he can do it, but dun wan) I got plans again! sucky hols.

Whacking e fourth HP book now. Anyway, HP rocks!!!!! Hahas, continue guessing on e meaning of HP, sprout and J bah.

nite all.

PS World idol rules!!!!!

Day basically sucks.

Ok, maybe not so bad. Wasted $6.50 watching the damn bleeding short "Shrek 2" for the dunno who many billionth time. Harry Potter was quite good. Still, I always believe that the movie is weaker and pale in comparison to the book.

Yung Hei: "The greatest Joke in entertainment history is the award 'Best adapted screenplay'."

Should you award it to the director for stealing a good script? The author for writing a good story? Or maybe the movie studio for investing on the correct book?
Come to think of it, both Shrek and Harry are adapted screenplay.

Back to my day, Harry was quite cold. I mean, it has to be when you read the book. Then again, if it follows the book, it's better. Take LOTR for example, it does not follow the book and that makes it suck even more.

Anyway, those who have not caught the movie, catch it. Can't find a better movie for the summer. Those who have not read the book, what have you been reading all these while? TYS?

Tired.

Ciao.

Like this week is not unlucky enough. Sianz, screw up all the bridge competitions and tournaments. Then after that SMO also screw up. Dad came back from US and said that his trip to HK will be postponed to July. (ie no more overseas trip for me)

Haven started studying for organic test tommorow. Think I should start praying instead of mugging.

haiya, my SMO screwed up.
I was trying hard not to think about it and needed to do something else to distract myself. Sianz.

1. Xing Cong's phone was off.
2. Jack and gang have already bought tickets for Harry Potter.
3. The class dun wan me to join them.
4. Reach home, not a single soul!

Hahas, that's when I started to think about SMO and I noticed how screwed up it was. Think I failed the freaking paper. Comforting to hear that XC also flopped, but that's no excuse. Furthermore all the pros from HC are trashing me and they scored a few time higher than me lar. This completely sucks lor.

Think thats it le.

*sniff* :'( *sniff*
everyday in the holiday sucks.
Sleep at 1am, woken at 3am by mosquitoes, sleep by 4am, wake at 8am for some crap. Do those crap, go home by 6pm, eat, bathe, go online and stone and bridge. Sucks. life is so DEAD. think school term was betta.

tired
24 boards today.

Hmm, came home and BBOed until now.
Tmr got some maths crap.
need sleep

ciao

Tired got bridge competition today.
Sleep.

Ich kann nicht Deutsches sprechen
Non posso parle Italano
No puedo hablar español
Ik kan het Nederlands spreken niet
Je ne peux pas parler français
我不会讲汉语