31122011

It's the last day of 2011

actually i don't know what to write in this post

anyway just feel like posting something now

before the day ends

Many had happened this year

But 

what's sweet without the bitterness

what's happy without the sadness

what's good without the badness

Like everyone else

i just hope that everything will be smooth and good in 2012

i don't care whether issit really the last year on earth

let's just hope for the best

*fingers crossed hard hard*

Happy New Year everyone <3

平安夜

一张开眼睛就想到今天是平安夜，对我而言有什么意思呢？

哈哈，其实我也不懂，就只是觉得平安夜嘛。。

还记得以前曾经有朋友说过，

平安夜，__ __ __ 

至于是什么，你们自己猜吧，呵呵。

平安夜后就到圣诞节然后就是新的一年了。

时间过得真快啊

到底是好事还是坏事

不懂，就活在当下吧

这是一首我很喜欢的歌里的一句歌词

珍惜当下每一刻，活出生命的彩虹

人生走一回，不留空

P/S : 我的圣诞礼物呢？
where's my x'mas gift? :p

27岁之前最美好的15件事

恋爱 

深夜和朋友聊天 

收玫瑰花

和朋友通宵 

有许多朋友 

曾经暗恋一个人 

想到以前所做的傻事而发笑 

笑到肚子疼 

看日出 

有一个能讲心事的朋友 

躺在床上听屋外的雨声 

初吻

听到播放喜欢的歌 

到海滩散步 

收到巧克力

你遇到过几件呢?

its winter solstice

Do you know how much it sucked when it's festival season you should be with your family in your own sweet home making tong yuen and eating them for breakfast lunch and dinner and yet, all you get is to see people keep posting pictures of tong yuen at their home....this feel damn sucks man....seriously i'm not feeling good at all right now....instead i'm stuck in room studying for finals...aargh a big bowl of nice rice ball is what i need right now!!!

每逢佳节倍思亲 T_T

not anymore

Have your ever had this feeling

gotten tired of something and just don't give a darn anymore

i think i just had this feeling

whatever

Boys and Girls

Girls need to realize: We guys don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls>OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. That it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/stunning, we freaking mean it.

Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood I'm in. Let us pay for you! Don't 'feel bad' We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say 'thank you. Kiss us when no one's watching. If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed. You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own. We like you for who you are and not what you are. Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up. Don't take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it. Don't get angry easily. Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don't talk about how hot Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.

It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that. Whatever happened to the word "handsome'/ 'beautiful' I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/sexy' or whatever else you can think of. On the other hand I'm not saying I wouldn't like it ether.

Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change!!!!! Ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population and find someone who will treat you with utter respect.

Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..and actually mean it.

Give the nice guys a chance.
Guys repost this if you agree.
Girls repost this if you think it's cute..
Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this. Life is too short to complain about everything that comes your way so stop and smell the roses in life because you might never have another time to take it, so take your time because they are all different in every way, so take chances in life, if it doesn't work out then fine, there are always more roses to smell

Haha saw this on facebook, hey guys, it might be true but the same thing goes for girls too xP

一路好走

刚刚从面子书上，才得知你出事了。。虽然只教过你数月，但对你还是蛮深刻印象的。。可能除了教你，我也和你也在舞蹈会，也曾叫你参与演讲，看你练习再演说给我们听。。所以才会那么记得吧。。还有你送我的卡。。虽然不算深交，但突然知道这个消息，这感觉还真不好受。。

无论如何，健儿，希望你一路好走，早登极乐。

May you be well and happy
Sadhu

15122011

Had a test today, it was not bad, yeah i used not bad, i didn't use very good =P  Then what's better than a nice nice lunch with someone you heart so much, we should go try again babe , El Mondo <3
Went to feed those fishes and monitor lizards at the pond in the evening, something which i haven't been doing for quite sometime already...i used to go when i have leftover bread or when i feel like it... Putting on my ipod with blasting music and walk around, it feels good actually..especially after sweating much...It's a kinda feeling i haven't had in a while...whatever it is, it feels good, hehe..

Months ago when i first started blogging, i actually planned to write one post each day, and obviously that plan failed...*no eye see*  Cos i blog only when i'm being hyper, being down, in the blogging mood, being random...it's very rare that i blog about what i have done in the day, like now...

Till then....

random again

Had a stranger says hie or wave to you before, i mean, complete stranger...LOL...just had one say hie to me when i walked pass him, at first i thought he was waving to someone but then he was smiling at me...and crap, i just looked at him and walked away... Another time was when i was walking with friend in prangin and 2uncles, yes, old uncles, suddenly say hi or something to us...i thought my friend know them and vice versa...ended up they were just another complete strangers...lol to the max...

Urgh, to quote from my bottle, whatever-lah...and 

screw you

*pardon my language*

你的话，我连标点符号都不信！

刚刚看到这一句话，超赞的，哈哈。

对啊，

有些人的话能信

有些人的话不能尽信

有些人的话完全不能信

每个人都会有这样的时候，怀疑别人的话的可信度

但有没有想过

其实可能我们自己也给人家 “这人的话不懂能不能信” 的感觉

那你是哪一类呢？

touche

Can anyone tell me what should i do? 

Nope, cos i don't even know it myself.
I need to talk to someone

i don't understand

The same words, the same line,

but different person, at a different time,

these made all the differences.

Too many thinking recently, way too many, and the weirdest thing is, i can't even name what's running through my mind at the moment. Thinking about the past, present and future i guess, that conclude everything. What i'm feeling right now is inexplicable, i can't put them in words. 

很多事情，就只因为在乎。

Last month of the year

Hehe don't ask me why 2 posts at one shot, cos i'm thinking that since it's the last month of the year 2011, guess might as well get a random post...Time flies, i do believe this now, it was just like yesterday we were in 2010 x'mas then new year of 2011, now we are at the end of 2011, well not really end but it's ending isn't it?

What have you done for the whole past year of 2011? Haha i can't say i really fully utilize everyday of the whole year...well there are moments of hectic life, rushing life and of course there are time for slacking lazying playing and fooling around...i'm gonna be honest with you that there are couple of months which i slack like mad... Guess this stepping into December 2011 is a big big wake up call and yup, i should wake up to the reality that finals is really around the corner  x.x

Till then, shall update more when i'm back....

I'm-feeling-good day

After that rant the other day, i feel quite the opposite today...still the finals and assignments and other tests getting on my nerves, but who cares for the weekend, this weekend gonna enjoy myself to the max, well, before stepping into the month before the finals, which means hectic + kancheong-ness...
Right now i'm feeling good, feeling nice today...went shopping with my sis and guess what, a girl from the shop asked whether we are twins, guess i should be feeling happy xD

Nice place, nice food, nice people, nice weddings

nice food, nice food and nice food

HERE I COME

*smiling widely*

*grinning widely*

*laughing insanely*

FINE

I'm really in a bad mood now, if u ask me how do i fare now? i will tell u that i'm FINE, yes FINE
Freaked out, Insecure, Neurotic and Emotional
Can't really say it's bad mood, i have tests and assignments with finals coming soon, and to top it all with a cherry on top of the ice-cream, i have some others headache matters in hand too
Pardon my grammar and stuff, i'm not thinking straight now i guess, just keep typing to keep my fingers busy at the moment
Aarggghh who's willing to be my sandbag for the moment, or gimme a place where i can shout with having to scare off surrounding people, this is bad....
LOL i doubt is there anyone who will understand what i'm saying...never mind...

where are you when i need you the most

What

the heck is wrong with me?

whole nite dreams

Woke up this morning feeling like i didn't get a good tight sleep...cos i've been dreaming the whole nite, what's worst is i can't even recall what i had dream about...the memory of the nite is vague somehow...i hope it's good sweet dreams since i can't remember means it will happen XD

刻骨铭心

哈哈，不知道你们有没有试过，突然想起一些很好笑的事情，就一直笑不停。。无论是多久以前的事，只要一想到，还是会忍不住哈哈大笑。。我很记得有一次，和朋友谈着他爸爸的工作，而我，就很自然的问了一句，“对了，你爸爸姓什么的？” 我那时也没意识到自己问了一个那么荒廖的问题，过后才一下想到，我那样问，岂不是说他是私生子。。这件事我们到现在还记得，每次见面都会说起，哈哈。。
另一件，这个一想起都觉得糗，就会觉得很对不起那位小弟弟，人家才中五哩。。开开心心去开party结果很不幸运的穿着黑衣的他，就中招了。。他应该不会忘记吧，我连人家的样子都不记得了。。总之，就很很不好意思啦。。呵呵。。
昨天去看了九把刀-那些年，我们一起追的女孩。。真的很好看，因为故事说到每个人的心坎里去了，我想，这也是为什么人人都说好看吧。。说真的，看这部戏以前，纯粹是因为反映很好；看完了，就觉得，还好我有来看，甚至有冲动看多一次。。这部戏很感触，很甜蜜，就是那种纯纯的爱，初恋。。不完美的完美爱情，才会那么的刻骨铭心。。

very very random me

This is a very very random one...been typing few times and deleting cos i have no idea what to write though i've been wanting to post something here....but my brain is not functioning, it's not in blogging mode now i guess...blah...

没有心情

小说，能让心情好起来，什么都不想不理

Bad mood

Pardon me

Really really really not in mood

Bad mood actually

title-less

At times, i wish you would understand.

Freaking Boiling

Seriously, don't force me into doing things i dislike by using reverse psychology on me. It might work for the first few times, but as time goes on, all i feel is freaking annoyed and i can't stand it at times. Reverse psychology also depends on who's using it, so please. As nice as you are, don't try to make me to do things that i don't want. I'm freaking boiling right now.

You didn't

Actually,

if you have asked me, i would have listen to you. 

But too bad you didn't, so you can't expect me to.

lazy saturday

Am having a slow and lazy Saturday, just feel like doing everything at slow pace, walk slowly, eat slowly, bath slowly, pee slowly, talk slowly, drive slowly, read slowly, write slowly, just a day when i'm in a slow mood. Feel like going out for a walk around the mall, maybe bookstore? still thinking hehe...
Anyway, need to do laundry today..Yes again, i need to clear my basket of clothes and blankets.. Need to tidy up my place my room, yup thats what i do every weekend, cleaning up stuff  :-S
Just a random post while waiting my water boiling..till then..take care peeps

mixed-modes

这篇打了很久，一直打不完，搁着到现在才打完放上来。。
有时，会觉得某某人很坏很糟糕很偏见很主观。但是当自己静静回想起来的时候，可能自己也不过如此罢了。。自己也是那么的主观偏见。。当自己觉得对的东西，就不顾一切去跟着，就算身边人说酱酱酱不对不好，苦口婆心变成了耳边风。。当自己不喜欢的人事物，无论多么好也是不喜欢，也会鸡蛋里挑骨头。。我想，每个人都应该有过酱的情形吧。。
一般来说，我并不会介意别人怎么看我。
You can say whatever you like or hate about me, i don't give a darn, really. But when it's someone you care, tiny little things they said or do can be real sweet or real hurtful, just like love and hate are interconnected. By someone you care, i don't mean only your lover, boyfriend or girlfriend, it can be your family, your best friends or your soul-mates. But if i never judge you, please don't judge me. Honestly, who are you to judge me when you don't know me that well? You can have your point of view and thoughts in your mind but just keep it, you don't need to spill it out, isn't it? Some things are better kept unsaid when it might do damage to the others..
最近，发现到很多事情。。这才发现并觉得自己不是一个好的朋友，在你们发生这些点点滴滴时，我并没有在你们身旁。。很多事都是后来才后知后觉，很烂吧。。我还是比较喜欢简单简单，太复杂的东西会让我晕。。。
打到这里我已经不知道这篇应该放什么题目了，因为蛮乱的，嘻嘻。。。

THE BEST DIVORCE LETTER EVER!

Dear Wife,
I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me anymore; you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me anymore; whatever the case, I’m gone.
Your EX-Husband
P.S. don’t try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life!

******************************************

Dear Ex-Husband,

Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It’s true you & I have been married for 7 years, although a good man is a far cry from what you’ve been. I watch my soaps so much because they drown out your constant whining & griping. Too bad that doesn’t work. I DID notice when you got a hair cut last week, but the 1st thing that came to mind was ‘You look just like a girl!’ Since my mother raised me not to say anything if you can’t say something nice, I didn’t comment. And when you cooked my favorite meal, you must have gotten me confused with MY SISTER, because I stopped eating pork 7 years ago. About those new silk boxers: I turned away from you because the $49.99 price tag was still on them & I prayed it was a coincidence that my sister had just borrowed $50 from me that morning. After all of this, I still loved you & felt we could work it out. So when I hit the lotto for 10 million dollars, I quit my job & bought us 2 tickets to Jamaica. But when I got home you were gone. Everything happens for a reason, I guess. I hope you have the fulfilling life you always wanted. My lawyer said that the letter you wrote ensures you won’t get a dime from me. So take care.

Signed, Your Ex-Wife, Rich As Hell & Free!

P.S. I don’t know if I ever told you this, but my sister Carla was born Carl. I hope that’s not a problem.

lame

The feeling you have when the outcome isn't what you expect, feels awful

That's the lamest reply ever

Thanks

Expect no more from u

yes u

cherry on top of my ice-cream

In a blink of eye, my internship has coming to an end, my last week already. Can't imagine, time just passed so fast, it's just like i just came in here three months back. Never expect will get to know the bunch of you guys here, knowing you people here is like the cherry on top of my ice-cream. It made my internship days here much much more fun and easier to pass by beside learning new stuff. 

The breakfast, the lunch, the tea-break, the dinner, the supper,

the drinkings, the gaming-session, the pool-ing, the club-housing,
the movies, the singing,

especially the voices and laughter,

 i will always remember all the moments

deep down in my heart

If you're asking will i miss you guys, yes definitely i will.

needing euuu

Feeling not good right now. Nope i don't feel good. I need some sweet food. 

Cheese cakes, chocolate, Tiramisu, ice-creams, lollipops
Please get me some

suffocated

It is sweet and fun when we are having the same thoughts naturally, but when you try to follow each and everything the other says, it becomes suffocating, it becomes pressure, it just ain't sweet anymore. Get a life people! When you are trying so hard, it creates tension to the other. Well maybe i sound very mean and bad, but that's what i feel and i can't stand it sometimes. Say i'm mean, i don't give a darn.

complicated pisces

My mood is kinda complicated recently, i don't know why. Okay okay, 'i don't know why' is just an excuse for me cos i'm lazy to think of the reason and have no intention to do that as well. We tend to take people for granted, and ended up being taken for granted by the people we care. It's karma, i always believe in karma omgosh =(

i starting to feel tired and let's see how long i can stand before i don't care anymore

3-in-1

Maybe i'm bad but i feel that's the better way to do it. I apologize if i do it wrongly from your point of view.

*************

Recently i made several decisions, maybe it might be hurtful at first but trust me, it's the right thing to do. We will know in the near future.

*************

waited.hoped.disappointed

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much better now

Wanted to update my blog but kinda sleepie now, so will leave it till tomorrow when i can sit down and type slowly.. But anyway, i'm much much better now and alright already. xD

feeling awful

Earlier tonight i thought of posting about something which is more lovely, however as it headed to the end of the night something popped up. Thus i will keep the lovely post for the next round and blog about the other one first.

Honestly, i didn't really realize it until i saw. Okay okay i know i'm loser. I feel awful now. Seriously, awful. Just don't feel good at all. This is not happening again. Nope, not again. I can't type anymore for the moment. The more i think the worst i feel. Kill me. 

decision

It isn't difficult nor easy to decide on something, but when you can see something clearly you know what's the decision you have already in your mind. Maybe it's already in your mind just that you are too clogged to see clearly. Well, i think i can see clearly now. =)

torn-in-between

Where am i standing right now?

 I didn't really know to be honest

 Yes i know I've always been such a person

*shoot me*

I just need some more time to know exactly

sugar and spice

It's been quite some days since i last blog, i mean really write a lot. Glad that i went last night though it was not my plan at first lol..It turned out to be a great night with funny and crazy bunch of people. Yes i used the word crazy! Sometimes it doesn't matter where you go, it's a matter of whom you go with. A very sordid place can be real fun when you are with the right company of people and vice-versa. You just need the right bunch of people.

And really, never judge a book by its cover. As time goes by, you will realize and see things you never realized before. Well i guess i just did realizing something, which is totally sweet. Ha ha did i type the word sweet? lol

*readers : what is she doing? >.< *

Okay okay, i know i know i'm kinda off topic. Pardon me. That's what happen when you have gazillion things running through your mind and you haven't been blogging for some time. Back to my post, after realizing what's right and wrong then one must choose what's right. So that we won't have any regrets after that in future. I will make up my mind and take the right path. Hehe sounds like so serious. lol.

Gotta go prepare for lunch date with laine already. So till then. xD

cross road?

Am munching on my dinner while updating this blog. I know, i know..there are spider-webs around already..=.=
But well, i'm busy that's why i didn't update my bloggie, this used to be my place for releasing and all...i just love the feeling of keep typing and typing and typing till i feel i'm lighter...lol pardon my grammar...
Sometimes when in life, there are cross junctions where you need to choose the right and best path..when you are having a hard time choosing, that's when you are in a dilemma....dilemma is always a headache, it's killer lol...

inexplicable

It's inexplicable but definitely it's positive ones, just feeling good xD

709

Today is another day worth remembering in the history of Malaysia, the BERSIH 2.0 rally not only in KL, but also in many places around the globe where there are Malaysians, such as Australia, New Zealand, South Korea, Japan, London, even Singapore have the BERSIH picnic. Not that i'm one big patriotic person, but seeing such scene today where Malaysians of different races, culture and background stand up together , even being in overseas, for just one reason, that is for a fair and square election for the people, this really touched my heart, really...i think we can say that they had really shown the 1Malaysian spirit today..and to think this came out of my mouth..*embarrassed laugh*
Shall update bout home later...its enough to say that home is always the best with my own bed..xD

speechless

i was browsing through when i realized i've been removed...i was like LOL...then i think back did i do anything wrong but nope, i was not, therefore no apologies if you want one...i hope what i'm guessing is wrong but if it's true, how sad can that be? get a life people...it didn't affect me anymore than feeling a bit wasteful for once-the-friendship-and-bond...just that please be a little more mature, not that i'm very mature saying this out here in my blog...actually i don't know when did it happened, cos i didn't realized it until now, which i think kinda late...

just a piece of thought,
with that much trust and faith, how strong can it be, i wonder....

New Layout

i just changed the layout but somehow it look weird....and well, being me, i'm lazy to change again...wait till i have the mood again....i know...very sweat...=.=''''
recently don't have the i-wanna-write-i-wanna-blog moments......so, till then....

change change

i wanna change my blog layout...cos the longer i see the more i dislike it....dislike the colors the fonts etc etc etc.....wait till i have more time so that i can finish changing it without having to get my butt of the chair halfway doing it....

just for fun

Started a new one just for fun about food but no updates yet...shall update soon....lazy now....xD

munmun308.blogspot.com

smile

i just smiled from my heart when i saw...whatever you say, whatever you think, i smiled, yeah, from the bottom of my heart....xD

when i go to ~ ~ ~

As we grow older and older, not that i'm in 60s now, i mean literally growing past 18, 19, 20,21~~~ , the mindset changes, the way of thinking maybe do not change a lot, but the things you want in life at the particular do change a little, isn't it? well, you get what i mean...

when i'm little, all i have in mind is eat and play and sleep

when i started going to kindergarten, i look forward to go to kindergarten and play with my little friends there

when i went to the night school for 2 years, i'm the little one there cos i'm so small (size n age), it was fun and i remembered i flunk my BM paper there xD (what do you expect, i was just 5 that time and well i play more than i study in class for sure, once again, blame it on my age =P)

when i go to primary school, unless children nowadays, i don't go to tuition classes when i'm still in standard 1 and 2, i went to tuition in standard 3 i think..this moment aunties aunties were talking to your mom about tuition classes their children go, the next moment you know you are in the class already...i still remembered the 2 teachers..both also helped me a lot, one taught me a lot, especially after i jumped to standard 5 with no basic of standard 4 syllabus..another one is she lend me a lot of story books and buy me a science reference book when i passed PTS, i still keep it till now...=D thanks to her, i actually read one of a whole series of enid blyton book which i doesn't have in my collection..  i remembered all i do when i back from school is....i know definitely not studying school books, i'm lazy even to do homework...if it's not because of the teacher will cane i don't think i will do the homework, ever...again, i'm lazy bum..i love to read fictional books though...actually the whole memory of my primary school life not really that clear, it's like a piece here a piece there, but some critical ones i do remember...something i faced in primary school changes me a little, but i will always remember that scene....you know what, almost all my form teachers in primary school told my parents that i'm a good student, just that i'm very talkative...for sure i will get a nagging session from them, well they knew that i'm talkative all along right...xD

when i go to secondary school, it was quite weird at first...cos from an all-chinese-co-ed school, i went to convent, all girls school and there are all different races of students there..worst of all, the only person i knew in the whole form was in a different class....but it's also from there that i get to know people whom i call buddies up to this day...we shared many fun times, crazy moments, tormenting moments when teacher complain our class are being too noisy....we also spent times together in clubs and school societies...there were all irreplaceable memories...it's also in this school we undergone both PMR and SPM together, we cried when we get result, its spur of moment with the right atmosphere...i miss you girls!!

when i go to form 6, that's where i get to know what is la sallian is all about....we changes from convent to sasti, which is actually just across the road..we've been neighbours for years...and we are there for form 6...undeniable, the one and half year is also a very memorable time...when there's a bunch of crazy boys and girls, that's what you get, loads and loads of fun...it's inexplicable...xD when looking back the time, we actually knew each other for more than 5 years...it's just like a blink of eyes...then we were off to local universities after STPM, still keeping in touch till now....i miss you peeps really!!you know who you are...xoxo

actually i should continue with universities, but decided to make it to another post....hehe so wil be back for that post soon...xD
take care readers!!!

1-2

the first stage passed then now waiting for stage two and well, i'm kinda nervous i don't know why...x_x
the holiday been fine so far, so far so good i would say....not really the type i-travel-to-several-places-holiday nor the i-slack-whole-day-holiday,just the type where i eat a lot, sleep normal, play normal, do housework a little, cook a little, bake a little....a little of everything....the life which kinda peace n calm and relaxing, not really online unless to check my mails, facebook games(my sister say the games are lame, yes i know they are lame =P)

home

Been back to home for few days and i don't even know what am i busying with, i'm away from computers and internet most of the time...My aunt husband passed away few days back, he's someone we seen from young and it's really something unexpected to us...the feeling we got when we heard about this was really inexplicable...
Maybe there's other things to do rather than sitting in front of computer when you are at home, different from when away at hostel with nothing else to do....all you do is online and watching series and movies....
Well, just a quick one, will continue when i feel like blogging, very soon i think....xD

=D

Although i sang till no voice, is shout until my voice changes, it was fun....=D
shall update again after i settle all my stuffs including luggages which make me headache....*faints*

Post-exam

Ha ha finished my paper today and i'm not really feeling the post-exam-excitement, well a little but not really that much bundles of excitement...but relief ya, i do feel a lot a lot lighter.... Now i turn a blind eye at my room messiness cause i don't know how to clear the stuff or how am i even load all stuff back home at one shot...LOL...so just don't care first...will see to it when it comes....xD
For now, just wanna slack slack slack, doing nothing, sleeping without worrying about waking up in the morning.....*grins*
And well, i wanna go out...i wanna sing~~~~~=D

♥♥♥

Thank you so much...you know who you are...♥♥

i thought

i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought i thought

♥ bubble tea

It is always happy after tea-tac-toe....it was a last minute random thought to go there with a friend when she suddenly say go bubble tea and talk xD   And ya i enjoyed talking with her drinking bubble tea with her and eating with her...cause she kinda understand me...maybe cause we have the same thoughts and opinions in some aspects....you know who you are...♥♥♥
It will be a short one unless i have the random thoughts to write again....haha

You heard my prayer

I believe that God had somehow help me and give me light in this uncertainties and darkness...i don't know how or why, but i just feel that He heard my prayer and helped me in His own way without me knowing...but i do feel relieve and lighter now...thanks =D

if who i am is what i have and what i have is gone, then who am i?

Finally finished that paper and feel much relieved, not that i did pretty well, opposite in fact....just glad the exam is done for now...now need to edit my thesis, get it printed tomorrow, hand in and ends my thesis nightmare...ha ha.... I read an article somewhere and i found it to be really meaningful....too bad i can't copy it otherwise i can just copy and paste here...just some after-thoughts after reading the article... 
As bad as it sounds, never let a person or something to be the whole of you, otherwise when the person or that something is gone, what are you left with?or are you even you anymore? no matter what, never lose yourself, your true inner self...you must learn to appreciate and love yourself before others do....and vice-versa, never think too highly of yourself, no one is obliged to be affected by you or your action, you are less important than what you thought....when people choose to be affected by you, it's just because they care and it's not something they must....so get a life people....learn to appreciate when there's someone out there who cares for you, you might not meet another one like them....cos you will be truly sorry and loss when they turn around and away....at least that's what i will feel if it happen to me...
Ha ha i'm just babbling and in mood for typing and so here is this....

outcome or process?

It doesn't really matter what's the outcome, what's important is the process....well, alright alright, in certain situations, the outcome is important and matters a lot....
Not a fans of miley but i love this song right now, it speaks my heart....


I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

you have no idea

you have no idea you have no idea you have no idea you have no idea you have no idea you have no idea you have no idea you have no idea you have no idea you have no idea you have no idea you have no idea you have no idea you have no idea you have no idea you have no idea you have no idea you have no idea you have no idea you have no idea you have no idea you have no idea you have no idea you have no idea you have no idea
imy

感触良多

今天一考完试，就回来开电脑，上网，浏览不同的网站，只为了麻木我自己，只为了让我的心情平复下来，只为了过一过短暂的颓废时间，只为了。。。。 的确我回答的并不是很理想，但过两天还有一张，也就只能先放下这张已考过的纸了。。。
刚刚读了很多篇文章，都很有意思，也很贴切我现在的心情我现在的处境我现在的想法我现在的种种。。。之前也有读过，只是就没有现在的那种感触。。。也让我想了很多很多。。。
突然好想念我的家人，是很想念的那种。。。我爱你们我的家人。。。
不说了，买我的麻木汉堡去，顺便去拿戏。。xD

i would never say never

Many things on my mind lately

studies

jobs

money

things and things i rather not mention here

But all these are getting on my nerves sometimes, would rather not think that much now

I always believe that everything is already written, i do what i can and the rest is left to destiny

i do

It's always been about me, myself, and I
I thought relationships were nothing but a waste of time
I never wanted to be anybody's other half
I was happy staying out of love, it wouldn't last
That was the only way I knew 'til I met you

You make we wanna say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I can live without it, I could let it go
Ooh what did I get myself into?
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do

Tell me is it only me
Do you feel the same?
You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games
I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down
You can trust I've never felt it like I feel it now
Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

So can we say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let it go
What more can I get myself into?
You make we wanna say

Meet my family, how's your family?
Ooh, can we be a family?
And when I'm eighty years old I'm sitting next to you

And we'll remember when we said
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let us go
Just look at what we got ourselves into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,
Love you

LoVe PeRsOnAliTy

I saw this from laine's blog and i plagiarized it...haha sorry and thanks laine...i know you won't mind...xD


Want some fresh insight into your love personality? Forget about whether you’re a Leo, Pisces or Aquarius; instead, consider whether you’re a first-born, middle child, or baby of the family. If you want to understand how you operate in every kind of relationship, “understanding birth order is a lifesaver,” stresses psychologist Kevin Leman, Ph.D., author of The Birth Order Book. Read on for more insight into your love life:

If you’re an oldest child...
It’s no coincidence that most U.S. Presidents were first-borns, because this is the sign of natural leaders. You’re a take-charge person, so not the type to drive friends and romantic partners crazy asking questions like, “I dunno where we should eat; where do you want to go?” Instead, you’ll make sure you have reservations — and land a prime table, too. And anyone lucky enough to pair up with you won’t spend weeknights wondering whether he or she has Saturday night plans, because “oldest kids are planners,” says Dr. Leman. You’re also old-fashioned (in a good way). You always come through on anniversaries and Valentine’s Day.

Your love challenge:
Being more spontaneous. First-borns aren’t the “seize the day” sort (you’re not one to text your sweetie to suggest meeting at this fun café you just walked past). Likewise, “you hate surprises,” Dr. Leman warns. Pity the fool who springs meeting the parents on you or when you thought it was just the two of you going out tonight!

Best match:
The youngest child. “It’s a case of opposites attracting,” says Dr. Leman. “You help the last-born be more organized, and the last-born helps you lighten up.”


If you’re a middle child...
Contrary to their reputation as insecure messes (example: Jan Brady), middle kids actually make stable and loyal partners. “One thing you’re not is spoiled,” Dr. Leman says. You probably grew up feeling like you got less attention than your siblings, and that drives you to work for every perk — including a happy relationship. Also in the “positives” category: You’re “a compromiser and negotiator,” Dr. Leman notes, so you’ll give your partner plenty of say in everything from how quickly your relationship progresses to where you go on vacation together. And your romance should be free of daily petty squabbles (middles hate conflict); instead, you try to put others at ease.

Your love challenge:
Opening up. Have you ever been told you’re hard to read? “Middle children can be very secretive,” says Dr. Leman. “They got hammered by the first-born and swindled by the baby, so they keep their cards close to their chests.” You’re also not the best communicator when you’re upset. But if you learn to speak up instead of holding your anger in, you’ll have a more harmonious relationship.

Best match:
Youngest child. “Middles aren’t as threatened by last-borns as they are by exacting first-borns,” says Dr. Leman, so the odds are good for open communication.

If you’re a youngest child...
You’re all about fun. The most outgoing of all in the birth order spectrum, youngest children live to have a good time (it may be because your parents were more laid-back by the time you came along). On a typical first date you’ll have your date laughing so hard that water shoots out his or her nose. In fact, “most famous comedians are youngest children,” says Dr. Leman. A partial list of famous examples: Jon Stewart, Jim Carrey, Ellen DeGeneres, Steve Martin and Eddie Murphy. And forget ho-hum plans like dinner and a movie; you love to do the unexpected, often on the spur of the moment. You’re the type to take someone to a party only to whisper, “Let’s get out of here” two minutes later... and then convince your date to take a road trip to Atlantic City or Vegas for the weekend.

Your love challenge:
“Babies are the least financially dependable,” warns Dr. Leman (it comes from being, well, taken care of all your life). That means your date may be stuck picking up the tab when your credit card is maxed out. Also, some youngest children — not you, of course! — use that last-born charm and charisma to be a bit, ahem, manipulative, says Dr. Leman. That breed of baby will leave a date and sneak off to hit golf balls with pals or something similar, leaving the other person wondering what happened.

Best match:
Either the oldest child (they serve as a good counterbalance in a parent-child sort of way) or middle child (they value friendships, so they totally understand why you love being the life of the party).

If you’re an only child...
You’re a rock-solid citizen — and a sweetie. “Only children are super-reliable,” Dr. Leman says. “They’re like oldest children taken to the extreme.” Growing up with only adults made you into a little grown-up early on — meaning you’re serious and dependable. You’re the rare person who will stay up half the night helping a friend or partner prep for a licensing exam or a big work presentation. You’re the type to move your partner’s car so he or she doesn’t get a ticket. Punctual and true to your word, onlies like you never leave a loved one waiting for a call or email. And you’re articulate, too, so your date can expect great conversations that really make a person think.

Your love challenge: Admit it — you’re a bit of a perfectionist. Maybe you send back steaks that aren’t cooked just so or point out a teeny-tiny stain on your date’s sweater. Also, you’re so cautious and pragmatic that you can be very slow to act (i.e., someone else has to make the first move).

Best match: Youngest child, because you balance each other out. The baby of the family adds spontaneity and romance, while you make sure you two aren’t dining by candlelight because the electric bill never got paid.