low sugar levels.

okay.exciting day in school!
almost fainted.

from the normal sickly yellow pale cindy(according to joyce)

i became.

WHITE.complete with white lips too!

haha.

luckily hp finally got through n lee peng came.

my super sugar wonder woman compete with her life saving rabbit choco.
revived the white-shifty

then
she had to go.
she rushed down to the atrium in the midst of a lesson la! hah! my gf is so sweet.
feel fucking lucky

then jae rushed down soon after also.
heehee.frightened her w/ my phone call.

then gf came down again after her lessons n we tried to mug.
ended up talking abt hot -cute girls
and enchanted*inside jk*

then gf left for training n i went to eat dinner w/ jae.
then i went HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

din mug today cause i felt like utter crap.

but today really felt super grateful and happy inspite of my scary low sugar episode.

cause i have a super gf who is super sweet and pretty and understanding
and a super gi-na buddy who knows how to make me smile everyday.

supersatisfied w/ life todae.
can die happy now.

WOOSH'

cough*


being sick is not fun :[


miss bestie n alex =[


met kerin at kap.

kap is going to see me every-god-damn-day from 5-9pm
got a feeling i'm going to get heart disease reallllllllly soon.
cheeseburgers and sundaes here i come!

my fab sat

i wanted to study EC today.
notice the impt keyword is always WANT.

i failed.

there was a super entertaining indian show.

kk i'm making excuses.

BUT IT REALLY WAS!....some guy who turned into a girl because lord shiva(shiva-ji) and his wife
tot he needed a lesson for not respecting girls.

after awhile it got abit irritating.luckily 10 min into the show my greatly missed alex called me!

haha so met her and then we went mad.
wahhahaha

i almost killed both of us cause i decided to wait for the red man to come on for 5 sec before dashing across the road.............yes i said RED man.
wahhaahaha

she n i picked up converse shoes tgt.and she got a piercing too.


my shoes do not exactly carry the WOW! factor.
just standard issue black n purple sneakers.but they very weirdly remind me of berries in yogurt.

yummy'

i miss alex alot right now-haha i bet she misses me too-luv

common test coming but a gd friday :]

todae after class, i planned to study....
i really did. :[

but slacking is such a blardie hobby.

and eating is a habit so......cindy decided to sin and shoo away common test blues by "hobbying"and "habiting".

met my gf in school n tgt with stef we went to find our pimp-ken

then jae and jeron came. and gf went to red camp.

pimp suddenly said band stuff was calling him.and so MOVIE PLAN WAS CANCELLED.


cabbed to town w/ 2js

and chilled at coffee bean.then jr came.
then chilled somemore in awkwardness and then jae left for dinner w/ friends.
and i got to meet eve"the person i really wanted to meet for a longlonglong time"


then left 2jrs n eve n went to hv.


saw ppl i din wanna see n so bus 7 took me home.

went into the study room n flipped afew pages of blaw n then decided that the swing in the playground was 100000000 times more interesting.
and i was right.spent abt 30 min being a human pendulum and admiring the super round moon.
then my body told me it wanted a bath so home it went.


overall.fri was fab.i got to meet gf n pimp.go out with jae and "new friend"jeron.got intro to jr and FINALLY met eve who i was curious abt for a LONG time.

it was also amusing to find myself and others ard stoning in awkwardness grabbing at any common topic to connect upon. its been along time since i ventured out from my comfort zone of school n outside friends.


plan for next week.mug like hell w/ kerin n jae n salny and maybe jr.etc.......


n go on a choco,ice cream, fried food ban

keep bread and biscuits to one a day.
and rice at normal human levels.
god save me.

sugars wld come from yogurt/home fruit juice and my current obession of grean tea macha candy(the only sin)


totally need detox after pigging down copious truck loads of blubber and carbo for 3-4 days.
and my body knows it.super lethargic with unnecessary complex sugars and oil in the frigging system.


that aside.i've been really mean to people and snapped at a friend.
i've also been vulgar again ......like a 15 yrd old ah lian.

i shud stop wacking ppl too.

cindy is tired n she is looking for a study toy-pls text me if u happen to see a toy that i might like

budget=50+ if its really cute/interesting.


requirement/preferences of toy.
-portable
(so i can bring it ard)
-cat related?
-no pigs pls
-durable
-unique
-no winnie the pooh/barbie/hello kitty/doremon/mickey/minnie stuff

that shitty feeling

have u ever made a promise
and then can't fulfill it due to the circumstances?

then u try like a dog and pant and dig like hell to solve it asap as much as possible?


when all u wanna do is just go back in time n chuck the promise away.

cindy is a bloody hypocrite.

amen'
so hate me




arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
why can't i have a slave in life to help me do all my work and meet up to expectations and clean the floor and cook and earn and brush away worries and negative stuff ard me.

i love living i just hate reality

my happy day

sorry to everyone todae! was in a hurry

went to school
then bought a super cute cat hp charm

its on my wallet nowwwwwww meow*

n shorts--- but according to wl its hot pants :]

the potatoe stuff i ate todae was yummy

food

i love yummy food!

cold rock super combo!

super yummy

and nydc pasta and baked rice


8th nov=crazy day
9th nov=semi crazy day


'don't know when to stop :]