New skin..
emm..to those who read my blog..haha..if anyones does..hope my new skin is nice..heez...but i will not stop looking for nicer ones..haha..this shd be a white background skin but i think black will be nicer..haha...
wat u all think abt my new looks? i received a couple of gd comments..which makes me happi..heez..the first batch of pple to see my new look are my wonderful classmates!! heez..all surprised..haha...but a pleasant 1..haha..=) gd gd..heez.. goin to tek nicer photo and put in my blog..heez..
tml will be the first day of my attachment!! ok guys i am working in Exxon Mobil..heez..but tml will be goin for training first..in tuas..ok wish me luck..and i wished everyone gd luck for their attachment tml!!!
New Pic~
haha..i think i look abit weird..my smile esp..haha...act cute..heez..=P
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Saturday, October 30, 2004
Gunbound
haha...heard this word for quite a long time..but nv got a chance to see wat it is actuali..well yesterday was my first attempt to play..haha..find the whole thing veri cute..haha..love the graphic...
learn something yesterday..haha...the whole is full of 'dangers' all sort of dangers..i believe pple too easily..haha...i thought pple are kind...well..i shd haf known...haha.. even in real life i meet pple who are nice to me but in the end hurt me..i think its the same for everyone's life..so i shd not complain...thats life!! haha...
while goin to play for a while..then clear my room..bought new jeans clothes shoes today..heez..oh yar..i didnt mention i had a new hairdo since monday..trying to take a nice photo and put it online..heez..but so far hear gd comments..haha..hopefuli they are reali nice..heez...ok GB time!! i am still a small little chick...haha..=P
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Sending off...
yesterday was a hectic day for me...went to sch to fix my com..but in the end..while i was reformatting my com..the power supply went off...and the technician juz continue the reformatting like nth happen..i mean come on lor..if u neo something wrong...juz restart..i was like so hapi when it ended..but in the end there are even more prob..so they clone the staff version into my com..and all my songs are gone..arnt they great...wats more they combine my D and C drive..sianz...then he sya need to use wat partition magic software to split the drive..sigh..then i got to make another trip to sch..u neo thats veri tiring..hopefuli yf can teach me how to do it....i reach sch ard 11.30am..then i stayed there till 6.30pm..i am greatful that the technician stayed back to help..but frankly speaking i feel like reformatting the com..reali dun like the way it is now...
oh then i went home wif my fastest speed...put down my laptop..ate 2 mouthful of rice and i ran to the bus stop..waiting for bus and walked wif my fastest speed to catch the train to changi airport...i reached there ard 9pm..this is the first time i went to changi airport..so pretty excited..haha...then i managed to find them and i ordered a large fries and ice milo..heez...oh they finali reached le..so we went to find them...
liqi claimed that he had 'RUNNING NOSE'..haha..wat u all think? haha...suhui and jx are sick..kinda of wori abt them...sick overseas is terrible...cecilia was veri hapi..haha..first time on plane..sandy..heez..looked kinda of blur to me..haha..but well..her parents seems wori abt her....jx came to terminal 1..took photo wif him..heez...hope huixin can send me the photos we all took asap..heez...well..frankly speaking i MISS THEM...haha..reali miss them... now they shd have arrived there liao..hope they can contact us soon to tell us they are safe... guys if u all see this post...i MISS U ALL...hope u all come back soon..and go out together!!!! hugz...
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Class Outing...
heez..yesterday was kinda of a busy day for me..heez...in the morning i went to tampines to do my hair..haha...guess i look kinda of weird..haha...maybe i still dun quite suit the look...and i start the hairdo from 11.30am all the way to 4.30pm... sit until my butt numb...i nv sit for so long b4...even for dying of hair also not that long...
my class outing start at 4pm at cityhall met..but well..all becos of the hair i was late and i rush down on cab..actuali i was not late afterall..haha..cos in the end nthey all drag..so well i was rite on time...heez...oh got to backtrack abit...actuali was planned to do my hair on wed..which is tml..but my mum manage to get the hairdresser..heez..so went to do..
then we went to mache...heez.i ate pizza and drank err..i dunno wat name liao..haha...treat my bear wif root beer..since he leaving liao..oh yar..then i bought suhui sandy cecilia liqi and jx softtoy..hope they will bring along wif them overseas..heez....oh we took alot of pic at mache...heez...so fun..been long since i enjoyed myself..all becos of the ped..occupied so much of our time..heez..
after mache went to play pool!! at cineleisure..heez..some went to kbox..didnt haf the mood to sing so play pool..heez...then we left the place ard 9.30pm...actuali i wantd to go back to sch for post exam bash...but think by the time i go back they wil be leaving so i didnt go back....
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Finally the last exam in NGEE ANN!!
haha..noe my heart is filled wif hapiness and relief..i finali finshed the last exam in NP..oh man...u will not neo how it feels oni when u experience it yourself...haha..well today is a rainy day...heez..i love the rain...gd time to slp...
oh yar...its been long since i blog..but well...heez..all i can say is i feel a burden off my shoulder..goin to make my life live tto the fullest...do the things that i did not do in the past...heez.. but well first thing is to cure my laptop..haha...and start everything afresh..heez..
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Tuesday, October 12, 2004
sick...
i am sick...sianz..not feeling well..but no time to rest..sigh....how i wish there is pple to accompany me...how i wish exam still got a week away..then i can rest...sigh...i feel so discomfort inside....=(
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KTV...
yesterday went out wif some friends...cos qiu rong is back..went to eat sushi...and went to k...long time since i went out wif them...got hit on the mouth wif a mic..and i cried like a baby..so weird..wonder y i cry until like that..but its reali pain..till now still ache..then went to walk ard herren..deary bought me a bracelet..love it..heez..
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Saturday, October 09, 2004
emm...
recently i haf not been slping nor eating...i can still remember since wed morning i woke i nv slp till thur 12midnight.... and since wed i haf not been eating anything... see food want to puke...and the food i ate are the tibits in partyworld.. 1 chicken bun, 2 mouth of chicken chop, and yesterday i ate more 1 bowl of porridge..yar thats all...
well...sigh... sometimes when u did something wrong u dunno u actuali hurt someone....emm..y am i writing this..haha..i also dunno....juz a sudden thought... a person can bring u up and step u down....step till u r injured... wah...haha..sound scary rite...haha....think abt everyone...had u done something that u r guilty of or hurt someone that u dunno...heez.. think abt it..in my life i cant deny no...but this sem...i doubt so...maybe i might be the victim..haha..victim..nah...juz joking..juz go think abt it...
Final day of the sem
yes its the final day... got lots of thought... juz feel humans are such fake pple... seems nice to u on 1 hand and can betray u on the other...juz a thought oni... betrayal is hte most cruel thing that one can do to the other.... been thinking alot...been watching and listening alot...
ok for this sem...not bad..buzy buzy buzy..stress stress stress.... like i say ped project says alot on pple.... some pple sucks to the max...while other slog like hell...juz seen through a couple of stuff...
anyway...dunno wat to say...sigh..tml goin out i am hapi...cos well guess this will be the last time i go out b4 exam...
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Wednesday, October 06, 2004
sad...
i am sad..yes i am....i dunno how to continue...this entry...
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Tuesday, October 05, 2004
PCON..
tml will be getting UOP paper back..and will be having PCON test 2 tml...hope i can do them....
22 days..
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Cont..
sometimes is not that i love to cry or something..maybe pple seen me cry too many times and feel that me crying is nth...but no...everything i cry cos i feel the pain in the heart..not i cry for fun...maybe i have been bothering pple too much le..sigh...too many things today make me sad..even the slightest thing....today i am ultra sensitive.....suddenly i need alot of love and care...need pple to talk to me.. comfort me....sigh....wat am i doin...
relatively sad...
today kinda of sad...suddenly haf many thought...too many...dunno am i too sensitive..so it is real...aem think i will be the oni 1 failing..and well none ask me how i fair except raj...i told pple that i didnt study guess they dun believe me.. cos once they neo i handed up an empty script they say i thought u neo... haiz... cried today...but well...sigh...my heart feel the ache...seems like no 1 care abt me...or shd say at this moment i need alot of concern....sobz....
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Saturday, October 02, 2004
ped is a thing that destroy alot of things..
ped is ending soon...monday we will be handling up our report...thus i will be having my presentation...the slides are not done..report not completed...i feeling veri stressed at the moment...sigh....while trying to finish up the report there are also other thing that is bothering me..making me vexed...i am stuck..feel so stuck.. haiz...is there anyone in the same situation as me...
heard some stuff yesterday and i didnt neo wat to do..guess somethings are better to be left undone...yap..this is wat i do..thats y now i super stress...got to handle both sides..while i myself also feeling stress abt other stuff...this ped changed pple's character...or is it this is their character juz that i didnt neo... so many words are in my mouth and yet..i cant put them down in words... everyone got their own prob...but well..whenever u r down or something..u always hope there is someone to be supporting u behind.....some of things i still dun understand...i still dunno alot of things... i dunno when muz do this when not to do this... i dunno wat in the past can be done wat in the past cant be done... yes some i neo...but some are left wif a question mark...seeing in believing or wat u see might not be wat it is..
yesterday stayed back in sch after the site visit in KEMIN..that place sink..and made me stink too...reached sch...had dinner and started to do our ped...well jiamin was using my com so i cant do anything..so went ard like 'floating ghost' said some jokes here and there..which reali did help reduce the stress..oni manage to draw the isometric drawing...but well i dun haf autocad and no 1 can lend us com to do... so well..in the end juz got to make the best out of everything.... who tell me to delete it last yr...so got no 1 to blame but myself....if not can use autocad le.. was relatively hapi yesterday...got to talk to my friends...still can remember during yr 1 we were not even talking more than 10 sentences but now we are gd friends.. joke ard..sharing stuff together... friendship.... its hard to maintain but easy to break... so left at abt 10.30pm...reached home ard 12 midnight... went to bath and started on ped again....was doin until 3am+ then fell aslp...too tired..
woke up at 6.30am today...prepare myself to go raffles place for the drug and alcohol test...wait for 1h before we are called 1 by 1 in..in the end the whole thing end at abt 11am+ then i went back home...was deciding to go PS myself..but well guess i am tired..and i was alone so went back home..bought mac home to eat.. and watched tv....then started doin stuff until now...ok guess this is where i am goin to end it...
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