Hardworking day..
my room has been very messy for the past few days...
ahah...opps...always say want to clean up..in the end too lazy
to do anything abt it..hehe..
so today i am determined to get everything done..i woke up
settle all my I&E stuff..then i started to pack my table...hehe..
then found out that table quite dusty...hehe..wat does this show??
haha..means i haf not been studying!!! haha...then i wipe here
and there...sweep the floor...clean!! then i took out the clothes
and ironed them..hehe...long time nv iron them liao..
emm..guess wat aim i set? i want my sunday to be cleaning ironing
and washing day..haha..dunno how long i can actuali do that..
haha...then my mum helped me mopped the floor..
once again my room is clean
today mum asked me wat birthday present i want..haha..
but my birthday still got 8 mth more to go!! haha... then i juz say
i want to change the furniture in my room...haha...she say if till
then she can afford she will buy for me..haha..actuali i was saying for fun..
i wanted to change all my furniture but then i feel that its still useable
so no need to waste money..hehe...so didnt reali pinned hope in
getting new furnitures..frankly speaking i dunno wat i want..so
i juz say anything..hehe...
wanted to do more things but guess i am juz too lazy..got to go..
see ya! =D
_`i love u`_
Tonnes of work!!
hehe...went to watch eye 2 wif laogong, atmas, dan xian and ah boon..hehe
oh its a great show...reali worth watching..haha..though some say the
storyline is not that gd..but i heard from the radio..it has the 1st in sale
among the many many horror movies in singapore..hehe....
haha..till now i still kinda of scared by the movie..esp at night..haha..
didnt regret watching the show..haha...
oh these few days super buzy..haha.so many things to do..some more
so difficult...i do until my head big big...argh!!! i am progressing at
a moderate speed hope i can speed up..hehe..i haf to finish all the things
within this week!!!!! i have to!!! yawnz...super tired...
so sian..no upcoming event...nothing to look forward to...life
with no even seems so bored...oh yar..blood donation drive coming
again..hehe...but other then this nth liao..wanted a stall..but seems
like i will not be able to haf 1..haha..it doesnt reali matters..=)
hope i can go out wif my GLs friends frequently...reali miss the days
we went to ktv, eat, etc...i will nv forget the hit and run session in
orchard...most memorable..=D
_`i love u`_
No one see...
haiz...i wonder who actuali come to my blog..haha..maybe they
did came juz that they nv tag...THANX to those that come visit
my beloved blog..hehe...=D
oh this is a bad week..haha..super unlucky..can u imagine
falling down twice in a week..haha...haiz..so silly...falling down
at this age..haha..i reali feel its kinda of weird..haah..anyway..
being tired..haha..haf work that cannot be finished..haha..
soon exam will be...then will be yr3...which means i am
graduating soon!!!!!! =D hope i can do well...and get into
U if possible..if not then thats too bad...
reali getting blur these few days..haha...super blur...
maybe cos not enough slp..haha...okok i think i will stop here..
tata!! =D enjoy ur weekend everyone!
_`i love u`_
Late for class...
yesterday class outing was fun!!! i reali enjoyed it..haha...
long time nv so hapi goin out wif my classmates le...i reali do
hope there will be such chances again...will nv forget this day..
but too bad...yuen feng didnt got to enjoy this veri day...
i was kinda of sadden by it..i feel that i am not a gd class rap
and i am not given the chance to perform...haiz..think i am not
goin to say abt this....
we went to marina bay!! my first time visiting there..hehe..so hapi..
went to bowl...veri long time since i first bowled..haha...but i still
manage to strike once!!! haha..i am not gd in games..always cant excel
in anything...anyway then we went to eat steamboat!!! so nice..
haha....so hapi....but its veri hot..haha....then played game...
haha...alvin was the target..hahahha...=D
after steamboat went for pool..hha...yeah...long time nv play well
le...though i am not veri skilled but i am kinda of hapi that i can play..
the bus went off when we are walking there..so we say y dun we play
daytona((sp)..haha...and guess wat...i got 1st out of 6 players!!!! haha..
so hapi....but then we missed the 2nd bus..=P ..ahaha
in the end i reached home at abt 12.30am...thanx laogong for sending
me home and making u spend so much money on the taxi....reali
appreciate it but i kinds of guilty....
then today cannot wake up for class though its a 12pm class.haha..
lucky my dad came back home and wake me up..hehe....
then was rushing..in the end i am not that late after all..ahah..so heng..
then something bad happen during practical...and set me thinking
abt wat my dad told me....
on the way home my parents asked me to wait for them at amk..eheh
they drive me for dinner!! simply love my car so much..hehe...
hope i can drive it soon..=D
_`i love u`_
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
Finally...
gd news again...my class outing is finally is ON!!!
yeah..we are goin to marina bay...eat steamboat.hehe
isnt it nice?? i hope my bro can come fetch me home later...hehe..
now in the hysis lab...want to do material but cant find the ans
want to do the presentation for ENV but benu havent upload
the thing..haiz...so sian...wasting my time here doin nth....
juz got back my ENV results...well..wat can i say....haiz...
will update again when i reach home after the outing....
_`i love u`_
Should i or Should i not..
emm...i am thinking of something..ahah....
today someone from SU inform me of an upcoming bazzar..
i wondering if i shd tek up a stall... 4 days rental oni $45..
which is kinda of cheap...i thought abt the things i will be selling.
i think i will make money..but i am not a risk taker..haha..
so i am thinking if i will ask LSCT Society to tek up and do some
fund raising for our department OR i will ask for business partner..
haha....sound so pro rite..haha...
today is my IS day..handed up 1 assignment..phew..finally..
haha..now working on the last assignement..oh suddenly juz
remember that tml goin to get ENV results..haiz..dunno how i will
fare...emm..does it matters anymore? i dun think so...
currently i think i having depression...or "you yu zhen"...
haha...dun seems to be rite..i also dunno...always seems to be
in deep thoughts but in actual fact i am not thinking abt anything..
emm..wats wrong here? haha...been through alot recently...
and kinda of shaken by it..need to get over wif it soon...hehe
okok..think i goin to stop now..tml its planned that it wil be my class
outing..but...i dunno..hope it will turn out well..=D
_`i love u`_
New New New...
hey everyone....its been kinda of long since i last blog...
haha...got miss me?? haha...i haf been buzy looking for
skin for my blogs..haha...so hapi that i done all of them up..
phew...2 days...wah..hahah...so how u find my new layout??
nice? gif me comments k?=D
been doin nothing much recently....only thinking...think
and think and think..ahaha...then recovering from many things
guess i will be fine soon..hopefuli..haha...anyway..enjoy my
new layout..i think i will change another song..haha... i think
the other song will be better..but i got to look for it..hehe..
ok i think i will end here...=D
_`i love u`_
A rainy sad day.....
rain rain rain...these few days...nothing but rain...i love rain...cold
and nice to slp...makes me comfortable.....better than staying out in
hot sun...but normal rain signifies sad things....and too bad...i am the
unlucky fellow...this falls on nobody but me.....
sometimes i reali wonder y am i such a failure..seems like i cant excel
in anything.....haiz..abit sad...i worked hard for a thing..put in effort...
but i dun get wat i deserve....dun reali understand..and i am veri puzzled
by it...got back my paper today...i think the result is quite gd...i reali feel
its gd...until when i saw how easily people can get much better grades
than me....i need not be the first...i juz dun want to fall to the back of the
class....y muz it be me when i worked hard...y....i dun understand....
i reali dun understand...till now i think i am still thinking and nv reali got over
wif it....
when i reach home something bad also happen..haiz...isnt it sad...got
a terrible day in sch and still got to face wif all the things...i am juz
super bad luck today....my dad talked to me today..and i learnt a number
of things from him...wanted to do what he asked me to....but i am born
like that..wif such a character...want me to change from a soft hearted
to a hard hearted person..its kinda of hard...
recently when i was on the bus i got plenty of thoughts...suddenly
thought abt hows each person's life differ from one and another...
then feel that when i stepped out of the house i am so vunerable...
u nv neo who is real and unreal towards u.... u nv neo who is actuali
waiting to see u fall...my dad said something which its still ringing in
my ears
' a thing u do at that split second might affect u for a lifetime'
this reali scares me...
think i will stop here...nothing much can be revealed here...
congrats to all that got gd results..i am happi for u as ur effort all
have paid off...=D
_`i love u`_
YippY!!!!!!
haha...finali..yes!! my common test ended yesterday..haha...which means is
playtime!!!! =D haha...after the common test went out wif my classmates to
cineleisure...we took 174 there...in the end the bus was also filled wif 01,
02 class pple..haha..such a coincidence..haha...but was kinda of hapi yesterday
cos it has been long since i went out wif them...=)
some of us went to ate long john...the rest came later...wanted to watch movie
but most of them say dun want..so we changed plan...we went to play pool,
went to archade(sp)....abt 6pm we started to head home...
slp late or shd i say 'early' yesterday..haha..slp at 4.30am this morning...
then something veri stupid and funi happened..haha..i suddenly jumped
up at 8.30am then i started sreaming for my mum..ahah..cos i thought i still
haf common test today..then its a 9am paper...then i found no 1 at home and
veri panic wanted to call my mum..after i took up the receiver then i thought..
eh...i finish test liao mah..haha...then went back to slp again..hahhaa..
so stupid rite?? hhaha...i was screaming so loudly for my mum..hahah....
lucky she not at home or elsa she will be scared to death..hahaha..
then didnt manage to slp well after that..so i switch on my hp..then receive
a number of msges..then juz after i manage to slp propoerly my friend called
me to ask me to help her in some stuff..oh man...haha..in the end i woke up
wif my head feeling heavy and pain..then talked to jiamin and started to play
the starry game!!!
Pocketful of stars...
go try it..haha..it fun..try to get into the high score!!! haha....
emm..later goin to watch the channel U 7pm show.veri nice...oh man...finali
got a chance for pure enjoyment...haha..so hapi...can relax my brain and stuff
and do all the things that i want to do...=D
_`i love u`_
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
Naggy..
i am getting more and more naggy...haiz...suddenly thought abt the
paper that i did today..the words from pple...they were saying them
making stupid mistake and these are the mistakes i made..haiz..and
funny thing is i didnt neo thats its wrong..haiz....duun u think i am
super duper stupid...haiz..getting more and more pestimisstic(sp)
nowadays..haiz..wat is happening to me? i dunno..maybe too pressurised..
haiz...dunno y i am so concerned abt this sem's results.. i might neo the
reason subconsciously..i duno....
_`i love u`_
Stupid me...
haiz..i found out that i am getting more and stupid each day..
haiz..i am already stupid in the past and now i am getting worse..
this feeling sucks big time..haiz..how am i goin to go through
this...how?? oh my god...i hate this feeling..y am i not born wif a
beter brain..or am i fated to be like this... ='(
2 more tests to go..
finali finish two papers, acep and emat respectively...wat can i say...
i dun think i do well for the both of them..haiz...this sem reali sucks...
i found out that my health is failing me..and i am no longer that strong
anymore..in the past i cant stay up late to study..but now..haiz...
i cant...until a certain time i will fall aslp..this means less time to study..
haiz...i cant afford this...to many pple i am overly anxious abt this
common test..but this test reali means alot to me....it reali does...
well guess wat i conclude today..aha..i think i haf split personality..
emm...1 veri gd and 1 veri bad...so scary isnt it..haiz..nvm i think something
abt it..haha..maybe like in the show 'identity' i will kill the bad one..aha..
tink i am goin crazy..haha...pardon me for the rubbish..haha...
i got a not3 for zz zz:
hey zz zz, i nv misunderstand u or anything..dun wori..the other
time they all juz saying for fun..no real meaning..haha..so i juz
played along..so no wori k? i dun want alan to lose his buddy cause
he cant afford to lose this friend..and i dun want becos of my presence
to change anything that is present...u r the one that is all along supporting
him since yr 1...and u also mean alot ot me as a friend and qing ren (opps!haha)
so dun think of ways like to avoid him or anything...i juz playing along
wif the joke..juz want to assure u..cos i neo u will think and think..hahha..
dun think liao har!!! haha..think of common test and tk..haha...=P
i also got a note for my laogong:
haha..split personality..laogong u beter beware hor..haha..maybe one day
my the other bad half will come out and kill u..haha..haiz..i also dunno y
i like that..haha..maybe i think too much and put too much stress on myself..
haha...then want to protect myself..haa...emm..i also dunno...juz a thought..
emm..i will try to overcome and change all those bad pt of mine..hehe..
try oni hor...haha....i neo u dun expect me to change..but i think wif those changes
it will make things better..hehe..
ok i think i will end here..been doin nth since i reach home.haha..too slack liao
die...jiayou!! =D
2 more papers to go
5 more days to freedom
7 more days to JOY!!
_`i love u`_
