Sunday, December 26, 2004
Merry Christmas!!
too long nv update le...reason...haiz..well think i better not say..anyway lets start from thur
thursday
oh man..i sat in front of the com for 9h...well..almost 9h other then me goin to the toilet..making milo..haha...did the same thing over the over again for 9h...can u imagine that? my eyes nearly popped out..haha...well no choice..we left earlier for dinner!! y? cos our supervisor treating us!! heez.. we went to eat swensen...heez...i haf breaded chicken, robin and supervisor had fish & chips and jp had crayfish pasta....
after which we talked abt his marriage..haha..cs he married a chinese while he is a malay..so was asking him abt the process etc..so cute....ahah...too long to write it here..but well..they are juz 1 cute couple..haha...after swensen we went to watch movie..we watch kong fu hustle..heez..nice show by stephen chow!!! haha...reali enjoyed it alot...hahah.....after that we went home...
friday
it was a half day for us...we took the earliest bus back home..haha...so the moment i arrived exxon..i tried to complete all my work...haha...then took mrt home..so tired..cos yesterday slp veri late...i reached home...create another account for maplestory cos i cant verify my exisiting account..sianz..got to restart...then i waited for mum to reach home...
in the evening i went heartland mall for her...to buy some disposable utensils for new yr's eve..cos atmas they all coming to my house..heez..hope they dun back out..or elsa all my $ will go into waste..haha...then i bought the baby pooh which i bought for my future sis-in-law..haha..finali found it..and UP is $18.95 and now it is oni $9.90!! haha...i bought it for bro..heez...
then we went guardian to buy mask..cos my face now veri ugly....if u all see u all will run away..haha...i abit too exaggrating...haha..dunno lah..but this is how i feel..haha...then go home le..heez....
reached home..i played maple...now at lvl 11..haha..slow rite...haiz..bo bian..i hate it...got to restart..sigh....then i start to clean up my room..heez..finali..i packed all the stuff..exam paper etc... then clear up some drawers..till abt 3am..so tired so slpt...
saturday
heez...woke up veri late..cos yesterday slp late....haha..then watch channel i: Miss World 2005...
haha..then i continue my packing...shit my nose getting sensitive again..i sneeze non stop..haha...so irritating...packed packed...re-organised stuff.... kept things away...saw some funny photos..haha....vaccum here and there.... change bedsheet..till abt 11pm...haha...so sianz....but to me its still not veri complete..need some more clean up....
then watch show until now which is a sunday..ahha...my bro juz reach home..and his gf gave him a jigsaw!!! so sweet of her..she frame it up..cos she leaving and this is a thing for my bro to remember her!!! i oni heard for guys making for gals..but seldom or this is the first time i heard gals doing for guys..hahah..
Monday, December 20, 2004
Help...
dunno y when i upload my song in yahoo...the html given to me is so different from last...haiz..can anyone help me?
in the PAST the html is http://www.geocities.com/luv_bryant/jolin.swf but
NOW they give me http://us.share.geocities.com/luv_bryant/jolin.swf
help......help...
Sunday, December 19, 2004
Cont..
veri vexed..hope there is someone to talk to me abt this..and tell me wat to do... wat shd i do? wat is it that i want? can i choose to do wat i do? sometimes in life..due to some circumstances u cant do wat u want...haiz.... a family burden will turn into your burden... doin stuff u dun wish to do... how i wish i will nv get free time so i will not haf to face all these... u can say i am running away from reality...but i am fighting my own battle wif no one to fight wif me...
Troubled..
now many things are goin inside my mind...haiz...got to make decision soon... not reali soon...maybe after i graduate....haiz... sometimes i am glad i nv go oiap.. cos i feel that now my family is in some kind of trouble....
sometimes i feel that pple dun appreaciate wat others do for them... when pple treat them nice...they treat them like shit...i dunno.... guess the effort put in is useless..so well...haha...
Perfume
heez...today was suppose to go out gary atmas they all but due to tight budget they changed the plan and wanted to go qiu rong house to bake cake but in the end the original plan was restored..heez...i reached quite late... ann went ard to shop for christmas present..heez..wanted to buy something but i cant find anything that i like... the christmas deco is nice!! heez...
the main thing is i bought a perfume!! christine dior...heez... cost me $122...emm.. ok lah...heez..hapi.... took pic of a christmas tree and my perfume...some other photo still wif atmas..
Saturday, December 18, 2004
Happy day...
yap...heez..today is a happy day for me...or shd i say yesterday...juz reached home abt 45min ago..as usual went to work.. and became the 'star' there...got this fire drill..haha....pple juz walk out..then the management without saying anything ask us to go back...haha..so lame...lame lame...
after work went down to meet a friend...an outing that has been postponed for a year..haha... yes a yr....but its raining heavily..luckily there is shelter most of the time....so took mrt down to bugis...walked ard wanted to buy perfume and christmas present...but no luck..soon my friend came....went to change car in at his house..and had our dinner quite late at milliania(sp) walk in Outbreak...i think so....nice stuff there..big portion..and it sure fill u...service there is gd...things there are simply so nice..guess this is the best restuarant i visited so far... i had fish & chips..he had grilled chicken i think...the appetizer we had was fried mushroon ball..delicious...crispy on the outside and juicy on the inside.....the drink i had was Long Beach Tea..this drink is quite heavy in alcohol content..but well...lucky wif some ice added to it...i still can remember sober..haha.. he had Hawaiian something..haha..nicer taste...taste sweet..mine is full of liquor..haha...
walked ard suntec..bought my future sis in law a pooh...nice!!!! wanted to buy other stuff but cant find them...so juz walked ard....next we went to a beautiful place to look at the planes and the stars...i guess that is a gd place to relax and enjoy the sea breeze and stars...soon i was sent home...thanx!!!!! if u r eading this...thanx again...
in all...today i am hapi...sort of release out some of my emotions.....relax abit..looking at the peaceful sky...plane..wonder when i can go to that place again....
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
Fire Fighting
wow...today is fire fighting day!! heez... whole day on it..so tired..plus yesterday i nv slp early... sianz...had some theory in the morning..then in the afternoon i learnt how to use BA(breathing apparatus) 12kg heavy..haha..nearly crushed me...haha....and so suffocate abit which makes me feel discomfort..sigh....now my heart still feel kinda of weird...stupid BA....
after wearing the BA i and jp went into a dark room...then he got to lead me....he did a great job.. but..haha..when i lead him back..haha....i lost my way..cos i forgot i need to crawl..ahaha..and its so funny..even the instructors laughed..haha...
next is fire fighting using fire extinguisher..then we wear the boots which is so big and long..haha.. i could hardly walk..haha..and the yellow colour clothes..u neo those that fireman wore...i wear i like humpty dumpty..haha...walk veri slow..haha...and its so hot...nvm can jian fei..haha...
next they ask us to get a fire extinguisher....oh man..so heavy...and i got to carry..die lor i tell u all..haha..then when its time to extinguish the big fire they started..lucky got 1 instuctor veri nice..heez..he help me tek..heez..then i juz press the nozzle...heez....=P
then they did wat we did in cptc..but this time round i think their system is much better..heez.. well..then no more..but i got some blueblack...haiz..always like that..so sianz....
Sunday, December 12, 2004
Waiting...
i think this word wait...no 1 reali neos the real meaning behind waiting.... oni some does... got a friend she is waiting for her bf to respond to her....wait..wait wait...this process is reali horrible.. felt strongly for her.. reali understands how she feels
yesterday talk to a friend of mine...he said y singaporeans choose to always wait... y not gif it a shot and see if it works...if not ur heart will die and life will be much easier for u.... wat he said do make sense.... guess love in this world is too insignificant... when 1 party gave in... the other party always wait for the other to make the first move...but haf they thought gals are gals afterall.... since the gals already made the first move..isit so hard for guys to forget their ego for juz a tiny while juz for the sake of love...haiz....well maybe they juz cant....
seen so much recently....that i reali wonder alot...is making a move so hard...y muz it be a gal to do that...is my thinking wrong? is all the waiting worthwhile......wait or not to wait....
Saturday, December 11, 2004
Didnt neo D&D can be so fun...
haha...yup yesterday i went to Lonza's D&D...weird rite....yar cos adrian cant find any partern.. so bo bian got to ask me go...haha....i am his last way out..haha...hope i nv throw his face yesterday....its fun yesterday..saw a lot of chio bu..hahah..handsome guys not reali...haha.. but the game and everything all so fun.....guess wat adrian told me he nv won any single lucky draw b4...so he won the 4th PRIZE!!!!! it is a 14 inch colour tv!!! isnt it great..haha... so i am a lucky star? haha...=P haha...still can remember his shocked look...haha...he still stunned there..haha.. so funny...i drank 2 glasses of beer yesterday...nice nice...then alvin for the sake of drinking beer nv ride bike..haha....he also woke a receiver cum alarm..haha.... in all yesterday was a great day for me...haha....
then pple in exxon thought where i am goin...i look like a star there..haha.. everyone ask me where i am goin...everyone also veri shocked..haha...so funny....next wed i am goin for fire fighting...yes..the whole day...training for us...now i wondering if i shd cycle later.....shd i or shd i not..ahha....
oh man i reali feel so lucky yesterday..haha...i am not involved in the lucky draw but i am glad i brought hapiness...haha..pple hapi i hapi...heez...
Thursday, December 09, 2004
Surprised..haha..video!!
wah...haha...once again our video received gd comments...heez.. so we are rewarded again!!!yeah!!! next thur we are goin to eat sushi buffet!!! yeah...isnt it great..haha... i am so hapi.. and another news is robin and i are goin to make a coroperate video for exxon and it will be shown worldwide...wah..ahah...i goin to sliming centre liao..haha..if not dun look nice..haha.. i am veri surprised...haha..reali hapi that i can do something 'great'..haha...maybe not great to u all..but i am looking forward to it..well its not confirm yet...i might not even make the video again...
today 2 ite guys were sacked immediately bcos they smoked in the toilet...wah...serious rite.. i thought andrew joking wif us..but we found out that its true and neo wat...seems like the whole of exxon neo abt this thing....
my dad is back!!! but he still feel veri well..he got mc till next yr..haha.. blessing in disguise...haha... but i reali hope he can be well soon..heez...got my pay le..want to buy new clothing for dou dou...heez.. promised her....yeah.....
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
Dr Vivien Lim is here!!
yeah..so hapi...today dr lim is here....finally someone that we are familiar wif.. miss her so much..heez..guess wat she bought us chocolate!! heez.. as our christmas present..isnt it nice of her..haha... then she talk to us abt the report..and admission for university..cracking my head abt uni..oh man..how...sianz...
didnt do many things today..continue to update the emergency callout list..and did some html...nth much..and i spilled 1/5 cup of robin's tea..haha..i still as blur as ever..haha...and clumpsy..hhaha..saw the person i have been looking high and low for.. and i know the table..and there goes..haha..sori robin..heez..
the ite students are here...well...impression on the guys not veri gd..like veri dao... robin got 'bullied'..sad...the gals ok..oni got 1 chinese...not bad lor..well thats the first impression..haha..so shant comment...
stomach giving me prob recently..sickening..haha...think the enviroment too cold for me to tek it...
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
Bicycle competency test..
today is the test and i passed..yeah..so hapi..but i still not veri stable so i will practice more..more...heez...my dad can oni be discharged earliest this thur...hope he can recover soon..and tml i am goin to visit him...
evidence that i passed!!!
Week 5 report gone...
so sianz u neo..can u imagine i already got no time to do report at home.. today no work so do report..but in the end...all bcos of a corrupted disc...there goes everything in my floppy.. all my hours of hard work all gone..so sad... then now i got to redo.. oh yar did i say my dad is admitted to the hospital for operation? yar he juz got his op today... after work in exxon went down to Changi hospital in simei...fed him dinner...he too drowsy from the op...so i got to feed him... tml got to go down again...mum super wori..emm..well..got to see how...she is wori that his wound cannot heal...haiz...he got diabetes..and sigh...so no time to come back home do...haiz.. all my hardwork..haiz....argh....
oh my bro's gf goin to perth to study...seems like everyone goin to aust..haha...i veri tempted to go.. ahha...so sianz..haha... this time round confirm goin liao..next mth leaving... well this reminds me of my situation..haha..he also dunno how to spend his time without gf... though i didnt use my webcam..and i doubt i will have a chance to use...maybe i will gif him..guess...so... *thinking of the past*........
today clarence so nice pop up at my cubicle..haha..so nice of him..shocked... i was typing and he has been standing there for the last 30 sec..haha..when i saw him i couldnt recognise him..haha...
Saturday, December 04, 2004
Updates..
well the video was supposed to permier on 1st december but due to some more editing job to be done..its kinda of confirm that next monday they will show it...rather excited...i think i need a mask...haha..then on wed(1/12) i jp and robin watched the raw cut..its so funny...haha...and i can predict that i will throw my face..oh man... ahha...dr vivien lim will be coming to exxon on 8/12!! yeah...so long nv see her liao..heez...hey guys i got the video liao i let u all see..haha..u all sure laugh like siao 1..haha...
got gd news to tell all of u..i finali neo how to ride a bicycle!!! yeah!!! my dad bought me a bicycle taught me and next tue i will be goin for the competency test so that i can ride bicycle in exxon...heez...this is the 'mission' i was saying abt in my past entry..ahaha..but i think i need to ride more..heez..cos i not veri stable yet... so next time i can go ride bicycle liao!! yeah..i finali fulfill one of my wishes...
yesterday i bought a weighing scale..heez..for making cookies!! yes..today i am goin to make them again..wif the right equipment present i guess i can make it successful..or least much better than last time..heez...jiayou!!
sianz...exxon havent gif me pay yet..no $$ liao..sad....now i wondering wat to wear for next fri...haha..cracking my brain..heez...oh yar now currently wat i am doin in exxon is paper work...will be goin shift on 5/1/05...and i will miss my first day of chinese new year..shit! haha..so sianz..but well thats work...
oh yar...my best friend is back from china!! yeah..so hapi...but well he is leaving again...soon..next feb..he is goin to brisbane...yap..where alan they all are... heez...who neos..maybe i will be goin there too? haha.....guess not..unless i cant get a seat in UNI..or even so i might be goin somewhere elsa rite..haha....
oh yar..yesterday exxon treat all the staff there for free lunch...got dim sum, western, jap food,chinese food,laksa,dessert....wah..nice!!!! the prawns!! superd!! haha...so nice of exxon..then there got alot of balloons!!!!they are helium balloons!! so nice..and on the glass panel they use balloons to make a flower shape!! u neo the flower i always draw... oh man..haha.how i wish i can bring 1 home..hahah...but..haha..jp 'stole' 3 helium balloons for me!!! haha...i gary garhein robin and jp had so much fun playing wif the helium..haha....so funny.. jp was happily laughing away....and gary accidentally hit me wif all the 3 balloons!! haha...robin was laughing non stop..haha..hapi day...
ok..there goes and went back home..yesterday dunno wat came over me..haha... i decided to help my mum mopped the floor..haha..its dunno since went that i last helped my mum mopped the floor..haha...i gd gal rite...heez...shd i go UNI or work...
