Freedom? Personal space?

That day talking with friends about relationships, be it couples or married couples. Their thoughts are more to the direction of freedom they say. They like to have their own space and freedom so much that they won't tell the other half about their going where or doing what. In fact the don't like it if their other half asking their whereabouts. I can't say much since I'm very much single all this while. But in my opinion, I don't see that this asking and telling your whereabouts to your other half as weakness or sense of insecurity, I see this as a responsibility and care to your other half. Do you call going out at night with a bunch if friends without letting your other half know freedom/own personal space? Nope I don't think so. That's irresponsibility I would call. Not that I mean you should report to them to the details like this minute I brush teeth, wash face, go pee, sit, stand etc, but there's things where you should at least let them know and not by saying the word freedom means you don't need to give a damn care to your other half. If that's the case, that you worship your freedom and space so much to that extend, why the heck you get into a relationship or marry anyway? I do agree that everyone should have their own personal space and freedom even when you are married. But one should know the limit and difference of being single and attached.
I don't agree when they say that those people who will ask or enquire their other half whereabouts or doing what with who as a sense of insecurity and lack of confidence. This is just an excuse in my opinion. This is a sense of caring and responsibility.
My friends, what say you?
Haha just a moment of thoughts in train. Till then.

Love,
Mun ❤

CHANGES

For a moment I felt lost. Not that I can't find my way to places, that could be done using GPS or Maps. But this direction in life is something you couldn't do without thinking. GPS or Maps are rendered useless here. I've been thinking is it me who wouldn't wanna take a step forward or maybe I just don't want to?
Anyway I watched The Devil Wears Prada yesterday, well, don't be surprise I watched that movie only after so long. There's a scene inside which slap me hard, I mean really hard. It seemed like a good thing I watched that yesterday. It made me feel the need and urge to change! I need some changes in my life!
Maybe these few months had taught me something I needed since young, Patience and Calm. It's a very good thing and you find it handful when it comes to certain situation.
Regardless, I tell myself and promise myself that I have to I need to and I will change! It's time anyway :D

Love,
Mun ❤

Stereotyping

Due to the price difference of member and non-member is equivalent to the member fee, yesterday I joined something which I never thought I would. Because I dislike thus I never listen to whatever they say, should say I always listen half-heartedly.
Then they share more about it with me yesterday, not that I'm convinced to do what they are doing but it caused me to think. Am i too stereotyping in the first place? Because I don't give a damn that's why I don't wanna hear a thing they say. Oops. Well I do stereotype people, be it strangers or people I knew. But then again, who doesn't? Or if there is any of you out there who don't stereotype people please let me know. I'm glad to learn from you :p
Stereotyping is a word I like to use recently. Time for self-reflection I guess. Maybe others too are stereotyping us at the same time we are stereotyping them.

Love,
Mun ❤

Seen into words

Case 1
I saw a group of four boarded the bus, one maid one mom a boy and a girl. The mum let the daughter took a seat and signal the son to sit with his sister. Guess what? The son actually hug the maid and said 'I want to stand here with xxx', xxx is the maid's name.
Case 2
A family was eating and as usual the kids were making noise moving around etc. The parents tried to stop them by shouting and scolding the kids but came to no avail. And the maid worked her magic again, at the sound of her stopping them, the kids stopped making noise stayed at their place and had their meal.

What had happened to the days when we behave ourselves at the voice of our parents? None can make us behave but our parents. And now even parents can't play their role. Is this the fault of the society nowadays, where parents working outta house to earn bread and butter not only for themselves but also hoping to provide more for their children eg piano classes, swimming classes, ballet classes, phonics, good school etc. But in the midst of this very rat race, they lost the one most important thing in their lives, the growing up path with their children, the connection and bonding with their children.

I'm actually glad that I'm not from a hectic bust city. In the small town where there are less heavy traffic and you can go from one place to another in a short time, even if my dad were working he can find some time to send us to school, tuition or to others activities. Thanks to the small town I'm from. In big cities, even if the parents want to send their children, they are restricted by the heavy traffic and time consumption.

Just a simple thoughts from me. Typed this in bus, thanks to blogger apps :D

Love,
Mun ❤

Parents Children

Had been MIA for so long...ah well I do that once on a while.. Been working for nearly three months now... How was it? A very common questions people been asking... Okay,just like that lor working life...I guess working is bout the same thing, be it in your country or oversea..working parts still the same... Just that away from your family especially your parents...:( No wonder people say you leave home the point when you start to pursue your studies away from home...I wish I could have been a better daughter to them, sometimes I was so busy that didn't give them a call until they called me...at that moment I felt bad and guilty..I should have squeeze out some time and call them...i know this is tedious...but please bear with me...
When we were young, whatever things we want, all we need to do was say it and our parents will do it for us or buy for us... They will give us whatever we need we ask or they will give it to us without us asking at all... When I was studying, parents will call up and ask how was I doing? Had I eaten? Do I have enough money on hand? etc etc... I think most of our parents also will ask these, but the thing is how many times do we ask back our parents the same things? Have they eaten? Is there anything they need but did not want to trouble us?
I once saw an article, there's this line saying that whatever the parents do for their children, there is no limit, ie they can do anything for the children.. But when children do something for the parents, they keep them in book... See the difference? Just feel very touched by all these things that I read and urge me to write again...

Love,
Mun

Believe it or not,

i'm studying some materials for work, at this hour....oh my....am i becoming hardworking? hahas i wouldn't know, i'm never really a very diligent person...anyway, second week into my job and it has been kinda nice so far... Of course there are new things to learn, new system to follow, this is just one of the many routes that everyone have to pass through...suddenly ran out of words to type, so be it...tschüss

first day

How's your first day?
Very common questions but actually
first day just more on introduction and more introduction
nothing much into jobs part yet

i think i'm liking it
*anyway have to keep this positive mindset*

tomorrow gonna go for med check up
*urgh*
it isn't the blood i'm afraid of

it's the big needle
okay! i admit i'm afraid of jabs

*painful*
please the nurse be extremely gentle with me
gotta go sleep
update again soon

Da best

I know i know
i haven't been updating for so so long
but never expect this will be the post after so long
Finally
it's time to step into another phase
it will be entirely different from what i saw and do last time
i'm really thankful for

what i have got and what's given to me
i have the chance to work in what i'm interested in
or at least that's what i feel before i step into that environment

Well, let's see what's in store for me and

hope for the best

choice is mine

Just got this from one of the apps in facebook, just right on time for me i think

No one can direct your actions but yourself

Do not give that power to anybody else

Remember

even when it seems like you are on a one-way road

you can still choose the other direction

worth few minutes of your time

Saw this in facebook and feel like i should share it here

A sweet lesson on patience. 

A NYC Taxi driver wrote:

I arrived at the address and honked the horn. After waiting a few minutes I honked again. Since this was going to be my last ride of my shift I thought about just driving away, but instead I put the car in park and walked up to the door and knocked.. 'Just a minute', answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor.

After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her 90's stood before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940's movie.

By her side was a small nylon suitcase. The apartment looked as if no one had lived in it for years. All the furniture was covered with sheets.

There were no clocks on the walls, no knickknacks or utensils on the counters. In the corner was a cardboard
box filled with photos and glassware.

'Would you carry my bag out to the car?' she said. I took the suitcase to the cab, then returned to assist the woman.

She took my arm and we walked slowly toward the curb.

She kept thanking me for my kindness. 'It's nothing', I told her.. 'I just try to treat my passengers the way I would want my mother to be treated.'

'Oh, you're such a good boy, she said. When we got in the cab, she gave me an address and then asked, 'Could you drive
through downtown?'

'It's not the shortest way,' I answered quickly..

'Oh, I don't mind,' she said. 'I'm in no hurry. I'm on my way to a hospice.

I looked in the rear-view mirror. Her eyes were glistening. 'I don't have any family left,' she continued in a soft voice..'The doctor says I don't have very long.' I quietly reached over and shut off the meter.

'What route would you like me to take?' I asked.

For the next two hours, we drove through the city. She showed me the building where she had once worked as an elevator operator.

We drove through the neighborhood where she and her husband had lived when they were newlyweds She had me pull up in front of a furniture warehouse that had once been a ballroom where she had gone dancing as a girl.

Sometimes she'd ask me to slow in front of a particular building or corner and would sit staring into the darkness, saying nothing.

As the first hint of sun was creasing the horizon, she suddenly said, 'I'm tired.Let's go now'.
We drove in silence to the address she had given me. It was a low building, like a small convalescent home, with a driveway that passed under a portico.

Two orderlies came out to the cab as soon as we pulled up. They were solicitous and intent, watching her every move.
They must have been expecting her.

I opened the trunk and took the small suitcase to the door. The woman was already seated in a wheelchair.

'How much do I owe you?' She asked, reaching into her purse.

'Nothing,' I said

'You have to make a living,' she answered.

'There are other passengers,' I responded.

Almost without thinking, I bent and gave her a hug.She held onto me tightly.

'You gave an old woman a little moment of joy,' she said. 'Thank you.'

I squeezed her hand, and then walked into the dim morning light.. Behind me, a door shut.It was the sound of the closing of a life..

I didn't pick up any more passengers that shift. I drove aimlessly lost in thought. For the rest of that day,I could hardly talk.What if that woman had gotten an angry driver,or one who was impatient to end his shift? What if I had refused to take the run, or had honked once, then driven away?

On a quick review, I don't think that I have done anything more important in my life.

We're conditioned to think that our lives revolve around great moments.

But great moments often catch us unaware-beautifully wrapped in what others may consider a small one.

我累了

this time, i'm really tired...whatever...

will post bout the day tomorrow maybe :)

i wanna learn

妈妈就是家里的菩萨

當你1歲的時候、她餵你並給你洗澡

而作為報答、你整晚哭着

當你3歲的時候、她憐愛地為你做菜

而作為報答、你把一盤她做的菜扔在地上

當你4歲的時候、她給你買下彩色筆
而作為報答、你塗滿了牆與飯桌

當你5歲的時候、她給你買了既漂亮又貴的衣服

而作為報答、你穿上後到附近的泥坑去玩

當你7歲的時候、她給你買了球

而作為報答、你把球投擲到鄰居的窗戶

當你9歲的時候、她付了很多錢給你輔導鋼琴

而作為報答、你卻常常曠課並且從不練習

當你11歲的時候、

她送你和朋友去電影院

而你要她坐到另一排去

當你13歲的時候、

她建議你去剪頭髮

而你說她不懂什麼是現在的時髦髮型

當你14歲的時候、

她付了你一個月的野營費

而你沒有給她打一 個電話

當你15歲的時候、

她回家想擁抱你一下

而你把門鎖起來

當你17歲的時候、

她在等着一個重要的電話

而你捧着電話打了整個晚上

當你18歲的時候、

她為你高中畢業感動的流下眼淚

而你跟朋友聚會到天明

當你19歲的時候、

她付了你的大學學費又送你到學校的第一天

你要求她在離校門口較遠的地方下車、怕被朋友看見會丟臉

當你20歲的時候、

她問你：“ 你整天去哪裡? ”

而你回答：“ 我不想像你一樣 ”

當你23歲的時候、

她給你買傢俱讓你佈置你的新家

而你對朋友說她買的傢俱真是糟糕

當你30歲的時候、

她對怎樣照顧嬰兒提出勸告

而你說：“ 媽、現在時代已不同了”

當你50歲的時候、

她常患病、需要你的看護

而你卻在為你的兒女奔波

終有一天、她去世了…

突然你想起了所有從來沒做過的事

它們像鎯頭痛打着你心 …

為我們洗澡穿衣、牽手走路

為我們遠行牽掛的母親

是我們一生的財富 …

你是否有盡到你的孝道

關心母親吧 …

別到了 “子欲養 而親不待” 時

才體會母親的神情。

ain't a good friend

Suddenly feel that i'm not a good friend, i feel like i'm drifted away from my bunch of friends at some point..maybe cos we didn't spend that much time together, or maybe it's my fault for not being caring enough..some people will keep in their mind to ask about their friends' well-being from time to time, or at least keep track of the recent condition of the friends.. And yet, i seemed like someone who never care for friends...this feeling just came to me, like right this moment...those who knew me for long will know, i'm always MIA for no reasons, then sometimes i'm all around you...it's not that i don't care, i do care for all my friends...maybe that's just me being me...

SORRY

for not being there when u might need me

for not being caring enough...

i'm back

I'm back...actually i had been typing another post when i was at sg but as always, didn't get to finish it...finally have time to sit down slowly on my bed blogging...and i'm blank on what to write...typical me eh? cos i'm easily distracted by anything...good or bad...hmmm...
i just realized something that make me feels like a fool,urghh...i kept thinking why was girls generation named SNSD and i only realized that it was their mandarin name pin yin...took me such a long time to realize something like this really make me feel like x.x *shake head*
Well, that's me, always taking a-little-too-long to realize things and things...it's not that i'm stupid, it's just me...time to learn to be smarter? oh yeah smexy and i know it xP

Next round i will make it shaped like a heart <3

do u know what i think of when i took the pic?

rip

After my very emo post earlier today, i do feel a lot better from before but gone to double emo and sad when i heard about the news..It's shocking enough to know it's someone from the same school, even worse when he's someone you know... Yup we'll say that it's too reckless and stupid to do that cause of academic, cause you can improve your academic but when you're not here, there's nothing you can do...i guess the whole exact situation no one but only he himself will know..just hope the family can go through this and him rest in peace..
Another thing is, how good it is to share around story like that? even worse when someone else like the shared..oh please, can't you like other things?
Just learn to appreciate what you have rather than grieving what you don't. Well, as always, said is easier than done...take care peeps..

O-M-E

At first i was writing another post which was much more relaxing but was too sleepie to continue and now i don't have that same feeling as i had before, therefore not continuing it, shall update that again when i'm in the mood...
Just got back from kl yesterday then going to sg again tmrw..travel much huh? but i don't really feel the excitement now...had a really bad morning, made my day gone from bad to worse...let's just hope the mood will shoot up to cloud nine by the end of the day so that i can go sg with a big smile on my face...anyone who understand what i'm feeling? nope, no one...whatsoever....
Dang!this is getting e-m-o, not gonna continue....byes

i'm so sorry

Today i was browsing through my pictures and saw a photo..which i don't remember capturing and i just simply capture at that moment...now then only i realized there's something wrong with that photo....and now i damn regret that i only took half of it...cos now i can never know what's another half is....what makes me feel bad the most is i make fun of it.....

i am so so sorry

幸福。珍惜。感激

1. Parents who love and care for you

2. Been on a piggyback-ride

3. Got the first place at least once, no matter in what

4. Got a surprise before

5. Laugh till tummy cramp :D

6. Encouraged by someone

7. Someone cried for you before

8. Did something touching for someone

9. Bought the clothes that you love till the max

10. Someone text-ed you at midnight

11. Talking on phone with your bffs

12. Someone took care of you when you're sick

13. Someone wishes you early morning on your birthday

14. Diarrhea due to your gluttonous 

15. Someone picked you up when you arrive at airport/bus terminal/train station

16. Someone wiped away stain from your mouth (this is so sweet)

17. Walk with loved ones till your legs cramp and pain

18. You're always on top of someone's list when there are good things

If you have encounter at least 8 of the above, you are considered very blessed and happy.

一直很庆幸自己有很疼爱我的家人

甚至可以说是宠爱我的家人

虽然每次父母都会说不该那么宠我们

但是还是一样的啦

天底下哪有父母是不疼爱自己的儿女呢？

与其说庆幸，不如说是很珍惜吧

至少，对我而言

珍惜是很重要的

一个不会珍惜的人，就算得到世上最美好的

他也会失去

就只因为他不懂得珍惜

而幸福如履薄冰

别说我执着，我只是觉得很多事情是必须珍惜的

见仁见智吧

对于一直以来

我所遇到的，看到的，得到的

我都很感激很珍惜

你呢？

Seriously,

you're a jerk

an asshole

crossroads

又来到了交叉点

人生会有多少个交叉点呢

出世到现在都已有了二十载

曾经做过多少大大小小的选择呢

说多不多，说少不少

譬如当年跳不跳级，升上哪间中学

甚至初一时换不换制服团体

这一切一切的决定

其实都有改变到我

无论是看法想法，待人处事，追求的东西

一直以来

我都不曾后悔过我做过的这些决定

然而现在需要慎重的考虑考虑

前路茫茫

我该去何从

我该做什么

这些都不是人家能告诉我的

人家只能给意见看法

最终决定还是得我自己选择

或许真的是时候长大了

哈哈，最近看古装戏，打字也变得文绉绉了

虽然还是麻麻地

不说了

下次再上

short random one

Just saw one of my friends status is facebook

and it's something like this

"very boring..isn't it good if i have a wife..then i can fold clothes together with her"

i don't know bout you guys

but i laughed when i read this

especially the folding clothes part LOL

It's already Chap Goh Mei

why this CNY passed so fast

it's ending just in a blink of eye

really really fast

this is the first time having such long holiday

actually wanna write longer

but am lazy now

so just leave it like that teehee

典型的双鱼

其实我很喜欢读星座的

而我也是个非常双鱼的双鱼

但不是完完全全啦当然

如果不是的话

那所有的双鱼不就一样咯

每个人都是独特的

有时在读那些星座分析

有些真的准的可怕

是大多数都很准

我不懂为什么

就是喜欢读这些有的没的的东西

刚刚又在面子书读到一篇

真的还蛮准的呗！

我的妈！

最近在家买东西煮饭炒菜

准备三餐再加上一些家务

真的像师奶

我不要啊！！

对了，今天刚刚是立春
看人家把鸡蛋放在地上而它又能站着
真的很爽看到
过后又在面子书看到有些人说他们不成功
大概是酱的一句
“why my eggs can't stand?"
哈哈
我不懂做么我一看到就笑不停了
哈哈哈哈

the very cliche CNY post :p

After i finished my exam and back home on Friday

man it was crazy and yet funny + happy

my car was packed like sardine and we braved through the traffic

took a pit stop at Ipoh for a very quick and efficient shopping

It's really a very short trip

For the sake of CNY shopping feel with family <3

Yes i do feeel much much better after the previous post

Cos it's Chinese New Year

What's not to love about CNY?

You can have food food and food

Gatherings and most importantly

your comfy bed and beloved family

Though the pre-cny preparation was very tiring

my thighs still pain now T_T
but it was damn worth it haha
 To all my friends out there

people whom i care

you know who you are

Happy Chinese New Year

Wish you luck in everything you do

Take Care

Lastly,

Enjoy to maxxx!!!

Today My Life Begins

Do you remember the time when you listen to a song

that touches your heart and makes you feel damn good

it might not be the on a hit chart or may be an average one

but it just hit you at the right moment

that's what i feel when i listen to this song now

Today My Life Begins by Bruno Mars

i ain't a music person

don't ask me about the key the tone the pitches the beats

when i like a song, i just like it for no reason

this song came at the right time

especially when now i'm in the midst of exam

finally went to get my book voucher after exam today
wouldn't it be nice if it can be transferred into cash

still thinking what books to get

surely those which i didn't buy before due to the price

have several of them in my mind already

gonna get them soon after exam

日记情人节

还记得懂事以来

就一直都有写日记的想法

日记本也买了好几本

结果我没有写过一本完整的日记

应该是自己的问题吧

我这人啊，就是没什么耐性

这个‘没耐性’也被朋友投诉了几次

到有了部落格

起初时，我也不常写

是过后，才渐渐越写越多也越频密了

虽然部落格不比写日记有意思

因为毕竟那是亲手写，这是打字

那感觉是有一点不同的了

也许我会写部落格的原因是因为

有一小部分的我会觉得部落格也算是其中一种日记
或许是心理上的补偿吧

会补上这一篇是因为

刚刚想起今天是

日记情人节

知道啦，我没有情人~囧

那今天怎么过

情人们呢，就啃情人的日记

至于我呢，还是乖乖啃书吧

（怎么听起来有点可怜 T_T）

3am

It's 3am and here i am blogging again

I shouldn't do this at this hour

but

insomnia

i should have 

lie on my bed and wrap myself with blanket

it's the problem of the weather or of the heart

well

i don't know

i feel empty again

hate this empty feeling

at first wanna put the title as emptiness

but just realize that i had this title before

it's inexplicable

无题

昨天一单 ，今天一单

我要晕了

应该说声谢谢

说真的，我是感激的

最近偶然间看到一个部落格

虽然不懂也不认识那个人

但是很喜欢里面所写的

只因为有种似曾相识的感觉

很多都真的说到我的心坎里去了

所以喜欢的应该是那感触的感觉吧

因为有些问题，所以将电话重新设置
结果电话簿全部清空了
一开始是觉得惨了
过后又想起在 ‘恋空’ 的一幕
那女主角的电话被男主角清空了电话簿
男主角说了一句
如果那些人是想和你说话的，就一定会找你
有点戏剧化，但是挺有意思

没有心情读书

读不下，怎么办

谁来救救我

T_T

惊讶

今天，从朋友口中得知了一些事情

说真的，不是一点点的惊讶

而是蛮惊讶的

我也想知道为什么

算了，不理那么多

也说不上为什么

这几天心情真的嘛嘛地

伤口痛~痛~痛

Bad day for 100 plus

Today ain't my day

Bought a bottle of 100 plus and when i wanna open it,

i twist and turn and twist and turn

the cap still stuck

so i ended up trying to pry it open using scissors

Look what happen to the cap

 Finally i manage to open the bottle

but

my hand T_T

I didn't realize it until when i wash my hand and feel the pain

All i want is to drink the 100 plus

Maybe today is bad day for 100 plus

Actually wanted to blog about some other things

cos i found a very nice blog to read

will talk about it in the next post

Till then

Wide-awake

It's going to be 3am in 15minutes time and i'm still awake...why? well i don't know the answer, maybe cos it's the  heavy dinner + ice-cream i had or the hours of nap i had this noon or whatsoever the reason..the fact is i'm still awake now...there goes my plan of beauty sleeping, "sleep early wake early and u look good" policy is gone too...well, i can't help it..it's exam season and no one is normal during this period of time... My friend asked me something that made me think to myself..have you ever take someone for granted in your life? But one thing for sure is, don't take that person for granted, no one is to treat you good forever except your family..take them for granted and one day when they are gone, that's when you regret to your bone...so, if there's someone like that out there for you, please appreciate them...this is one thing we should all learn i think...

*May you be well and happy*

鸡蛋面线

在这夜晚，吃一碗热腾腾的鸡蛋面线，那感觉，还真的不是一般的棒！！虽然比在家煮的简单得多，但还是觉得好吃。。在家妈妈会先熬汤，煎姜丝蛋，才加入面线，那汤过后还会加姜酒。那浓浓的汤，一点辣辣的姜煎蛋，软软的面线，淡淡的酒香，想到都会流口水。。呵呵，我知道那只是简单的面线，但回味起来吃起来，就不同了。。我们家都很喜欢，有时一早醒来就会向妈妈撒娇要吃这个那个，而我妈也一样一样的煮给我们吃。。妈妈万岁！ 还记得有一次我农历生日，我妈一早起来煮鸡蛋面线给我，但这个是甜的面线。。不是煎蛋而是rebus鸡蛋，那汤是用冰糖煮的甜汤，整碗就只是面线加鸡蛋加甜汤。。是不是觉得很囧，面线甜的怎么吃？因为是生日嘛，所以妈说要吃甜甜的。。呵呵。。生日有一碗面线酱吃代表着生日的祝福，很温暖。。 本想放一张照片，但当我想起要拍时，我已经吃到一半了，为了各位的眼睛，还是不要放因为吃到一半的面线，卖相还蛮_______的。。。

我是嘴馋，我绝对的承认！ 

Me Me Me

Just back from dinner just now and sitting here thinking to blog, ended up with all these random stuff  xD
If you prefer not to know these, you can stop right here............

1. I can be hyper one day and super down next (roller coaster ride)

2. I plan to eat A, talking about B and ended up ordering C (this happens very often)

3. I say fairy tales are just, well, fairy tales but i do believe in happily ever after

4. I said love at first sight is for movies but it was once my wish to bump into some strangers and fall in love (well we were all young once :p)

5. I can stay in room whole weekend (stepping out just for bathrooms)

6. I actually did things that i once despise most

7. I like to sweat it all out but i'm not much of a sport person

8. I never realized that i walk very fast until my friend told me, and all the time i thought i was at normal pace and others slow like tortoise

9. I read story books in toilet when i was young and still do now, sometimes (it was said that reading in toilet strengthen your memory)

10. I will laugh to myself when i recall something funny

11. I can smell blood, smelled like rusts 

12. I always like my waffles with peanut butter and strawberry jam filling

13. I can't sing and yet i enjoy singing

14. I had done blood test several times but i never remember what my blood type is

15. I never remember the full song lyrics, any song, i remember bits and bits and tend to mix them up

16. I enjoy food, be it the eating part or the cooking part (minus the washing part)

17. I can't state out my happiest or saddest moment cos i don't know which is the -est ones

18. I can order the same thing for few times straight as long as it's good

19. I read people blogs, even strangers, blogs that i stumbled upon when browsing food blogs

20. I love to re-read novels cos each time it gives me different feelings

21. I love to stand under the shower with strong water current cos it makes me feel good somehow

22. I really like to eat sandwiches, good and delicious sandwiches

23. I always say embarrassing things at the wrong moment and realized that after

24. I like to see magic show, very much

25. I'm a thinker more than a do-er

26. I can go to a place several times and still not remember the route

27. I dislike food or drinks that taste bitter

28. I have always wanted a cottage made of desserts (sugar ice-cream biscuits cake chocolate etc etc)

29. I'm thinking about back-packing

30. I can't keep my room tidy for too long xP

31. I hate the annoying noise if it wakes me up and there goes my temper

32. I like cuddling

33. I like big bear hug

34. I secretly wish that i have superpowers especially after watching Heroes

35. I collect bookmarks and wrapping papers

36. I always buy earrings though i don't wear them often

37. I used to wonder why my high school doesn't have cheer-leading

38. I want to play under the rain, heavy rain i mean, as long as there's no thunder

39. I always do things like this when i'm doing nothing else

40. Now, you know how random am i?

180

Finally hit 180...thanks to those ups and downs and randomness...

After slacking and
doing i-dunno-what in front of my lappie for hours

i feel better now

much much better

cos since we can't undo anything now

we can still stand up and make things better

I think i should sweat it all out

Yup that's what i need i think

01012012

Nothing much that i wanna say actually

will update more in next post

Hope it's a good start for everything for everyone

Happie New Year