Feeling a little moody today.. hate that feeling.

Anyway, i came up with this little test myself.. the How Contented Are You? hahaaha.. silly right but somehow it brightens my day a little.

K, i have 2 columns - (1) I'm contented because... (2) I'm not contented because...

So here' s what i wrote:

I'm contented because...
- I come from a complete family
- I have a grandma who really dotes on me
- I have several true friends and they are really nice to me at all times
- I have friends who will offer a helping hand or listening ear always
- I have true friends at work
- I am quite an optimistic person
- I have a job which offers a not-too-low salary
- I have a car
- I can afford to buy most of the stuff i want
- I have students who truly care and appreciate
- I am not a complicated girl
- I am able to open up to people
- Some of my friends say that it is a joy to hang out with me

I'm not contented because...
- I do not communicate much and well with my parents
- My mother always seem to be so biased
- My parents do not seem to care about my well-being
- My brother seems to be like a stranger to me
- I do not have home-cooked food to eat at all
- I am getting fatter
- My complexion is getting worse
- I have not met my prince charming
- I have low self confidence
- My feet hurts everyday when i wear heels
- I'm a perfectionist

Oh then i got tired and stopped. Hahaha BUT i really learn a lot, or rather discover more about myself. Instead of dwelling on things that I'm unhappy with, i can do 2 things. Step 1: Focus more on things that im contented with. Step 2: Correct things that i'm unhappy with.

Family wise - Well, it takes 2 hands to clap. I'm guilty of not being very nice to them as well la. I aint rude or wad la, neither did i try to be nice and communicative. Brother wise.. gone case i guess. hahaa well. ya.

Home cooked food - eh.. no choice right? Learn to cook? Find a guy who is willing to cook for me? Or just continue eating outside food lor. hahaahaa

Physical outlook - Do more facial? Exercise more? Quite hard la but ya, i can always try. Must motivate myself. Sleep earlier. Eat healthier.

Prince charming - Fate? Just hope that i will fall for the right guy this time. :p

Low self confidence - I think this links to the physical outlook? hahahaha not too sure though. Oh.. maybe cause i feel im quite stupid and useless la. Everything also dont know.

Feet - foot reflex lor. Well, guess it's time for me to custom make a pair of heels!

Perfectionist - there's nothing perfect in this world. Learn to accept things as it is. Nevertheless, i just need to try my best and accept the results i get. Tt's gd enough, need not be too critical.

Silly as it may be.. i really felt better after evaluating all these. I also evaluated on the 2nd column again.. whether is my discontentment a need or luxury! Hmm sounds like a course. Sorry hahaha.

SELF CONTENTMENT IS THE WAY TO HAPPINESS !! :p

Blogger seems so foreign to me now. I havent realised that time is passing real fast.. but anyway, July is FINALLY over! It seems much much longer than any other month! Work work and work all day long.. so happy to see August! hahahaaa

1. Xiao Lao Ban has left. Tt's e only drawback about the ending of July. I feel weird without him around actually... and stressed up too. But life still goes on.

2. i went for a haircut last thurs.. and i love to dote on my hair recently! Marie is right.. going for a haircut or change of hairstyle or hair treatment actually relieves stress! It feels gd to take time off to dote on yourself! And i love chatting with my hairstylist. Ya. Im troubled over the straightness of my hair now... not three not four. It tends to be very messy leh so im thinking of going for rebonding this friday. Hahahaa there goes my $200.

3. I had difficulty breathing on thurs night and hence did not report for work on friday. So i told my mum that i cant breathe well thru the night and her reply was "Oh then u never call for ambulance?" WAH then i got super pissed off and left without replying! WTH.

4. Went to the doc tt wl has recommended. It feels so shuang to stay at home and do my work. As well as to watch dvd hahahaahaa. I took the med and slept like a log. From 2 plus to 4 plus pm.. then from 6 plus pm to the next morning's 10am. Wahlau.. i din have dinner and my parents din bother to wake me up at all lor. No one came to check me out.. so sad. They just cant b bothered.

5. The same old nose problem came back on monday night. I used up my nasal spray and so i turned to the powerful pill. And i managed to sleep... and i overslept. Marie called me at 7.45am to check if im reporting for work! And tt caused me to woke up in shock! I quickly called office to report sick. Cecilia says she will help me settle the relief and she said that my big boss is unaware and vice boss is not there. I felt so scared then.. but i just continue being unconscious till 330pm when marie called me again. Tt's how powerful the pill is! So i went to the doc and told him tt the pill is far too powerful, tt i cant even wake up. Hahah and tt's how i got my 2nd mc.

6. I din dare to sleep last night... reported work at 630am today! Powerful right! hahah aiya coz i needed to zap tons of stuff. Went to check out with cecilia who shd i go apologise to. So she said ms goh n mr chan. So i went ahead. As usual.. females are more petty! hahahahaa I'm beginning to feel so grateful towards mr chan.. great saviour.

Ya. tt's all for the boring update, for the time being! Im in a happy mood right now! Cause it's holidays! And holiday = work at home, instead of office. haahaha