What a differance a week makes!

Well, thanks to an awesome doctor I'm doing allot better! Now after adjusting one of my meds, I'm now adjusting my sleeping meds I'm cutting back on everything which is good. It's just going through it all that's the pain but I'm just glad it's still working. It's bad when your doc says, "you don't react to meds like other people"  "I said I know I'm special " he laughed. I'm one of his more difficult patients. I'm just grateful to have him!

I'm up to running 45 min on the treadmill now, it feels sooo good I love it!  I'm not in pain just sore muscles because they are getting used to running again. I'm hoping to be able to do the Keith Young 5k June 11, I should be able to I don't even care about my time just being able to run will be great. Kory is do so awesome in the mission field I'm so proud of him and the special  spirit he has. I'm excited to talk to him in a week.

Mikes having surgery on the 2nd so I'll be a nurse for a while, and getting used to having him home for 8 weeks! It will be good. I love the sunshine and hope spring and summer kick in soon! I love the longer days.

Bi-polar basket case!

Well the past few days have been ruff! I've been crying alot and very irritable and having panic attacks. When I talked to Kory Monday it made it hard because it was like saying good bye all over again and that didn't help!
I know it's just the spring thing last week was awesome and this week is crap! My moods are giving me whiplash! (from twilight) I've upped my meds and hopefully I start feeling better soon.

It's times like this that have me freaking a little because I wonder if my meds are going to stop working again. I know all I can do is, what I think is best and pray! I'm blessed to have a wonderful  husband that understands and helps me through it.

Empty Nest :)

Well Kory's three weeks is almost up, it went by so fast! He loves it and I'm so excited from him to go to washington to do what he loves! So this empty nest thing it pretty fun! It's the first time we truly dont have anyone to worry about at home. We are really enjoying it, it's like being teenagers again, we hang out go to a movie or what ever we want, I think I can really get used to this!

The running is coming along I guess I still cant get past 30 mins on the treadmill before my legs start to bug me, but I'm enjoying being able to run at all. I pray that it gets better.  I love the warmer weather my mind and body have finally adjusted to the spring weather I have more energy and I'm sleeping better.

Until next time........

Moving Forward

Well Kory has been in the MTC  for 2 days, I'm still getting used to the idea that he's not at the table studying everyday. I am so happy that he is where he wants to be and I'm sure he is loving every minute of it!
 I'm setting some new goals I've been running on the treadmill it's easier on my knees and I can control things better than being out by the river and having my knees hurt and I cant do anyhting but walk and hope I'm not doing more damage.
 I'm up to 20min now, i'll  up it a little at a time, I have a hard time with that and want to keep going  thinking I can run through it if my knees start bugging me. I keep forgetting it's been 4 months I'm not going to jump back into 5 or 6 miles a day. It sure feels good to be running again though it really makes me happy!