Last Post on this blog!!!
I changed my blog to
www.etherealfantasies.blogspot.com. Remember to link me.
posted by <**Vivien Shan_ger**> @ 3:45 AM
I know that some of you are rather miffed that my last post was...so long ago. So... update, update. Lots to write!
Now for My latest works! Actually I have been doing more papercuts than drawings.
---> Done during Christmas.
---> Still life drawing. Really still one. did this before my last E Maths O level Paper.
--->People say it should be on the Legion notice board rather than the butterfly. Actually, I think so too. But this was done AFTER the Legion notice board was decorated.
---> Butterfly! My first papercut since Sec 2. Great accomplishment. After this, some of the girls from my first intake class made me draw one for each of them.
--->Ace of Hearts! Inspired by watching classmates play cards.
Going for AJC's Choir performance! Pau in AJ got the tickets. Yay! I went for last year's AJ choir performance (support my cousin who was in choir in J1), and they were damn good. Really. I like Yakusoku no Chi!! That's the Japanese name. Kind of translates to "The Promised Land", which was what was written in the booklet. Can't wait for Monday. Pau wants to wear uniform there, but I am having second thoughts about it. Afraid of being assassinated. Riight. Whatever lah. Nevermind, can do contact work there. Wahahaha.
Went for CJC's band concert to support Syairah. The first few songs were really very nice, but it got a wee bit boring after that. But the encore, Japanese Grafitti, was very nice. I like that song. Its pretty cool! Really want to join band, but they haven't given me a reply yet. :( Might consider some other CCAs. Something else, other than Legion.
(Randomness) High High High High High High High High High High High ~WEEEEEE~~~~~~
Went for Holy Thursday reflection. Long long time ago. Actually last last Thursday. I like the song "Why??". Very meaningful. Very sad too. I think its great that I got into CJC, coz they have so many Catholic functions. In secondary school, I think i was one out of say...three. And i was in Girls' Brigade. The JC is so full of Catholics, it took me a while to get used to it. Anyway, back to the topic, besides reflecting on the song, we get to wash each other's feet. Now let me explain this(Because I am so darn tired of explaining this to everyone who asks). Basically, during the Last Supper, Jesus washed the feet of his disciples and said, " Do you know what I have done to you? You call me Teacher and Lord; and you are right, for so I am. If I then, your Lord and Teacher, have washed your feet, you also ought to wash one another's feet. For I have given you an example, that you also should do as I have done to you." So yeah.
I went for the Passover Seder during Lenten Virgil. Ate bread, wine, lamb and bitter herbs. Buts since the wine is not really allowed for us underaged kids, they gave us Ribena. The bitter herbs were not available, so boiled spinach were used. Not exactly a tasty meal, but...sacrifice, sacrifice... It was quite a new experience, though. And yeah, friends and legion people there...So cool. XD
My Easter was not exactly a day of celebration. So much homework, and there's chem test and PI thingy and stuff like that. And I didn't receive any easter eggs! Why!!!!! >.<>
I got my Legion collar pin! So exciting! XD
My big bro always calls me a Japanese freak. =.=" Coz Xuan asked me what is "flower" in Japanese, and i simply answered, "hana". Just that. First time was when I told, while we where watching Gundam SEED (Jap language, english subs), that Akatsuki(a gundam made of friggin' gold, which was friggin' cheating) meant "Dawn", or in direct translation, "Red Moon". I watch anime all the time, so I know the different colours in Jap, how to count in Jap, exchange greetings in Jap, Insult in Jap, know the twelve zodiacs in Jap, know what are the famous japanese plants(cherry blossoms, willows...) in Jap, know what tables and chairs are in Jap, say," I have diarrhoea" in Jap, and say "shut up" or " dun anyhow say hor" in Jap, and all the basic simple simple things. And I can't even speak Jap fluently. Which, I must say, is totally normal for an anime otaku (crazed anime fan) like me...Right? =.=
Just too many projects to do. There's the PI, And then the GPP, both of which are part of PW, and then there's a GP project, and chinese newspaper reflection thingy, and Biology test on Friday. Uwaaahhh... So stuffed up right now.
TOTAL RANDOMNESS!!! Spectacles are cool coz you can do the evil glint thing that Inui from PoT can do!!! RIGHT?!!!
People from my school like to play card games. Don't really know why. I hardly play any except UNO, which happens to be fun because my cousins and I could sabo each other for HOURS.
If anyone wants to add me in Friendster, please add cb_angel_gurl2@hotmail.com . Its my old email address. My current email doesn't have any links to Friendster because I hardly log in.
I need a change in blogskin. Haven't changed in decades. I used to change every month. Now, with all the school activities, I have hardly anytime to even post.
Ha! This blog is more than 2 years old! There is "historical value". But if I didn't remember wrongly, I used to post very stupid things. Anybody who is here for the first time, please don't read ALL the posts, yar? It will probably kill you. I have quite long posts. Maybe can start from last year's. Special stuff in this blog include my drawings and stuff. There's my profile too, so that you will know more about fantabulous me. Wahahahaha.
I gotta go. Late already. The longest post in a long time. XD
posted by <**Vivien Shan_ger**> @ 7:53 AM
Hey.
Went for Legion of Mary retreat. Two days one night. Quite fun. For the first time in my camping life, I didn't have to rush for toilets, or eat horrible food. There's even aircon in the bunk. Lol. Quite fascinated. Stayed up to two watching some French movie called "Babette"(I think) and woke up at 7.30 this morning. So I am actually quite tired today. Played wet games early in the morning yesterday. Damn fun. Fun camp lah.
Listening to "Be Thou My Vision" by Jars of Clay. Oh, no. Changed to "Because You Live" by Jesse McCartney. Totally different songs. But both so darn cool!!
I really should change my blogskin already, huh?
Very sad. I appealed for BCME combi in 1T29, and I don't know whether the appeal is successful. Which means I would have to go to school tomorrow. I actually intended to skip school. Lol. Bad kid. Didn't go for Physics bridging lesson either.
Bye.
posted by <**Vivien Shan_ger**> @ 11:37 PM
I know. Its a very very long time since I blogged. Staying in CJC after all. But sometimes, there are pangs of regret in not appealing to some Polytechnic to study Entertainment Technology. Oh well. Staying in Legion of Mary. Orientation 2 was BORING. Just plain boring, because nobody was spontaneous and proactive. Switched classes to 1T18 because I switched my subject combination from Biology to Physics. Miss 1T22!!! Sad...
Oh yeah, went for fencing for CCA trials. Lol. Although they didn't really know how to do an orientation (Oh well, not EVERYBODY knows how to organise one.), I think I had an interesting time there. Feel like joining shooting instead though.
Got a new phone! YAY! YAY! Its a Samsung SGH-Z230. Features are a 1.3 megapixel camera, bluetooth, built in video recorder and built in MP3 player. Got it for $18. Heard that Samsung models are not very good though. Keypad easily spoilt or something. Didn't change handphone numbers. Just got the phone yesterday, and I have already downloaded pictures and ringtones that I want into it. Lol. My cousin and little brother decided to play with my phone, snapping candid pictures of themselves and taking rather funny videos. There was one video in which a Charmander(Pokemon) was turning into a Pokeball. And there was another on them turning into a koala bear and a dinosaur. Quite amusing.
Today is Charlene's Birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLENE!!!
Went for Rockafella with Charlene. Very interesting. They do have very funny and good performances up on stage, but some of the performances were actually quite boring, so half the time I was observing the effects of rock music on the girls standing on the right side of the Auditorium. They were kind-of dancing, doing the point-point finger thing and shaking their head from side to side. Hmmm...THAT was damn interesting. The show ended quite late, at 10.30pm. We were both dead tired. Really. It was supposed to end at 9.30pm...
I really don't feel like writing anymore, so that's all till next time!
posted by <**Vivien Shan_ger**> @ 9:19 PM
The internet is finally working. FINALLY. It was so irritating. Probably because of the Taiwan earthquake thingy. All the computers in my house kept disconnecting. My cousin's house's computer suddenly had their password reset and had to come over to do bidding for University modules. Trouble is that it doesn't work properly here either. Anyway, they managed to get it done, somehow.
Orientation was fun. I like the dragon boating. Although we got soaked to the bone. (Oh well, it was inevitable.) We were splashing water at each other. Went home with uncomfortable wet shoes. But finale night was sooo frigging fun. I think the facils did a real good job over it. The atmosphere is so "high". I used to think I wouldn't like this type of loud and noisy areas, but it was so loud there, I could scream all I want and nobody would hear me. In fact, everyone is so busy screaming that they wouldn't even bother about me. And hey, I did scream. For the first time in my life, I screamed in public. Lol. And the skits were so darn funny.
My class is quite close together. And very enthusiastic. The class spirit is there, but there doesn't seem to be much humour during tutorials. Which is why I miss 4E1. Every class is fun in 4E1. YEAH!
School library is quite cool. Probably felt that way because BBSS's library is non-existent. I bet the books in there are collecting dust. It’s not that nobody wanted to go, just that the stupid library is always not open. Nobody maintain. Haiz. CJC library is a totally different thing altogether. It’s bigger, better, fully air-conditioned, newly renovated, and no traces of a musty smell in the air. Very cool there. I am hoping to borrow a book called "Drowning People".
I went back to BBSS today! Since it was the CCA orientation, and I had nothing on, so I thought, why not check it out? Turns out many of my classmates went there too. Took many photos. I sooo miss BBSS. I guess there are many things that I took for granted. Like how fast it takes me to reach home from there, and how we just chill in the classrooms, sleeping, or playing around, or rushing last minute homework. CJC is so very different, and I know that my life in BBSS has already faded into memories.
I joined the Legion of Mary. Its kind of interesting there. Heard that the people there are crazy. Since I needed some excitement, I thought maybe I should join a crazy club. So since I didn't go for CCA bazaar, i got my bro to ask the time and location. Friendly people there. Plus the statue of Mother Mary had a thumb broken off. Hahaz. They actually used blue tack to replace the thumb. And the club is also " self-funded and corruption-free". Its kinda funny to hear my brother referred to as Brother Alex. Lol. He is definitely not the "Brotherly” kind. But hey, I am Sister Vivien, and I am obviously not gonna get used to the "title" for a very very long while. It’s a privilege, though, because God has given me the courage to actually open the door to the Prayer Room. Due to a fit of nervousness, I hung outside the door for at least 5 minutes. No worries, after all. People there are nice. Probably staying in Legion. Gotta get used to things. After all, I have already decided to do something for God.
Lectures for the past few days were boring. They all were only explaining what we were going to do for different subjects. I wanna learn something leh. Can't wait to study more maths. Lol. Maths is the easiest subject because you can listen to music and practise at the same time. And it is the easiest to score A1. Lol. Maybe C Maths is much harder to handle than A Maths, but I think it would be the easiest of all the subjects I am going to take for A Levels.
Got a very random and cute little brother. While playing a computer game, he suddenly said," I am so cute." Lol. And he has become more egoistic of late. Like sometimes he would say," I am so handsome." and stuff like that. Must have learnt it from me. Because when I argue, I would make similar remarks, Although it was definitely deliberate.
Ahhh... became the Econs Rep. so sad right. Econs was the last post on the white board, so I thought I got off the hook. But my friends went ahead to sabo me. *Sobs* And I am the kind who dislike money matters. Lol. Took Econs because it would be useful in the future.
Stupid GP teacher made us write a GP compo when we aren't even sure how to do it yet. Haiz.
Wrote this last last night. Posted today because the connection was lost. Again. Grrrreeeeaaaat.
And I was looking forward to reading Full Moon Sagashite online. Sick.
posted by <**Vivien Shan_ger**> @ 12:31 AM
Hi everybody...
Its a whole new year. Got into CJC, was a bit anxious at first, but still managed to mix into the crowd. Pretty cool there. If I can survive the next three months, I am going to stay. But I really hope classes would start soon. I am not really the active type. Besides, I am really interested in what we are suppose to learn. Kind of fun there. I know this is a very "duh" comment, but I really am glad the school compound is very very much bigger than my secondary school. Haha... Anyway, I made a lot of realisations this past few days. I realised I have not updated for the past few weeks. Hence today's update. I realised that I miss my secondary school friends more than I thought (I went to a school with almost no BBSS students). Sad. Oh well, I'll just try to fit in and get comfortable. Maybe a fresh environment is not so good for me after all... I realised that I have not change this blogskin for a few months already. Used to change every month. I realised that taking a bus home from CJC takes around forty-five minutes. For the last few years it took me only fifteen minutes. Hahaz. Gotta change lifestyle. I realised that I have not been onto quizillas for god knows how long. I realised that staying in JC means no home-cooked lunch (Awww...). I realised that I hate water sports. I realised that I have the urge to start classes again. Really, from me?! Maybe an entire month without holiday homework and CCA does still instill a certain guilty feeling... I realised that I don't know which CCA I wanna join. But definately no sports. I realised that after a whole month of holiday, I cannot even begin to crawl out of bed this morning.
posted by <**Vivien Shan_ger**> @ 1:43 AM
Hihi... Here's a new piece of work to share. St Cecilia, the patron saint of music. Playing the harp. If anyone thinks that the pose or the hand positions aren't right, please inform me. Because I ain't a Harpist myself, so I don't really know such things. Oh, and please do not bother to count the strings, I know it isn't even 40 strings. Lol.
posted by <**Vivien Shan_ger**> @ 5:12 AM
*Profile*
NAME: Chua Min Shan Vivien
AGE: 16
BIRTHDAY: 19th September 1990
SCHOOL: St. Anthony's Primary School, Bukit Batok Secondary School, Catholic Junior College
CLASS: 1T22
CCA: Legion of Mary
RELIGION: Roman Catholic
* Loves *
-God
-Chocolates
-Drawing
-Anime
-Dreaming
-Photography
* Anime and Comics *
- X1999
- Final Fantasy VII Advent Children
- Appleseed
- Witch Hunter Robin
- Fullmetal Alchemist
- Bleach
- Spiral
- Shinshi Doumei Cross
- Ouran High School Host Club
- Fruits Basket
- Tsubasa Resevoir Chronicles
- Samurai 7
- Naruto
- Death Note
- Gundam SEED Destiny
- Gundam SEED
- Black Cat
- Fushigi Yuugi Genbu Kaiden
- Mai Otome
- Celestial Zone I & II
- Alice 19th
- Mar
- Neon Genesis Evangelion
- Chobits
- Love Hina
- .Hack// Legend of the Twilight Bracelet
- School Rumble
- Sakura Wars
- Celestial Zone 21
- Prince of Tennis
*Online Games*
-MapleSEA
-Guild Wars
* Wishlist *
- iPod
- A trip to the Vatican City
- A trip to France
- A trip to Japan
- A trip to Alaska
- A nice holiday
- Good O Level Results
* Quizilla *
PURPLE:
The colour resembles your inner life very well. You
like to dream about your life and forget the
usual hard world you live in. You like to think
of your own destiny as special and unique, even
though you are as normal as others. Your silent
smile can not be seen by the outside world and
your friends put you off as a mystery. Though
the power of Fantasy is wonderful and very
smoothing you should not forget that the world
you live in is your home!
COLOUR MEANS: dreaming, healing, changes, royalty
and transmutation. But even the mixture of red
and blue can make mistakes like inner confusion
and isolation.
Jewel/Symbol: The Wind and Amethyst
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Your an electric Dragon! Well, Well, Well, Speedy!
Electic dragons are just do darn quick, which
means you must be quick at something. Whether
its running, swimming, or answering questions,
you are super speed. But of course, you have a
craze for video games or computers. You can
play amazingly at any game or at least try to.
Go you!
What elemental dragon are you?
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You're a Winter. You very much enjoy your time
alone but do like other people's company
sometimes. You just need your space. You have a
few priviledged friends who saw past your
colder exterior to find the true you. You can
have pretty bad mood swings (though you hate to
admit it) so you could be soft one second then
storming around the next! But over all, you're
a very pleasant person once people take the
time to get to know you. You're a good friend
for in-depth talks. You're very talanted when
it comes to creative things.(If you can't see
tje pics, go to my homepage and look near the
bottom and find your result)
What season are you? (pics)
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Your element is earth: Wise, solitary, mysterious
and loving. You are very wise. Your wise as in
you know things others do not, you can see past
stereotypes and see the real people behind
their facades, and people will often come to
you for help and advice. Quite solitary and
somewhat shy around people because you prefer
animals and plants, animals aren't afraid to
show themselves or what they are feeling and
plants are fun to nurture. You are very strong
in your silence if you set your mind on
something you will often times pursue it to the
end. Sometimes you just want to get away, so
you seek refuge in the forest where you can
have time to think and try to sort out your
emotions. The sound of the wind usually calms
you, especially moving through the trees. Life
to you is something precious and should not be
taken for granted.
.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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You are a Samurai.
You are full of honour and value respect. You
are not really the stereotypical hero, but you
do fight for good. Just in your own way. For
you, it is most certainly okay to kill an evil
person, if it is for justice and peace. You
also don't belive in mourning all the time and
think that once you've hit a bad stage in life
you just have to get up again. It's pointless
to concentrate on emotional pain and better to
just get on with everything. You also are a
down to earth type of person and think before
you act. Impulsive people may annoy you
somewhat.
Main weapon: Sword
Quote: "Always do the right thing.
This will gratify some people and astonish the
rest" -Mark Twain
Facial expression: Small smile
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You are dead inside and don't experience sadness
that often
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Pearls
You shed tears of pearls. You are
the definition of beauty. Everyone loves you
because they admire you. You are a goddess/god
among mortal beings. Yet you know better you
know that you are not perfection as they see
it.
If you want I would love it if you
told me what you thought or rated or even
joined my site and posted your result at
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The Goddess of Ice and Hope. You are a creative
wonder. Always calm and collected, you hold the
awe of many people and you are exceptionally
logical. You are an inspirational beauty.
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GREEN
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You are the Spirit of Hope. Whenever someone is
feeling down, they merely have to think of you
to make them happy again. You have the ability
to simply radiate happiness. You can make
friends quickly because your strong point is
your amazingly friendly nature which naturally
people want to be with. You think about the
best in everything, a total optimist, you won't
have any trouble getting a worthy person to
shae your life with!
Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!) brought to you by Quizilla
You are a dark girl. You have a really quiet and
really a i dont' care attitude. You like to be
alone and that is what you enjoy. You don't
like to be around others and you'd rather be
away from here. You have a get away from me
look and others find you bitchy and
self-rigious. You'd rather read than be at a
fair but that's ok because that's who you are.
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Your inner soul is calling for help! You always
seem so depressed, lonely, and feel like an
outsider. You may have a cold, sad exterior,
but in all reality you are hurt inside and
bottling up all of your anger. Everyday you
wonder why are you still here when there is
nothing left? You use to once be a happy,
loving soul, but it was damaged by 'them' and
seems like it never can be fixed again.
However, you have yet seemed to realize that
there are people out there that deeply care for
you. They secretly have a thing for you because
they find you to be dark, mysterious, and full
of secrets, not to mention being the prettiest
person in the world! You like to enjoy your
time by yourself expressing your feelings
through forms of art, and enjoy nice quiet
scenaries that just dazzle your mind with awe.
Your bedroom is basically your sanctuary where
you can hide out, hidden from those who gave
you all of the pain. Try to loosen up and have
some fun! Never start frowning because you
never know who's falling in love with your
smile :)
What Is Your Inner Soul Trying To Say? brought to you by Quizilla
You want a sweet guy. Who'ld take you anywhere.
Like Japan!!! Wow I would like a guy like that
too:) Also he looks so cute in japanese
clothing:)
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Your element is Water. You have a calm aura around
you and are in tune with the world around. You
observe it but rarely interfere. Because of
your shy and timid nature you will not have so
many friends in your life. But then again,
large crowds aren't your thing anyway. You are
comfortable on your own and are reserved to
others who you don't know or know very little
of. You know everyone out there does not want
to be your friend, and knowing that is good.
However, people who don't know you that well
thinks that you are cold and distant since you
don't want to talk to them. Although you mean
no harm, you can't always be perfectly
understood in the world. No one can. Life in
general are you quite serene with even if there
are some things you don't like. Your love-life
is not so full of boys/girls, but if you
flirted more with the ones you were interested
in I'm sure something would happen. The hobbies
you choose are calmer ones, you are no party
girl that likes to drink and make-out with
three or more guys/girls in one night. Reading
a book or swimming is more your thing. Rate and
message!
What is your element? [with pics + 7 outcomes + detailed answeres!] brought to you by Quizilla
Athena
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Trauma. Poor, depressed child... Something really
bad happened to you... let me give you a hug!
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The Hermit! The card of circumspection,
intelligence and isolation.
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You came from the sky. Your a daydreamer and prefer
to have a good look on situations.
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---> Done during Christmas.
---> Still life drawing. Really still one. did this before my last E Maths O level Paper.
--->People say it should be on the Legion notice board rather than the butterfly. Actually, I think so too. But this was done AFTER the Legion notice board was decorated.
---> Butterfly! My first papercut since Sec 2. Great accomplishment. After this, some of the girls from my first intake class made me draw one for each of them.
--->Ace of Hearts! Inspired by watching classmates play cards.
