ain't a good friend

Suddenly feel that i'm not a good friend, i feel like i'm drifted away from my bunch of friends at some point..maybe cos we didn't spend that much time together, or maybe it's my fault for not being caring enough..some people will keep in their mind to ask about their friends' well-being from time to time, or at least keep track of the recent condition of the friends.. And yet, i seemed like someone who never care for friends...this feeling just came to me, like right this moment...those who knew me for long will know, i'm always MIA for no reasons, then sometimes i'm all around you...it's not that i don't care, i do care for all my friends...maybe that's just me being me...

SORRY

for not being there when u might need me

for not being caring enough...

i'm back

I'm back...actually i had been typing another post when i was at sg but as always, didn't get to finish it...finally have time to sit down slowly on my bed blogging...and i'm blank on what to write...typical me eh? cos i'm easily distracted by anything...good or bad...hmmm...
i just realized something that make me feels like a fool,urghh...i kept thinking why was girls generation named SNSD and i only realized that it was their mandarin name pin yin...took me such a long time to realize something like this really make me feel like x.x *shake head*
Well, that's me, always taking a-little-too-long to realize things and things...it's not that i'm stupid, it's just me...time to learn to be smarter? oh yeah smexy and i know it xP

Next round i will make it shaped like a heart <3

do u know what i think of when i took the pic?

rip

After my very emo post earlier today, i do feel a lot better from before but gone to double emo and sad when i heard about the news..It's shocking enough to know it's someone from the same school, even worse when he's someone you know... Yup we'll say that it's too reckless and stupid to do that cause of academic, cause you can improve your academic but when you're not here, there's nothing you can do...i guess the whole exact situation no one but only he himself will know..just hope the family can go through this and him rest in peace..
Another thing is, how good it is to share around story like that? even worse when someone else like the shared..oh please, can't you like other things?
Just learn to appreciate what you have rather than grieving what you don't. Well, as always, said is easier than done...take care peeps..

O-M-E

At first i was writing another post which was much more relaxing but was too sleepie to continue and now i don't have that same feeling as i had before, therefore not continuing it, shall update that again when i'm in the mood...
Just got back from kl yesterday then going to sg again tmrw..travel much huh? but i don't really feel the excitement now...had a really bad morning, made my day gone from bad to worse...let's just hope the mood will shoot up to cloud nine by the end of the day so that i can go sg with a big smile on my face...anyone who understand what i'm feeling? nope, no one...whatsoever....
Dang!this is getting e-m-o, not gonna continue....byes