Tuesday, August 30, 2005
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Today was indeed a tiring day at school. not only did we have 2 long days at school, today, somehow, me and my friends got super hyper.. we laughed so much.. we moved too much.. we just used up our energy so much!! goodness!
today, me and 3 of my gfs, brought sandwiches to school... i make hotdog and egg, sitti made ham and egg, ting li made cheese and jaz made peanut butter.. we had that for breakfast and lunch.. together with some fruits.. fun fun! picnic in class. haha.. we had too much bread though..
my ears are annoying me. the whole class knows bout it coz i always can't seem to control my volume. so in class, i would have sudden outburts of "huh?!".. embarassing!!! but ah wells...
i was sooo tired byt the time it was 4 plus.. i'm so glad my bf decided to pick me up from school.. as soon as i got home, i jumped on the bed.. i did nothing but threw my bag on the floor and jumped on the bed! uh huh! thats tired.. he joined me but i was fast asleep so i didn't know whether he did sleep or not. hehe. i remembered him irritating me though.. trying to keep me awake but i whined so much! i was just soooooo tired! man!!
got up at bout 8.30pm.. watched tv, showered, ate.. now i got to study.. really!! no timeeee man!!!!!
tmr, i'm gonna get my ears "fixed".. haha i hope it get fixed!!! :):):):):):)
| name fought for sanity @ 10:27 PM|
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Monday, August 29, 2005
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THIS IS LIKE TOTALLY WORTH READING! THANKS Le `mon for the e-mail! GIRLS AND ESP GUYS, READ THIS!
Why Women Are Crabby We started to "bud" in our blouses at 9 or 10 years old only to find that anything that came in contact with those tender, blooming buds hurt so bad it brought us to tears. So came the ridiculously uncomfortable training bra contraption that the boys in school would snap until we had calluses on our backs.
Next, we get our periods in our early to mid-teens (or sooner). Along with those budding boobs, we bloated, we cramped, we got the hormone crankies, had to wear little mattresses between our legs or insert tubular, packed cotton rods in places we didn't even know we had.
Our next little rite of passage (premarital or not) was having sex for the first time which was about as much fun as having a ramrod push your uterus through your nostrils (IF he did it right and didn't end up with his little cart before his horse), leaving us to wonder what all the fuss was about.
Then it' was off to Motherhood where we learned to live on dry crackers and water for a few months so we didn't spend the entire day leaning over Brother John. Of course, amazing creatures that we are (and we are), we learned to live with the growing little angels inside us steadily kicking our innards night and day making us wonder if we were preparing to have Rosemary's Baby.
Our once flat bellies looked like we swallowed a whole watermelon and we pee'd our pants every time we sneezed. When the big moment arrived, the dam in our blessed Nether Regions invariably burst right in the middle of the mall and we had to waddle, with our big cartoon feet, moaning in pain all the way to the ER.
Then it was huff and puff and beg to die while the OB says, "Please stop screaming, Mrs. Hearmeroar. Calm down and push. Just one more good push (more like 10)," warranting a strong, well-deserved impulse to punch the %*#!* (and hubby) square in the nose for making us cram a wiggling, mushroom-headed 10lb bowling ball through a keyhole.
After that, it was time to raise those angels only to find that when all that "cute" wears off, the beautiful little darlings morphed into walking, jabbering, wet, gooey, snot-blowing, life-sucking little poop machines.
Then come their "Teen Years." Need I say more?
When the kids are almost grown, we women hit our voracious sexual prime in our early 40's - while hubby had his somewhere around his 18th birthday.
So we progress into the grand finale: "The Menopause," the Grandmother of all womanhood. It's either take HRT and chance cancer in those now seasoned "buds" or the aforementioned Nether Regions, or, sweat like a hog in July, wash your sheets and pillowcases daily and bite the head off anything that moves.
Now, you ask WHY women seem to be more spiteful than men, when men get off so easy, INCLUDING the icing on life's cake: Being able to pee in the woods without soaking their socks...
So, while I love being a woman, "Womanhood" would make the Great Gandhi a tad crabby. Women are the "weaker sex"? Yeah right. Bite me.
HAHAHAAHAHAHHAA!!! TOTALLY !!!
| name fought for sanity @ 11:59 PM|
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Sunday, August 28, 2005
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MY FRIENDS ARE GONNA FREAK! but these pics are too cool to not share! hahaha.. enjoy! and to my friends, i know u love me still!! :):):):)
this is what i did today!! i didn't studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
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HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!! my baby!! my dad did this.. called weird-yanko-leo! HAHAHA
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JAZ!
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SITTI
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ALVINA!
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TING LI!
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another me!
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yup! me! haha
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Saturday, August 27, 2005
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bah!! tireddd man!!! went to vocal coaching today.. it was fun but my hearing sucks! lucky still can hear la! i hope it will go away! it's pissing me off.. it's pissing my bf off too coz he has to repeat himself and he says i talk too softly.. hmmm..ironic....
well.. after class, at bout 4.15, i had to rush down to City Hall to meey my bf at 4.30pm. hehe.. was definitely gonna be late la but dear Godfrey, one of the "students" there gave me a lift.. it was out of the way but he's such a kind soul. haha and belive it or not!!!! we were talking and then it came to the subject of his work. he told me he's working at NYP! as a lecturer. boy did i freak! so i asked him, "do u know the jap lecturer at nyp, lisa setiono?" he was like ," ya!! u know her?" and im like "well.. yea! her son's my bf!" hahahahaahahah.. it sounded weird but anyway, ya! then he said "ohhh his son from nyp too last time? i know him. i've met him. nice boy" hahahaa.. freakin conincidence man!!!! like super cool! i can't wait to tell Aunt Lisa! haha
well, i ended up reaching City Hall on time. hehe.. the bf and i walked to Marina Square coz we planned to try out Carl's Jr... hehehe.. i was starving and it was starting to take its toll on my poor head.. boo! ordered the charbroiled bbq chicken combo meal and the bf ordered superstar combo meal! bloody huge burger man! and pretty ex too for a fast food. but it was worth it i supposeeee... yummy... the cashier was funny though. he saw me and he was like "shirin?!".. then i'm like so bloody lost coz i have no idea who he was.. so i was like "yea hi!".. then he snapped his finger.. and was like figuring out something. which i don't know what!.. so embarassing. leo was like looking at me and going "huh?" haha.. it was super awkward somehow.. anyway, yea.. enjoyed the food a lot!!
after that, we walked to the National Library! super huge and cool!!! it's the Singapore Writer's Festival right now and there's some stuff goin on there. a few filipino-american writers were there to rap? cite poems? talk? express themselves? i don't know what but it was indeed pretty cool! went to the reference bk level and read some stuff... i enjoyed the atmosphere.. grand and peaceful....hehe
after that,we made our way to Bugis..planned to shop but it's weird how my bf always end up shopping more than me nowadays! maybe coz he needs stuff for Aus but still!!! bah!!! hehe..
talking bout Aus, Oli left for Melbourne today!!! lucky beyatch she! must make sure she comes back with macadamia nutz!!!!! hehe
leo was super tired today. and he didn't drive!!!!!! so i thought maybe i'll go home by myself and he didn't have to send me home.. it's so out of the way.. so we went our separate way..he didn't sleep last night coz he had some life firing stuff in camp so yea i understand.. hehe.. i pretended to be mad though and he's feeling so guilty now! hehehe .. so he said "what can i do to make u happy?"... i replied "just a pretty bracelet" hahahaha... shit!
ok i gotta study man! i'll try! Happy Babui Day my love! it's been 5 years and 7 months and i love u still! so so so much more!!!
| name fought for sanity @ 11:21 PM|
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Friday, August 26, 2005
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border="0">cOURTESY oF nAT hO.. SO COOL HAHA
| name fought for sanity @ 11:02 PM|
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i'm annoyed coz my hearing is still partially impaired. the trip to the doc this morning was a waste of time and money. my ear wax r still too hard.. nothing can be done. i still have to wait.. despite that, i still went to sch. i couldn't afford to miss any lesson. esp this module. it's hard enough. im glad i still can hear... if by next week, nothing can be done, my parents r bringing me the ear specialist.. yikes!! sounds scaryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
ok.. i've been slackin like mad!!!! i really gotta get studying.. shall start tonight.....
so i've been watching Malaysian Idol 2. i have a favourite.. Farah.. she's got a powerful voice, she's pretty and she's young. and i think the Malaysian Idols judges r the best. they're not bias and they give such constructive comments. if ur good, they praise u. if ur not, u face it.. they're fair in their judgements and they make sense.. not like some.. anyhow make comment. no meaning..
well, i don't mean to stereotype but i expect a lot from club singers coz their job is to sing. the sing every night. they have audiences.. they have no reason to slack. like nana, jessea and beverly.. they're outstanding coz they're club singers. they have a certain kind of voice.. powerful element. there's this contestant in Malaysian Idol, Nisa, who totally slacked today.. no excuses there..
well ok... despite the hearing problems, i'm still gonna teach vocal tmr. haha i'm just gonna have to stand nearer to them haha. i'm meeting the bf after that. i'm excited coz i miss him sooooooooooooooooo much!!!
ok thats it la. i gotta go study..peace out!
| name fought for sanity @ 10:47 PM|
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
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WHAT A BUMMER!!!! i remembered how i had to get my ear flushed when i was in primary sch coz i had too much ear wax! now, i have to get it done again. it happened a few hrs ago. i had a blocked ear after i shower so i decided to dig my ear la. only to realise i'm just pushing in the ear wax instead of digging it out. my ear canal is totally blocked by ear wax! how great! i panicked coz the thing i hate most is not being able to hear. i screamed and told my Dad to call the doctor to see if i could come down immediately. i made my mum get changed and follow me immediately! doctor checked and realised my ear canal is indeed blocked 100%!! oh bummer! and my ear wax is too hard so i have to apply some oil b4 i can get it flushed on fri. i can't waitttttttttt!!!! i'm gonna have to live for the next 2 days like Haizad in The Maid. ok that was not funny.. hmmm
anyhoo! my test today turned out pretty ok. was expecting it to be worst after the horror from the 1st test. but it was alright although i'm always prone to careless mistakes. i hope it's ok though. 2 down,4 to go ! too many testsssssss!! stress lo!
after class today, we had KFC for lunch and the girlies and i spent the afternoon at Clementi. freakin over bags and shoes!! we have so much to buy. we need the money!! went to the bookshop and got myself this really cool pencil haha.. it's 0.9 mechanical. so good for a rough person like me. the lead won't break too easily. great!! Jaz did something very very very naughty today haha.. oh bummer!
today was overall a great day besides the ear ordeal and oh how i can i forget! this morning, my alarm didn't ring somehow! great! from all days! i planned to get up early so i didn't have to rush for my tests. in the end i got up at 9am, only after mum woke me up and said "don't u have a tests today? is it in the afternoon?" oh crap! my test was at 10am! i took the quickest shower ever and changed so fast that i probably forgot to breathe. took a cab and got there in time. bah!!!! my phone wa making weird noises and doing weird stuff.. it was a bit eerie today .... hmmmm... someone somehow have been meddling with my settings.. but who!?!?!?!
well.... right now, i'm prolly gonna go read some notes for the next test.. i miss my bf to pieces!! i can't wait for the weekend and the whole of next week coz he's out from camp! yay!!! gtg now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! goodnightttttttttttt
| name fought for sanity @ 11:04 PM|
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not much time to blog coz i gotta study! test tmr! shit!! but here are random photos!!! i miss my babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy .. these photos i stole from his computer over the weekend. there's more but here's random ones..!! take care and i will blog soon!
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moi family + a new addition. haha.. my baby in baju kurung. u had no idea how hard to get him to put that on. mummy bought for him.
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my bro and my bf on hari raya 2004.. my bf's 1st hari raya celebration. haha
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mini photoshoot.. haha!! i was the sucky photographer.
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hehehe..
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me on extreme left, followed by peishan, cheryl, errrrrr, errrrrr, vernon, and my baby haha
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005
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Monday, August 22, 2005
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Hey!!! wasuuppp!! random stuff today!
i need to speed up my revision man! sunday was spent at my bf's place. i studied for a bit but ended up napping for a few hrs coz of the late night b4. bah!!
Andre Laksmana, the Anugerah contestant, who withdrew from the competition, left for US last night. his sms was so sweet... such a bummer that i never got to know him better. nice dude.
Haizad's b-day was on sat and i sent him an mms on Fri night but he never replied.. only to realise that he didn't recieve it. i received a report only last night that the mms has expired and never sent. bloody hell! so much for wanting to be the 1st few to wish him.. now, i'm probably last..haha.. but he replied saying he's old and no more happy the birthday.. hmmm.... old fart! heh
i need to control what comes out from my mouth coz i've regretted a lot. i regret telling off a "friend" coz he annoyed me. now when i see him in sch, i pity him. bah!!!
today, some kid ( i say kid coz he's obviously younger) in the train asked me "do u have a number?".. i replied " of coz i do but i won't give it to you".. shit!! that was mean of me really.. but oh wells... i've been so mean lately.. i don't know why...
last night, b4 i went to bed, i msged my bf a sweet msg haha.. i said "just 3 words i will never get sick of saying, 3 words i'll always mean with all my heart.. just these 3 words for u.. I LOVE YOU" ok la. not so sweet but guess what he replied?!?!? "i love u too. just 4 words!" BUMMER!!!! hahahaahahahahah that sms made me wake up in the morning and i laughed hysterically!!!! mum thought i was senile! he's such a joker man!!! i asked him why he msg like that, he replied "so difficult u write. so i reply la i love u too. 4 words mah" wah liao.. hopeless!
today, my bf could have been awarded best actor. he got out of his jump by tellin his officer he has a back ache... hmmm.. went for x-ray and all. all bullshit.. got out of it.. got to book out.. my gosh!
something very random: i don't understand why some people treat a person like a gf/bf but not acknowledge him/her as one...on the other hand, i don't understand why some people assume they're in a relationship with another when they're not... i don't understand why some don't admit they're in relationships... hmmmm ok
i gotta study.. but so many shows tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i got to study... prolly skip afternoon class tmr.. iono yet! ciao!
| name fought for sanity @ 7:44 PM|
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Sunday, August 21, 2005
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i need to let my nails breathe.. too much nail polish. but without them, i'm incomplete.. bah!
i could barely get up this morning.. it was a rainy day.. cooling... i didn't wanna wake up. but i had to get up for breakfast and go for vocal coaching. i can't skip breakfast coz if i do, i have to starve till 6pm when i get home from vocal coaching. bah!
class was alright today.. i was feeling a little lethargic though.. 2 hrs seemed so long! but yea.. i survived my train ride home while talking to the bf on the phone.. also with Oli.. i missed her.. she had so much to tell.. but i can't share. heehe..
when i got home, Dad bought the infamous Nasi Lemak from Changi Village.. it tasted oh so good coz i was oh so starving! after that, still in the clothes i wore out (earrings, watch and all), i fell aslepp on the sofa.. suckerrrrr! iw as so bloody sleeppyyy.. i slept till 8 pm. bummer! i was supposed to study...
got up, washed up, lazed around.. only started studying at 10.30pm..... only to slack again later in front of the comp.. bah! its 3 am now and i'm goin to bed.. still so much to study so i plan to bring all my notes inc the bloody thick text book to my bf's place tmr and study. kill 2 birds with 1 stone....
im off! gonna read Men's Health which my bf made me buy on the way home today coz he mentioned the cute guy on the front cover.. hmmmm how gay. haha.. but yup. hottie alert!!! Jon Jonsson, move aside.. here comes Marc Nelson, Burmese-Chinese-English heritage... WOOHOO!
| name fought for sanity @ 2:59 AM|
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Friday, August 19, 2005
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Today, we managed to get our first part of project done. i'm so glad coz i was getting worried. anyway, for the first time, we had lunch at Ngee Ann Poly. let's say food is gd and cheap but that place is filthy. no offense but ewwwww... obviously compaared to my school, that school's a major ghetto. bah! well...
afternoon classes are such a dread!!! and this module is so freakin tough.. sucker! i have a test on wed which i'm so far behind in terms of revision. shucks!!!
after sch, at bout 5 pm, Jaz and i headed to town. she planned to get a b-day pressie for her sis and i planned to meet the bf. we walked around and i sorta bought a show bag. not really a shoe bag but i'll use it as a shoe bag.haha. we went to Marks and Spencer to check out the biggest bras i have ever freakin seen! it's crazy how someone can have that huge boobs! i don't wanna imagine!
jaz got tired so she decided to head back while i went to meet the bf. we had a light dinner and walked around while waiting for his mum. i got so tired so we went to the car and watched vcd. i fell asleep.....sent me home and now, i need to recharge myself with a cup of coffee and start studying.
i have to work tmr. sucker but yea... whatever..
and oh.. Happy 26th Bday Haizad! i know u come by my blog but u never left a mark so if u do see his, yup. i'll msg u anyway. bah! and like last year, Happy Birthday Goondu! oh btw, it's tmr. so yup. happy bday in advance.
| name fought for sanity @ 11:29 PM|
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Thursday, August 18, 2005
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went to the gym in the morning and the bf came by the gym at bout 9.20am. i was still on the machine so he had to wait.. hehe. after tat, we went to my place while i washed up and then sent my mum to the mall b4 heading to his house.
we watched a dvd, The Quest. i've watched it before but it has got so much boobs so i gotta show him hahaha!! he of coz liked it hahahahaha.. but yea.. b4 that, we had a late breakfast at this Boon Lay food court. cool place. really clean. plus weather was coolinggg.. i likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
spent the day at his place... Ruru (his dog) is such a cutie!!! i wanted to take her pic so i made her sit. when i took out my phone, she walked away, took her plush toy and came right back and sat and even posed! how cute is that?!!?!? BUT!! that stupid dog chewed my bloody slipper today!! my fave slipper!! leo said that she probably did that coz while i was combing her hair today, i stopped abruptly and never continued. so she got mad!!! wat?!?!!?!? dogs r too smart! such a bitch! literally! haha.. welll...
i gotta study. really! i shall start... NOW
| name fought for sanity @ 7:40 PM|
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
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UPDATES!!!
sooo lets seee.. Sch Bashes r on now i think. Janna mentioned something bout RMIT Bash which frankly, i didn't even know about. i've never been to any bashes coz no one i know goes to them. then, a friend from NUS told me about the Sports Bash.. i wonder why they r called BASH! like.. so violent..
ok anyway.... updates from yesterday!! was supposed to go swimming but Ting's "auntie" visited her.. figure that! haha.. so yea.. Sitti and i didn't have goggles. mine broke while i was fiddling with it. damn!!! so no moreso no more motivation liao but we did plan to meet for lunch la.. so leo came to pick me up.. with the new Ms Cefiro. that car is bloody high tech la. i don't know any functions but i like it coz it's black. i like black cars. hmmm..supposed to send me to Summerhill b4 he goes for his dental appointment. but in the end, i followed him to his appointment and made plans to meet the girlies at Jurong Point at 12.15 for lunch before class at 2pm. not knowing the appointment was gonna take so long but at 12.15, i was still there. bummerrrr! 12.45, i was still there! only then i realised there is no way i can make it to JP in time for lunch and rush to sch. so i had to cancel the meeting with the girls! i felt so bloody bad. i kept apologising! yea!
so me and leo had lunch at this road side Nasi Lemak Stall at West Coast.. oh man! super duper nice.. haha but weather sucked asss!!! so hottttttttttttttttt!!! yea i felt so sick. like got heat stroke. bah! he sent me to sch but when i got there, i decided not to go! coz i was feeling like crap! headache,restless... so yea.. went to his place and rested... till it was time to pick his mum up. he sent me home and picked his mum. hehe.. i sorta played truant. haha no biggie really. its a 2 hr lessons.. and dear Ct lent me her notes.. hehe!
today, leo picked me up and we had breakfast at Al-Ameen (craving for prata) at Bukit Timah. he had to parallel park. alamak! he couldnt estimate the new car's lenght man! haha i had to get out and guide him. haha.. well.. sch was alright but my lecturer got anxiety problems man. pms! he explodes all of a sudden like he's being possessed or something. bloody weird.. lesson learned.. don't be accountants. they tend to go a bit nutsy! after sch, had lunch with girlies at Jurong East at Long John! yummyyy.. then walked a bit.. buy this, buy that.. yea.. then went home la. i miss leoooo!!
oh one more thing. i think my group of friends in class might be known as bitches man. ok maybe not all but mostly me. haha and maybe jasmine.. coz today we sorta confronted some people coz they made us look stupid.. i don't like people to make me look stupid! bah! should stop being so confrontational. yesterday, i told off another classmate for annoying the shit out of me. man! i need to control my temper! but seriously, whatever la. no use for regrets. haha
ok i gotta start studying! and i need to get back to the gym. my ass is getting bigger each day!!!!! no sch tmr. so im gonna hit the gym in the morning and hang out with leo for the day! prolly watch Stealth!
| name fought for sanity @ 5:47 PM|
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Monday, August 15, 2005
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came across this pic of my family from last year's NDP!
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i spent my Sunday at my bf's place.. at night, we had a photoshoot. haha i was the camera woman and of coz he was the model. haha i liked the jacket, shirt, jeans combination best! its just this thing with guys in formal jackets. its sooo sexayyy! haha i'll get the pics soon!!
today, i planned to go to sch earlier coz i was gonna have a test. while walking to the bus stop, my bf called and asked if i wanted him to send me to sch. like duh! i was melting under the sun! but he said "oh ur walking already? ok i'll go home!" and i was like "NOOO send me to sch!" he was like " no no. just walk to the bus stop." haha.. so yea.. i got to the bus stop and the bus never came so i deicded to try my luck. i msged my bf who was already on his way home and said "i'm gonna be late! the bus isn't here!" then he replied "wait for me!"... yay!! hahaha so yea i got a ride. thank goodness.. it was too sunny to walk under the sun even..
test sucked ass really.. i didn't know what i was doing. hope to pass la. bleah.. after sch,my bf picked me up. had lunch at Boon Tong Kee planned to watch a movie but he had to rush down to RELC to settle his payment for Uni entry. so yea.. we did that. he asked so many qns. then we just thought we would loiter around town.. which we did. had ice-cream... yea.. killed time.. then we went grocery shopping.. then he sent me home and BOMBED my toilet with is smelly shit! haha and ate mummy's Nasi Lemak.. hehe. then he happily went to pick his mum up and went to pick up the new car which he now calls, Ms Cefiro.. hmmmm.. he drove so much he forgot bout me.. called me about 11pm.. hmmm ahahha..
morning class is cancelled. so my gfs and i r going for a swim b4 sch! looking forward to it. hopefully not so sunnyyyyy... yup ok!
| name fought for sanity @ 10:32 PM|
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Saturday, August 13, 2005
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i am so proud of myself today coz when i got up and realised i was home alone, i decided to clean up the place. haha. my bro left his guitar lessons in the morning and my parents left for Malaysia, only to come back tmr. yea. so i decided to get my butt up early and clean up.. let's see, i vacummed, mopped, dust, did the laundry, fold laundry, wash dishes, clean toilet. wow!!! i'm sooo happy! mum would be thrilled! haaha.. it's nto often i do this but i just felt like it..
then at bout noon, i head out for civil service club for vocal coaching. class today was fulfilling. i managed to teach a lot of stuff and answer all qns. i'm happy, i hope they're happy. they've improved a lot since last week. i want them to be comfortable. that's most important. yup! i had fun.. i found a new route there which is to stop at Farrer Park station and walk.less than 5 mins walk.. rather than stoppping at Boon Keng and waiting for bloody bus which doesn't come. but yea.. Farrer Park is such a ghost town. on my way back, i stoopped by this grocery store along the road and got myself a bottle of mineral water for 50 cents! beat that! thats bloody cheap la. i never knew i could get na icy cold bottle of water for 5o cents! i'm gonna be a frequent patron. haha
i bought a packet of fired bee hoon on my way home coz i was sorta starving yea.. it was so much but gradually, i finished it. haha gradually means.. eat a bit, put away. an hr later eay again and an hr later eat a bit more until finish hahaha.. shit.. but yea.. yummmm.
i didn't meet my bf today his family was goin out for dinner. his dad is going back to China tmr. yea..and plus, i was damn tired. i had a really late night and a really early morning.. so yea.. i got home and took a nap.. now, im up and kicking. got to study soon! bummer..
im meeting my bf tmr! yay!!!
| name fought for sanity @ 9:49 PM|
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Friday, August 12, 2005
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hey!!!ok so... i've had NO classes for 2 days already. today's class was somehow postponed.. so yea.. which is good coz i'm not feeling too well now..
so whats been happening?!?! Yesterday, two gd friends of mine and myself of coz went to get our hair done at this saloon at Bugis. it was great. for them at least coz i didn't plan to do anything drastic to mine since i just got them done. so i just sorta trimmed it and made it a little less "lioness" lookin. yup! CT had a pretty different look after the experience and she did treatment too which she seemed to be very much contented with. Ting Li had also a pretty drastic hair style change. and to my surprise, decided to get some highlights done! my my! i was so excited for them haha.. well, it was fun but it took soo long.. almost 4 hrs there.. i almost died. haha
we later decided to walk arund Bugis Village but after a while, i started to get really nad headaches and i felt so restless somehow.. still managed to get myself a pair of flip-flops though. haha but yea..took a train back with them and got home round 8pm... had dinner , popped in 2 panadols and BUM! i missed all my fave shows!!!
bummer!!
this morning, when i got up, my head felt so heavy.. i felt like crap. im so glad there's no class today! got up, had a good "eggy" breakfast with good ol' coffee...took a good crap after hahahaha..i planned to study btu ended up watching this "porn-like" dvd..called
"the quest"- 5 friends, 4 days,3 nights, 2 dwarfs, 1 virgin, 1 quest... like a reality show following 5 guys to Cancun, Mexico with an aim to get their virgin friend laid.. which of coz happened after uch failure haha.. pretty funny..
now, i, trying to study but im so distracted by the new Cleo Mag i bought. i keep reading that. haha welll..
tmr, working for 2 hrs only. decided not to take up the other offer.. for some reasons..
my bf just called and pissed me off coz he decided to wear jeans to the dinner and dance! boy was i mad!!! jeans??? what the heck? i don't mind it if he decides to pair it off with a bit formalished jacket but if he's not, it'll be too casual! yea.. but i nagged so i hope something got to his head... i love him still though..hehe
he's in camp coz he was supposed to jump off the chinook today but somehow, someone landed on the tree so most of them were not allowed to jump anymore for today haha..
ok im off! slackin the rest of the day awayyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!
| name fought for sanity @ 3:22 PM|
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
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wasssuppppp!!!! today was a blast coz i spent the day (after school) with my bf. i met him down town after school coz we planned to catch the movie, The Maid.. we had a great time walking around, looking for the DnD wear.. i need a dress.. well, sort of.. we goofed around so mcuh today somehow.. it was indeed super fun! haha
The Maid.... what can i say? SCARED THE BALLS OUT OF LEO. HAHA LITERALLY! haha..i give 2 thumbs up.. considering it to be a local production. it really was great. the plot twist and everything... haizad's debut too. yup. so yea.. go catch it! i shall not talk too much bout it haha.. my bf described it as "roller coaster".. coz u know how u have to like hold tight and be prepared for anything. thats how he felt hahaha.. it was full-on!
one thing worth mentioning today.. while i was browsing thru mags at Borders and my bf was in the toilet, he sent me this msg:-
I really love u so very, greatly, extremely, out if this worldly MUCH!AWWWWWW... all these while hes shitting! i love him hahaha
i am totally tired now from all the walking.... i need to study tonight... girls day out tmr!! going to the salon! :)
i miss my bf.. i have to wait till sunday till i can see him again.. bah!! i have to work 4 hrs on sat. instead of 2 hrs... more vocal coaching.. bleah! well, think bout the moneyyyyyy hehe
ok...... i'm off and people, it's the Seventh Month.. watch ur back!
| name fought for sanity @ 9:56 PM|
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
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Highlight of the day: NDP 2005. stayed home the whole day.. anticipating NDP on tv.. the programmes on tv today was pretty bad so i didn't really sit in front of the tv like i expected myself to. the parade on tv was fascinating. somehow, i felt that it looked better on tv although being there was indeed an unforgettable experience.. i saw my bf marching on tv so that got me very very excited. hee.. yea...
Shooting Stars was something i have been waiting to watch too. 30 mins of it is too short in think. all hyped up for next week's episode somehow. heh.
Anugerah was eerrrr pointless.. no comments.. although i did think Andre Laksmana did pretty well.. and the fact that he sang his own composition (which turned out good) was commendable. so i smsed him and congratulated him but he gave me bad news. he could probably be the only one whom i would support but he withdrew from the comp coz he was offered a job in the US. sigh.. and he's leaving so soon... well... we'll keep in touch.. but yea.. Anugerah is even more pointless now.. im glad the "off beat" girl is out and also the over rated "gemilang" girl. justified results.. hmm sort of..
managed to get my tutorials done for tmr and studied a bit for the test...
well.. right now.. i'm not in the best of moods. in fact, i feel like crap.. i need to talk to my bf but he's probably asleep.. hmmmmm..not a gd night...
| name fought for sanity @ 11:58 PM|
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Monday, August 08, 2005
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How would u feel if someone u truly love and care for msgs u this:-
Darling, i got into an accident. i'm getting some paperwork done now. call u later. i'm sad....that was what my bf sent me today at 5.30pm as i was lazing around trying to catch a nap.. an hr b4, he called and asked if i'm safely home from my dental appointment..i was devastated!! almost tearing but I tried to pull myself together and think everything positive.. mum wasn't helping coz she asked too many qns and putting thoughts in my head. but i kept mum and focused on the phone. hoping he'd call. i call and he cancels my call. i smsed, no reply. i got way way way too worried. mum told me to call henry, my bf's bro..
he said, "hey. we got into a car accident. we're fine but my mum and leo's neck is strained."i was more relieved than anything else.... that made me tear....:(
i started thinking of "what ifs".... i pondered, wondered..
at times like these, i wish i'm with him....
i truly truly love him.... i don't know what i'll do without him..
right now, i know everything's alright.. car's at the workshop, insurance settled and the whole family's fine.. BUT, i still am not.......
i'm tearing coz of the possibilities... i'm shakened..
he called a while ago..
he said " hey baby, i'm fine. don't u worry ok? i will tell u everything in detail.. back to camp i go after dinner. i love you."and all i could say was....
"I LOVE YOU MORE."
| name fought for sanity @ 7:35 PM|
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I LOVE YOU...
| name fought for sanity @ 7:34 PM|
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Saturday, August 06, 2005
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wasssuuuppppppppp!!!!! today's vocal lesson was great! i love the people in the class. so warm, so welcoming. i felt so comfortable with them. and when i asked wat they think bout me, they say they're comfortable with me too. thats great!!!!! the aunties r so sweeettt :):):):):):) hehe
the day was just too warm though. i felt so sick.. gotta study soon... seee yaaaaaaaaaaa!!! i miss my babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
| name fought for sanity @ 10:59 PM|
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BIASNESS!
i wanted to sleep in today b4 i go to work but my mum woke me up with the most disgusting news... i'm totally appalled by the biasness of some people.. as much as i do NOT want to type out the word Anugerah, i have to blog this.
Firstly, the fact that Anugerah is following the idol phenomenon's footsteps with having fixed judges is really sad. esp if u have a judge like Eddy Ali. it was such bad luck for me..y u say?
well, a friend of my mum's bumped into Rahimah Rahim (one of the other fixed judge) and bluntly asked her "why did shirin get kicked out so early in the stage?"... so guess what she said ? "it's all Eddy's fault. eddy is very bias. shirin can sing well. can even go through to the finals". not to be all peacock or whatever but i really wasn't bad. i'm not saying i'm gd but i wasn't bad. eddy is really a sad case. and i might just know the reason for being so freakin agst me. it happenned way too long ago and it concerns my mum, who is happily married to my dad. it's sad that Eddy is still NOT over it. no need for elaborations..if i ever get to bump into Eddy, without hesitation, i would talk to him. if anyone who reads this knows Eddy, tell him bout this. its better if he knows. i hope the email i forwarded to Hafeez got thru to him.
well.. i'm just totally disgusted as his unprofessionalism... good luck to Anugerah!
and to critics out there, think b4 u say anything coz look who is making a fool out of themselves. i may have an attitude problem but it's only because i'm prompted to act as such. screw the entertainment industry...
ps: to critics, i don't join competitions to win. i enter for exposure and experience. but why do i get so worked out bout this? its coz it's not justified. i didn't get so worked out by Idol. i was happy where i left off. so yea.. bah!
| name fought for sanity @ 10:50 AM|
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Friday, August 05, 2005
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today was such a rush! i couldn't get up in the morning coz i had a late night. but i had to meet Ting Li at 11am at the rail mall bus stop to head to Summerhill to hit the gym. it's annoying that the bus never came so i reached at like 11.15. we had to walk in pretty deep into the area and it was scorching hot!! gym was alright. i like the machines there. there's variety as compared to the one i go here. it's really wasted that no one stays there right now coz my bf's mum might move there once he goes to Aus. the property mkt is really at its lowest so they'll lose a lot if they sell now. it's also not rented out at the moment so yea.. i get to use the facilities.
well, after that, we planned to have lunch at Bukit Timah but there's too much walking to be done so we took the bus to King Albert Park. tried out the new sauces.. yummyyy. hehe.. then we wanted to take a cab to sch coz we were late but it didn't come so we had to run for the bus and then cross over the bridge to sch. we walked so fast and we couldn't fund our class. oh gosh! haha i was perspiring so muchhhhhhh.. bad bad!
afternoon lessons are so dreadful... bah! well... what can i do? hehe.. today's lecturer was gd.. he's knowledgeable. i gotta start revising..
today, my bf got to book out. he's at the airport now to pick his dad up. well, yea... i miss him!!
oh ya.. Remember Haizad? he's featured in this new local horror movie (The Maid). coming out on 16th aug i think.. u gotta watch it. today's the premiere. (although he didn't go for it).. but yea! support local production! :)
aight.. ciao! and hi felix and uds! :)
| name fought for sanity @ 8:10 PM|
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it felt soo good staying home today.. channel surfing and eating with my mummy.. we also watched this really weird movie dad got me.. it's errrrrr weirddd.. well, i planned to get some studying done but only managed to get started lateeeee.. haha.. so i didn't do much.. not as planned anyway.. bleah!! i totlaly forgot today's Thurs.. and Thurs is tv day.. Lost, OC and One Tree Hill.. so i had to multi task.. which i always do anyway..
so, today, i got offered a job. Vocal coaching at the Civil Service Club starting this Sat. it was a last min thing coz the teacher's expecting so i'm taking over.. it's interesting and it pays pretty well.. so yea!! all hyped out!!
class starts at 2pm tmr. gonna hit the gym with Ting li b4 that at Summerhill..afternoon classes sucks ass.. it eats up my nap timeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. suckerrrrrr!!
well... gotta hit the sack!!!! and i'm missing my bf soo much!!!!! my gosh!! sunday sunday, please come by soon!!
| name fought for sanity @ 1:27 AM|
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Thursday, August 04, 2005
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Home sweet home! it sure does feel great staying home with no plans at all... weather is blissful!!! random pics from my lappie...long time no put pic so here goes a few la..
| name fought for sanity @ 12:52 PM|
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ages ago! with my great buddy who probably has the longest name ever. here goes.. Andrew Robert Christopher Beecher Ng Yi Zhuang. beat that!
| name fought for sanity @ 12:43 PM|
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this was obviously ages ago.. with Diana (Pei Sze) whom i've also mentioned b4. look! no metal teeth! haha
| name fought for sanity @ 12:39 PM|
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priceless! did we actually finish that up??
| name fought for sanity @ 12:36 PM|
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i like this pic! its such a tease!!! haha not naked ok! look at the refelection behind!
| name fought for sanity @ 12:33 PM|
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this was ages ago.. my bf found a snake at his garden..he screamed like i was hugeeee but look!!! hahaha
| name fought for sanity @ 12:31 PM|
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ann (the belgian friend of mine whom i've mentioned b4)..
| name fought for sanity @ 12:21 PM|
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