Gonna start restoring my blog in stages, maybe not gonna restore but just resume blogging

sigh! Play 5 chess games today and lost 4. How to get into the chess team? Morning lost 2 games to La Bond. Later lost a game to sum junior in chess. Tyco win against Jon from my class and lost to Joseph again! So sianz! Give up. Wun talk to YinJian about the chess comp anymore.

Dun wanna talk. Tired!

Hmm, just discovered that I can make this blog semi-private and semi-public, gonna do that, I think. So be ready to see occasional public ones and not be able to see the more frequent private ones.

Noticed that the blog has seen fewer people coming since it was discovered. Thus, I have decided to scrap it and just blog on my private blog. Is it really that fun to just intrude in other people's privacy?

Or I might just convert it into a site where everyone can have a say on the stupid chat box.

Mood : Disasterous (praying that the sky wun fall on my head)

Got back my physics!
Oh No! Please man, it wasn't a disaster. exculding the first page (page 3) and the last page (page 11) all the other 7 pages (page 4 to 10) I scored a net total of 5 marks! Oh yeah, and page 7 to 10 I scored total of 1 mark. In orther words, my page 4 to 6 got 4 marks. Hahas! Tell me that is not a disaster!
Dun wanna discuss physics anymore.

actually, dun wanna discuss anything at all.

Countdown to ????? : ??? days (need suggestions) (I can only think of BT2, AIME release, APMO release, IMO selection and As) (they all seem too long to go)

Feel much better after what happened yesterday. All the anger let out. Just need to chill.

Dr Wilks roks sia!

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What happened during CS session:

HongXi of S62 got niaoed big time! Hahas. Dr Wilks go and ask why HongXi go and wear earings. Hahas! He never see girls wear earings before is it? Such a nice comment to make. I mean, I've seen guys wear earings in HC. (I think) CS do compo! And I still dun really know why I kenna CS! This sucks lor!

I dpn't know HongXi personally, but "Dr Wilk sucks" is a universal language.

Damn the world for what it is! I do not wish to chat and have thus taken down the chat box on the left menu.

You know that you will jump off a building sooner or later if you are damn pissed and you are unwilling to even talk about all the FUCKED UP stuff in life, even when it's on your blog which you use to vent your frustrations on. Therefore, I will supress may anger somemore and get over my anti-biotics, before I reconsider my stand on suicide. (I am praying that this period of stress is due to the tiredness caused by the antibiotics, although I'm quite certain it's not, I'm immune to the effects of it already, that's what 3 weeks of antibiotics can do to you)

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Back to my sunday post. Just to add on.

I hate people who asks for recognition although they have done nothing. I know I may be a little like that at times. But I have humility and will not overdo it. I get a member like that in my PW group. You dump a whole pile of stuff which none of the group members have seen and add it to your claim to fame. FINE! It's just once and it concerns your university entrance. I'll deal with it. I get this kind of sucker for MAC chairman. You dont' want to do anything and push everything to the secretary. Fine, I'll deal with it. I'm used to playing vice and still do ALL the work. But if you are such a FUCKING perfectionist and still ask for perfection, then why don't you do it? FUCK YOU! If I think something is urgent and you still want me to do it through you then, FUCK YOU, you go and do it. I'm not gonna take the blame for doing it too slowly.

For heaven's sake. The deadline for the finalisation for the Mathsweek maths trail questions is end of this month and what time is it already? I'm only checking if the E-mails work! And you want be to discuss with the EXCO? FUCK YOU!!!!! I know nobody is perfect and I do things wrongly to, but when you are acting like a FUCKING PRIMA DONNA, then you should go and EAT SHIT!

Back to the point about recognition. You ask me to be in-charge of planning a game for HCHCC (Hwa Chong Home Coming Carnival), we discuss until we all agree on it. Then, you say must show Mr Lau. Ok, fine! When I get it back from Mr Remidos, your name is on it. Tell me, are you trying to take over as in-charge? If you are, then I'd be more than happy to let you do it! But NO! Now that the plan is only approved-in-principle, which seems to be the case for everybody, you push the blame to me for making the plan so vague. Yar right! FUCK YOU! If you want be to think of a game, improvise it, write down the proposal, submit it and you go and add your name somemore, then now that the plan is not too feasible, you blame me, you can FUCKING HELL be the Chairman cum Secretary cum Treasurer cum whatever other fucking shit duties that this FUCKING Secretary posts of mine requires me to do.

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C and F Maths (aka Maths 9233 and 9234) I was fucking gayed by some lousy careless mistakes and wierd reasons for marks deduction. Something that Mr Lau claims is the convention for doing this kind of problem and when I remind him that we have never done this kind of question before so theres no convention to follow, he tells me that we have just done it in the BT, so now there is a convention.

C Maths 92/100
F maths 62/100

Satisfied?
NO! I ought to have gotten 100 for that easy C maths paper. I left 4 marks unanswered because I didn't see them and some stange marking lost me another 4 marks! I ought to have gotten 100 for my F maths also. I didn't have time to do 20+ marks worth of question becuse I spent too much time deriving all the area, volume, centroid, surface area, and what other fucking shit formulas. In other words, by theory, if I memorised my formulas well, I should be at least getting 90 marks for F maths.

Don't even mention about Chem and Physics BT in front of me!

Are you thinking what I'm thinking? If you are, then we were meant for each other.

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Physics MCQ, average 30+ (marks)
Physics written, average below 20 (marks)
Chemistry MCQ, average 12 (questions)

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I think I should just forget about my life and be a no lifer.

This reminds me of what my primary school teacher will ask me to do. Write "...blah blah blah..." one hundred times.

I will mug from today onwards.
I will mug from today onwards.
I will mug from today onwards.
...

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Conversation between Mrs Debbie Wong and me after maths tutorial today:

YH: I think down here not worth 3 marks lor, maybe shd deduct 2 marks only.
DW: no lah, it can be worth any number of marks I decide upon. I think I didn't make any mistakes here.
YH: And then this question here. I think leave out one line of (x not equal to -2) only worth one mark lar.
DW: ohh. Actually, I deducted one mark. But your working har, not what I was looking for.
YH: but the answer is correct can already what!
DW: no, now is sch BT, method is more important than result.
YH: (getiing pissed) Then here, another one. you marked me wrong, how come didn't deduct marks har?
DW: got wat! deducted one mark already.
YH: Then how come I like got one magical mark?
DW: good for you lor! (pause) you go and count a gain lar!
YH: I count many times already
DW: wah! then either your maths really very poor, or my maths very poor. (rushes off for next lesson)

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Conversation between me and Mr Quek today after tutorial:

YH: I know you were refering to me when you mentioned people who a full question blank.
RQ: No, I wasn't refering to you.
YH trys to give a facial expression of total shock and suprise.
RQ: You didn't leave one question, but you left three questions blank.
YH: yar, I didn't study electricity.
RQ: but you almost got 50 for MCQ!
YH: cas I got flip a bit of the other topics
RQ: from what I see, it wasn't even flipping. It was just from listening to tutorials.
YH: (nodding) Actually I got APMO, tt's why didn't study. (YH goes on crapping about APMO...)

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Conversation between Rudy Lee and me before Chem prac today:

YH: Can I check my BT marks with you?
RL: what's the hurry? Wait until next week lar. (I'm damn sure he said "lar")
YH: I want to know how many subjects I flopped, then I can mentally prepare my parents.
RL: actually, I haven even tallied the marks.
YH: (disappointed) OK then. Thank you.
RL: be patient and wait until next week.

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Conversation between me and Daniel on MSN today:

YH: woohoo Daniel so pro
YH: hahas
YH: tmr got AIME ready already?
Da: aime...sure die one
YH: so pro
YH: aime people see your paper so pro
YH: they all faint and die?
YH: So Pro
Da: yar rite lor
YH: so pro
YH: I knew I was right, but you also dun have be be so hao lian wad.
YH: see? so confident!
Da: ...
YH: hahas
Da: hm...is tt a blank emoticon?
YH: har?
Da: oh wait
Da: nvm...lag
YH: ok
Da: how many qns isit ah?
YH: 15
Da: isit very hard?
YH: no lar, you will get your full marks
Da: hmm ok
Da: gd luck for aime tmr!
YH: yar, u too
YH: you so pro
Da: oh wait u dun need luck...u haf skill
YH: must sit next to you, then I can copy
YH: yar, I have copying skill

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The above conversations show what kind of a retard I am.

1. conversation with Debbie shows the world that I'm never satisfied even when I'm guaranteed of an A already in my Maths C. (I was looking at full marks although I left a question blank)

2. conversation with Ronnie shows the world how good I am at saying that I'm stupid, but yet not believe it and give some crap excuse. (Yar, everty single teacher from Mrs Huang and Mrs Lim, my fav P-sch teaachers, to Mdm Chiu and who haf you are all correct. I'm stupid and yet arrogant)

3. conversation with Rudy shows the world how afraid I am of the wrath of my parents.

4. conversation with Daniel shows the world what kind of bleeding crapper I am.

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Today Mr Quek say he got students who bug him from 9am to 6pm.
*Think Mr Foo Kam Meng from TCHS stayed from 8am to 11pm lor! I remember going to Coro and take-away lunch for him. (Do you think I can make Mr Quek stay from 8 to 11 also?)

Mrs Lim say Maths people are always systematic and never messy.
*Hmm, think I remember my aptitude test calling me a juggler(ie not very organised) Mrs Ong, Gwendoline calling me a squiggle (messy) and my bed room and study room vouches for my untidiness.

Pardon my language. I will try not to be too extreme and sensor everything I can.

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I hate people who tell me what to do or say things behind my back! If you got something to say, say it in front of me! I dun want people to tell be that you were saying this and that behind my back! (I just talked to you, so you know who you are)

I hate people who like to dragg stuff. Especially short meetings of 5 minutes to 5 hours! (all MAC people [esp. exco] shpuld know who I'm refering to)

I hate people who cannot make up their minds and force others to submit to them. Everytime other people give an idea, these idiots will scrutinise and disagree until you have to say that they are correct. You ask for a suggestion, I f**king hell give you one. You scrutinise it like shit and tell me its no good and say your original one is better. Then what is the f**king point in asking for opinions? (MAC and *cough*cough* should know, sorry, can't say the organisation name, I will get sued, I think)

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I'm shy? How long have you known me? I'm Yunghei! Shy has never been in my dictionary. Embarassed? maybe, but not shy or fear. I'm just over-sensitive to other peoples feelings. So don't expect me to discuss too sensitive an issue on my blog. Not unless I feel like it.

Yeah M Schmi won again! The Deutschland National Anthem is so nice! I think they should let M Schumi win some more. Hopefully 76 wins in 200 starts. (ie win the next 4 races)

how on earth did Mr Chen win the taiwan election is what everybody is toking about. Sigh! I was rooting for lien. Anyway, forget that. eligible voters who din turn up is over 10 times the number of invalid votes and the number of invalid votes is over 10 times (about 11.4 times) the winning margin. Close shave? I don't think so! WAiting for China to recognise the vote or the appeal to go through.

Morning go out for a long and stupid bike ride. COP rocks my socks off man! We cycle to Toa Payoh Lor. 10. So Fun! And I was leading them in the patrol around Sennett Estate. So Cool! I just wasted one whole morning doing nothing!!! (Just to help you out here, it's supposed to be sacastic, but I can't seem to make it sound obvious enough)

Tmr sch reopen! WooHOO! Now this is news! Much better than the stupid holidays where I have not done anything. Hope you guys dun mind, but I'd rather have school than holidays. Hols was so sianz. Anyway, see y'al soon.

countdown to AIME : 2 days

PS. yar, fine, I will mention your name then, since you asked me to say your name here. Matthew Teo (aka MatTeo) sucks!

Piece of donut crap. Today completely rocks. Morning go HCJC, veronica not there still, Bala not there still, got his HP number though. Is that good enough?

National team training : completely made a fool out of myself and showed the world that when you think Yunghei is stupid, he proves you wrong. Stupid would be an insult to the meaning of retards! Therefore, proving by rearrangement inequality, Yunghei multiply stupid is smaller than yunghei multiply by retard. Therefore, Yunghei is very retarded! (qed)

IEEE : format changed compared to last year is completely different. I attempted 4 of 8 questions, handed in solution to one questiona dn got zero correct. :P Rocks, right? I told you Yunghei is retarded!

After that we playing falling (card game) and bridge until 4+. Then, Yeong heng wanted to go Kino. wanted to use it as a good excuse to go shopping for presents. But then again, decided to go home sleep and be revitalised for the patrol walk tomorrow. Never really had a good sleep in the hols anyway.

Reach Potong Pasir stop, I see all the juniors. Hahas. Wave to them then heard that half the class cannot stay!!! Very sad lor.

REach home wanted to go over to Jon's house to wave and say hi. Came online and the rest is as you see it. MSN, blog, mail, ...

countdown to AIME : 3 days

Does anyone have a good suggestion for a good psychologist or counciler I can counsult?

Wah biangz! Just noticed that I haven blogged for days!

Really dtressed recently. Everyday go back to school to check of any of the NYAA teachers are around, Hwa Chong dun have? I go CHS, CHS dun have? Then, I go to NUS for my training! sucks lor, I take 151 to school and I take 151 from sch to NUS. So stupid!

Sianz! You know what they say about you going around the world for the world. No! That is the understatment of the millenium. I think the whole world is revolving around me and I have forces of attraction of such great magnitude that they are all collapsing on me. Sooner or later, the mass will be so great that they will collapse and my density will increase to become an ultimate sucker which I already am. (a black hole)

MSN nick for next few days (most prob) :
[heart-broken!](U)[StReSsEd!!!] [HCJC sUx BiG TiMe!] On ThE vErGe Of A mAjOr MeNtAl BrEaKdOwN!!! (DND) says:

Explainations of my stress:
1. Tmr, got IEEE competition at NUS. Still wondering if I should try my luck and go there participate as an independant candidate. Sianz!!! First, Hwa Chong kicks me out of the school team because I'm in the national team. Now, got major competition they send all the school team people and neglect the 4 national team people! What kind of SHIT is this man!

2. I whole week did nothing but wake up, go sch, walk around, go NUS, do maths and play bridge and eat (food and medicine) and play comp, go home, play somemore comp, sleep. (Sucks lor, didn't do anything constructive) From last saturday till this coming saturday also like that! Sianz. Physics and Chemistry Olympiad only 4 days adn Biology only 2 days! Why Maths so bia one?

3i. Sunday, Siang Liang wants an MAC meeting at KAP. Screw lar! (Hope siang liang or Mr Lau not seeing this) BUT what the heck! I dun feel like going lor. Either I'm gonna be very sick that day, (I will cas I am a little sick and if I can convince myself I'm sick, my fever will come back! It's to do with psychology...) or I will just say I'm going for the CSSP nonsense.

3ii. I got to go for the official launch of the CSSP prgramme with all RCs and NC of Potong Pasir together at the Potong Pasir Community Club. All of you are welcome to be present. (should be read as compulsory) The police has given me T-shirts for you to wear on this day. Please let me know if you want to attend so that I can arrange to pass the T shirt to you before the day. (yeah rite! just want us call you up and then force us to go) You should wear it for this occasion. Sucks lor, the launch is officially 9, must arrive by 8. Then th GOH will tok kok from 9 to 10. Then 10 official launch, then must walk around Potong Pasir with them until 12, then got free lunch. (free lunch is the only good thing there) Then after lunch, hopefully before 2. They will come over to sennett and patrol sennett. (really wun be damn hot lor) Sure lag until 4 or 5 one lor. Wah lao, then my sunday gone le.

3iii. My mum's Bday coming soon. Need to buy presents! No time to shop! It's on Tuesday! And I will be reaching home late on tuesday because of the stupid AIME. (Wanted to go shopping for presents on sunday one lor.

3iv. still need to pack up my room. Promised to pack up so I can mop up the room. Sigh. Now, I no time to pack or clean le. (The room is infested with mosquitoes) Since I can't sleep anyway, I should just stay awake and clean the room lor. (PS. even if I ON the air-con, mosquitoes still very active. How ar?)

4. need to submit suggestions for MAC crap my saturday night. (Pls refer to part 2 to understand why that cannot be done.)

Trying to rush out the crap for 4 right now, so I'm not gonna trash tok anymore.

Waa!!! Sigh! I still can't get over my curse. Will not say what the curse is or else it might get even worse. Anyway, I was stuck at a question in APMO and cannot do. Then, after the whole thing, Andre said he did it with PARTIAL FRACTIONS!!!! Aiyah! Why the BT don't have partial fractions come out. If BT got PF, then I will think fo it also wad, see lah! Instead of doing by infinite ascend, I did by MI. So stupid!

quote of the day : "A wise MONKEY never monkey with anonther monkey's monkey : UNLESS HE'S KING KONG!"

Went to see the doctor today. And you know usually after seeing him you dun get better, they will give you a stronger dose and a longer dose right? I got pain-killers 5 times a day over 1 week! antibio(enhanced dosage already) 4 times a day over 1 week! Vitamin C tablet for 2 weeks! Sucks!

The stupid doctor told me the same thing again. Try to use my voice less. Hey! I didn't go karaoke and look what happened? I ended up walking around aimlessly talkin' But still, it definately beats goinf to karaoke! I mean either case, I will still lose my voice.

Some of you know why I can't concentrate on studying for APMO and got no motivation. I think I need a hug. :P *cheeky grin* Nah, I'll just need some encouragement. Anyway, I was reading another book on finding motivation. There is this part where I'm supposed to reflect on what I have achieved in all my 18 years of life. Since I'm at it, I might as well post it up here. :P So if any of my interest correspond to yours, look for me and chat lor!

So disappointing, all the big names (Liverpool, MU, Newcastle) all lost. Why is Arsenal so anti-social one! They should also lose what! Sigh, I'm disappointed with the team I support. They never follow what is the trend. When everyone is losing, they go and win. When everone got chaos in the board, lockerroom, manager in danger of sacking, buy lousy players, Arsenal has to do the opposite lor. So sad! *wide grinz*

I have decided to live life anew everyday and not think forward or behind.

Hmm, life is like a solar powered cell, once the sun goes out, you don't got no more fun. Parents are like clouds, they take away your sun. Time is like a kite, it leaves with the wind and you will only know that it's gone when the string snaps. I wonder why theres nothing in this world that can act like the wind and blow away those annoying clouds.

Woke up to news that Arsenal won! WooHoo. So happy! Then, my throat felt better. Cheers! And then, I successfully packed up my room. (note: first time in over a month) Celebrate! Then, lightning strikes. (death from above) Went out to eat and the sun brought out my fever. Reach home and then felt my throat damn dry. Throat got much worse. (No point seeing a doc too soon cause the stupid medicine doesn't help and neither do MCs) Read the newspaper and read a few articles that break my heart. How on earth can there be people who share the same misery as I do?

I'm sure about a few things now.
1. I suck
2. Only one person in this world sucks more than I do
3. the guy in the mirror sucks more than I do
4. The on and off fever over 2 weeks is not SARS
5. the same fever has burnt a hole on my head and I'm going crazy

Back track to yesterday. Fine! You don't know who you are and I dun plan to tell anyone. So nobody asks me. You can go around asking who chatted with me for over an hour in each of the 4 days. If you find out, then then tell me, cause I'm not too sure about the dates. (yar right) I know I always tok kok with a lot of people and can drag over an hour. Hahaz. Happy guessing. BTW, it's one person, not four differnent people. I really agree with you that I should get on with life and not hang over one thing, but I can't really get over stuff. I hate my memory sometimes. I have a very strong visual memory. I can remember graphics years ago like there were yesterday. I can even remember the look and smell of SCPS which I studied in from P1 to P3. Thanks for our help! I really needed those word of encouragement.

I've a splitting headache and I cannot concentrate on studying for APMO. Think I should sleep. Hey! anyone interested in going to the science center for the LOTR exhibition? (Recommended to go only after hols cas now sch hols a lot of little kids going, so not very fun to go there now.

Hey, it's time to celebrate, I dinr eally celebrate after the BT cas I tot my physics got 26 out of 120 and borderline cases for chem, maths and Fmaths. Now, I noticed that each MCQ is worth 2 marks and I guarantee A for Maths 9233. WooHoo! Anybody wanna go clubbing, cycling, mugging, shopping, ??? I'm damn bored at home.

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Oi! People, if you want to read this blog then can y'al please leave comments in the chat box. Please! If not, I'm gonna go back to my primary blog and delete this. Feel free to insult me on it! I know I'm annoying alot of people recently and you all might wanna curse and swear at me, go ahead, use an anonymous nick to swear at me. If you want to tell em smtg important, tell em smack in the face though.

I will try to remember what you said on 18 July 2003, 26 Dec 2003, 26 Feb 2004 and 12 March 2004. (You know who you are, this is to serve as a notice to remind me.) :P

I think from now I on, I will start deleting every previous day's blog, or something like that. For Heaven's saek this was supposed to be a privite blog! Hahas, I'm still wondering who I publish my private blog's online.

Actually, I'm feeling good cas of the 1 to 1 time I've spent with Yin today. Especially at Lido. Asked her for a movie, but then she dun really wanna wacth. Then went Library at Orchard but felt that that was gonna be so boring. Aiyoh! Then I had to call home and find out that Mum was in a bad mood. Can't possibly PakTor when she's in a bad mood and I go home in a good mood, right? Sigh! Had to forget abt the dinner with her liaoz. Then I rush home for dinner lor. Sianz. Kinda regretted it. Could have spent more time with Yin. But then again. I'm too sick to do anything. So, What the hell.

WooHoo!

I feel so good! Ok maye not! I'm still a little feverish, and my sore throat refuses to leave me. Sigh, went out shopping, again! Hmm, think it's actually first time I went shopping with the class girls. So eventful!

I met, Jeremy from NJ, OGL of the NJ class I was in for 1 day before I apeal back to HC. I met lot's of ex-TCHS peeps. I met YiXuan from HCJCCO 4 times and at differnent places. I met HCJC 03S7B trice. Is that enough? No? Fine, I met HCJC juniors and chinese high juniors. Still not enough? I met some Cedar friends. (Think they have something today, that's why everywhere also cedarians)

Maybe I should go out more this year. I'm damn bored at home, including now! Everythime I go out I learn something new about myself. Is that good or what? Well, today, I learnt that I am a complete sucker and a boring person to be with when sick. Fine! you can tell me that nobody is entertaining when sick. Point being, I was! I can draw my most inner strength to be Enthusiatic and be damn hyper. Hahas! I still remember Mrs Lim from SAJS 6-1 calling me super-hyper, Gwendoline Ong of TCHS 2M calling me a hyper squiggle, and Mdm Chui saying I "Jing1 Li4 Guo4 Sheng4". Maybe I am. So recently, I day and night stone, laze and sleep. Lost all my strength. Hmm, I might wanna consider doing some conditioning for NAPFA. Think it is a good timing to start.

Champions League favourites Arsenal will play London rivals Chelsea in the quarter-finals of the competition!
Porto vs Lyon (My tip, porto through)
Real vs Monaco
AC vs Depotivo

I don't think I still have to say who I think will go through for the other draws. My fav Eng, Spanish and Italian teams are all in lor. Only my beloved German team HSV not in. hahas, I am the only one in the world who watches Bunderslige.

countdown to APMO : 4days

P.S.
Smart = can think on the spot
Intelligent = can memorize stuff well
Clever = knowing the diff. bet. flower and Orchid :P
(actually, it's "good at doing pratical stuff")
Wise = knows a lot of stuff

smart, int, clev, wise are more like, "reflex", "memory", "dexterity", "knowledge" respectively. You can't do with any, I am with 2 of them.

Read those three from a book, think I'm smart and wise, but not clever or intelligent. Sigh, so sad right? I admire people who are the other 2. I'd rather be intelligent or clever than smart. I am 80% smart, 90% wise, 30%intelligent, 10% clever. I failed 2. *sob*

Ohh! I know why I left 4 pages blank already. That's because I never touch my electricity notes and never attend lecture. Got attend also didn't listen!

HA! I must try to get fulls marks tmr to redeem myself. Nitez all.

countdown to APMO : 5days

Sianz. I scored 26/30 for MCQ and maybe get 0 for my paper 2.

It sure felt like I fell asleep, but I was sure I didn't sleep. Maybe it's the medication that has made me blur. Sigh, brain just went blank. *snap* Just like that. 4 pages of cleaniness. I don't remember being so neat in my papers before. blanks here and there. Yeah! It'd be a miracle if I even get an O. I don't see how I can get more than an F, even with moderation.

Bad luck!

Woo Hoo! Chemistry paper rocked! (I will try my best not to put Chem and easy in one line, even if I stress on the sacarsm or the words not easy was used)

Chem paper was damn short. Simple, I would say. So simple that most questions are you know, or you don't. If you do, 1min and you are done, if you don't, don't even bother trying. I was flipping from front to back and back to front for the last 1 hour! Hard to imagine only 4 topics and do so much damage. Still think throwing a dice will score a higher MCQ grade.

Physics? Forget it. So, that's it for school!

AMC results came out! I am 7th?!? Sigh, if I cannot get in top 6 in school, I shd not even dream about being in the top 6 in Singapore, so I am gonna kiss my Greek dreams goodbye.

I am so sad for MU. Sigh, I remember feeling damn aggrevated when MU won the 1999 champ league with 2 injury time goals. Now I feel quite the same. Condolences to all MU fans, players and especially the manager. I just want to remind you all that there is no shame in losing to the Portugese Champs who ran away with the title just like Arsenal is right now. Ok, they ran faster than Arsenal, 2 digit points difference bet. first and second if I was not wrong.

How times have changed! Last time all the teams defend when away and attack when at home. Now, because of the away goals rule, they all attack away and defend at home. Look at MU, they defend in Old trafford like shit like that when they could have attacked and ended the game in 30 minutes. Look at Chelsea, Stuttgart was there for the taking and they decided to absorb the pressure when they could have easily trashed them. Tonight will be even better. Arsenal is tipped to win and with all their attack prowness, they are most prb gonna defend their 3-2 lead. Either Celta beatsthem by more that 1 goal or they score 3 or more goals. Real will be doing the same against a vengeful Bayern. Sigh, football sucks nowadays.

countdown to APMO : 6days

Sigh.

I missed part of a question. 11a, I found a= rt 3 or -rt3. Then I went part b. Sigh, missed the part about hence find all roots. Free marks didn't take!

Chemistry good luck liaoz. Sure KO already.

Physics? What's that? Hope I still remember my J1 work.

F maths? I asked Debbie Wong if "Orthogonal Matrix" is in syllabus, and guess her reply. "Orthogonal Matrix si4 si2 mi4?" (What is Orthogonal Matrix?) Of course, I also not too sure, so, don't come and ask me. If you ask, I will try my best to answer, but since it's not in syllabus, let's forget it.

countdown to APMO : 7days

Sigh everyone is telling me that I missed an easy GP paper. Think I am ready for school tomorrow.

P.S. Ready for school does not equate to ready for block test.

Went to see the FUCKING doctor today! Damn, waited 2 hours after registration before I can see the doctor. Then after a mere 5 mins, wait another half hour to get medication. Next time, I'll just buy my own medicine.

Sianz, got MC for tmr, but not sure if I wanna skip GP paper. Someone (you knwo who) told me that results will snowball to Prelims, but only 50%. So, I had to SMS my dearest CT, Rudy Lee. Haha! 100% snowball, so I think I'd rather stay at home and whack CM. |-)

Sigh, why am I so accurate? 5-1 to Arsenal! Sigh I ought to haf bet on Arsenal -1.5.

Hope to see y'all on Tues.

I'm dying. Think I should not come online.

Anyway, went for SIMO training early in the morn, then went to an EDU FAIR with Xing Cong. Hahas, I return home and Mum first reaction was not how I was feeling, but asked me "Which GF you went out wif?" Wah Biangz, I cannot stand her liaoz, must go and sit down. Then she tok kok to me abut why I shd not haf GF and not get married, blah blah blah...

Feeling the stress of As now. I still cannt get over the fact that I got A2. Hmm, maybe I really should break my code and start studying.

Yeah, MU narrowly won, so happy for them. And better still, Ferguson is learing from Wenger already. He converting a midfielder to defender. (Wenger convert Toure to def, Fergie convert Giggs to def) I just haf a feeling that Arsenal will trash Portsmorth tonight. Hope my feeling is correct.

Considering if I should see doctor, fever almost reach 40 C already.

PS. to all the muggers out there,
Gd Lk to ur BT.

Today is so FUCKED UP! I got a low fever early in the morning and had to bear with it until 230 to get my CLAO. And FUCK CLAO! I screwed it upside-down inside-out.

That's the reason why I'm planning to start anew again. Hmm, this is the 4th time I'm clearing up everything again? Cool.

Back to the FEVER, I just measured my temperature again. It just hit 38.2 C. Anyway, my I'm not planning to see a doctor cause I have not seen a doctor in 6years or thereabouts and dun wanna break my code. Hey, tt's the same duration in which I've not studied intensively. After PSLE, I din really sit and study for over 2 hours non-stop b4. Haha! guess that explains my CLAO results. Got A2, but don't think I shd've made it so tough for myself, if I study, hmh. Ok, let's just say, IF i flipped through the word list, I wud've gotten A1. (IF!) A2 is not that bad, considering how early I left the examinations hall, hahas. I always either first to leave hall or grab a hell of of writing paper one. (Hey, if you know me, I dun have to tell you this, do I?)

Talked to a few people online and am confident I should not open my mouth and talk about my *cough* *cough*. (let's not mention)

BTW, for those of you who din know, CMPB is a really cold place. No matter what they say, wear a shirt at all times. Take off only when they doing medical test! and bring a coat, sweater... The comp lab for the IQ test in damn cold, I froze until I cannot complete the IQ test in prescribed time. (Not too possible considering I am 2% shy of a MENSA spot.)

Shit, time for medication and I need to go and grab some sleep. Hopefully the sleeping pills can cure my INSOM!