Some people are so lucky that the organisation is governed by rules and the law. Because if there isn't, I know two people who would probably have tasted my fist on their damn irritating mofo face.

Because I can't do that, I'll just smile at your stupidity but marvel at how lucky you are.
Because in another world, you'll be at the sole of my foot with blood trickling down your sorry head.

I always though I'm a patient guy, but I'm wrong. I'm an angry guy who refuses to show. There is a difference.


Its a good thing Nadia doesn't know I have a blog. But it'll be a bad thing IF she finds out I have one. Because I did not tell her. And one thing for sure, she doesn't like it if she's left in the dark.

I'm not saying I am right, neither am I saying I'm wrong but what I know is, I'm pissed off.

Perhaps I don't understand the thing about girls being over sensitive on many, even the smallest of things. HAH!
Maybe thats the difference between us guys, and you girls.

Nadia and I went to eat at Kampong Glam. Drinks came, I paid the $2 ($1 each drink). Den food came and she gave the $10 ($5 each food). So I checked my wallet, saw $4, so I gave that to her.

JUST MY LUCK.
$4 is $5 minus $1. If you don't follow what I am trying to show, well, it means she thought I was giving her an exact change. She thought I was being calculative. All I wanted to do was to give money back. Because many times she paid first for my meal when buying and I end up forgeting to return at the end of the day. Its been like I'm living off her. I feel ashamed! So thats why I gave what I have. Which in this case, was $4.

After I explained to her, well, it did not end there. She wants me to inform her where I go, as a sense of respect. Like how she informs me. Well okay she told me before. Because I always did not tell her where I'm going. But heyy! Its Sunday. I always play soccer on a Sunday afternoon. Every single week. You know that! Or mayyyybe you forgot!

Well I explained, and it did not end there. Friday night, why did I not tell that my knee is hurt? Ouh GOD. I wanted to tell, but if I did, she'll tell me to rest on Saturday and we can always meet another day. I don't want that. Because I want to see her every week.

I explained. I though maybe I'll get a smiley face and a "so sweet". But nope, I'm still in the wrong. Because she says "Fine, I'll play your game".

WTF. Its like she can't live with a happy relationship and wants to make it interesting by purposely having a fight with me.

Because from my point of view, ini semua tak perlu gaduh2 sey. Berbual dah boleh solve. Tak payah be unreasonable.

And I'm not asking for anything, neither did it cross my mind, because its not a big deal, but because I'm angry, I'll say this:
I got nothing for my birthday from my gf.

Well okay there are wishes. Hmmm.


I am nothing special;
just a common man with common thoughts, and I've led a common life.
There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten.
But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived:
I've loved another with all my heart and soul;
and to me,
this has always been enough.


An angel in disguise
I can see it in your eyes
I know that you are mind
Its just so hard to deny
The moments that we shared
Were the best things that I had
A shining star that I see
It was always there for me

You taught me how to fly
The meaning of my true life
And then you taught me on how to survive
You taught me how to be
For me to set me free
And I am nothing when you're not with me
Not with me

Even though you're far away
My love for you will never fade
You're always on my mind
And you're the girl that I must find
The sweetness in your smile
That makes my mind go wild
This love is not a crime
We can never say goodbye

You are the one
Who's always by my side
You're there everytime
Making me alright
And its you who gives me all these memories
You are all that matter to me


Last Friday
Ngee Ann Poly
IMM BK
Sundae Pie + Chili sauce
Lecture on the "Bad Effects of Smoking on Oneself"
by Miss Nurse