Tuesday, January 04, 2011
3:13 AM Y
Post title : 2011!
♥ You'll never know the real me.
wow... haven't been here for so long! and i'm back cos i'm too high to sleep now:Pmy new year resolution: live healthier.i think i'm starting to break that resolution.. heh. anyway, i know it's not going to last long... aki life is hardly healthy:/*sigh* seriously hope 2011 would be a better year. not that 2010 was bad though. actually a lot of things happened in 2010 which made it a rather interesting year for me. working, rag, uni. a totally different life from previous years. quite fun:) at least i experienced a lot of new things.for this year, i'll be expecting myself to put in more effort in my studies... got to focus more and try to get some A or A- in my result slip..anyway, watched a really good movie today:D "hello stranger" a comedy-romance worth watching. it was so funny my tummy ached at one point, and it was so touching my eyes teared at another point. the basic storyline is simple, but every scene was well scripted and acted. love the leads cos they are just so adorable! definitely 5 shiny stars:D
Monday, September 20, 2010
12:46 PM Y
Post title : it's recess week
♥ You'll never know the real me.
i cried before i slept, i cried when i woke up. now i'm not physically crying, but i'm crying inside. last week was a pretty bad week, and over the past few days, i really thought that things were turning well again for me. today, i just fell. fell from a great height, and hit the ground hard. maybe all these wouldn't have happened if i wasn't so brave. maybe i wouldn't be so hurt if i didn't let my feelings show in the first place. i went too deep too fast, now it's hard to pluck myself out of it. i wish i had someone now, someone to help me. but i have already troubled others enough. now i can only help myself. it's not going to be easy, especially tonight. i'm hoping for a miracle to happened, but i'm seriously afraid of hoping. i've hoped for things too many times, and only ended up with disappointment again and again. i'll still be waiting as i try to heal myself. no matter what's the end result, thanks for giving me such an experience, giving me memories to keep like u said. thanks for giving me the chance to know myself better. now i know, that i can totally lose my mind, lose my ability to think right and act right. i'll try to change, cos i'm only hurting myself this way.
Friday, July 02, 2010
10:18 PM Y
Post title :
♥ You'll never know the real me.
SDE camp has ended... but there are so much more coming up!! rag, tuition, archi/id camp, meeting up with friends, blah blah blah... *sigh* gonna be really busy!!! but i'm happy:D at least keep me occupied, then i won't be worrying about not being able to cope with the stress when school starts:/
anyway, camp was great! had lots of fun, made some new friends, but it would have been better if my body was more obedient! well well... just glad that people in sde are all so nice and happening! haha... some are a little crazy, but very funny! laughed so much and so hard during the camp(mostly at night when everyone is so high!) i love ZORN!!! unbelievably cool! can't wait to see the video of our grand musical!
Thursday, June 17, 2010
11:48 PM Y
Post title :
♥ You'll never know the real me.
5 more days of work!!! (one happy '!' cos only 5 days left, one unhappy '!' cos there's still 5 days to go, and one last '!' cos i can't believe i've been working for more than 5 months and it's coming to an end.)
will be meeting CELLO tmr night! looking forward to it:D but i just hope that i can finish my work in order to leave before 8pm.
i'm going to work back towards a better routine after 24th. have lunch later, dinner earlier and hopefully go out more to exercise or just hang out with friends/relatives:)
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
12:48 AM Y
Post title :
♥ You'll never know the real me.
ah~ off-days always fly pass so fast because i spend half of it sleeping!
went to my ah ma's house on saturday after work. suppose to bao ba zhang(rice dumplings) but since i reached so late, they have already called it a day. but i guess i already made ah ma happy by being so supportive and eating her ba zhang:D haha... stayed over at ah ma's house and i woke up at like 10+am when the adults are already starting their 'ba zhang business':P well, at least i helped a bit after i washed up and had my breakfast. wrapped a few normal sized dumplings before i started using those narrow leaves to make mini dumplings with my sis and cousin. *smile* ah ma says my dumplings look good! and i think she said something like i'm like my father... hehheh.. slacked around for the rest of the day then went home at night.
met up with dearie sham again on monday afternoon to go shopping! was so indecisive abt where to go, but we decided on JP in the end. reached there at ard 3+pm and shopped all the way till almost 7pm. the place is like so huge! very hard to organise but i think we managed to cover every part of it:) sham got a few stuff while i got none. a little disappointed cos i thought since the place is so big, i should be able to find what i want... but well, i think i'm too choosy and i'm not rich enough to think that those that i like were worth those bucks. things are so expensive now!!! had a great time walking ard and chatting with sham though:) thx for everything!
work again on tuesday... everything goes on as per normal... my last day has been confirmed to be on 24 june. quite rush actually, cos camp starts the next day, but no choice la... there are things that i need to complete:( counting down, 6 working days left! got a really great gift from my supervisor too, cos she said that i won't be there when she's back from her holiday. i totally didn't expect it. she won't see this, but thanks Jan! i love it! haha... i think she got that for me cos she thinks i need a nicer bag for work, but i dun plan to use it so soon. i dun want to dirty it so fast. actually, i think i'll miss working once i stop work. i mean it has been part of my life for more than 5 months. but 24 june won't be the last that i'll be there. i will be going back to relief some lessons in july. so i guess it'll help to die down the workaholic part of me slowly.
Monday, June 07, 2010
7:49 PM Y
Post title :
♥ You'll never know the real me.
went to nus today with dearie! in the end we decided not to apply for LPP cos it will kind of tie us down. we shall just learn languages for fun and go for summer programmes:) after the 30 mins session, we walked around and explored the engineering and sde area. seriously, i can foresee myself looking at the map every now and then when i'm in there. i can't seem to figure out where i am. but at least now i know where's the canteen that i'll be heading most. looking forward to the next meetup!
went cycling along PCN with my family and cousins. great exercise! all the upslopes made my legs work harder, while i get to enjoy the wind when going downslope:) woke up today with an aching butt and right arm though:( but at least my legs didn't hurt... hope my active sundays continue.
when should i resign?
Wednesday, June 02, 2010
11:48 PM Y
Post title :
♥ You'll never know the real me.
argh... i'm having slight headaches these few days due to work... datelines datelines and more datelines are not met. it's a domino effect. i have already maxed my working time, but still, i'm having trouble meeting the datelines. the new girl is here today, but well, it's only her first day, so i won't be expecting much help from her because she's still at the learning stage. instead of throwing everything at her and she still doesn't get it in the end, i'd prefer to introduce things to her one by one so that i know she can handle everything by the time i leave. shall work harder for these 2 weeks and hopefully things will be better during my last 2 weeks of work.
