Uni Life...Well after talking to many friends who are currently studying Uni, I found out that all of us or most of us are facing the same problem. I wonder if its normal or because we are simply from Poly. Question mark. Hope all of us will get through it together!!! Everyone jiayou!! (including me.)
Since the first day of school, I have been very slack. Not because I don't want to listen. Its because I couldn't understand most of it. Imagine not being able to even do the first tutorial. Hey I tell you, this is really very scary. Nevertheless I still gave it a shot, though in the end I think I only manage to do like 10% of the questions.
Been facing alot of problem recently. I don't know if I am thinking too much. I don't know. Hopefully I am not giving too much pressure for .... All I can say whatever I do which concerns you I always think about how you feel and stuff before doing it. Putting you as first priority. God bless me. Hope nothing will happen. But I know sooner or later its unavoidable.
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Freaking system...Well NUS got a freaking stupid and bad system. They want students to use bidding system to get their modules and want them to register online for their tutorial grp but they got a bad system!!! Everyone tried to get in and the system jamed up. Who will be so free to sit in front of the com for so long just to get in?!?!?! What is this man.. You want students to use this system you must make sure that this system is good enough. If not just revert bad to the old fashioned method. Haiz.. got a freaking class 90min later and yet I still can't get in...F***!!!
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Stressed....This is the second week of school and I feel the stress. Life in uni is not easy. There are so many things that you have to read. If you don't read, you will just die. Been thinking alot... to the extend I can't sleep at night. I .... Haiz...
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Is the season of love over?First of all Happy National Day!! This is the first year that I never watch the live telecast of the parade through the tv. Wait, not bacause I went to the Padang or what. It is because I went out to buy some stuff with my parents. Anyway I know there will be a replay going on during one of these weekends. =D
Yesterday the original plan was to go ONYN, but due to some crop up. In the end we end up at Eski Bar again. Haha. Its the second time that I go there. After that we went to Lau Pa Sat to have supper. We ate satay, chicken wings, stingray and tiger beer. Haha.
Recently I have been hearing alot of breakup stories. Haiz. Is the season of love over? Love is always blind. Even if you know nothing will come out of a certain relationship but if you love him/her you will not mind anything. Haha. Opps..I think I thinking too much. Well everyone be strong Love may just knock on your door tomorrow.
To those who are
in Love: Stay strong and let the love grow.
To those
out of Love:You should not be sad cos you are losing someone that don't love while he/she is losing someone that love him/her.
Love is blind.....
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First day of School..Today is my first day of school. Yesterday night I got so nervous that I could not sleep. So woke up with a very sleepy face this morning. Well good news is my dad is going to drive me to school!! So happy!!! Left house at about 6.20am then we sent my mum to work but before that we had breakfast. Yum Yum!!
Damn there was a jam this morning but luckily I still managed to get to class punctually. To my horror the lecture is like 4-5 times bigger than the lecture grp I had in Ngee Ann. Whats worse is that the uni knowing that there are so many students yet they didnt get a LT that can accomadate all of us. So in the end those latecomers got to sit on the stairway. Isnt this pathetic?? Haiz..
First lecture was damn boring. And the two girls beside simply started yaking away. Damn noisy, cant stand them. The second lecture was boring too. So end up carol and pj dozed off, Kat and I were stuggling hard to keep awake. In the end nothing got into my mind. The lecturer always says "Go home and read up yourself" So they might as well write the topic to read at the start of the lecture and dismiss the class.
After working (including attachment) for about 8 months and resting for 1 month I still thinks working is much better than studying. Haha. I also bought a textbook which cost $41.60. This textbook will be used for 2 modules so its rather cheap. Hey guys remember we used to climb up the level 5 of the library and get reference book? This is the type of book I am studying now. So its DAMN BORING but at least it has some colour to brighten everything up...
My timetable is packed but I guess I still can squeeze out some spare time...*hint hint* ok later going out so I will end here..Happy Holiday!
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A new start a new beginning...Tommorrow is the first day of school. This embarks the start of my university life. Well plently of feelings now - stress, worried, nervous, excited, abit looking forward to it, etc. Too many feelings till I am confused. I just printed out my notes, timetable and packed my bag. Though I am tired but my heart is thumping too fast till I can't really sleep. I really hope tomorrow I can make more friends (good ones of course). So bless me ok? =D
This afternoon I went to Jurong Point to get my stupid mouse changed. Luckily the shop allows exchange but I can only get them mid of next week. But well its better than nothing. I met up with jp yf zs sandy ah qi and jx. We had a happy time catching up with each other. I really hope that there will be more of such gatherings. I do not wish to lose this bunch of nice friends I have made in my poly life. Then we went to Popular. I bought 2 items - ink cartridge and "The Little Red Spot"(a book).
After that we went separate ways. Zhong Sheng and I went to Sandy's hostel while the rest headed to their respective destinations. Its the first time that I go NTU. Its rather similar to NUS. Too bad suhui didn't manage to come back in time before ZS and I left. Well I do not think I will like hostel life because there are simply too many distractions. Haha...
I miss everyone and you...
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Saturday, August 06, 2005
Pissed off...damn it man.... the mouse i previously had was damaged.. the optical point dun seems to sense anything..but the right/left clicks and the rollers are working well..so i decided to buy a new mouse...so i went down to jurong point on the 4th this month to get a new mouse..its working perfectly fine till today... this afternoon to be precise.. it has the same prob as my previous mouse!!! then i was thinking is there a prob wif my usb port or something wrong wif the mouse..so i plug it to my house desktop..it still didnt work...i am starting to wonder y out of the sudden both mouses have the same stupid prob..this is making me damn pissed off and upset...haiz..tml got to go jurong point...haiz..
Another night shift..haha..happy night..haha..yes..hapi..cos got to talk to ....., long time since we got to talk so long during the night..heezz.. guess this is a veri nice present for me b4 i go back to sch this coming monday... the previous night was spent wif tears..but tonight its spent wif laughter and joy... nth can describe her feelings now... guess too hapi to slp..haha
juz got my graduation photo..heez..so hapi...bcos i didnt manage to take more photo on that day...showed .... my photo...still find it a pity that .... was not able to go that day..heez..but at least i got to see .... in the morning... now i am wondering when will be the next time that i am goin to see ....
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Thursday, August 04, 2005
Happiest day of this week...today is the happiest day of the week and the happiest day before school reopen. =D really very happy.. it has been a long time since i am so happy... thanks alot.. i really appreaciate all that was done... guess i will have to learn how not to expect too much because i know soon things are going to change... yes.. how big is the change? i really do not know..only god knows... hope god will be kind to me... because i have never been so happy before... this is what i call happy, fortunate etc.. sometimes i really wish time can just stop.. if it is a dream..i will not want it to end... and in the dream i can do whatever things that i want.. haha..guess i am getting too in depth.. well.. though today is rather tiring but all are worth it... i can ask for nothing more....=D
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Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Bidding..round 2Awell why am i still not slping? simply all bcos of the stupid bidding thing that i am doin.. actuali its all planned..but the modules chosen either has too little vacancies or the bid pts are simply too high..shitty... was trying to find another substitute..but guess wat..i cant find any!!! its making me crazy...haiz... shit!!! haiz... i reali love the module Logic... but i guess Human Development is not a bad 1..after all both of them are quite similar..heez... but the oni thing that is bothering me is the bid pt for Human Development is too high!! the min bid is 200 pt...and for goodness sake we oni haf 400 pt... wat the hell man...ass the person that push the min pt until so high...
and i got another bad news...i need to take an extra module this sem..well to be positive its for my future sake...but i hope i oni need to take it this sem..and not next sem...haiz...this is making me stress... long time nv study..reali no mood to study..haha... haiz..dunno to laugh or to frown...think my cell dying veri fast recently.. getting sore throat...headache the whole day..haiz.. tml is a tough battle...hope i can get my modules... guess white hair will start to grow.. btw i love the song in my blog...love it so much...each time i hear it, it simply melts my heart...
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