❝ cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired, of all the hatred you harbour. ❞
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Posted Friday, June 06, 2014 // 11:42 PM
Again and again. I'm missing you... ... very much.
I'm hesitant. I very much want to drop you a text. But, I'm afraid. Afraid to wait for your reply. Afraid to receive your reply... and many more unexplainable afraid-s. Should I or not? I have been thinking for a long time.
I am thrilled over a comment you wrote on my wall. =D It says you do look at my post and not scrolled past it. Your simple comment made my night. I wanted to like it, but held back. The thought that you don't bother to maintain regular contact with me upsets me~ plus, i'm sure you are busy with all your dates. Most importantly, I am not ready to hear your dating stories! :) oh well~
Time to sleep.
To be honest, "i'm so scared that someone else is holding you"
Posted Wednesday, May 14, 2014 // 10:35 PM
There is alwaysA little truth behind every "Just kidding" A little knowledge behind every "I don't know" A little worry behind every "I don't care" And a little pain behind every "It's okay" Posted Saturday, July 27, 2013 // 9:33 PM
I heard you. Your words have been running in my mind since Thursday. I'm thinking, what if we'd gotten together back then. Would we be happily together and may be getting married soon?.... OR would we end up with a break-up? Oh well, many what-ifs. At least we are still friends now.I lied. I knew it. Just didn't take that move. Guess I was sorting out my feelings for M at that time. But! when I was ready, you were gone! Well well... my heart sank when I heard you are attached. Hmm! what past is past. No point thinking about it now. No more brooding about the past. Move on, Mavis! It will get better. *breathe deep* Posted Monday, May 20, 2013 // 3:07 AM
He's just not that into you. The only thing I could tell myself. Or rather, remind myself.Things haven't changed much since then. I still feel lousy after meeting J. For this time, I would be hearing parts of his stories, piecing up information bits from every sources, and asking direct questions to confirm my guesses. Well, I should say I'm pretty accurate with my guesses. I HATE being so so so damn correct sometimes. This is the hardest part cause' I should be 'prepared' for it!! BUT WHY AM I UPSET?! Time to put an end to it ... ... Posted Monday, July 16, 2012 // 12:12 AM
A little sad,A little sad, A little sad. Heart dropped, Heart dropped, Heart dropped. Disappointed, Disappointed, Disappointed. I will be fine, I will be fine, I will be fine. Good night. Sweet dreams. Bye. Posted Friday, July 06, 2012 // 12:49 AM
:( it's very depressing to see the person i once had feeling for, getting marrried and is married now. It makes me doubt if anyone would love me the way i do. It makes me doubt further when i don't get my feeling reciprocate.Oh well, just not mine. I'm tired of this. •sexy free single• Goodnight :) Posted Thursday, June 28, 2012 // 1:20 AM
Today was all about self awareness. Haha. I like! :)First was a personality test during the sharing with the social workers. Apparently, my personality has changed slightly over these three years in EIPIC. How nice! I have a higher S (steadiness) style now, at the same level with my C style - someone who is homely, loyal, security-oriented, and listens well. This is in fact something good, saying that i'm improving in my people skills! :) I am still a C (compliance) style person - someone who is orderly, cautious, process-oriented, and a perfectionist. What i couldn't agree less is that i fear being criticized and being wronged, and i will expose the other person's wrongdoings when under tension or stress. :) this is so true! Second was the five love languages quiz, which i did a few months ago. Jac and S did theirs today and we shared our results. It was so funny. I am motivated in relationships that give me gifts, and then able to spend quality time together. :) Jac and i are bimbos. Lol, we loves gifts! *hint hint* S is motivated in relationships that have quality time together, and then words of affirmation and physical touch. Hahaha.... I had laughter. Okies... Time to sleep. Goodnight, everyone. <3 |
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