Sunday, February 29, 2004
HELP!!!
oh no tml is the start of the common test...reali veri worried..haiz...
wori that i cant do well...ah!!!!! reali cant stop myself from feeling scared...
haiz...y does everytime this thing haf to happen to me..haiz...pple can
go to the exam hall without feeling wori and tense but for me it nv happen before..
haiz..how i wish i can be as calm as them....reali feel anxious....
well..haiz...a few more hours and thats it...though its a common test but it
can determine if u fail or pass the whole module....dun wish to repeat..cant afford
to...i am praying hard that things will be fine tml..bless me anyone...=|
TML common test
5 days to freedom
7 days to JOY
Saturday, February 28, 2004
Something wrong wif me..
oh no...common test is getting close and wat am i doin??? haiz...i dun feel the fear
y?? oh no..i am getting relax..cannot!! i muz buck up..i cant afford to do badly..haiz..
i cant...someone pls help me...=(
emm..something gd happen yesterday..hehe..will not reveal it..haa...when the time
is rite everyone will neo abt it..now my oni wish is to end common test fast and get
good results... reali hope that i can do well...
1 more day to common test
6 more days to freedom
8 more days to JOY!!
Thursday, February 26, 2004
PhOtOtEkInG!!!!
phototeking was tiring but fun today!! haha...enjoyed it...we feel like as if we reali graduated..haha..so funni..then teking pic non stop... after the viva waited for zz zz then went to ate lunch but she go tek shoes from her mum...jiamin reached canteen 2 then she went to change her clothes..haha...emm..she kinda of shy..dun dare to come out..but i find it quite ok..not bad..then zz zz also come into the toilet..then i also started putting some make up on...emm..not bad..hehe...lucky its not ugly..thanx zz zz!!
then took many pic wif my laogong..hehe..he so suai(4)--->handsome today!!!haha...reali...in think in my whole class he looks the smartest..haha....its fun teking photo wif him..hopefuli i dun spoil the pic..haha...then took pic wif my classmates... reali enjoyed the times...but something happened and i am kinda of disappointed..so i am finding many excuses to cheer myself up....wait..haa..its not my laogong that made me unhapi is something elsa..=D
haiz...actuali i believe and hope that one day my sincerity(sp) can touched them..reali.. i am putting in effort and i see some of them put in too..juz that i always disappoint them...i also wish to join but something my sehdule reali clashes...i am left wif no choice...hope they will understand...reali love to be wif them again...
oh yar last but not least happy birthday cecilia!!!! =D
3 more days to common test
8 more days to freedom
10 more days to JOY!!!
After viva
oh man my viva juz ended..now i in the hysis lab...so sian..i think i did badly..OMG..haiz...flunk it...so sad...my ques are water analysis 2 and linear heat conduction...haiz...linear heat conduction sucks....i dunno how to do...dun even neo wat the ques is talking abt..wat can i say? do uthink i can do well...i dun think so....cos i reai did veri badly for that and i took quite a long time....emm..anyway glad that its over..phew..now the major thing is common test....emm....
later is phototeking session...emm...hope it will turn well..nv bring camera cos i lazi and i wori i spoil it..goin to buy a new memory card..with more memory space...hehe..then buy the rechargable batt...okok i think i update when i reach home...=D
Wednesday, February 25, 2004
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emm...how true can this be?? hehe...emm..dun think its veri true..but..
emm..quite ok..eheh
Tuesday, February 24, 2004
____
haha...didnt neo wat title to put...study and watch tv..
this is how i spend the past few days... i watch tv most of the
time i guess...cant seems to memorise the facts..haiz..got
to buck up..anyway i have nth much to say...
oh yar!! candy huiping laogong and me is having conference
call later!!! isnt it great?? though buzi it has been long since
i talked to them..so decided to talk to them...promise candy
to haf conference..hehe..dun want to let her down..hehe..
think we will haf a gd time..conference let me think abt alot
of things in the past...both gd and bad..=D
5 more days to common test
10 more days to paradise
12 more days to JOY
Sunday, February 22, 2004
Well...dreamz..
haha...recently i had been having dreamy nitez..haha
every nite when i sleep i will dream of something..
the dreamz cann either be good, funny, scary or bad..
hhaha...many many dreamz....today in the morning i
even giggle until i woke up..haha...=P dunno y it turn out
like that..aha..maybe these few days a lot of things have been
on my mind..haha..emm... i dunno...
yesterday didnt reali do anything....in a sense still feel that
i am slacking which is not a good thing...emm..wanted to go
out wif my mum but wanted to stay at home to rest..
been too tired for a long time...wori that i will collasped..hehe..
nah..i wont...i am so strong rite?? hehe....
then stayed at home watch tv and talk to dearie...emm..haha
kinda of boring isnt it...haha...nth much to blog abt..hehe...
emm...i think i will end here..
7 days to common test
12 days to freedom
14 days to JOY
Friday, February 20, 2004
Sadzz
today can say to be 1 of the saddest day i haf other then
the day dear fell sick...though to many pple is nth reali
serious nor impt but to me it is...it signify alot of things.. and
i started to think veri bad abt myself....was reali sad for half
a day... couldnt pick myself up...but luckily friends and esp deary
stood by me... thanx deary...
today is the last day of sch b4 common test..time to buck up..
will work hard...will motivate myself...in this world no 1 can help
u unless u are willing to help urself...jia you everyone!!!
this is goin to be a short entry..hehe..cos will not be revealing
somethings..hehe...simply love to talk and be wif u my darling..=D
Thursday, February 19, 2004
LoTz of FeE|iNgz..
oh great!! laogong is back to school again..
glad that he somehow recover from his illness..but he
is still coughing badly and flu..emm..hope he will recover
totally soon..
today wanted to wake up early yo study for emat..but when
i wake up i took my book..i memorise for a few min i slpt
again..sometimes i reali hate myself for that...wasted the time
in slping and nth productive...then woke up and prepare for sch
oh yar...i got this veri weird and silly dream...in this dream i actuali
neo how to play guitar..haha...weird y isit guitar and not other
instrument..i played it veri well..aha..isnt that great..then
many other weird parts but these part juz wont link..haha
they are like different parts of different dreamz....
recently dunno y...feel so exhausted...cant seems to haf a
day that i feel awake...getting older already...strength not as
good as 3 yrs ago...i think i reali need a mth full of slp to recover
it..haha....
next thur is the phototeking day.oh god..i am so excited...i wori
i look bad in the photo..cos there is no second time...no NG...
if i look bad..thats it...i reali excited abt that day...but i dun want to be
panda...haiz..no choice i confirm will be 1..cos i sure need to stay
up to study for test....emm...maybe i doin up my hair abit...
neated..hehe...then i think need to buy shoes cos i got no shoes
to wear i think..
emm..today..bag super heavy..dunno y..shoulder ache...
then was kinda of sad..but then was ok liao..hhehe..hapi as usual..
after wat mr benu said to me today..i think many pple also feel that
i always smile when i talk being too hapi and stuff pple tend to tek
my words lightly...tek me as a person that is not serious...
wat do u all think?? hehe..emm..i dunno...
tml 3 tests sianz..and i am still blogging here..haiz..wat happen to me!!
haha..haiz..ok here are the things that i got from my dearest laogong!!
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
Worried abt my deary...
My dear has not been feeling well for the past two days...
First its cough, then flu and fever...but the fever did not subside
he went to the doctor yesterday afternoon...i thought after taking the
medicine he will be fine....but it didn't get beter...his fever reached to
a temp of 39.9 degrees Celsius....he told me he goin to doctor again...
at that moment I feel so worried.... my heart jump out.... I cant concentrate
on anything that I am doin…. Not that I am cursing my laogong..i am worried
that I will lose him....I scared that he will leave me... at this time I found
out that he has become part of my life....life without him will be incomplete
and if anything is to happen to him I will be devastated... juz hope that he will
recover fast....my heart still cant settle down though he is at home...fear inside
is still growing...='(
today i went to look for him after school...so hapi to see him
but when i touched him he is still hot...then i fed him with porridge
then with medicine....glad to see him getting better.... then talked
to him...watched tv with him...he is veri hapi that i visited him...
hope he will recover totally soon...
oh man common test is coming soon...haiz...and yet i still
dun feel the motivation to study...emm...cannot...i reali
muz push myself harder...everyone study hard!!! =D
laogong i look forward to u coming back to sch again...seeing u
healthy and cheerful....miss u...muackz..
Saturday, February 14, 2004
Valentine's Day =D
halo everyone!! hapi valentine's day!!
i juz reached home..yawnz..tired and hapi..=D
today met up wif my dearest laogong at city hall at 2pm
then we went to marina sq to buy movie tickets...
at first wanted to watch the 3pm show but no more seat le..
so we end up watching the 5pm show sitting at the first 2nd row.
we watched 'along came polly'.. this is a veri nice show..haha
funi and abit of romance...worth watching...hehe...
at first my bro and my future sis in law wanted to watch the movie
with us but i dunno..i thought my bro juz want me to help
him buy the tickets...so in the end nv watch wif them....
so we had 2h to spare so we grab a bite at mos burgars..
then chat for a while...after that we went ard looking for
place to tek our dinner..but in the end we spent our time
looking at hp..haha.... we were too engrossed abt the hp..hehe
the promotion is simply too tempting..hehe....
so its time we went to watch the movie and it ended ard 7pm..
haha...my bro called me soon after it ended..his show also end
wat a coincidence..hhaha....laogong and i thought that we would
wait for a while as everywhere there is queue...in the end my bro
cant find a nice place to eat so he went home with mos burgars..hha
as for us, we went to kenny rogers to eat...i ate baked fish and laogong
ate ribs and chicken combo...hehe...nice food.... when i first tasted the
fish i was like yum yum!!! so nice...reali..hehe...worth trying....
the next place that i want to go eat is the big noodle resturant in citylink!!
ahaha...i forget the name of the resturant..hehe....
i reali had a hapi day out...wanted to watch the fountain of wealth
but in the end..there is no music and stuff..haha..but sat ard there
feeling the wind and talking with laogong...hehe...love u lots..muackz..=D
Thursday, February 12, 2004
stress...
oh man common test is coming and yet i still neo
nth much abt the things that i am studying...omg...
this makes me veri stress....haiz...i will study hard..
but there are still unsettled things like my I&E.
emm...haiz...
btw..few days back we rear a cockroach in the clubhouse
but unfortunately, it died..haiz...we dunno the reason...
at first thought i would show it to the rest of the com on
yesterday's meeting..haha..but anyway...we sold all the lobster!!
isnt it a great news???
emm...valentine's day is coming..hehe...and i already gave
laogong his present..hehe.. i bought him a converse bag...
seems like he love it...hahah...he used when i gave him
those of u who notice it..i actuali gave him yesterday..hehe...
which means he was using the bag all along yesterday...
he also gave me my present 2 days bag...he gave me a
wonderful pillow..haha..i love it!! haha....too bad i dunno how
to upload pic on net..haha..if not i will put a pic there...hehe..
today on the way home saw this msg from my ex school mate...
i am invited back to school to the investiture...i am reali hapi...
cos i neo i can go back to sch and see all my teachers...
but i haf to skip my IS- small grp com. i dunno if its worth skipping
but i feel that this a real rare chance....i might not get another chance
again....emm...but there is one more thing that is stopping me from
goin back.....
ok everyone wats wrong being an ex student goin back to sch wif
dyed hair. i dunno y pple still haf this type of prejudise against
pple that dyed their hair..... all becos of my hair...i didnt neo if
i shd go back...haiz... wat i feel is i am no longer the sch student.
i need no obey the rules there but i will of course dress in a proper
manner as a sign of respect to the school. haiz....told my mum
abt it..then she say y dun get those temp colour spray then
spray on that morning juz for that event. i also thought the same way..
hope there will be no sudden lesson......deary wat do u think??
reali wish to go back....
Sunday, February 08, 2004
Open House Finally Ended...
firstly special thanx to all the main com members,sgls,gls and all the
module classes. ur help is greatly appreciated.. without ur help the
open house will not be able to run well.... and also thanx to my
co-organiser, adrian!! heez... last but not least my laogong!!! hahah..
thanx alot...
my event juz ended yesterday..in all its not veri successful..haiz..
reason becos of some unknown situation like module grps setting
up stalls, duplication of stalls, other sch also setting up stalls,etc..
too many causes to the so call failure for this event.
these few days are veri buzi for me...having veri veri little slp each day
and goin to sch veri early in the morning.. i haf tried my best in making
this event..but in the end..haiz..... but i did haf some fun through this
event..hehe...learnt a number of things..
yesterday reached home i was super tired..at first goin to ann's house
but after finish counting the stocks its already 8pm+ so i didnt go...
went home ate dinner...watched tv for a while then slp le
woke up late today..long time nv slp so much le..hehe....but i didnt
haf sweet dreamz..but horrible ones..and early this morning 4 goldfishes
died...so sad..haiz....
emm....today goin to complete a number of assignment and start on
the i&e... goin to clean the other fish tank soon...
Sunday, February 01, 2004
a day full of jokes
haha...today is a day feel wif laughter but too bad my laogong
not there to shared it wif me..he went to ubin liao..wif his astro pple..
then oni coming back on monday....
today went out wif adrian to buy the open house stuff..haha..
then we carried lotz of stuff like aunties..then pple looked
at us in a veri weird manner..hahah...so paiseh....haha...
poor adrian got to carry such heavy nuts..haha..thanx adrian!!!
then we went back to sch and had our lunch there...
ok here come the best part..hahha....the bottles we got
to put the nuts are kinda of dirty then we want to peel off the stickers
in fornt of the bottles...so i got a pail of water to wash them..haha..
adrian wanted to help me so he went to the toilet to fetch water..
then we washed finish liao...but both of us were lazy to go back to the
toilet to ppur the water..haha..then i thought there is a drain outside the
clubhs so i told adrian to pour the water there...but then a few sec later
i found out that that there is no drain but the drain is outside the poly stage
production clubhs..then he pour over there into a small hole..i was wondering
where the hole lead to. but to my horror it lead to no where but juz out from the
wall..which means it goin staight down to canteen 1..hha..lucky no 1 was standing
there...then adrian say might as well juz pour the whole bucket down from level
2...haha..and he reali did it..and it creat a lot of noise..haha....OMG...
so funi..mayb u all dun catch it but no wori i will reenact to show u all
then went to qian hou fishfarm..which is the worst part of the day..
we cant find our way to the fishfarm..then we ask 7 taxi but none neo the way..
when we finali reached there we haf not much time left....in the end we missed
the last shuttle bus...OMG....we took 1/2 an hour to walk our way out to
the main road...haiz..then got so many big big dogs and they freak me out..haha..
so scary..then the sky stared to get dark...me ah boon and adrian was talking
abt wat if we are walking alone long the stretch of road..so scary...no 1 but dogs...
finali got onto the bus and we are veri grateful to the dog that lead the way out..
thanx doggie!!! after which we went home...wat a long day indeed...haha...
ok i think thats all for the preparationg for the open house today...
tml i will be goin back to the fish farm again..heheh..
