Wow..

"没有戒心的相信你原来也是错？放纵你的自由竟是我让事件发生的祸端？而相信你的承诺现在居然变成了时间证明的笑话。。"

Taken from Yuki's blog post titled '一封没寄出的信...'

ok my little precious kicks ass -literally! This weird asshole twitch-ing feel totally feels good. oh-yeah. :P

I am halfway through my pregnancy and it had been a bed of roses... well, its kind of that way if you omit all the emotional 'disturbancessss' that I had been through from all the hormone mess.

Before my pregnancy, I've heard this sentence from his best pal... "That double line moment was ultimate happiness, then all the worries follow.." I didn't quite understand then, but to only realize how true it was until my precious came. And my mother instinct came the very next moment with me touching my abdomen and praying everyday for precious to be healthy, safe and normal.

So when I thought I am the Queen... it turned out otherwise. Did I mention father instinct came fast and furious too? My pregnancy journey started with an invisible do's & don'ts list that got longer day by day.. contributed by him doing ongoing research -given to a forgetful-me.

"风已经起来，云还是密布，该走的还得继续走，该坚持的还是要坚持"