Tuesday, September 30, 2003
this is the last time i am goin to blog.... i haf lots of memories in this blog...
so sad that i am leaving it... dear blog i didnt mean to leave u....
blogging has become my routine...now its goin to be gone...
guess i need to find a new focus in life....
bye blog....lots of kisses and hugs....='(
miss my blog too much...reali cant bear to leave it...
maybe after all things are settled i will make a come back...
might be changing the whole layout
juz to haf a BRAND NEW START......................
_`i love u`_
Monday, September 29, 2003
hehe..now i blogging in sch..emm..today no practical....then tml got pqs so i decide to study it in sch...haha...dun want to waste house electricity cos i seem to be using alot of electricity at home...=P oh so tired...yawnz..... finali printed out the report and handed up to the teacher... juz now hooi sim they all told me the lab teacher get touchy again..eeee....so disgusting....emm....if he reali touch our class gals again i think we shd not spare him anymore...he shd face the consequences......
today 7am+ received a msg from dear...i am surprised and happy..hehe.... hope this will be a gd start....
bless all those pple who r having problems in relationship....
thanx to all my classmates and pple that showed their concerned to me..i reali appreciate them=)
hey everyone tek care k? seems like everyone ard me is starting to fall sick one by one....
jinping alan hooi sim raj and not forgetting my dear also...all falling sick... drink more water and haf plenty of rest....
if not see doctor k? dun let the sickness drag...bless everyone!!!
_`i love u`_
Saturday, September 27, 2003
juz read dear's blog...oni then i neo that so many things actually happened... its was not mentioned to me before.... i am not a person that is unreasonable.... juz tell me wats wrong and i will understand....yes a number of people also asked about u and me.... i know nothing about wat is goin on.....nothing at all...... y didnt u tell me?? y didnt u?? u r my boyfriend,dear.... u r not any other person.... i am suppose to go through all the ups and downs with u.... and i want to.... i didnt expect u to always go out with me or such....all i asked is to communicate with u... i want to talk to u....i want to neo wats happening in ur life...i want to be part of ur life.......i juz want this little care and concern from u.... i am trying veri hard to guess and such.... i am not paranoid this time.. i am not.... u nv explained ur situation to me......
_`i love u`_
Friday, September 26, 2003
blogging in sch now...nth much hapen...
but haiz anyway.....nvm nvm....same thing bah....
etech sucks man...the projector so dim cannot see lor..
then the teacher cannot do anything abt it...
pay so much sch fees and this is wat i get..haha..opps sound a bit ahem here...
hahah.....
slpt in class.haha..then he also nv teach much..sianz...ok i think i stop here liao..
anyway there is much to blog abt when nth hapen much....
haiz...how i wish how i wish......
wat a day..went out to watch movie..hehe..
watch a chinese show...xiang zuo zhou xiang you zhuo....
romantic chinese show.....shed a few tears..hehe....
then walk around bought stuff.....
then reach home and did my lab report...
so tired the slp..hehe
_`i love u`_
Tuesday, September 23, 2003
A moment of Hapiness may be a life full of sadness....
Stepping your foot on the wrong path will bring regrets forever.
_`i love u`_
Sunday, September 21, 2003
soemtimes life is so unpredictable......
there are so many changes which u need to be always mentally prepared of...
they might be gd changes but also bad as well....
not all things in life will hapen in the way u wanted it to be.....
heaven likes to so call make us a fool....
they always dun gif u wat u wish but gif u things that u dun wish to haf....
somethings are fated..... they are meant to hapen....
but to me all things that hapen to me are not gd...
either wat i wish dun hapen or they hapen at the wrong place at the wrong time....
pls...pls....stop doin this to me....
pls show some mercy for me.....
Is Fate Really In Your Hands.....Do You Think You Control Your Own Fate Or Is It Path For You Juz Waiting For You To Walk On IT.........
_`i love u`_
Saturday, September 20, 2003
emm...did abit on my utm project..hehe..goin to finish it asap then send it to my grp members then can let them cintinue..haha...
went out wif my mum today....wah long time nv shop liao..hahaha
feel so gd today but weather veri cold...brrrr.....
bought clothes, shoes and bra...hahah...opps..
today spend abt $300...wah..haha...no choice mah...long time nv buy things liao...
haha..emm..guess i am goin to try and finish up my homework today...
tml my brother and family goin to see car tml....
emm....i wonder if i will be goin anot...
haf to depends bah...see how things go.....
in all...same..haiz......
_`i love u`_
Friday, September 19, 2003
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today i got back my reng paper....emm....i thought i will fail actuali
but in the end got 57/80...although its not veri high, i am satisfied enough...
was kinda of bothered recently...haiz....
didnt slp well and such.....reali hope to haf a break...
to my horror i found out that i actuali haf practical lesson this coming monday..
this idea freaks me out....haiz...argh...
feel so sick...and tired................
gif me a break................
haiz....i am so vexed...i mean not vexed juz....how to say....
i juz scared.....after the incident on monday...i didnt feel much.
i led life as normal and i thought everything will be gone and be in the past....
today lsct advisor mdm tan talked to me abt the whole incident...
i didnt realised its seriousness and stuff.....
i started to feel scared....
the more i thought back the more scared i am....
haiz...didnt neo y...i told dear abt it...he is veri angry wif the lecturer and wanted me to make it a complaint...but i didnt want to...i wori abt his future and stuff...
i neo i shd stand up and do wat i shd do....
maybe i am juz too scared....
this thing is juz too scary for me....today when i cross the overhead bridge i feel scared
which i nv had....haiz....
how i wish dear is still in sch...i reali hope some1 can go through this process wif me
i reali wish some1 can support me along the way....
be there for me....i reali need some1 to push me along....
_`i love u`_
Wednesday, September 17, 2003
wat a day.....juz reach hm an hour ago...
today had main com meeting then i dear and alan stayed back to clean up the clubhs..
the clubhs is so dirty..haha...
but after abt 2h of cleaning...its clean!!
emm..nth much hapen today...
as usual go to sch study..and stuff
haha...yar i remember liao!!!
i trip when i was walking up the stairs today in the LT..hahaha
so funi...dunno i lost my balance..hahha..
wah rau eu so paiseh...haha...but i also cant help myself but to laugh..hahha
emm...yar and i learn how to type chinese word into my com..hahha
all thanx to ALAN!!! hhaha..thanx for helping me out!=)
yar i think thats abt all..haha...
_`i love u`_
Tuesday, September 16, 2003
IS day...
got the 2nd assignment for UTM today..haiz...project again...
then i slpt in my PQS class..haha....
today went for the GL interview....
kinda of pissed off by a certain person there.....
sometimes i wondering y this person can get so far...
juz getting pissed by after after event...
hopefuli things will get better....
tired...went for challengers' meeting...
nth much...they did wat i expected....
intro the new main com..then tell us the upcoming events
actuali i dun like the SU pple....emm...juz feel that they are not veri friendly....
in all today is a tired day...got tonnes of things to do...
emm...i starting to plan wat to do and stuffs....
_`i love u`_
Monday, September 15, 2003
argh!! today something disgusting happen!!!
ah!!!! i was having my practical session..then this teacher keep trying to touch me!!!
ah!!! he put his arms over my shoulder then keep touching my hand!!
eeeeeeeeeeeeeee! lucky got alan there...he trying to protect me and sandy from this old coloured wolf...
thanx alan!
finali finish my lab report today!! yeah!! then hopefuli today will get more slp..haha
havent been resting well for a long time...
got back my issm results...haiz..did real bad...
hopefuli i can get an overall B grade...
_`i love u`_
Sunday, September 14, 2003
today was a cold day...so cold...even though my fan speed is only at 1
then i touch my dad he say i got icy cold hands.haha...
was intending to do work yesterday nite..but i fell aslp..
haha...so i work up today...did my utm then called my friend to tell her wat i did
think i am goin to get the final copy soon...
then i packed my table top...the notes fly everywhere...haha..
need to pack them before they disappear..hahah.....
phew finali all packed! then watch tv...
was reading my magazine..haha...
then i was thinking of the latest issue for Women's Weekly...
think i am goin to buy the next issue..haha....
emm..goin to ask my friends teach me em3..didnt caught wat the teacher is teaching..haha
today i am goij to finish up all the work..haha
i want to watch movie!!!
A Tale Of The Two Sisters!!!
emm thinking of getting thin..haha...
i think i will look nicer..haha...which is OF COURSE i will look nicer..haha
bless me that i will haf my dreamz come true!! haha
and i am hapi reali am.....thanx
buzi buzi buzi..so buzi..so many things to do..hehe
so tired...yawnz..hope i can slp more..hhaha...
emm...nth much to say...
everything written in my HEART...hehehe
tek care everyone!
_`i love u`_
Friday, September 12, 2003
wat a tired day..haha..finali the stall ended today...
guess how much we earned? hhaha...$123.50!!!
yeah! hope we can get the stall at junction 8..
went for the fianacial meeting today...
wah so many procedures...sian....
then went to clubhouse...made 3 more alpha gel..
haha.....think i got too addicated to it..ahah..
wah i got so many homework to do..sian....
so tired..cannot concentrate....
but i haf to finish them..sian...argh!!!
bless me and wish all problems be solved..
_`i love u`_
Thursday, September 11, 2003
emm strange...feels that blog like got something wrong..seems so so different..
i didnt haf any entry for this current time i am blogging...
emm.....wondering...
anyway i got back my etech paper today!!
so hapi!! i got full marks! haha..at least my effort not wasted.haha
hope everyone got wat they wanted...
today is the 1st day of my stall...
my stall no is 28...then we are selling alpha gel
since we got my butt stuck to the chair i did not haf the chance to even get up
the oni time when i got up is i go toilet once..
after that oni time i am rooted to the chair..hahah
but i am glad...my hard work paid off!!
we earn quite alot then we got $50 each..
then rest we will leave till tml then we settle..
think i gonna reach sch early tml i help out..
bless me i can wake up
_`i love u`_
Wednesday, September 10, 2003
now i am in my em3 class...juz got back my paper...
got the marks i expected...
but haiz...emm...juz kinda of sad for someone...
but anyway...confused now...
dunno wat to do...
some things are meant to happen
but i dunno how to handle them.....
the person told me...maybe everything is fated....
but why does it come at the wrong time?
_`i love u`_
Tuesday, September 09, 2003
i was late for sch today...couldnt wake up...i am so so tired...
then plus the sun burnts...pain leh...
reach sch at abt 8.20am..haha...
nvm lah anyway its juz issm....doesnt matter....
got back my tpff paper....
could haf done beter..sian..i miss out 1 ques and i careless 1 question...
and this is a lose of 4 marks if not i could get 73 marks....
anyway i am contented wif my present score...
wish everyone all the best in their coming paper when they get back...
wats wrong wif pple..sometimes their hearts seem to be changing so so fast
is it becos thorugh some of things each other went through then they neo wat each other actuali wanted
but sometimes things hapen at the worng place and time...
_`i love u`_
Monday, September 08, 2003
yesterday was my 2nd mth anniversary...
met him at 6pm then went to orchard swensen to eat..hehe..
nice food sia..the ambience also not bad...
after eating we went to tek lovegety..aha
looks nicer than b4..much more nicer...
i gave him a wallet...sori if its too big for him..cos its the best i can do..
hehe...i thinks he likes it and kinda of surprised that i bought him a wallet.
he gave me a bracelet!!! ah!!! so so so nice!!
thanx!!! i reallyu love it..didnt expect u to gif me that..haha...
today is the new paper BIGWALK...its fun
shouted cheers and stuff on the way...feels so gd..
long time nv like that liao....
hahah...then got my goodies bag..
after the walk we went to sentosa..
i havent been swimming for a long long long time..hahahha
today finali got chance..
haha....then swam ard..its nice!!
but the consequences for staying until so long is i got black!!!
argh!!! haha....
_`i love u`_
Friday, September 05, 2003
haha....was suppose to go to a meeting at 11.30am..hahha
but guess wat..in the end i woke up at 10am++
by the time i reach sch its already 12.30pm...hahha.
the whole meeting ended....
then jiaqin and huiping told me there is another grp also doin alpha gel thing
sianzzz...i got this bad feeling..haiz..sian...
i am praying hard that i will haf some freaking ideas....
emm...after 8 days not seeing dear..
finali i saw him today.....emm.....
today haf our unofficial meeting..haha...
its nice...kinda of fun...=)
then i make alpha gel and left them in sch...
dunno if i will be goin back to sch recently to make them....
hope i can get some other ideas.....
yar and i think my mind is clear...
i am tired...reali veri tired...
i dunno how long i can last...maybe 1 day i will juz breakdown
and become a laughing machine forever....
_`i love u`_
Thursday, September 04, 2003
FINALLY!! haha..my common test ended....
emmm the last paper was fine except for 1 mistake..hahaha...
really hapi that i can enjoy 4 days of holidays..
after our common test i qi alan weilin hooi sim mark jin ping alvin went to k box
we went to the branch at LOT 1..hhaha
we sang there from 2+pm -7.30pm
haha..its nice!! i sang many songs..this time manage to complete them!!!
hahaa...glad to see that my classmates also enjoying
after k box we(i alan weilin jin ping alvin mark yuen feng qi) went ZOUK!!
this is my 1st time visiting zouk...we went to PHUTURE..haha..
i underage so i took my weilin's ez-link card..haha..
and i got in..inside was darkness and filled with smoke and noise!!
haha..but i really enjoy my stay over there...
then we ordered drinks..its suppose to contain alcohol..
but the problem is i can taste nothing of it...i feel like as if i am drinking soft drink..hahaa
no kick leh..sian..nvm next time we will make it a beter 1.hhhaha
we all went to the dancefloor and danced for a few hours non-stop!!
went all out to release all the stress in me....
i learnt some steps from them..haha...
the moves and all so nice..hahha....
i also saw alot of 'eye opening' things...hhhhaha..
we all laughed when we saw it..haha..
haha..its a day filled wif walking..at 1st walk along chinatown..
found out walk wrong direction.haha..then alight from bus walk to clarke quey.haha
then prakash say its at boat quey..haha....
sian walked along..in the end we took cab to ZOUK..haha..
finali we left at 3am...the same time they are closing...
we walked all the way to marina sq!!
set beside the sea..talking..but not long after i fell aslp for a while....
actuali i was suppose to think of all the prob but in the end..haiz..
failed to do so...nvm i think i will settle them these few days..hahhaa
NO MORE TESTS!!!
4 more days to his attachment..
_`i love u`_
Tuesday, September 02, 2003
yeah! finally finish 4 papers....
was so hectic..nearly die from it..hahah....
special thanx to my dear for not slping and giving me moral support throughout yesterday nite...
thanx! hehe...i really felt much more motivated wif ur presence...
today took reng and em3 paper....
reng..think i gonna fail for it....but i really pray hard that i can get B..
my wish for this semester is to get all Bs can already..i will not ask for anything more..
em3 was much beter....manage to do..emm..hope for the best...
tml is the final showdown!!! hahaha..
so hapi!! end of the common tests which means time to do things that i want....
hahha...so glad that i haf a bunch of gd friends ard..
today saw victor!! haha..so surprised..
he was in the same LT wif me teking test also..haha..
1st time tek test together wif him....hahha...
i wish dear all the best for his test tml...
hope he can do really well..
i believe he can..hehe....jia you!
common test ending!!haha
1 day to freedom
6 days to his attachment
_`i love u`_
Monday, September 01, 2003
phew! haha.. today is the start of my tests!!
today is etech and issm....
etech was gd..think i did fairly well....hehe... so hapi..
all my effort not wasted....
issm sucks!!! everyone was like shocked to see the paper lor..
actuali not shocked but we really dunno wat to write...
i was blabbering in the paper..haha...
didnt manage to really complete it....
i was writing and stuff but the time was not enough...
haiz... think i will do badly for this....but anyway its over...hahahha
ok 2 down 3 more to go!!! haha
i can do it..tml will be em3 and reng...die...
think i cannot slp tonite...haiz...havent really complete them well enough...
eee!!! my face so ugly!!! pimples!!! argh!!!
i am goin to hide myself from the rest of the world..hahhaa
btw gd new!! my group got selected for the entrepreneur thing!!!!
too bad our stall will be in atrium...wanted junction 8
but anyway i am happy that we got selected!!
Must support me hor!!!
tests started already
2 more days to freedom
7 more days to his attachement
_`i love u`_