有一种女孩子在陌生人面前会很安静，很冷漠，
在熟人面前却很放肆，很霸道，
并喜欢一咋一呼的说：“滚，滚蛋，坏蛋，笨蛋”。
不要认为她很粗鲁，她只是很单纯的认为，
大家打打闹闹，骂骂笑笑，表示更亲切，更不分你我。
这一种女孩子不谈恋爱，只在姐妹间游荡
即使有不错的朋友，她还是无奈的笑笑
其实她只是在不能确定自己付出的前提下
不会接受，因为不想伤害。
这一种女孩子偶尔看到街上的情侣时，
也会幻想，也会羡慕，
幻想着将来自己的恋爱
该是多么的帅气，多么的温柔，多么的甜蜜
这一种女孩子，
喜欢和自己的姐妹在一起打闹，大呼小叫。
即使没有男朋友，
在她的世界里，也有她的骄傲！
这种女孩子也会偶尔的忧郁，
朋友问她怎么了 她也只会说没事
其实她只是感觉累了，
她只是需要一个拥抱。
这种女孩子不会轻易恋爱，恋爱了一定会好好珍惜。
她会骄傲的拉着他的手大街小逛，
不要认为她放肆，
她只是答应过姐妹们幸福要大家一块分享。
这样的女孩子恋爱的时候
喜欢大事听男孩子的而在小事上调皮，耍赖。
不要认为她太小气，蛮不讲理，
其实在她调皮的习惯里已经为你收敛不少！
这样的女孩子不允许男孩子的背叛，
如果男孩子真的办了对不起她的事，
她一定会狠心的离开你。
不要怪她太绝情，
她其实很爱你，但是卑微的爱情她不要，
她果断的转身只是不想让你看见她滑落的泪水！
这样的女孩子失恋的时候会在别人面前装的很好，
大声的笑，放声的闹。
当姐妹心疼的说：“你没事吧？”
她会放下她所有的骄傲，趴到姐妹怀里哭。
哭完了，苦笑一声：没想到我还会为一个男的哭。
若你遇到了这样的女孩，
如果你们是朋友，请原谅她平日的不理不睬，
其实她只是不会社交，不敢打扰，
你想想你的每一次邀约，她拒绝过你。
如果你喜欢上她，请你不要说出来，
因为她很幼稚，你会吓跑她。
原谅她的冷漠，
她只是怕伤害你！
若她喜欢上你，请你不要在她的世界里消失。
她没有更多的要求，不会打扰你的生活。
她只是想静静的看着你，
当你的观众，仅此而已。
如果你们已经在一起了，
请你好好珍惜她。
这样的女孩子、太傻，
请你别让她受伤。
这一种女孩子就以这样的方式生活着，
她有她的梦想，她的希望。
一个如花儿般的女孩子，
她时而快乐，时而忧伤；
时而郁闷，时而疯狂；
时而邪恶，时而善良；
时而脆弱，时而坚强！
你可以说她傻，也可以骂她笨，也可以说她冷，
但是她们还是生活在自己的世界里，
希望做一个幸福、善良的孩子
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Sunday, May 2, 2010
写给到了24岁或是刚踏上社会的女性朋友Share
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1~要坚信一个真理：这个世界上只有爸妈永远对你好。
你24岁了，你记不记得自己青春反叛的时候怎么气过他们。
你24岁了，父母都快年过半百了，你要对他们好的时间已经不多了。不要等失去的时候才哭着说当时年少不懂事，没有好好孝敬父母。
2~是的，你已经达到法定婚龄了，可是你并不用着急着嫁人。
或许你正在热恋，你们山盟海誓说要一辈子。
可是你才24岁，你不知道一辈子到底有多长。日子是过出来的，不是想出来的。
结婚，不是两个人的事情，是两个家庭的事情。老一辈讲的门当户对，并不是毫无道理的封建思想。结婚，你应该抱着一辈子只有一次的信念，所以结婚，慢慢来。
3~轰轰烈烈的爱情，留给一字头的年龄。
你24岁了。别再做那些会被别人当做笑话的傻事。
什么夜不归宿，当街吵架，以死相逼，一哭二闹三上吊。
那些疯狂的事情，那些年少轻狂，经历过就够了。
24岁了，学会淡定从容。
女孩子，从来就应该骄傲地活着，而不是卑微地恋爱。
4~不要因为寂寞而恋爱，不要因为跟风而恋爱。
24岁了，学会对自己的人生负责。
5~自己喜欢的东西，不要奢望别人买。
24岁，不管你以前是否玩过暧昧，你已经过了暧昧的年龄。
女人要独立，经济独立是基础。
6~如果一个男人对你说他配不上你，相信他。
一个自己说配不上你的男人，一辈子也不会配得上你！
珍惜与能力无关，与钱无关！
7~明确自己的目标，为此奋斗。
24岁，你要出国？找工作？还是继续学习？
24岁，你离踏入社会已不远，你是否已做好准备？
8~答应自己的事情就要做到，该对自己狠的时候就要狠，切忌优柔寡断、藕断丝连。
对自己心软，成不了大事。
24岁，要学会面对现实，不能再整日沉浸于白日梦中。
9~女孩子，要学会对自己好一点，别把所有的都投资在所谓的“潜力股”身上。
无论什么时候，看清楚你自己手中留着什么底牌。
10~做人学会圆滑。
24岁，别人不会再把你当小孩子，你的错误已不会再有人包容。
对不喜欢的人和事面带笑容，是我们必须学会的恶心。
11~感谢所有伤害过你的人。
然后在24岁生日的那天，对他们挥挥手，说声，我不再恨你们了。
你长大了，你要正视伤害。
12~别玩什么非主流。你不是90后。
还不如学着化化妆，不是烟熏妆，是大方得体的淡妆。
一个大企业的面试官曾对我说过，一个化淡妆的女生，企业会优先考虑。
为什么？因为你连自己的容貌都不着急，你会着急什么？
世界上没有丑女人，只有懒女人。
13~减肥，说说就好。
到你真的减到跟竹竿似的时候，你会发现低血压低血糖头晕目眩一系列疾病同时伴随你。
说不好还有胃癌。
24岁，你要知道，你以后的路还有很长，健康的身体是你走下去的保证。
14~对挑拨离间的人，不要揭发他。
等他演完一出出好戏，拼命演，拼命圆。
然后告诉他，其实你什么都知道。
接着，笑笑，离开。
15~谁对你好，你就对谁好。
人际交往永远是礼尚往来的、双向法则，没有人有义务对你好。
24岁，擦亮眼睛，谁对你好，记得对他好。
16~转身，要比眼泪快。
这是必须。
24岁了，你必须学会承担难过，你必须知道难过它会过去。
要经常对自己说，我也可以很勇敢。不要，千万不要，轻易在别人面前掉眼泪。
别人看多了你的眼泪，就会觉得你的眼泪如此廉价。
17~你以前或许干过许多荒唐的事。
可是请你不要觉得那有多见不得人。请你不要觉得那是负担。
24岁，这是你生命中一个新的开始。
18~随时给自己准备一个微笑 告诉自己 我可以！
不小了 要加油了
女人应该记住的：
1.学会做几个拿手好菜，不一定是给爱人做，也可能在休闲的时候犒劳自己或者慰劳下辛苦多年的父母。
2.越是得不到的感情，越不要极尽全力的强求；越是离得很远的理想，越需要旷日持久的坚持。
3.不要在情绪不好的时候做坏的决定，越是负面情绪占据主导的时候，越要少折腾神经。
4.一天不能花8小时以上时间去想同一个人，超过12点，再大的事也要为睡觉让路。
5.当感觉自己语塞的时候，就不要乱说话，要知道，沉默，也有无限种含义。
6.心情不好或者空虚寂寞的时候，千万不要找异性去说，那样只会让你更危险，找不到好姐们，也还有自己的父母。
7.不要怕犯傻和犯错，怕的是你第二次还犯同样的傻和同样的错。
8.工作是你的权利而不是义务，你可以少工作或者多工作，但是千万不要不工作。
9.健康比三围重要，智慧比财富值钱，这两样东西，争取都不要少。
10.能得到别人称赞不一定是好事，因为那同样会让你骄傲。
11.不要总是羡慕别人的幸福，因为那也可能是别人辛苦得来的。
12.衣服不要尽可能的多，够穿就行，男人不要尽可能的富有，够体贴你就成
1~要坚信一个真理：这个世界上只有爸妈永远对你好。
你24岁了，你记不记得自己青春反叛的时候怎么气过他们。
你24岁了，父母都快年过半百了，你要对他们好的时间已经不多了。不要等失去的时候才哭着说当时年少不懂事，没有好好孝敬父母。
2~是的，你已经达到法定婚龄了，可是你并不用着急着嫁人。
或许你正在热恋，你们山盟海誓说要一辈子。
可是你才24岁，你不知道一辈子到底有多长。日子是过出来的，不是想出来的。
结婚，不是两个人的事情，是两个家庭的事情。老一辈讲的门当户对，并不是毫无道理的封建思想。结婚，你应该抱着一辈子只有一次的信念，所以结婚，慢慢来。
3~轰轰烈烈的爱情，留给一字头的年龄。
你24岁了。别再做那些会被别人当做笑话的傻事。
什么夜不归宿，当街吵架，以死相逼，一哭二闹三上吊。
那些疯狂的事情，那些年少轻狂，经历过就够了。
24岁了，学会淡定从容。
女孩子，从来就应该骄傲地活着，而不是卑微地恋爱。
4~不要因为寂寞而恋爱，不要因为跟风而恋爱。
24岁了，学会对自己的人生负责。
5~自己喜欢的东西，不要奢望别人买。
24岁，不管你以前是否玩过暧昧，你已经过了暧昧的年龄。
女人要独立，经济独立是基础。
6~如果一个男人对你说他配不上你，相信他。
一个自己说配不上你的男人，一辈子也不会配得上你！
珍惜与能力无关，与钱无关！
7~明确自己的目标，为此奋斗。
24岁，你要出国？找工作？还是继续学习？
24岁，你离踏入社会已不远，你是否已做好准备？
8~答应自己的事情就要做到，该对自己狠的时候就要狠，切忌优柔寡断、藕断丝连。
对自己心软，成不了大事。
24岁，要学会面对现实，不能再整日沉浸于白日梦中。
9~女孩子，要学会对自己好一点，别把所有的都投资在所谓的“潜力股”身上。
无论什么时候，看清楚你自己手中留着什么底牌。
10~做人学会圆滑。
24岁，别人不会再把你当小孩子，你的错误已不会再有人包容。
对不喜欢的人和事面带笑容，是我们必须学会的恶心。
11~感谢所有伤害过你的人。
然后在24岁生日的那天，对他们挥挥手，说声，我不再恨你们了。
你长大了，你要正视伤害。
12~别玩什么非主流。你不是90后。
还不如学着化化妆，不是烟熏妆，是大方得体的淡妆。
一个大企业的面试官曾对我说过，一个化淡妆的女生，企业会优先考虑。
为什么？因为你连自己的容貌都不着急，你会着急什么？
世界上没有丑女人，只有懒女人。
13~减肥，说说就好。
到你真的减到跟竹竿似的时候，你会发现低血压低血糖头晕目眩一系列疾病同时伴随你。
说不好还有胃癌。
24岁，你要知道，你以后的路还有很长，健康的身体是你走下去的保证。
14~对挑拨离间的人，不要揭发他。
等他演完一出出好戏，拼命演，拼命圆。
然后告诉他，其实你什么都知道。
接着，笑笑，离开。
15~谁对你好，你就对谁好。
人际交往永远是礼尚往来的、双向法则，没有人有义务对你好。
24岁，擦亮眼睛，谁对你好，记得对他好。
16~转身，要比眼泪快。
这是必须。
24岁了，你必须学会承担难过，你必须知道难过它会过去。
要经常对自己说，我也可以很勇敢。不要，千万不要，轻易在别人面前掉眼泪。
别人看多了你的眼泪，就会觉得你的眼泪如此廉价。
17~你以前或许干过许多荒唐的事。
可是请你不要觉得那有多见不得人。请你不要觉得那是负担。
24岁，这是你生命中一个新的开始。
18~随时给自己准备一个微笑 告诉自己 我可以！
不小了 要加油了
女人应该记住的：
1.学会做几个拿手好菜，不一定是给爱人做，也可能在休闲的时候犒劳自己或者慰劳下辛苦多年的父母。
2.越是得不到的感情，越不要极尽全力的强求；越是离得很远的理想，越需要旷日持久的坚持。
3.不要在情绪不好的时候做坏的决定，越是负面情绪占据主导的时候，越要少折腾神经。
4.一天不能花8小时以上时间去想同一个人，超过12点，再大的事也要为睡觉让路。
5.当感觉自己语塞的时候，就不要乱说话，要知道，沉默，也有无限种含义。
6.心情不好或者空虚寂寞的时候，千万不要找异性去说，那样只会让你更危险，找不到好姐们，也还有自己的父母。
7.不要怕犯傻和犯错，怕的是你第二次还犯同样的傻和同样的错。
8.工作是你的权利而不是义务，你可以少工作或者多工作，但是千万不要不工作。
9.健康比三围重要，智慧比财富值钱，这两样东西，争取都不要少。
10.能得到别人称赞不一定是好事，因为那同样会让你骄傲。
11.不要总是羡慕别人的幸福，因为那也可能是别人辛苦得来的。
12.衣服不要尽可能的多，够穿就行，男人不要尽可能的富有，够体贴你就成
May I?
n so, we r in the month of May, weather forecasts all indicate that its going to be less than 20 celcius this weeeeek!! wheee.. i can feel the coldness of winter approaching~
over the past few months, heard quite a few happy news, including
1. NICOLE found a job in SG!
2. PHANNIE has also stabilize in her job in KL
3. successfully socialize around and met a couple of guys, but erm, refer next list..
4. Met frens with a few Chem Eng Seniors!
5. Hosted two eating feasts at my place, cooked Cola Chicken, flavorsome but erh, bit fattening cos dint get rid of the chicken skins..
6. learnt that DANIEL is coming over to ADELAIDE in JUNE! woooaaaaaahh!! just too happy to hear that another chunghuarian is coming over! its just a short 3 weeks, but i cant wait to c him!
7. not to forget, i went to Flinders Ranges with Stze, KaiBin, SinLin and Victor during the easter break! its all about hiking, star gazing, caves sight-seeing, and kangarooss all the way~
8. experienced a 12 hrs drive from Hawker-LakeEyre-Coober Pedy, only to be disappointed with "Road Closure" and "Close of Business" signs =(!
9. and another 6 hours drive bk from Coober Pedy-Port Augusta-Hawker, where we counted 21 kangaroos on the road (alive), 4 dead, 2 jumping across the road.
10. totally an eye-opener to see kangaroos jumping from behind the car to the front of the car just to go across the road at Mount Remarkable!
and a few more sad news:
1. Rejectionssss from 3 out of the 7 companies i;ve applied =(
2. Liked a guy but realized he's too lame for me.. what a pity!
3. Gained weight! its not shown on the scales, but i'm pretty sure my waist is getting wider and wider! blame it all on winter!
4. made a fren pissed at me, cos i flew her plane last minute.. changed mind at the last minute to go to a Golden Key dinner, cos my fren told me all we will be doing is just sitting there for 2 hrs listening to boring advertisements, and without food also!! I paid AUD $100 for a cert only, what a waste!?
5. Andy's leaving Aus in .. a month's time.. saddddd!
oh well.. life is.. so far so good =)!
but it's may,
and so,
it's the period where assignments is at its peak!!
I'VE GOT 3 DAMNED REPORTS TO WRITE!
wish me all the best!!
Cheers,
Sian
over the past few months, heard quite a few happy news, including
1. NICOLE found a job in SG!
2. PHANNIE has also stabilize in her job in KL
3. successfully socialize around and met a couple of guys, but erm, refer next list..
4. Met frens with a few Chem Eng Seniors!
5. Hosted two eating feasts at my place, cooked Cola Chicken, flavorsome but erh, bit fattening cos dint get rid of the chicken skins..
6. learnt that DANIEL is coming over to ADELAIDE in JUNE! woooaaaaaahh!! just too happy to hear that another chunghuarian is coming over! its just a short 3 weeks, but i cant wait to c him!
7. not to forget, i went to Flinders Ranges with Stze, KaiBin, SinLin and Victor during the easter break! its all about hiking, star gazing, caves sight-seeing, and kangarooss all the way~
8. experienced a 12 hrs drive from Hawker-LakeEyre-Coober Pedy, only to be disappointed with "Road Closure" and "Close of Business" signs =(!
9. and another 6 hours drive bk from Coober Pedy-Port Augusta-Hawker, where we counted 21 kangaroos on the road (alive), 4 dead, 2 jumping across the road.
10. totally an eye-opener to see kangaroos jumping from behind the car to the front of the car just to go across the road at Mount Remarkable!
and a few more sad news:
1. Rejectionssss from 3 out of the 7 companies i;ve applied =(
2. Liked a guy but realized he's too lame for me.. what a pity!
3. Gained weight! its not shown on the scales, but i'm pretty sure my waist is getting wider and wider! blame it all on winter!
4. made a fren pissed at me, cos i flew her plane last minute.. changed mind at the last minute to go to a Golden Key dinner, cos my fren told me all we will be doing is just sitting there for 2 hrs listening to boring advertisements, and without food also!! I paid AUD $100 for a cert only, what a waste!?
5. Andy's leaving Aus in .. a month's time.. saddddd!
oh well.. life is.. so far so good =)!
but it's may,
and so,
it's the period where assignments is at its peak!!
I'VE GOT 3 DAMNED REPORTS TO WRITE!
wish me all the best!!
Cheers,
Sian
Saturday, March 20, 2010
fallen leaves
nah, i don't really know what season is this now.. supposedly to be autumn, but then it gets too warm like summer of 32C, then sometimes it gets so cold like winter of about 20C?? and nope, havent seen any leaves falling yet or turning golden yet.. all's still green and vibrantly colourful.. so hmm, we r getting to the end of summer, beginning to the season of golden autumn and falling leaves yeah?
it's 3 weeks into my final year.. and i'm so dead tired since the commencement of this sem.. nothing much happening actually, but i'm still busy everyday.. i thought giving up the post of secretary in Rushi will actually lessen things that I've to bothered bout, but nah, i wasn't doing my job since last year, so resigning merely just clear off some of my socializing issues, which in turn, makes me happier =)! less to care, less to worry!!
can't say im career focused.. i mean, the "Apply JOBS" tasks has been on my notebook since february, but i never have the heart to update my resume and start applying.. I've browsed through the list of companies, known some deadlines, but i just.. cant make myself to apply for the jobs.. sigh.. too bothersome, too frustrating, hate interviews, hate the blank periods when someone ask me a question and i dono how to answer but can only crap hell.. sigh.. don like the idea of, im going to work 9to5 once im in the OFFICE.. ok, maybe not 9to5, maybe its 12to12, maybe its not in the office, probably in some sangkala factory which is hours away from the city.. owhhhh.. i don wanna work!! ive been planning to travel somewhere.. but never got the time for it.. cry!!!! my gold coast, tasmania, new zealand, japan, korea and europe trip.. when can i go???? so I allocated today to start applying for jobs, but all ive done since morning is.. facebook, ppstream n now blogging.. muahyahahahhaah!! stay focus!!
so what's so happening in my life that i don get to sleep well every night last week?
1. Heart issues..
love the song Issues by The Saturdays.. and Breath by Alesha Dixon.
ahahhaa.. i thought i was in deep trouble for liking someone but this feeling isnt mutual. so erm, after much discussion with a lot of my frens, guys and gals alike, i've come to the conclusion that, habits are hard to break, and that i just need someone to talk to, cos i don't hold any ROmAntic Dreams about him. lol! ok, glad that i surfaced myself from the frens/lovers dilemma =P!
2. Post-Vac Work Obligations
sigh.. i wrote a report. met the supervisor for an hour. edit the report. send it in. wait. 20 mins presentation with all the super intelligent experienced wise professionals with only 5 slides. darn.
im nervous! not prepared. feeling stupid. cant breathe. even just writing the report, i dono how to discuss bout it.. cos its seriously a field i do not know!!! never learnt bout zeta potential before, how am i suppose to discuss what happened to it? why does the graph shows such a trend??? and my supervisor din talk me also.. sigh.. im dead.. every thursday i;ve to look at the report and edit it till 2am haih..
and my awesome plan of asking BHP Biliton to fund for my Honors Project is poof!!!, gone.. i think?? was supposed to receive an ans on mon, but no reply yet though i sent in an email on wed.. sob!!
nothing more to complain about d.. hahahaha
some destressing events i've indulge in:
1. Amococo with tze and colin frens
2. Skyshow with Tze during clipsal night
3. sing K with elyn n tze
4. watch Friends everytime i'm at home..
5. eat eat eat..
muahahaa..
u cant find a more depressing + boring unistudent life update than this right?? i don wanna work!
hahahaha..
it's 3 weeks into my final year.. and i'm so dead tired since the commencement of this sem.. nothing much happening actually, but i'm still busy everyday.. i thought giving up the post of secretary in Rushi will actually lessen things that I've to bothered bout, but nah, i wasn't doing my job since last year, so resigning merely just clear off some of my socializing issues, which in turn, makes me happier =)! less to care, less to worry!!
can't say im career focused.. i mean, the "Apply JOBS" tasks has been on my notebook since february, but i never have the heart to update my resume and start applying.. I've browsed through the list of companies, known some deadlines, but i just.. cant make myself to apply for the jobs.. sigh.. too bothersome, too frustrating, hate interviews, hate the blank periods when someone ask me a question and i dono how to answer but can only crap hell.. sigh.. don like the idea of, im going to work 9to5 once im in the OFFICE.. ok, maybe not 9to5, maybe its 12to12, maybe its not in the office, probably in some sangkala factory which is hours away from the city.. owhhhh.. i don wanna work!! ive been planning to travel somewhere.. but never got the time for it.. cry!!!! my gold coast, tasmania, new zealand, japan, korea and europe trip.. when can i go???? so I allocated today to start applying for jobs, but all ive done since morning is.. facebook, ppstream n now blogging.. muahyahahahhaah!! stay focus!!
so what's so happening in my life that i don get to sleep well every night last week?
1. Heart issues..
love the song Issues by The Saturdays.. and Breath by Alesha Dixon.
ahahhaa.. i thought i was in deep trouble for liking someone but this feeling isnt mutual. so erm, after much discussion with a lot of my frens, guys and gals alike, i've come to the conclusion that, habits are hard to break, and that i just need someone to talk to, cos i don't hold any ROmAntic Dreams about him. lol! ok, glad that i surfaced myself from the frens/lovers dilemma =P!
2. Post-Vac Work Obligations
sigh.. i wrote a report. met the supervisor for an hour. edit the report. send it in. wait. 20 mins presentation with all the super intelligent experienced wise professionals with only 5 slides. darn.
im nervous! not prepared. feeling stupid. cant breathe. even just writing the report, i dono how to discuss bout it.. cos its seriously a field i do not know!!! never learnt bout zeta potential before, how am i suppose to discuss what happened to it? why does the graph shows such a trend??? and my supervisor din talk me also.. sigh.. im dead.. every thursday i;ve to look at the report and edit it till 2am haih..
and my awesome plan of asking BHP Biliton to fund for my Honors Project is poof!!!, gone.. i think?? was supposed to receive an ans on mon, but no reply yet though i sent in an email on wed.. sob!!
nothing more to complain about d.. hahahaha
some destressing events i've indulge in:
1. Amococo with tze and colin frens
2. Skyshow with Tze during clipsal night
3. sing K with elyn n tze
4. watch Friends everytime i'm at home..
5. eat eat eat..
muahahaa..
u cant find a more depressing + boring unistudent life update than this right?? i don wanna work!
hahahaha..
Sunday, March 14, 2010
darling tze
i wanna post bout u..
but i deleted it..
just wanna say, i love u more than ever, and am glad you are here!
stop asking questions and hope you are learning yourself more in 2010!
but i deleted it..
just wanna say, i love u more than ever, and am glad you are here!
stop asking questions and hope you are learning yourself more in 2010!
Sunday, November 22, 2009
d princess in me
公主习惯被人疼的幸福。。。 生活总有人照顾和疼惜， 一直过着被人爱的世界里。
不快乐的在这孤单的国度里，尝试了独立，坚强的面对生活中种种挑战。 累了，就回家休息。回家。。 沉溺于被人疼的感觉。。
我是长不大的孩子，一直咬人疼得公主，一个不会为自己做任何重大决定的爸爸的宝贝。。
不喜欢这样的自己，但我就是，如此的个性。。 如此的没用。。 如此的。。 胆小。。 一个只会逃回温暖家窝的兔子。
不愿，长大！
因为想逃离现实，思想也就越来越天真了。。
真时，白痴！！
不快乐的在这孤单的国度里，尝试了独立，坚强的面对生活中种种挑战。 累了，就回家休息。回家。。 沉溺于被人疼的感觉。。
我是长不大的孩子，一直咬人疼得公主，一个不会为自己做任何重大决定的爸爸的宝贝。。
不喜欢这样的自己，但我就是，如此的个性。。 如此的没用。。 如此的。。 胆小。。 一个只会逃回温暖家窝的兔子。
不愿，长大！
因为想逃离现实，思想也就越来越天真了。。
真时，白痴！！
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
butterfly wings
people say, when people die, their souls will return in the form of moths.. and it seems quite true, cos after each deaths, i will see butterflies/ moths flying about..
since then, everytime i see a moth, those fluttering wings stabs my heart with prickles of pain.. cos in the flapping wings, i see you, being at my side always, keeping watch over the silly sister who is weak at heart..
i saw one flying into my room today.. and it clung on to the curtain and kept still..
did u come and visit me, to see how i am coping with all these exam and internship stress? or to keep me company knowing my housemate is going to overnight elsewhere? or is it because u realized i have too many conflicting feelings today, and came, to remind me, to calm down, to remember, there's always you to lean on?
i miss you, dearest Lan.
i've been wanting to vent out my stress and emotions since the beginning of the exams.. after seeing the wavering wings flying past me, the water tap turned on full..
and now, i feel relieved..
thanks..
** emo-ing **
exams sucks..
since then, everytime i see a moth, those fluttering wings stabs my heart with prickles of pain.. cos in the flapping wings, i see you, being at my side always, keeping watch over the silly sister who is weak at heart..
i saw one flying into my room today.. and it clung on to the curtain and kept still..
did u come and visit me, to see how i am coping with all these exam and internship stress? or to keep me company knowing my housemate is going to overnight elsewhere? or is it because u realized i have too many conflicting feelings today, and came, to remind me, to calm down, to remember, there's always you to lean on?
i miss you, dearest Lan.
i've been wanting to vent out my stress and emotions since the beginning of the exams.. after seeing the wavering wings flying past me, the water tap turned on full..
and now, i feel relieved..
thanks..
** emo-ing **
exams sucks..
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