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Friday, August 10, 2007

~ 7:42 AM ~

to my dearest sa....

i miss u. i really miss you. i really really miss you. really really alot!

and i love you. =X

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

~ 9:33 AM ~

im gonna have a rather long weekend this week. thanks to the national day holiday. poor you guys, no holidays. lol. i mean those in poly yea? ok... but we really need rests. i hope i'll make full use of this hol to study. math and econs fac are coming up after the hols. oh no~~~ blardy econs. i really dont know what the heck it is.

these days are kinda cool. my damn busy. or rather, im too tired to post. lets c... you know, it takes so much time to recall stuffs back. on friday last week,sa and me went to eat popeye. i really wanna eat the mash potato as well as the fries there. its superb. so my thoughtful sa brought there and we really enjoyed the short meal we had. its quite difficult for us to have lunch during weekdays. and im having that blardy e learning stuff on friday, thus not schooling.

the nex day, was a rather exalted experience for me. i was simply overjoyed. i went to watch harry potter with sa's family. 7 people in total. including his sis stead and me. hy people... its rather nervous at first. cause i was really wondering what would it be like watching a movie with ya bf's parents. nonetheless, nth much happened. phew. no need to worry much.

some stupid thoughts: i really feel like eating the popcorn. but his dad was holding on to it. =(

the nex day, my family went to celebrate sis birthday at her wedding hotel. it was a rather sumptious lunch. its dim sum buffet. kinda nice and enjoyable too. but i'd really wished the air con wasnt that strong. i was freezing like mad. add ons: the mango pudding are really nice. my favourite of all deserts. =)

some stupid thoughts: i really ponder... what will happen if sa went tgt with me? he dont eat prawn and most of the dishes there have prawns.

up till today, nth much happen. i earned 110 bucks out of the blue. i shall not say why. but it was cool. and now im able to buy the tees i want. YIPEE! i'll upload some recent photos and videos... people, its kinda bored. thats why im keeping it short.

this was perrine before transformation:

this was perrine after transformation:

conclusion: she looks damn much prettier if she is more feminine. (the above make over was done by alia)

photo was taken during the dover park hospice performance, with my section's new member; jason.

this time to the hospice, you can be really heart ache to see the elders lying on beds helplessly. the situation is such that we are actually playing our pieces facing a piece of wall. behind it, it was doors to the wards of the elders. for information, one might not know, this is a place fo rpeople who actually have less than 3 months to survive. in order to stay there, they must have certifide doctors to prove that they have less than 3 months to survive. i was kinda paranoid before i go there because, imagine performing for these people to see... its rather horrible. i also took some peeps into the wards, you will find ya heart aching after looking. the granny on the right in the picture was really glad to take photos with us and my other co members. happiness from her face, really melts ya heart. she wants to survive, but time doesnt allow her to do that.

hamster on the go-

saw this cute little hamster at pet safari. it is running like mad can. but its really cute.

sa and my feet

can you see the difference between the rich and the poor? my shoe costs only 9.90 dollars. his shoe cost 40 bucks. and i bought for him. (awwwwwww~ so sweet...). we took this pic on our way to the facinating movie. =)

ok... i've also uploaded some stupid videos, do see if you are bored.

1) perrine's agony of losing phone 1 - http://s188.photobucket.com/albums/z133/rebryl/action=view&current=ab8a0e1f.flv

(after looking at it, the person with the butt in its eyes is nonetheless me. =p)

2) perrine's agony of losing phone 2 - http://s188.photobucket.com/albums/z133/rebryl/action=view&current=21d9bbe6.flv

(its just a prank we played on her. the video was taken by felicia)

3) darn ho poh fun's arguement with perrine - http://s188.photobucket.com/albums/z133/rebryl/action=view&current=0c881273.flv

(its funny if you all can hear the arguement. just look at the way the old miserable hag speaks. its enough to turn you off. for ya info, she's not even married. people, if you all sees her on street, please help me to do something to her. i simply cant stand her any longer.)

thats all folks.

sa~ i really feel like going out tml. but our wallets dont allow us to do that. =(

Monday, August 6, 2007

~ 8:53 AM ~

i'll update soon... really soon.... really soon... trust me.
with more photos. =)

sa~~~ i want seoul garden i want swensens ice cream i want those tees... i really want... =(

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

~ 7:26 AM ~

i had cut my hair today. its terribly short. it isnt what i expected. but what can i do? its really short. haix.
jus felt upset.

today was a tiring day. a few times im on the verge of crying. simply cause i cannot take it anymore. i went home in the afternoon b4 i cut my hair. and i didnt rest at all. i was busy doing lotsa things. some of it i dont even need to do it. but nobody is willing to do. do i have the choice?
reached home after buying dog food, it was worst. the feeling of hungriness is inside me. but i just couldnt bring myself to eat. i just kept studying. up till now. i've got only two out of three tasks so called completed. i hate that feeling. haix. but i still got lotsa to do. how? looking at somethings on my bed, it totally turn me OFF.
that stupid bus driver didnt knoe how to drive well. he simply brake and i almost fly. its very malu, but i wasnt thinking bout that. what i was thinking all along was the pile of stufs i need to do. i felt to angry so upset. i wish i could shout, curse and swear at that very moment. i hate it. hate the feeling.
reached home also... felt sort of breaking down. i do not know what to do. really. i just studied to make myself forget that feeling.

why was it a tiring day? had the performance in the noon. its really tiring. my bag was already heavy during the school, and i had to carry that extremely heavy cello on my shoulders. my shoulder now ache really very much. =( it was rather rush because we had a OPEN talk with HOD of pw and hopohfun. she sucks. i hate her. i simply didnt have time to rest today. and i've been sleeping for only about five to six hours each day. and i didnt even have time to go home and sleep after school. (who is more tired? you or me?)

tml have physics lecture tests. thats why im so pia. having chem grp tutorial with mrs lee.(i made myself to study b4 i go... but seems like time doesnt allow me to do that) GP presentation is also tml. understand why im so stressed?

im feeling very sleepy every minute. even typing this. my heavy eye lids are closing at any point of time. anywhere any time.

i wasnt angry because u said it isnt nice. im angry cause of what you said. i didnt like short hair. i just have to cut it short because its unmanageable. but why did you sound as if i like short hair like hell? you dont need to say you like it what. desoite me telling you to stop already. you are tired and im tired. then lets not contact each other when we are tired?