Friday, February 25, 2005
27 more days to end of attachment..how time files...still remember the 1st day i step into exxon...goin through the safety video...haha...and doing all the paper works which drive me nuts..and finali got to go shift.. meeting the nicest pple in the world there..pple that dote on me..haha... making me feel like a kid there...and being sad as i am put out of shift...goin ecp wif them...and now its goin to end....
well dunno how to feel...mixed feeling i guess... many things to think abt... many things to feel abt...haha..i also dunno...all i neo is i will miss the place...reali miss it........
_`i love u`_
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Long time...its been quite some time since i lst updated...thanx to those that showed concern by asking me y i am so upset...well i am ok liao..heez....fell
sick 2 days ago...shit! haha....dunno y...suddenly felt so sick in exxon....then took panadol went home and slp slp slp..haha....but guess wat..my body started to ache!!!!
ouch!i thought cause i slpt more than 4h which alot of pple say i cant slp more than 4h..haha...but it didnt get well...yesterday went to exxon..seen the doctor...and i got an MC...so made my way back...
then today...woke up at 3.3oam...y? cos of the
stupid backache!!!! omg..i am getting old...its aching like nobody's business...oh man..so sad.... u neo....feel so terrible..nearly cried out of pain.... till now still got some pain....but today the doc gave me some more med...hope will be ok soon....heez......
_`i love u`_
Thursday, February 17, 2005
Upset...juz got a bad news.. super upset.. haiz... gd things dun happen to me... always when i am so hapi... something got to spoil everything... dunno y when i heard the news tears roll down my eyes.. haiz...
Juz feel like blogging..
i got a phrase in my mind now....it juz strike my mind....
Dont care if it will last forever, be glad that it happened to your life
haha.. dun ask me y i got this phrase..it juz came into my mind... heez...veri hapi and surprised day i guess...
went back to sch to endorse my CCA records..then went for lunch.. well managed to finish all my stuff b4 i took a half day leave... heez... so i went out in peace.. no stress... heez... oh guess the oni stress is abt my powerpt... sometimes i reali wish my attachment will nv end.... *thinking* sometimes reali wish... but well.. *sigh* thinking of it makes me sad... 38 more days... yap 38... b4 u neo it.. it will be over..
well something happen this morning... mum unhapi... haiz... hope tonite WW3 will not happen... haiz....
_`i love u`_
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Finished!! haha..yap i finished my powerpoint..yes..my projects..or rather i got a layout..maybe need to beautify it somewhere..heez.. thanx to my
GREATEST BROTHER.. haha...yes its you!! thanx man...u reali helped me alot...though u r busy...but u still helped me..so touched..heez...*wink*
tired..yawnz...tml going to
update the vendor list.. emm...well goin to finish it..heez..i must..so i can come to work in peace on thur..heez...*hint* THURSDAY leh..haha..a day that is goin to be veri veri hapi..haha...looking forward...reali owe u a big deal man BROTHER...die late liao..havent bath..juz came back from my
'activity' so late...
i
MUST mention..haha..today my brother did something veri funny..haha...he did amendments to the powerpt..which i cant see any diff..wanted to put the pic here..haha..but dun want to make u lose face..haha.. opps.. haha...
*dun mess up my hair* ...haha.. .oh yar..juz finished printing doc for nus and ntu..got to send it to them fast..haha..dragging for too long..haha...but i still have some doubts..sianz....
yawnz..now 12.20 liao..and i juz finished...so tired....*eyes heavy* ZzZzZz........
_`i love u`_
Monday, February 14, 2005
Valentine's Day!!yap today is
valentine's day...heez...i got it meaningfully spent..wait..not by goin out wif watever guy..but i spent it in
Exxon..doin my shift work..heez..i am hapi..haha...cos today a couple of
funny stuff happened...the thought of it set me into laughter...
yap..early in the morning...saw the team..heez..been a week since i last saw them..heez..so was kinda of
hapi..first thing i did when i reached the SAR shelter is to do my
powerpoint...heez...doin it faithfully..haha..wait not for final report but my project which i need to hand up asap...
as usual went to the field...look this and that..haha..started
laughing since the start of shift till the end..haha...funny lah u brother..haha...always make me laugh...
ur usual phrase..haha...u want to neo wats ur usual phrase tml ask me..haha...
in all...i am veri hapi today..think cannot slp..haha...too hapi liao...looking forward to buy my
mp3
_`i love u`_
Sunday, February 13, 2005
visiting day....
today was suppose to me ah boon at cck mrt at 10.15am (weird timing rite)haha.. but guess wat...i oni reached there at 11am...no bad rite..better than atmas and dx cos they reached his house at 12.50pm!!!! they re so many hours late!! haha..so me ah boon gary and ann stayed in boon house talked CLAM and played cards..haha...and asking rong rong to come quickly...haha...
after dan xian and atmas came we started gambling..heez...blackjack..haha...fun game but too bad ann and gary got to leave as they need to celebrate ann's dad birthday.. so left me atmas dx rong rong ah boon...after playing cards we decided to move to rong rong house for mahjong session..haha...
guess wat on the way there...we caught a scene...an old man was SHITTING in the drain in the PUBLIC!!! oh gosh...so porn...i was like wat the....oh my..this is the first time i say old man shitting in the public..reali left a big impact on me..i was dumbfounded when i saw this..i thought my eyes were playing tricks on me..haha... oh gosh...reali cant describe...*faint*
then went to tek my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner at mac...reached rong rong house..played mahjong..then played blackjack again..heez..not bad won $1.20..hahah..funny rite..cos we played with coins..haha...so well thats my day..hah..
next week they will be coming to my house..so got to think of plans..heez...looking forward...and sunday...haha...busy weekend..haha..but a hapi 1..a weekend i guess i will nv forget....opps tml is valentine's day....hapi valentine's day to all..may love be all around u!!
_`i love u`_
Friday, February 11, 2005
wat a day...
well tired day yesterday...reached home late..then did some entertaining..ahaha.....yap entertaining...after which slpt at 2am...but guess wat...my dear brother woke me up at 4am in the morning..cos he go no keys to com back....so u haf to open the door for him..poor me rite..then i cant slp well..so oni got 2h of slp oni..haiz...super tired the whole day...haha..and i took a tired photo of myself in exxon...haha..i looked reali blur...haha...

well finali used my digicam..haha..took some photo during new year..haha...and this is me...

my bright smile...hahha..

me looking blur..haha..

my mum and dad..haha...
Chinese new year..
heez..not bad..this year i did the least visiting...so nth much....got bored to death for the first day of chinese new year..did nth at my aunt's house...so pathetic..the oni thing i did was to be a passive smoker..haha....and sit on the chair and stone..and once in a while doin a job as a watergal..haha....so thats my first day...
second day wat i did..went to my mum's side for a while then went home...waited for my buddy to come fetch me..heez...he leaving for aust soon..so got to meet up wif him b4 he flys... he came my house and sat for a while then we left for cui cai's house..not bad..caught up wif him alot on stuff....heez...then we went to fish and co for dinner...then he sent cui cai home..and brought me out again for a place to talk..haha...
he felt guilty as he told me the evening will be dedicated to me..haha..but its ok wif me..cos i also neo cui cai..and we talked even more...haha...need to catch up alot..haha..too long nv talk liao...so soon he sent me home....heez..so its a gd day i guess..
_`i love u`_
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Surprises...
yar...surprises all day long..isnt this great...pleasant and unpleasant ones... that are bring me up and down the whole day..yes..its new year eve and now i am so upset...haiz...pleasant surprises that made me hapi the whole day till 15 min ago..sometimes i reali dun understand wat parents are thinking...being truthful to them is as hard as hiding things from them...
sometimes life reali sucks... y r humans so complicated...y cant we juz be simple and think simple.. y always complicates things... simple friendship... friendship that i have got and cherished so much...yet its gonna be destroyed... a friendship that dun come easy... haiz... the element trust is always missing...always... is trusting someone so hard? is it reali that hard... crap lah...haiz...
being living on earth for 19 years..yet treated like a 10 yrs old kid... human grow up... they cant always live under a shelter... its time to let them take a look at this earth... i am a person wif logical thinking.. a person that can analyse things... i am not an idiot...i am not a genius nor i am a dumb person... y cant let me handle stuff myself...
its a long time since i am so hapi..and its all destroyed by my parents...so i thank them or hate them? i dunno... sometimes i am glad my parents are wif me...sometimes i feel that its better off alone... maybe leaving this sickening place will be better... wat makes me sadder is my dad..the person that trust me most..always giving me support..dun support me at all... i am so disappointed... y gals are always at disadvantage... gals can also be strong.. gals can also do wat guys do... y isit ok that guy can talk to pple late at night and not gals...
they say now we are in a equal society...but its all bullshit...shit..yes all shit... i reali dun understand... y are they always like that...always... gd things dun last... gd things always end fast.. always when i am the happiest something got to happen...yes.. y cant my life be simple and nice...y? y are all the obstacles all coming into my way? y must it be me?
ever since i got to neo facts, life has nv been easy... nv... i earned everything through my hard work... sometimes life is full of situations that u cant choose...being an innocent party....will lead to many things..sobbing...
_`i love u`_
Monday, February 07, 2005
Happy day..haha...
yap..a veri hapi day for me..heez...a day filled wif laughter and hapiness...heez... reali so hapi *grinning* today reached workplace..got another assignment or rather a continuation...and i tell myself to finish it before lunchtime..heez..so i concentrated on my work and i managed to finish it before time..heez...
well time for lunch..hapi hapi...well i a thinking of a word to replace 'crap' haha...i will..its juz a matter of time..heez.. yeah tml i half day..reached home..then went downstairs again to buy dinner for my brother..heez..juz took my dinner..super full...oh man hate it...tml got to go home using mrt..no p2p bus...sadz..
_`i love u`_
Saturday, February 05, 2005
Yawnz...
yesterday was tired...so slpt at 12 midnight...the moment i touch the bed, i fell into deep slp...got a couple of dreamz yesterday...some are quite weird...haha..anyway...then woke up at abt 9am+ but was still veri tired so went back to slp again...heez..then got woke up by calls...so woke up to help mum do some stuff....
1 week not seeing the team...oh gosh...
_`i love u`_
Friday, February 04, 2005
Happy day..
yes i finali went back to shift for a day..i am veri hapi...reali enjoyed myself fully...haha...hope happy days dun end so fast...i am reali hapi to work there...yes hapiness in me...cannot be described..haha....juz too happy....haha
_`i love u`_