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Will my dream ever come true?

In search for the most precious one

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

2.27

Oil price hit record high in sterling and euro currencies ($125USD/ounce) - showing signs of recovery. But soaring oil price will hit economic recovery and this fear sent the market down today - precisely the quadratic correlation and GolPublish Postdilocks level Simon talked about.

HSBC posted $22bn pre-tax profits today. But share price down 4% due to slight miss of target and 10% cost rise in Asia
vs JPM $19bn
ICBC $34.2bn (2010), Chinese Construction Bank $24.2bn

Saturday, February 04, 2012

严寒来袭

火锅不幸中枪 高烧38.4 水也喝不下 从此再也不吃。。。
单曲循环天空之城,一定要学会呀
pembroke formal永远记住呀 吃过最好吃的一次pembroke formal, 和king's, robinson并列前三。。
Formal Hall
Sunday 29th January

Warm Smoked Salmon
With gnocchi and reduced balsamic glaze


Roulade of Duck in Swiss Chard
Wild mushroom fricassé, creamed corn, petit rösti


Hazelnut Cake with Pistachio Ice Cream
Toasted almond cream


tax efficient investment

做了brownies. recipe说1个小时可以搞定我硬是做了2.5hrs...忘了放画龙点睛的chocolate bits. argos的value whisk不给力。

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Formal Hall~

Sidney Indian night - food sucks + penny incident


Hughes Hall with singaprorean people - very good atmosphere. nice sherry for pre-drink, no Grace, except a warm welcome by a fellow, food is not as fantastic as expected-cheese salad, some beef ball thing, cheesecake...After drink is photomaniac...


Newhnam - with yichen and jintao

Fairtrade hall please be seated by 7.25pm

Avocado mousse with fair trade citrus fruits and Greek yogurt

*

Brochette of turkey served with

crazy jack organic fair trade basmati rice

and split peas and fair trade white wine sauce

Or

Brochette of vegetables served with

crazy jack organic fair trade basmati rice

and split peas and fair trade white wine sauce

*

Braised leeks

Carrot puree

*

Banoffee pie

*

Coffee & Mints

Food is not fancy. The banofee pie has banana in it...Like the atmosphere of the white hall & the exquisite plates.


Robinson College - with wenqi, yichen, Kevin and Jialun

Omg best formal ever. Starter is all right. Main very delicious - surprisingly well seasoned.

Dessert - looks so so but surprisingly tasty - the blackcurrant sauce is amazing!

Nice Hall as well. Seating reserved, friendly staff - chubby blur waitress who giggle and are fine with serving coffee round 2,3,..., no ban on camera, high table not high, but long, can bring own wine...really nice~

Asparagus and sweet potato rillettes
Peach and red onion chutney
Rye bread
*
Rump of lamb with a warm salad of Marquez sausage and pepper salsa
Parmentier potatoes
Spaghetti of vegetables
Minted yogurt
*
Blood orange custard tart
with a blackcurrant coulis


Hilton - CUIBS CUFIC annual roundtable dinner

Starter
Atlantic Prawn cocktail served on shredded lettuce and baby Gems finish with Marie rose dressing


Mains

Confit leg of Banbury duck leg served with sweetened orange segment marmalade and red wine sauce


Desserts

Double chocolate Brownie served with Vanilla ice cream and toffee butter sauce

Cheap prawn - sains basics type; okish duck; brownies that doesnt taste brownies at all...

Hilarious comm photos! really like it!

Looking fwd to next week's Robinson (Yes again!) and King's, and maybe Jesus..

Friday, November 11, 2011

Parcel

Checked if my bodyshop parcel has arrived - yet i received a mysterious box - which contains a mug, and, a 10-pound note, wrapped around by a note - pls see us at the engineering fair; starting salary 36000....creepy...

arduous journey of my parcel: no wonder it takes 3-5 days to deliver - if there wasnt the "exception in sorting process"
LocationDateLocal TimeActivity
Bury St. Edmunds, United Kingdom11/10/201111:15 A.M.Delivered
11/10/20115:00 A.M.Out For Delivery
11/10/20114:00 A.M.Arrival Scan
Barking, United Kingdom11/10/20112:44 A.M.Departure Scan
Barking, United Kingdom11/08/20117:44 P.M.Arrival Scan
Chelmsford, United Kingdom11/08/20117:00 P.M.Departure Scan
11/08/20118:39 A.M.An exception in the sorting process has occurred. UPS has taken corrective action. / Delivery rescheduled.
11/08/20113:39 A.M.Arrival Scan
Barking, United Kingdom11/08/20113:01 A.M.Departure Scan
Barking, United Kingdom11/07/201111:50 P.M.Arrival Scan
Newhaven, United Kingdom11/07/201110:30 P.M.Departure Scan
11/07/20114:29 P.M.Origin Scan
United Kingdom11/07/201110:55 A.M.Order Processed: Ready for UPS


Saturday, July 04, 2009

tripos

2nd July

刷了半天成绩结果没出来

明知成绩还没出来,下班后还是冲去senate house。门关了。。。看到叶帆,大力挥手,比看到了成绩还激动,conclusion是揭榜还是挺exciting的,比刷成绩好玩。

3rd July

半分钟前engin dept website上写的还是expected 2nd july (cheat our feelings), 结果run完那always crach的程序再refresh就发现 class I

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Yusuf Hamied - Christ's 学长

http://www.ft.com/cms/s/2/bd8dccee-f976-11dc-9b7c-000077b07658.html college theatre是他出钱建的,exam season还被用做study room
今天才知道他的事迹

tripos...

庆幸自己不是medic,也不用学politics, biochem这种恶心的科,没有那么多东西要背,but still 被materials不行了,还好在rj学过chem,应该已经对这种东西immune了。
还好没有stress,豆豆还正常,must take care of myself,千万别stress。

Friday, April 17, 2009

世界上最远的距离

  世界上最远的距离
  不是 生与死的距离
  而是 我站在你面前 你不知道我爱你
  世界上最远的距离
  不是 我站在你面前 你不知道我爱你
  而是 爱到痴迷 却不能说我爱你
  世界上最远的距离
  不是 我不能说我爱你
  而是 想你痛彻心脾 却只能深埋心底
  世界上最远的距离
  不是 我不能说我想你
  而是 彼此相爱 却不能够在一起
  世界上最远的距离
  不是 彼此相爱 却不能够在一起
  而是 明知道真爱无敌 却装作毫不在意
  世界上最远的距离
  不是 树与树的距离
  而是 同根生长的树枝 却无法在风中相依
  世界上最远的距离
  不是 树枝无法相依
  而是 相互了望的星星 却没有交汇的轨迹
  世界上最远的距离
  不是 星星之间的轨迹
  而是 纵然轨迹交汇 却在转瞬间无处寻觅
  世界上最远的距离
  不是 瞬间便无处寻觅
  而是 尚未相遇 便注定无法相聚
  世界上最远的距离
  是鱼与飞鸟的距离
  一个在天,一个却深潜海底

Monday, April 13, 2009

cooking=)

吃了n多天的酱油很浓的菜后,很high的自己清炒了几个,配菜配的so 好!
大家都很enjoy 的样子=)

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

cuala annual conference

28th Feb
CUALA annual conference: Special thanks go to Yachao。 没有他专业的technical knowledge和热心相助的品质,就没有那些照片,灯光,清晰的投影,还有他給予我的信心。
Mengying & cherry 两人说说笑笑,的确是好搭档。还风风火火买来了sandwiches。
Weishu雷厉风行,很有领导风范,又平易近人。说话得体,又有魄力。为cuala省下了200镑的经费,争取到了2000镑的赞助,在冷场时提出有见解的问题。
Zhuhui敢爱敢恨,各方面调节还不错。Post-conference的gift and celebration也需要她这样social的人来组织。也很感动她想到了那么多。
Leslie 一口香港英语,还有Q&A眉毛上挑略带疑惑的表情令人忍俊不禁。做事踏实的他有一群female friends=)
Dylan 被逼上梁山debate。勇气可嘉。dylan 将和delegation trip 认识的女友共去埃及,也算是cuala成就的一段缘份。

我也学到了很多,从别人身上也从亲身实践,比如如何调灯光,设置投影仪,后勤方面需要注意哪些细节。如何和演讲嘉宾沟通,从一开始话题尴尬到渐入佳境,在dinner时也从Dr Greenwood那学到了一些金融方面的知识,还有他为人的淡定;不要浮躁,不要唧唧喳喳。
感觉这次真的是全力以赴,wholehearted commitment. 只是有些细节还是没有处理好,比如作决定不果断(procuring items like writing board, choosing lunch reception),没有全盘考虑,没有给Logistics team full support只是delegate task给他们, 宣传工作还不到位,speaker之间的transition也不smooth以至于很多观众在一位speaker演讲结束后离开令下一位很不爽。
相信在剑桥commit myself to such experience truly make my university life more vibrant.

Saturday, February 28, 2009

engineer swap

engineer swap with magdalene在christ's college Lady Margaret 的portrait 凝视下take place. 感觉每次formal都是the clash of modern civilisation and the grandeur of history
墙上的Portraits一如既往地寂寞,只有Milton日复一日被在formal当天生日的学生kiss...

马蹄踏过石板街道
窄巷深处有人祷告
雨后水洼教堂倾倒
意识流的四十度角
图书馆前站着半座石雕
六个便士带走一副素描
壁炉终日孤独吐着火苗
煤油灯下岁月不被惊扰
你在剑桥一身寂寞穿黑色学袍
你用诗句歌唱爱情押美丽韵脚
一船星辉见证那个古典的拥抱
那片水草还在怀念你撑的长蒿
你在剑桥半生寂寞穿中国长袍
你用诗句告别爱情押绝望韵脚
谁的衣袖带走那片云彩的来到
离别笙萧那样沉默像一种凭吊

Friday, February 27, 2009

busy day

交了ML report,虽然没有contribute太多
dry run for conference,没有太大问题,期待周六的成功
在电脑前写了2个多小时的logistics plan, 感觉很settled...

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

小雨

不知怎的,走在烟雨蒙蒙中的剑桥,突然很有感觉...有些江南的味道..想起以前挺不喜欢剑桥一直下小雨的天气的...

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

study group

the most significant thing that happened today is that we formed a study group...not we r muggers..just that we really have no mood to study in the room.
guess we are all getting a little lonely in our single accommodation..a little unsettled...
1 year anniversary to my parttime working life in sg..happy birthday someone!

Saturday, February 21, 2009

ACCA

今天的ACCA event还挺成功的,之前我急啊。。宣传工作作的不好,大家又stressed by work load,都没有人要来听的。。幸亏manage to find a venue that allows food..幸亏有一帮朋友热爱food..从south africa 来的justine还挺有感染力,presentation skills 高的leh..发现HR的人真的得和什么人聊什么topic都聊很high...
struggling with French now..

Thursday, February 19, 2009

ML meeting

super hectic now..2 reports to rush last minute.LGG is right in saying that his style is to clear all the work early so that he has the mood to do work..

monday ML challenge meeting till 1am. a presentation of our research findings at McDonald, got chased out by the blackout at 930pm, went ahead to spenser's room for further discussion.
LGG is so power--i sent out my write-up 20min before the meeting, but he had read it and had come up with 4 questions to bombard me. questions that all make sense and only a sharp mind could discern, questions that left me not knowing how to answer. basically i really need to decide my stand based on the review, instead of copying and pasting the remarks from the internet--> research is only the first step; making an informed decision and recommendation, always have your own stand, and your own analysis.

meanwhile Spenser's tactics also remind me to think ahead and not to follow the masses. make educated guesses is his humble way of terming his approach..he reckoned that APPLE and VISA would release +ve earnings report and went ahead to buy loads of apple, visa stocks. while we amazed at his divine inspiration, he told us that his approach is nothing other than reading the company's news & reports and see if how is the earnings report by similar firms, if that particular company has downsized, historical data, etc...whereas what i did during the 1 month's trading is to read the news before market open and decide if we are going into those firms that hit the headline..though this way may work, still to reach a higher level, one shldnt be followers of market trends--> must stay ahead of the market.

1 math example paper=10hours of work. this is even for a IMO bronze winner...but staring at the math paper to me is to waste my own time...what's the difference...how does that moment of realisation come? it's never by brute force...LGG revealed that he has his method of attack..the first step is to dissect the question, spot the key words, next is to brainstorm all relevant methods for those key words, rank them and then try one by one. for an experienced mathmo, this process could take only a few seconds..but a strucutred approach also proves handy when the problem at hand is a tough one.

half way through the meeting when our minds were absent, GG started to remind us if we get into the final round, it is important to sharpen our presentation skills..he was observing during our articulation of our ideas..(i was observing him to learn from him)
A is boring: too much focus on details; too lengthy; not 一针见血.
B lacks details-->it's always good to realise the deficiency in your answer and elaborate more than to wait for the judge to ask you..
my problem lies in my presentation skills-->GG feeels that i know the facts, i have my opinions, just that i have to present them with conviction, so as to influence the listener..well, very true..afterwards i learnt to present my point clearly and formally, with an air of confidence,even though it's only an informal discussion..these little bits here and there all contribute to your presentation skills when the big day comes..of course i know i have far more problems eg i'm not proficient on the subject matter, i lack the ability to structure my thoughts impromptu, i'm not good at delivering the message effectively, making the most important points heard and accpeted...

the discussion is a fun one as well..get to hear the singaporean jokes and stories...

Friday, February 13, 2009

linear circuits

finally i finished linear circuits supervision...总算可以重见天日了!又开始不想看书了...
去了london stock exchange CEO 的presentation, 又下雪了...总的感觉就是念稿子念的太多了吧!一股资本主义的味道。
明天又是drawing,the last one, 虽然一直觉得头很大,但是还是比较怀念的,结束之后就是structural design 了。。。

Saturday, February 07, 2009

friday night

宅人的生活,拜五的晚上,一如既往的寂寞...被曲曲带的很想吃‘甜点’,去sainsbury转了一圈,看着ice cream发呆,不能买,冰箱没有freezer!! 还记得上次的ice cream 化成了ice water and sugar cream.. 看来什么是后应该再搞一个gathering,这样就可以大家一起吃了。

总算狠下决心报了一个industrail placement..为什么都不招first year,为什么都要会C++ 还有Java, XML, Perl, GWT, SQL, Subversion, CVS.等一堆从来没有听说过的东西!就像当年写application essay一样心不在焉的crap...

突然发现我下周还有3个supervision,omg!我已经好久不知道linear system, and fluids 在说什么了,去了就是抄笔记。 话说我的DoS从住所开车来cam居然花了4个小时,今天的one-to-one supervision她居然找不到我的mock paper...然后和我go through mock时,不停的问我cos(pi)等于什么,我不停的回答1,她就很frustrated 的继续问我,画那个coordinate system的图来hint 我。快走时她突然对我的文件夹很感兴趣,因为那不是打孔的那种,而是夹子的,觉得很方便!我无语了。。。

发现christ's college居然把一可爱雪人at first court放在了主页上.

发现我写日志的风格怎么和阿娜那么像...

Friday, February 06, 2009

有点小emo..

Thursday, February 05, 2009

recent work

quite happy at the moment-- made great progress for work:
fantastic no. of sign-ups for PG event
secured ACCA event
approached by Schlumberger for event booking
structures & math supervision suggested good explanation; Fitzegerald's detailed math history talk behind linear system is amazing;
left with loads of unfinished EPs...

Monday, February 02, 2009

大雪2.1

15cm的大雪. isnt that amazing?
已经有很on的brits穿着t-shirt在雪地里玩.
很想看雪中的king's chapel.

Sunday, February 01, 2009

CNY

CNY is a slacking period for me. Formal handover on 23rd Jan. Christ's food isnt that bad. Just that the dessert is really not up-to-standard and was laughed at by jiayi and justin: grapes+biscuit.the ring of fire game followed by the formal hall is quite fun and some ppl ended up drinking a lot...the first name rule and 'drink' rule really kill a lot ppl...my carpet ended up stained...
then there was dumpling-making and CNY eve dinner at burrell's field...dumplings werent v tasty but still it's good effort! teamwork! walked back to college with wdf couple...feel a bit weird...not so many stars in the sky that day...
college CNY cook-out is on the 1st day of spring fest (26th)...in order not to be zhai, i joined the brits and asian ppl...cooked onion chicken and muchroom shrimps.it's a debacle: fire alarm was triggered when i was heating up the hob. people in the building had to evacuate. i didnt dare to stir fry with the hob on max power then..the onion tasted spicy, and mushroom looked black...had to add oil and salt and cook the 2 dishes again in the microwave, putting lots of 榨菜and 蘑菇精. the jaw-dropping moment came when the singaporeans and alex asked me how i made the dish with full admiration! are they so deprived of proper food?! ququ's sweet and sour pork ribs and steam egg are far better!!! and the australian folk asked me what's 榨菜saying it's super delicious..我晕.. someone made pan-fried dumplings.v tasty!
then engineer swap with magdalene took place on tue (27th). i'd say 4/6 quid formal is better than christ's. the dessert is amazing: cheese cake with raspberry,v creamy...caroline was so drunk, yian and wangdi found two handsome guys from christ's,jiangliang is going for the blind-date thing on V day.
Sat 31st Jan is my favourite steamboat day. bought lots of stuff from chinese supermarket and sainsbury. thank yutian,xiaodong, ququ and my seniors! had to wrap the smoke detector up to prevent the potentially disastrous fire alarm...ribs soup was sooooooo tasty...though i didnt eat much...didnt have good appetite...feel v sorry for having to ask seniors to go back to get the super powerful cooker and wok.like icecream the best though...白菜&年糕is nice to have as well...fun to see them cutting the melon and pineapple..here's some research abt pineapple..http://iask.sina.com.cn/b/1905241.html..no gossip this time..feel v sorry for mentioning the yf gossip last time during pembroke rj formal..no cards as well, havent been playing cards,esp 80分for ages!so deprived.
btw, have to mention my super-screwed day on friday..totally dumb during drawing and only finished 1 task whereas others did 3-4...so sorry for holding my demonstrator back...can tell he's quite stressed by the bombardment of qns..
didnt get wenjiabao ticket. well, most people didnt get as well.
we are blessed to witness cambridge 800.
basically i'm v bored. no mood to do work at all...a bit sentimental recently as well...someone is too busy to talk to me...just let bygones be bygones.

Monday, January 26, 2009

除夕

除夕夜,不想睡觉。

人在英国,中午看春晚。还因为炒菜漏掉了周杰伦&宋祖英的节目。随后匆忙赶去教chinese还送了学生中国结,解释鲤鱼跳龙门,一生平安,吃饺子,麻将。发现中国文化源远流长,不是外国人一时之间能够理解的。想起昨晚学联办的春晚上,主持人Chris说的一口流利的中文,想到他是剑桥中文系的学生,在华乐弹琵琶;想到那个名字缩写是sb的眼睛不好使的supervisor级的也在华乐的英国人;想到我那尼日利亚刚开始学中文就很ambitious想写‘我’字的学生;想到我那因开始创业不得不quit 中文课的法国学生;想到春晚结束后听到一外国人说‘this is fantastic' 时的激动,还是很欣慰的。

为什么痘痘多还不愿早睡,不能早睡,为什么报起spring program来就很slow写起东西来看起校内来就很on.为什么什么事都不冲在前头去做,偏偏等到大家都开始做了才开始;有时冲了一会惰性又上来了。有时很想出去social但苦于没有时间,回了剑桥才好好学习了不到5天。
看到jimmy, henry这样的人就知道他们是去IB,law firm的料,既assertive又知识渊博。不仅有些恐。难道强者是没有upper limit的。

CCS的复杂,总是很难理解很难manage的,总是有一种避而远之的心态。虽然最容易认识剑桥UG中国人的地方还是CCS. CSSA很好很强大,知道的几个工作都很尽职,delivered result也很high level.

很想见温家宝,想和他'networking' =P ,不知道能不能拿到票。

Friday, January 23, 2009

random...

生日。。请邻居吃糖,和ququ吃小蛋糕,去LF房玩游戏。。虽然收到了那么多祝福,还是很冷清。。。最近有点down...做事没效率,盯着电脑看油价大跌,看黄金震荡,总是判断失误,天生不是炒股的料。
materials lab傻傻的,连supervision一题都不会做,只会去cindies的美女反应都比我快。。。demonstrator让我加load转1revolution/s,我还是慢悠悠慢悠悠的,她都要疯了!这是我至今见到的第一个女demonstrator,干事利索,作风硬派,人也不错。
春节吃火锅。。。

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

scotland trip

买advanced single慢了一步没买成,从trinity Burrell’s field走回christ的路上经过了那条白桦树守卫的林荫道,漫天都是星星,成千上万,在星空的笼罩下,我的思绪又回到了在rib草坪上看星星的那些晚上。试着寻找最亮的那颗启明星,却发现所有星星都是那么的明亮。
一high回去修改itinerary plan到了凌晨3点。总算把djw同学的plan(抵达景点时间偏晚,来不及玩另天已黑)改好。我们的实际出游proves我的计划是sensible的。
第一次乘火车,发觉英国的系统是在很confusing,上车时没有乘务员,万一上错车也不知道。而且转车的时间很紧,得一下车就跑一路留意下一班车的站台是哪个。
一路上经过了Pete bough, York, Ely, Newcastle等车站,看到了York cathedral教堂,york 古色古香的火车站,Newcastle的现代化的桥。
抵达爱丁堡已是晚上9点,近6个小时的车程似乎并不难熬,因为中间得转2次车的缘故吧。一下车就特别兴奋 (虽然冻得用围巾帽子把自己包了起来),djw戏剧性的说了句 ‘ hope they still speak English!’ 颇为无语,才意识到苏格兰英语will be so much different.爱丁堡火车站很大很宏伟从台阶走出车站时还是很激动,有哈里波特里的感觉,虽然9 ¾站台在伦敦。一出车站繁华的夜景映入眼帘,不禁激动的掏出相机拍啊拍的。

Saturday, October 25, 2008

22nd Oct

中午吃了免费pizza,一家新开的pizza店发了很多券,有一种可以领一个免费个人pizza(4块小pizza,以后番茄酱和cheese,可以再选一种topping)。还是吃的很饱的。这几天天天中午骗吃骗喝,前两天去听我们工程学会组织的lunchtime talk,有提供免费午餐,就是三明治蛋糕很多水果加橙汁,一次挺有用的讲工程师如何提高公司效率利润(engineering consultancy) ,是从stroud的公司来的,似乎01年刚建立但发展不错,现在吸引人才,起薪37500镑/年。还有一次讲造船方面cavitation我什么都不懂只能吃东西了。
还有前几天耶鲁来了个教授讲cycle of metals关于他们作的研究,各种金属从开采到废物回收各个国家各个程序消耗的能源是多少,sustainability of metal. 觉得这个研究好废阿。

晚上参加了ernst & young办的一个Game-On,其实是帮助学生了解它的4个部门(advisory, corporate finance, tax, assurance)分管什么,而设计的一个小游戏。假设我们是一家巧克力咖啡跨国公司,面对现在经济情况,要怎样支配100万镑请ernst & young各个部门来帮助它。所以就是4桌人,轮流由各个部门来回答我们的问题,我们再决定投多少钱。虽然很无聊,游戏结束还是搞清楚了4个部门的职责。我们队的领队超强,替我们organize/structure我们的答案并建议我们全组上去呈现我们的答案,后来派了3个代表。我们组也因teamwork好而拿到了奖,每人发了10镑硬币!!!
后来的buffet也很好吃,虽然都是三明治鸡肉之类的,但有很多很多水果。
Event开始之前和结束后都有networking,就是学生和EY员工聊天问问题,我们组的领队(advisory)和我们聊了一会,另碰到一中国人刚加入actuarial science,然后找graduate recruitment问了些问题,主要是面试,assessment centre(written report+group discussion), 他们很注重teamwork, 而并不很看重leadership, 他们公司据说氛围很好也很注重个人的发展。

Saturday, October 11, 2008

life at cam

9th Oct
今天第一天上课,11点就结束了。下午随学长去trinity college, king’s, clare, 等学院看了看。我在等学长时不时受到trinity门卫的骚扰,问我有没有买参观门票,游客需要买票2.5磅,而学生是不用的。由于一手持地图一手相机,太容易被抓了,我只能不停拿出我的学生证来证明。Trinity相当宏伟,great gate相当有气势,门上是henry 八世的像,下面是他几个儿子,门外还有一棵牛顿被砸到苹果的那棵树,门内的顶上是徽章类的东西。没有能进chapel参观。广场中心是一喷泉,四周的建筑爬满了绿色紫色的爬山虎,很有感觉。所有建筑装饰不但具有建筑美,而且年代悠久,每年trinity都花不少经费维持。我去看的时候侧面的钟楼就在修。Trinity的formal hall也作为平时的食堂使用,比我学院的大多了,四面窗上都有彩画,颜色鲜艳,殊不知也都是古董了。(Trinity的古董在二战期间被转移至乡下保存。) 据说哈里波特剧组曾经想在这里拍摄,却被trinity拒于千里之外了。
去后花园的路上有一条林荫道,然后会经过诗情画意的康河。Trinity的后花园fellows’ garden更是大之又大,晚上没有路灯漆黑一片。
又经过国王学院,clare’s college,国王学院也曾是声名显赫,不过现在逐渐衰退。建筑犹如城堡,护城河就是康桥,还养了牛作为观赏。king’s chapel也是最值得一看的,。

10oct
今天上drawing 课我头大死了。完全没有三维感,不知道要怎么画那些projection线,图形的正侧面等。幸亏这些coursework不用考试,只要认真做就能拿分。我不停的问demonstrator问题,都是最后几个画完的了,连demonstrator都很无语/很敬佩的说‘just hand in. I’ll give you the marks. You’ve made effort..’ 虽然两周才上一次,但轮到的这天会有4个小时的drawing 课!
下午去买了五件套的锅,20镑准备开烧。和四川同学一起烧。
晚上到隔壁聊了会,没话找话聊。她是个Irish,抱怨说英国人听不懂她口音不怎么理她,她的口音还是很纯正很好听的呐。
同学买了去北京圣诞节来回票只要370磅!!!

Friday, September 05, 2008

准备好了菜单,就等爷爷的审批和奶奶的退位啦。主要就是以前在新加坡做过的菜。非常想念当年那只酱肘子,非常容易烧且不是一般的好吃;南瓜粥,金黄透亮的,稠稠的,色香味俱全;还有红烧虾,一个个又大又香;当然还有酿豆腐派别的酿香菇,现在已经教会了奶奶;还有在超市偶然发现的茭白,我炒得很嫩的,记得当时还心疼新加坡茭白贵;还很想做意大利面,有了菜谱却没有那个闲情逸致了。

Monday, August 18, 2008

Summary From Harvard University Baccalaureate address to Class of 2008
1. As high as 58% of Harvard graduates enter i-banking, finance or consulting. But there is this persistent question about why they are following this path.
2. It is a fundamental question about the values, about how to reconcile the seemingly conflicting goals for success and a meaningful life. (how to define success so that it yields and encompasses real happiness)
3. Harvard students want to be happy. That’s why they choose electives like Positive psychology and the science of happiness.
4. The president proposes that it is important to try. Pursue what you love. Do what you want to do and then do what you have to do. Liberal arts education is liberal in the sense that it allows individuals to make self-conscious, rational choices and at the same time challenge their own choices and prepare to change routes.

This is echoed by Henry Ford who firmly believes that one should never feel settled.

Some quotes from Harvard President Drew Faust's Baccalaureate address to Class of 2008

The answer is: you won’t know till you try. But if you don’t try to do what you love — whether it is painting or biology or finance; if you don’t pursue what you think will be most meaningful, you will regret it. Life is long. There is always time for Plan B. But don’t begin with it.

I think of this as my parking space theory of career choice, and I have been sharing it with students for decades. Don’t park 20 blocks from your destination because you think you’ll never find a space. Go where you want to be and then circle back to where you have to be.

But what is ultimately most important here is that you are asking the question — not just of me but of yourselves. You are choosing roads and at the same time challenging your own choices. You have a notion of what you want your life to be and you are not sure the road you are taking is going to get you there. This is the best news. And it is also, I hope, to some degree, our fault. Noticing your life, reflecting upon it, considering how you can live it well, wondering how you can do good: These are perhaps the most valuable things that a liberal arts education has equipped you to do. A liberal education demands that you live self-consciously. It prepares you to seek and define the meaning inherent in all you do. It has made you an analyst and critic of yourself, a person in this way supremely equipped to take charge of your life and how it unfolds. It is in this sense that the liberal arts are liberal — as in liberare — to free. They empower you with the possibility of exercising agency, of discovering meaning, of making choices. The surest way to have a meaningful, happy life is to commit yourself to striving for it. Don’t settle. Be prepared to change routes. Remember the impossible expectations we have of you, and even as you recognize they are impossible, remember how important they are as a lodestar guiding you toward something that matters to you and to the world. The meaning of your life is for you to make.


Some quotes from My Life and Work by Henry Ford

Life is not a battle except with our own tendency to sag with the downpull of "getting settled." If to petrify is success all one has to do is to humour the lazy side of the mind but if to grow is success, then one must wake up anew every morning and keep awake all day. I saw great businesses become but the ghost of a name because someone thought they could be managed just as they were always managed, and though the management may have been most excellent in its day, its excellence consisted in its alertness to its day, and not in slavish following of its yesterdays. Life, as I see it, is not a location, but a journey.Even the man who most feels himself "settled" is not settled--he is probably sagging back. Everything is in flux, and was meant to be. Life flows. We may live at the same number of the street, but it is never the same man who lives there.

Habit conduces to a certain inertia, and any disturbance of it affects the mind like trouble.

There is a subtle danger in a man thinking that he is "fixed" for life. It indicates that the next jolt of the wheel of progress is going to fling him off.

visa app

The visa application process is complicated, single-handed, and uncertain. Taking advantage of the powerful photocopying machine in school, I made 4 copies for each document instead of the required 1 copy. (feel very bad). Then comes the part that requires meticulousness: arranging documents in order, preparing the itemlized list (it is very useful to prepare such a list as it helps you to check and saves you the trouble of writing a list on the actual day of application), translating the documents (of course my brain power is not sufficient to translate those complex household register, certificate of house ownership, and bank passbooks etc; one should download template from the internet and modify accordingly).

Some reflections:
1. It is always important to get the documents presented neatly and clearly. This will help VO shorten their working time significantly. Remember while you help the VO, you are also helping yourself to shorten the waiting time. I feel that the translations I provided do not match the original documents’ format and do not have large, clear headings. This may cause some confusion for the VO.
2. One should always work closely with friends. I missed out the ‘last 3 months financial documents’ part as I did not know the requirements for visa application in Singapore. In the end, the processing officer coldly marked ‘No’ for this section. And I don't know how perilous this application would be. Hope for the best.
In fact, if a PRC student wants to apply in Singapore, he needs financial evidence from a local or UK bank. This is the key thing. Moreover, somehow my deposits are too ‘young’ to be considered valid. Contrary to the web tips, deposits from foreign countries are expected to have more than 1 year history. Otherwise it speaks unfavourably on your application (as the visa centre officer puts a NO for the last 3 months financial documents’ part on my check list. (however, the cambridge brand is sufficient to get one the entry clearance. so no worries. in fact, though i was warned my visa app may take up to 15 working days to process, i received the clearance in 3 days.)

3. The enjoyable part is to have lunch at the square outside Capital Tower, where all the big firms congregate. It was a funny scene as well as those people dressed in suits and elegant dresses walked past me, glancing at me for my odd presence.
Yet it still feels good. The artistic work, the fish pond, and the azure sky made a perfect surrounding for this lunch. haha, i felt good.

4. A word for juniors: The process is definitely much more expeditious than that in China. No booking of appointment is required and it only takes abt 30 min to submit.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

6th June
最近是打工生涯的低谷:网上登出的工作大多数要求3 months commitment, 由于我不想到8月底才回家,我失业了2周。这两周, 我过得混混沌沌,晚睡晚起,泡在网上,用一句在网上search job and send resume搪塞。
感谢dear yt,在我没有斗志没有精神的时候带我出去玩。虽说去过Esplanade很多次,但每次去都有不同的心境新的发现。这次是从Marina Square 走去Esplanade。当脑中还挂念着那些可爱精美的巧克力时, 突然发觉自己身处在一片明媚的阳光满眼的绿意之中。那种惊喜之情无以言表。在宁静中带着生气的蓝天下,在广阔的空间中,一下心情很开朗很轻松。于是激动得要拍照。自然的姿势,prompted by the vibrant mood。以前拍照,总是淑女的笑容;这次却找到了一种久违的感觉,自然的感觉。


自己的不负责任或者说惰性导致了一些很令我自责的事。做事半途而废,没有定性没有毅力,没有追求的欲望,没有一个goal set out for my life. 比如说GIC scholarship app, 比如说一点小事like NUS acceptance, 我都懒得去拍照贴到表格上。结果呢,在我突然最忙得时候,GIC contact 我说邀请我去second round of interview, NUS registrar’s office逼我第二天就把照片亲自交过去。Ironically, this is life. If you don't steer the direction of your own life, you would be led astray or awry by others. 比如说Yale application essay, 缺乏灵感,懒得寻找unique approach,结果写成了一篇general, 虽然语言还好的无关痛痒的文章。比如IE Interview, 没有找到自己的闪光点,结果自己觉得无聊,面试官大概也无聊。我不能再做这样的事了, or I’ll ruin my own future!


今天忙乎了一天,并没有赚到钱, 但感觉很充实。结束了这两周的混沌生活。


去一个call centre for training.虽然听说很无聊,但路上却很兴奋,因为这代表着走向社会,走出自己的comfort zone. 在新加坡打工3个月,在楼下作了student care centre的小老师,在中学做了一个很偷懒的大老师,身边的同事都很善良,都很关心人,根本没有世道险恶可言,所要做的就是把自己分内的事做好,和同事关系搞好。虽然在学校已经浅尝工作生涯的规律性,组织性,却还是比较自由的。但是call centre不同,有targeted no. of successes, 有上级的监管,不能偷懒,有工作的压力;连工资都是和performance联系在一起的,于是还有自己给自己施加的压力。在这种情况下不能想着怎样做可以让自己更舒服,而是怎样才能做的更好。不是为了自己,更是为了公司,也是为了一种荣誉感。
Training 时表现的不错,虽然一开始并没有意识到需要展现自己的能力。但是trainer Paolo 时不时问我们一些问题,既是为了engage我们,后来意识到他也是在test我们。我们每天必须要hit的 target是25profiles, 在training快结束时Paolo 问我第一天能做几个profiles, 我不敢许诺而只是说try my best lah. 但Paolo很看好我的说要我做50个。当时觉得很开心,因为自己在training上的vocal,proactive 的表现得到了肯定;但也对自己的回答缺乏信心觉得有所不足。以后一定要有自信心,不仅一种个人的冲劲和passion,也一定会让辛苦培养我的上级感到由衷的genuine的欣慰。
今天2.5/hr*5hr=12.5,来回车票=4,午饭扬州炒饭=3,晚饭自己享受一下cooking的美妙,也花了一些钱,所以一天收支平衡。这样的日子还挺enjoyable的。

connect with others

Casual chat with friends would turn out to be good opportunities for learning. Consciously discover your friends’ strengths and model after them would give you an invaluable advantage. One cannot live through disparate experiences in the limited time yet one can multiply the reservoir of experiences by making others’ experiences your own. This is achieved through conscious learning.


Connect with others (From Straits Times)
1. Express, not impress
2. seek to understand
3. learn with your ears
4. what others want
5. what others tell you
6. be emotion savvy
7. perceive accurately
8. question wisely
9. make a good offer
10. be empathetic

1. Wise people use simple words to make sure anyone can understand their message.

2. Most of us are more interested in being understood by the other party than in understanding him.
. Lawyers sometimes describe an agreement as ‘a meeting of the minds’.

3. Listening is the art of interpreting the words of another and giving them meaning.
Good empathetic listening is a meeting of the hearts.

4. People do things for their reasons, not yours. To find out what people want, you have to develop rapport, empathise with them, ask questions and gain their trust.

5. People have two reasons for everything: the one they tell you and they one they hide from you.
Often, a person’s real reason is not exactly a reason but an emotion.

6. People often act based on their emotions and justify their action with a reason later.

7. We do not see the world as it is- we see the world according to who we are.

8. Form your questions in an intelligent and understandable way. It is more likely you will receive a more useful answer.
9. Making it easier for others to say Yes will increase your chance of getting what you want. Seek alternative ways of cheerful cooperation than grudging compliance.

10. Emotional Quotient is empathy and a knack to recognize others’ emotions.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

job hunting

here is my job hunting experience...sometimes repetitive yet unfruitful...think it may serve as a useful lesson for juniors..
goal for job hunting:
1. proximity to home
it is impractical to find a job near home.
given that most office work is in downtown area (quoted from a HR officer)
and in jurong west (based on my online job searching)

however, sometimes this rule doesnt hold true.
eg i'm now working at a student care centre just downstairs!
job nature: teaching P1-P6 students math/science but the rule of thumb is safety first.
hourly pay is satisfactory (at least to me) and it doesnt involve much heavy workload.

how to find such a job:
if you stay in neighbourhood, just stroll around and search for tuition centres/student care centre and you'll be able to get a job if u are lucky: if a teacher is leaving and the centre urgently needs a temp teacher.

for people who can do physical work: can go to shopping malls/plaza nearby to be a cashier/pdt ambassador. but the pay is low. really cheap labour: 3.5/hr for 7/11, McDonald, KFC, Pizzahut etc. however, breadtalk offers an attractive 4.5/hr pay and the opportunity to bring back loads of bread..

2. high hourly rate

admin work usually offers 6-7/hr.
hotel: 6/hr
pub: much higher with commissions h/e risky same as ktv
my suggestion is to be a relief teacher which has really handsome rate.
if you have talent, you will get job offers with hrly pay>15/hr. eg one friend works at a private education centre and gets 15/hr (full time) or 20/hr (part-time)
tuition: my suggestion is that dont reveal to the tuition agency/parents that you may not stay in sg for uni studies. you'll get turned down as parents all expect a long term tutor who can have an intimate understanding of the problem & habit of the student.
however, i am an honest and responsible person so i want to make it clear to the parents, hence i havent found tuition assignments yet.

another suggestion is to think out of the box. dont limit your options to those conventional jobs. once you come up with a niche area that other PRCs/singaporeans have rushed to take up, you'll find your first pot of gold.

one word of caution:
generally it is very hard for people on work permit to get a job. PR will have advantage in the sense that most job positions are open to sg citizen/PR only.