Sunday, May 24, 2009

Sunday 24th May '09
16:46 hours
Home

Moved to Wordpress. : )

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Sunday 24th May '09
12:41 hours
Home

Imagine having supper at 3-4am in the morning.
With people who don't mind eating alot...
So we ended up eating 2 EV meals at Mac,
and an egg mcmuffin meal when the clock struck 4am.
2 people, 3 meals, UPSIZED. 
And Chia Min just happily watch us eat.
Detox diet this week. 
MAKE IT WORK,
BECAUSE EVERY WEEKEND I PUT ON 1 KG. ) :

Where's the discipline I semi-found back! RAWRRR.

Okay, it was a good night. 2 straight rows of mac supper though.
That's sick and insane.
And PC was talking about mac buffet.
Like, EEEEEEW.

Working again later.
Hope it's smooth!

CIAO.


Saturday 23rd May '09
17:14 hours
Home

Have been having too many happy days. 
Life's been goooooooood. : D
Work last night was fun with Levonne, Joanne and Fahmi!
Tonight, I'm working with the exact same team. 
And I'm so tired now. : \
And I wonder why I've been having the hunger pangs. >: \
Been excessively eating. 

I'm going to start running. 
More than swimming and everything because...
I WANT TO DO STAN CHART AT THE END OF THE YEAR,
and I don't have enough time to train.
So Polar Polar, please come soon though you're so expensive.
Changing my focus a little.
Less weight training now to shed off the weight. 
Whateverrrrrrrrr mass I'm shedding. 
No more heavy weights.
Lean is the new sexy. HAHA.

Anyway, I want to catch a snooze.
The New York Cheesecake and duck rice + Waffle for lunch made me SLEEEEPPPYYY.

BYE.

P.S: I have a new sexayyeee phone.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Thursday 21st May '09
22:42 hours
Home

You know what happens when you feel all distracted?
And HUNGRY.
I feel very... aimless today. 
Like, there's so much to do and I've done none of it.
I need to start taking school more seriously.
School feels like my playground. 

I'm... going to sleep after eating maggi for supper.
Why am I so hungry. : \

For that's what bitches do. 
You're officially the biggest in town.
Thursday 21st May '09
21:57 hours
Home

POLAR POLAR POLAR POLAR!

: DDDDDD
Thursday 21st May '09
19:24 hours
Home

Today is my self-declared Happy Day.
Seriously, it's so happy that I just kept smiling the entire day.
Kamilah couldn't take it. : P

Let's see...
First thing in the morning, met Chia Min at the interchange.
Then went to school, met J, talked abit and then headed to do my stuffs.
After that met J again, 'cause she was holding on to my bag.
Walked, talked, ate, roamed the school.
And J told me something really cool. ; )
Made me damn happy only. 
At 12 both of us went for lessons. 

While I was walking along the corridor, I met a familiar face.
A bigggg fan of mine that I haven't seen in forever.
She held my hand and said, "omg Shern you so cute."
LOL. ROFL. LMAO. It was hilarious.
But it made me happy.

life ain't easy says: (7:21:11 PM)
OH MY GOD
life ain't easy says: (7:21:12 PM)
SO CUTE
life ain't easy says: (7:21:12 PM)
my sister say one
SHERN says: (7:21:16 PM)
HAHAHA.
life ain't easy says: (7:21:24 PM)
she keep saying you super cute
life ain't easy says: (7:21:29 PM)
and ask me don't throw her face

Got my point? LOL!
Cheap thrill, I call it. : X

Thursday is shopping day because I always go out and roam the school during lesson.
Hahaha! 
And today while roaming, I saw W. 
Tell me, what are the chances! The school is damn big okay.
So it made me very very very happy. 

Okay, enough of my happy stories. 
Actually it really is seeing W along the corridor that got me :DDDDD
Just as I was complaining I don't see her around...
I finally did. ; D

And the last happy thing is....
There is no school from Mon-Thurs next week. 
And I might declare holiday on Friday.
Shiok not? : D
But we're going back to school to study for a few days I think?
But still, shiok.
Since school has good scenery, why not? 

Okay, I'm supposed to have tons to do.
So GOODBYE!

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Wednesday 20th May '09
17:05 hours
Home

It was a good day though I was half dead in the morning. 
Accompanied W till 1 plus 2am for her to be done with her stuff.
And I had 5 hours of sleep. : \
But worth it, worth it. : D 

Didn't go for notebook briefing today.
In the end I went with K and the rest to Square 2.
Then shopped a little with JZ before heading home.
Slept my entire journey back.

I'm working later, so I'm catching a snooze before I go for work.
Like, NOW. If not I'll have no time to go.

GREEN TEA SOY LATTE!
Damn happy. : D 
I wanted to purchase one from US just now but the dudes weren't there.

Good night!
And did I tell you I have two days of e-learning days next week?
: )

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Tuesday 19th May '09
23:11 hours
Home

Say Hi to the new princess in the house. : ) 

Umm.. Today's fun because we converted the damn horrible physiology lesson into a damn fun one by taking photos of Jia Zhi when she's sleeping. We laughed like nobody's business because it was simply hilarious. : D 

Got a swim clocked! : D 

Cadavers are gross. Seriously.

Store meeting was fun. Though we spent half of our time waiting, and the other half eating all the rubbish. My weight is like... Going up again. : \

I've moved on. 
I'm letting nature takes its course. : D

CHEERS!

Say Hi to Martini. 

Monday, May 18, 2009

Monday 18th May '09
21:12 hours
Home

It's slightly more than 24 hours and my break has ended.

BACK TO BLOGGING. LOL. 

Today is a bad day. 
It's like a carry over effect from the weekends.
Excessive binge-ing.
Come come, realistic SMART GOALS.
3 down by June. 
That's damn realistic okay. : )

Okay, I'm really tired though I missed half a day of school today.
I woke up close to 12, went to school for elective only.
Miss Dorothy had to embarrass me after I introduced myself by saying,
"aiyo this one boy or girl ah, damn confusing leh!". _ .
Then um, gym-ed abit then went off. 
Had quite a bit of food in school. 
Went back to Tampines, had more food.
And then I got Bucks and went home. 
I don't know why I got bucks but I think I needed my dose of bucks.
So I got bucks.
And they remembered my drink. 
I like that feeling. : )

Okay, I shall go and study.
Tomorrow there's store meeting at Simpang. 
More food. 
I shall focus. 
Only one mee goreng/bee hoon goreng pattaya. 
HAHA. No pratas as add-ons. ; )

CIAO.




Saturday, May 16, 2009

Sunday 17th May '09
00:59 hours
Home

I'm taking a break from blogging.

: ) Love y'all.
Sunday 17th May '09
00:49 hours
Home

My dear girl.
It's time, about time I let this all go.
I loved every bit of you, even the worst.
I gave you the best of me,
would have given you better if I was capable of it.
Anything you wanted, anything at all,
I swear to God you'll have everything in your wildest imagination.
But no matter how much I want to be the one that give you all that,
I know it's not up to me to decide.
I love you.
And it remains like this as promised.
But I can't do this anymore.
It's harder than you can imagine. 
I can't explain some things still.
A month. 
The first month without you was painful enough. 
I don't see myself going through another few years hoping you would come back to me.
'Cause I don't even see it coming. Haha.
And I say it again,
I love you.
That wouldn't change one bit I promise.
But everything about you have changed.
Things that are beyond my control. 
I think I've done enough for you.
I think it's time I let you go,
and probably I'll find something that's better for me,
for the both of us. 
You might be suffocating uh? 
Or maybe it doesn't really matter at all. 
'Cause we all know you'll never run out of love.
But know that I'm always here.
Just a phone call away if the need arises,
if you really need someone and circumstances allow only me to be there,
know that I would be there.
Always there.
And forgive me.

I love you,
more than anyone in this world can ever do.

'Cause that's what people do when it's game over. You let go, and move on.

Sunday 17th May '09
00:14 hours
Home

Okay, back home finally.
Long day at work.
Not too bad since..... Haha.
Tomorrow is going to be bad since....
SERENE came today! Been awhile since I met her.
I miss you NEE NEE. : D

Went to Teo Heng.
My throat is still giving me problems. : \
I had 3 packets of junk. Shared with Shern Whey though.
Crazy amount plus hor fan and banana walnut bread.
Insane.
Crazy frenzy eating weekend.

I tried.
But I'm starting to doubt myself.
I'm not strong enough for this.





I miss you so much I think I could die
right this instant.
I. miss. you. so. god. damn. much. 
I think I could die.

Friday, May 15, 2009

Saturday 16th May '09
02:38 hours
Home

Just got home from work.
I think I'm becoming nocturnal. 
Work was way awesome with Allie, Jo and Fahmi. : D
Poor Allie wasn't feeling too well.

Met Nat after school.
Slacked at City Link for awhile then went to thrash run and then off to town.
Dad saved the day by bringing me my apron.
I feel... like a prince. HAHA. Especially weird with the King running errands. 

Overall it was a good day.
A better one tomorrow hopefully.
Ellein is the manager tomorrow. 
I hope things would be fine!

For supper tonight I had a huge bowl of cup noodles,
finger sandwiches,
brownies,
dark berry mocha frap.
Say hi to the tummy.

Good night all.

Who judges what's worth it?
And what's not?

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Thursday 14th May '09
20:29 hours
Home

School's okay. 
Three hours of practical wouldn't hurt.
I had the pool all to myself before lesson.

After school went to the gym for the test.
Met Kamarul at the walkway!
Wasn't too pleased with my results.
CAN DO BETTER! 
Push push push!

Took the train home with Hui Ling in the end. : \
Met Fiona at her workplace.
Went to the library for awhile, and then home sweet home.
Been awhile since I had home cooked food so I made it a point to finish everything up.
And I'm really full now.
There were tons of food.
And rice. Yuck.
I finished the pot of rice.
YUCK.

So yeah, I'm going to rest for a bit, then probably get some work done, read up a little and head to bed.

Tomorrow I'll be meeting Nat for the jab.
Going down to City Link to look for her first.
Then we'll head down to town together. 

I foresee a good day at school, because I'm skipping my lecture AGAIN.
Then it's going to be a not-so-good day at work because Miss Joanne Lee is working.
That spells 'HELL'.
You dig?

And I slapped myself everytime I say 'shit' today.
Didn't use 'fudge' at all.
Haha. Retarded.

Okay bye.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Wednesday 13th May '09
23:26 hours
Home

What a day.
School was alright.
Michelle was asking why I'm so sleepy today.
Think I slept too much yesterday.

Went for a brief gym session.
Met JZ and left school together.
Headed for work.

Work was bad.
I seriously don't know why I'm retarded when I work. : P
An Qi commented I'm too playful.
Then I kept doing wrongly and all.
Can't get my drinks right.
Can't get ANYTHING right to be exact.
Met Geraldine at store. She was pretty excited to see me! : P
Then pleasant surprise! 
My pretty lady passed by. : D 
Good to see you Chia Min! Drop by more often.
When I'm BETTER at making coffee, I'll make one awesome one for you. : D
Jo and PY kept trying to help,
but again and again I disappointed them.
Tsk tsk tsk.
Tomorrow will be a better day! : D

Shall do my bi tomorrow.
And then there's body analysis.
Then soccer.
SHAGGED, but I like. : D

Friday I shall make good coffee.
I shall stop playing a fool.
I shall react faster, move faster, do things faster.
I shall not disappoint all my LCs. : D 

Because I am Shern Lim,
I never say die. 

: )

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Tuesday 12th May '09
23:53 hours
Home

My 12th wasn't so bad.
Got up at about 12.
Ate a ton.
Slept again at 2 plus, all the way till 5pm. 
So I missed the opening hours of the polyclinic.
Screw the mc.
I'm always amazed by my immune system and how those antibodies in my system works.
And of course, my super powerful mind that helps me get rid of my sickness.
The second time I got up, my flu subsided a lot and my throat was alright already.
A little dry though, but generally I'm fine. 
In perfect condition! : D

Tomorrow work is at 3pm, after school. 
That sucks right. : \

ANYWAY, An Qi finally uploaded photos onto Facebook! So here goes...







(L)




Monday, May 11, 2009

Tuesday 12th May '09
00:15 hours
Home

I want to talk about elective today.
Haha. Elective was good.
I had THREE compliments!
One said I looked cute.
Second said I looked like a star athlete that came from overseas. 
NOT CHINA OKAY. She said I looked like a tennis star. HAHA.
Third said I looked like Australian. 

Jia Zhi wants to kill me because I kept repeating it to her.
And I kept laughing and laughing.

Okay that's all.
Monday 11th May '09
23:43 hours
Home

Superman is tired.
Superman needs a break.

Tomorrow is going to be a happy day.
It's the 12th. 
Happy 12th everyone. : )

I wonder why a prince like me needs to work.
Why do princes work?
WHY.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Sunday 10th May '09
23:06 hours
Home

Tell me how can I forget about elective tomorrow.
I'm super irritated now.
No more mini Bi, no more thyroid jab. 
After school straight to HQ.
Busted. : \
Can only hit the gym for some sets then.
And run in the MORNING. ) : 
ARGH.
Sunday 10th May '09
22:46 hours
Home

I had a good week. No matter how tired I am now, I have to say, I really had a good week. : ) 

And I'm looking forward to a better one. Though it's only one soccer session this coming week, I think I'll do fine. 

Monday: Mini Bi (1 HOUR 1 HOUR 1 HOUR), Thyroid jab, Jog, gym, HQ
Tuesday: Swim, SB
Wednesday: Gym, SB
Thursday: Gym, Soccer
Friday: Swim, PW, SB
Saturday: Run, SB
Sunday: SB

Focus focus. Watch your diet.
I've pretty much screwed up my ENTIRE diet by overeating the past three days. And when I say overeat, I really meant overeat. Hahaha.

I'm going to bathe, skype and sleep.

I think it's sinking into me. 
I think I'm getting used to it. : )

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Saturday 9th May '09
18:38 hours
SB-EP

I'm having dinner now, while I slack at store. Today is my first day of training in-store and I made so many cock-ups, you can't even imagine. I went to and fro and to and fro because I forgot my BLJ. Seriously. I'm retarded in the morning.

Everything's good till my hardcore Learning Coach came. Welcome, Miss Joanne Lee. Then I went crazy for awhile but everyone was nice to me. HAHA. : D But yeah, under her care I learnt faster. Scold scold scold like free like that. Hahaha. Still say not bias. You are biased AGAINST me luh! But it was fun. It was really really fun.

Okay, I still have 3 more modules to complete. So I'm off now. 

BYE.

Friday, May 8, 2009

Saturday 9th May '09
02:18 hours
Home

It's been tiring no doubt.

Life now is all about setting my priorities right, meeting expections, and then exceeding expectations. It's about find time for the most important things, the most important people and being my best for everyone. It's been hectic, but really good. I like feeling tired. I like it when I'm drained, worn out and at the end of the day, I can tell myself "it's been a good day." You know? : ) 

Caught a swim in the morning with Love under the rain. Then we had project meeting, then tutorial class. 2 hours of break and then I skipped lecture. : P Went down to town for a hair cut. (whoooohoooo!) I feel good. REALLY good. : D Though it's a little short, but it's like, really clean and neat. Awesome. Rushed down to HQ and had another great night with the partners. 

Went down to store, learnt a little about closing. Just got back not too long ago.

I KNOW I'M SUPPOSED TO BE SLEEPING. 
9am shift tomorrow, all the way to 6pm and I might be staying till closing. LOL.

I know I should be studying a little and all... : P
Priorities are a little wrong now. 

I'm off to bed.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Thursday 7th May '09
23:26 hours
Home

Stress stress stress stress stressed. : \

I can't do my physio tutorial.
That sucks like shit.
I want to sleep by 12.

And we all love Chuck.
Because he says the coolest things about the dumbest people.
Makes me happy.
I guess we all hate people who doesn't have logic.
People who are just plain stupid.
It's not something bad.
But you just step on my toes far too often.
Especially YOU.
Hahahahaahahhaa.

c: Shall holocaust all the ite fuckers
c: Gas them to death
c: Hahaha

I'm not evil.
I just don't really like you people.
NO OFFENCE. ; )

BYE.
Thursday 7th May '09
22:58 hours
Home

School was good.
Gym was good.
Soccer was good.
Now some call me Shern, some call me Shane. 
I don't really love my boots.
Neither do I love you.

Off to tutorials and projects.

Ja na!

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Letting go, is also a kind of love.

Thursday 7th May '09
00:23 hours
Home

I just got back from my first ever training at Starbucks.
Man, was it awesome. : )
Made some new friends, though Jane reminded me of someone. 
Gross. But no offence to Jane! 
I was there for almost 6 hours but it didn't felt like it.
We all had fun really.

I bought my soccer boots already!
It is super gorgeous. 
I had my eyes on the Lotto one initally,
but no bigger size so I was quite pissed.
But in the end... Fated lah uh.
Adidas for the win! : D

The espresso coffee is taking effect.
I foresee a night of insomnia. 
We had SO. MUCH. JUNK. for dinner. 
It was insanely much.
Like 2 packets of mamee, 4 packets of wan wan, 2 apollo... 
Tons and tons of sweets,
one huge packet of biscuits.
Gawd.

Hm. Tomorrow's a long day.
X-Ray in the morning.. (Rachel was advising against X-Ray but go for MRI instead)
Practical in the afternoon.
Gym after.
Then soccer training.
: DDDD

Made a new friend at SB class today.
Her name's Nat.
And I'm meeting her for thyroid jab on Monday. ; )

Well well, 
nothing much to say already.
I foresee many good days ahead.
LOL.

Off to try and sleep.


Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Tuesday 5th May '09
23:59 hours 
Home

"I want a large mocha frappucino, add java chip, add hazelnut syrup."

"Uh... Can I have a..."

"You are not a customer now! What can I have a...!"

"Okay okay... I have a Venti, java chip..."

"ADD JAVA ADD JAVA"

"Okay okay! I have a venti, add java."

"Mocha frapp plus java is what?"

"I DON'T KNOW!"

"Customer don't know YOU MUST KNOW!"

I'm dying under this woman. 
She's crazy.
BUT THANKS LAH UH.
Tuesday 5th May '09
23:28 hours
Home

I was so reluctant to get up this morning really. 
Slept a bit during lecture to recharge myself.

Anatomy practical today was fun.
I was so tired. I wonder what happens when work starts.
That's like, tomorrow. : \
7 am at SBEP, 6 pm at HQ. 
I'm going to be so dead.

I should be getting my soccer boots tomorrow!
I need someone to decide the colour for me.
Or else I'll be stuck at Queensway.

Thank God the textbooks are coming in on Thursday.
I wouldn't want to be lugging those thick shit to Commonwealth.

And JOANNE LEE, thanks for coming today.
REALLY appreciate it. 
At least the train ride felt different FOR ONCE.
And your stupid magazine is in my bag. 

Got some shit for work.
Thank you Kenneth for lending me your shirt. 
HAHA, the gay faggot (me) doesn't have a black polo.
I wonder where they all went!
And damn it, Giordano's polo looks damn weird on me.

Okay whatever. 
I'm going to get some sleep.

Good night!
I hope you're loving life, having fun. I'm... fine.
You don't have to be in love to know what love is.

Monday, May 4, 2009

Tuesday 5th May '09
00:19 hours
Home

I just got home. Today is so shagged. Haha. 

School was pleasant. 
The temperature taking system is really cool.
I haven't got my student card because I forgot a few documents. Darn.
3 hours of anatomy lesson was surprisingly, good. 
Elective was way cool. 
Professional image and etiquette
-.-, I know.
But next to me in class today was Jia Zhi and Sheena. : D
Wilna is super cute. Seriously, super cute.
But I learnt something today.
Appearance is really important. : P 
I shall be more willing to spend money on clothes and all. Haha.

Soccer was great! 
We all had a good time. : D
And the scenery was better than expected.
HAHAHA.
Actually my eyes were only fixed on.. 

And KAMILAH was looking at SLY. 
WTH.
Then both of us were like,
"Okay focus on the ball, focus on the ball."
LOL.
She was the one who started it, telling me to focus,
at the end of the session, I had to "K, STOP IT."
HAHAHA. Hilarious.
On the way out of school she was telling some friend of hers how cute Sly is. 
Tsk.

Went down to store after training just to prove Miss Joanne Lee wrong.
I'm not a psk okay.
Basket. 

I'm so tired now, but refreshed, in a sense.
I need soccer boots by Thursday.
Where got time to buy! : \

Let's see... Work is really hectic the next few weeks.
Anqi really never give chance one sia. Haha.
And I've got a cool shit as my learning coach. 
Too bad lah Joanne. Give others a chance to learn!
I know how much you want to coach me. HAHA. ; P
It's so funny that I know everything even before I start working. 

Alright, I should turn in soon.
I've got to be up at 6am tomorrow. 

GOOD NIGHT WORLD.


Sunday, May 3, 2009

Sunday 3rd May '09
23:10 hours
Home

I'm having a blast with Sheena Low on Skype.
Cutest shit ever.
Look what I did to her just by clicking on a few buttons. 
SUPER. FUNNY.

Let's just be PU TONG PENG YOU. ; )

Classic emo face. 


Two emo shit. 
Laugh until can die though. 

Someone going to cry already please.

I think I'm a devil. 
I treat her the WORST in this world.
Torture her like mad just to make her feel sad.

Sheena, you know I still love you.
DON'T EMO LAH.

Sunday 3rd May '09
21:46 hours
Home

"But sometimes it's tough to define what's right ay?"

"Your morals and integrity. Follow the direction they point you. So long as it doesn't hurt the people who love you. Resist the temptations. It ain't worth it. Time will tell."

Words of wisdom. : ) 

Anyway today was good. I went to Tampines 1 to find J and then shopped a bit. Bought MORE things and now I'm really broke. : P Beatrice came later and then we went to eat BK. Bad cousin. Chose fast food out of everything else. : \ 

Slacked at SB and then after talking for awhile we went separate ways. 

Tired day. 
Looking forward to an awesome week ahead.
First up, soccer tomorrow. : D 
The kayakers are going to see me and Joyce is going to... kill. me.

BYE.


Sunday 3rd May '09
15:00 hours
SB-EP

First up, yours truly is officially a partner of Starbucks EP. So people, come find me if you've the time! I'll be working quite a bit since my schedule now permits. I'm going to say goodbye to DB and Basketball this week because there's training I have to go for. : D

I screwed up the interview though. An Qi says my answers sucked. : X But yeah, what do you expect from a prince!? I've been a prince all my life. : P So yeah, time to step out of the palace and show the Queen Mother what I can do. : D I'm hired anyway. So that's really the main point.

Hmmm. It's going to be a good day today. I'm waiting for Jenny to die on me so I can focus on physiology. There's going to be so much time management involved in my life now. But yeah, I foresee a lot of flexibility. I just need to adapt BETTER. For one, 7 hours of sleep a day is super important so I make sure I get all the sleep I need. 

Okay okay, I don't know what else to type already. Shall talk to Aishah! BYE

\m/

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Happy Birthday.

Sunday 3rd May '09
02:45 hours
Home

I just got back. I was frantically giving miss calls to the brothers because I didn't have my keys with me and so I couldn't get in. Thank God the elder one woke up. To pick up the younger's phone. LOL. 

Today was an awesome day. Had the most fantastic lunch in the longest time. Dim Sum Buffet at Tung Lok!!!! : D The company I had was lovely. Seriously, I haven't had such intelligent conversations for a long time. We talked about the weirdest things... From tuition to ITE students to the origin of Japan to the Nobel prize received by Hitler.. Then we had quotes from Aristotle, sex and gender... Angel and demons.. More like, inner emotions and intelligence. Gawd. I loved lunch. The food was good but the company was more than awesome really. : ) Left the restaurant feeling REALLY satisfied and my thoughts just stopped being so jumbled up. I felt that I knew what was right all over again. The power of hanging out with Krystle and the brothers. Thank you all. : )

We went to the cable ski park for awhile to look for our friends and then we went separate ways. Ski-ing. I should consider that one day. Or any forms of surfing kinda shit. Haven't tried before! 

Off to Parkway to look for Sheena. Checked out some books at Borders and I almost bought them but decided to search the school library first. : ) Sheena was late so I spent some time mugging at Mos first. Then she came, we talked, studied and ate. 

Met Kiat at Katong Shopping Centre and then it was K time. That boy is a legend. 

Shern Whey came awhile later, followed by Jonathan. Would have been better if Wen Qi and Joanna were around! You guys missed out on the fun but no worries, we'll have another session soon. 

Went to look for Joanne and then we went for another K session with An Qi, and another two people. Totally. shagged. 

TODAY AT 10AM, SHERN IS GOING TO BE...... 

; )

CIAO.

Too much I want to say, 
too much I want to do.
But well. Happy sweet 18th. 

Friday, May 1, 2009

Saturday 2nd May '09
01:43 hours
Home























I don't want to sleep.
I don't want to dream.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BFF! : )

Saturday 2nd May '09
00:37 hours
Home

Just got back from Chomp Chomp with my two FAVOURITTTEEE girls, Qin Yi and Chia Ling. Sometimes, it just brings back memories... Reminiscing the good ol' days. We happily feasted and indulged because it's Miss Chua's special day. : ) It was a brief and short gathering but I'm sure we all had fun. I love you girls. : )

The day was... okay. 
Met alot of people on the streets while shopping at Tampines today.
Bought quite a number of things, spent quite a huge sum of money in a day.
Had awesome company EVERYWHERE..
I love you Sheena Low for accompanying me the ENTIRE day. 
I think I was with you for more than 12 hours.
Yes. I was. 
Gross. HAHA.
And someone thought I worked at Mooks.
Only Superman gets to work there. 
I'm a long way to becoming superman.
Even superman shirt ran out of my size today.
How pathetic can this get?

Okay, tomorrow is another sinful day.
Kill me please.
Dim Sum with the brother and his best friend at Tung Lok.

Next week is cool.
Monday- Soccer Training
Tuesday- Dragon Boat Training
Wednesday- Basketball Training
Thursday- Dragon Boat Training
Friday- SOCCER WITH THE CLASS. 

RAWK ON \m/ 

I hope I don't get complacent and tired.

GOOD NIGHT.
And damn, it's only Saturday. Two more days to the start of school.
There's too much to look forward to in school that now,
THE WEEKENDS SCARE ME. 
: P 

It sucks when........
Stronger. I'll only get stronger!

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Friday 1st May '09
12:15 hours
Sheena's Place

We got up awhile ago and because her precious Yolanda can't go out with her already... SHE HAS A DATE WITH ME. If not I wouldn't know how to spend my day today either.

Dear Love,

I hate how you're always there for me when I'm feeling crappy and all. Seriously, don't be so nice to me! HAHA. You don't know how much I appreciate and love you for all the times you were there (and the times you were not, I still love you okay. Haha!)

Yeah yeah, like I always say... "Love. Getting loved is a bonus." So keep loving me yeah, you'll see your bonus coming soon. ; )

But yes, nonetheless, XOXO, YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU.

Your love.

Sheena and I share the same crush now. LOL. I hate people who can sing. I'm a sucker to people who can sing DAMN WELL. So if you can sing damn well, please sing to me and I'll consider falling in love with you. : D It's a good deal alright. But the thing is, you must sing to me every night before I sleep. HAHAHA. Okay gay. I'm kidding. But I was telling Sheena about the benefits of being married to someone who can sing and she was whining the hell out of me telling me to shut up. Funxxzxzxzxz. ; )

We're heading to Tampines 1 for shopping later! I'm going to buy SUPERMAN. I'm having second thoughts about it actually because it is so true that the whole world is wearing it. Hahhaa. Maybe I should buy it and hide it in my wardrobe so that when I want to wear it, people aren't wearing it anymore. I don't mind being outdated.

Anyway, did I tell you that even when my shoulders are dead, I'm still going for dragonboat training. Hahahaa so smart right.

Anyway, I LOVE SHEENA LOW YI REN (pink hor, your favourite colour. See, bonus bonus. HAHA) though she snatch my crush from me. ) :

BYE.
Friday 1st May '09
02:13 hours
Sheena's Place

I should be at Play now but I'm not.
I hope the girls are having fun. : )

It's not a nice feeling being drunk.
It's the first time I've experienced it.
It is so darn awful.
So I'm saying no to alcohol for a while.

Sometimes, it's so hard.
It's just too hard. : \

SUPERMAN

Thursday 30th April '09
18:05 hours
Home

Have you ever thought that you might have some kinda super power? 
I think I do. 
And I'm not telling you what it is. ; )

And you know why people contradict?
Or say things they don't mean?
'Cause they don't even know what they want.
There's two sides in them that's battling.
And when both sides wants to get heard,
people say the wrong things,
and more often than not, at the wrong time.
And then regret steps in.
But we all know that happens way too late.
'Cause what's done has been done,
what's said has been said,
and humans, being all too cruel,
often leave no space for regrets,
leave no space for doubt.

People rarely offer second chances.
Not even to themselves. 

There's two in me now.
And when I have to make decisions,
I don't know who to listen to.
It's hard to make decisions like that. 
And even when I say something or decide to do something,
I myself struggle to believe it's the right thing to do.

'Cause when it comes to love,
there isn't right/wrong.
There isn't even suppose to be a reason why I love you.
But I need to find a thousand reasons why I shouldn't be.
And it shouldn't even be difficult,
when it's all laid out clearly for me. 

I can't be selfish. 
But I think I should love myself that bit more.
And then again, sacrifices have to be made.
But the worthiness? 
Wait,
how do you even measure it in the first place.
Who, is the judge here?

And honestly, I don't know what's going on in the heart, nor the head or anywhere. 
Or maybe, I just don't want to know.

'Nuff said.

When you need me, you would find me. : ) 
you promised.
Thursday 30th April '09
15:21 hours
Home

Bad news for my shoulder. X-ray next week though. Hope results are good. I'm sticking to soccer in that case. : )

The PD triathlon registration is opened. Damn. I'm so tempted but I don't even have a bicycle. MTB with slicks? I don't know if I would die. HAHA. Maybe I should just stick to local races. But OSIM? The name itself is quite a turn off. : \ Tri-Factor. ; )

And cousin, YOU ARE DAMN GAY. Go Play still need to ask permission. Tsk tsk tsk. ; P Just go. I promise you I'll take care of you for J. BIG L for you. 

I would always be here.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

The last day of the month.

Thursday 30th April '09
12:51 hours
Home

There isn't school today but I wished there was. It's so boring at home. I finished a packet of cadbury black forest. 

I'm going to the polyclinic later to get my referral. To be honest, I'm really afraid. 

Nothing much for the day. The sun isn't tempting enough to get me working. So I'll just bum around and conserve energy for the night. 

And I'm sorry lunch date, I really have more important things to do. We can always have lunch another day! I know you'll understand.

Wednesday 29th April '09
21:54 hours
Home

I'm a thinker who likes to pen my thoughts down. 
That's why I blog. This is what my blog is for.
My thoughts.

17 Again made me think. I don't know what's the link but watching a movie like that got me thinking. I have so much to say but it's not quite appropriate here. 

Well, we're done for now.
I've sorted.
I know what to do.
So we're done. 
We'll be even. 

Anyway, I went to Urban Write at Tampines 1 just now and got myself a new pencil! 5 bucks plus but it's so nice to write on, so no regrets. Had Carl's Jr for dinner. Crazy much. Oh yes, I went to Cotton On and got the shirt I wanted to get initially when I went shopping with JZ yesterday. I wanted berms and shoes but in the end... I didn't get them. Don't like them ENOUGH to buy them. Haha. 

I would be getting my backpack this weekend I think. Then I'll need soccer boots. : D Orange and black or lime green and black? More importantly, Nike or Adidas?! Darn. Mun needs court shoes too so we should be going to Queensway together to get them. : )

Tonight would be dinner with Joan and JZ and then to PLAY. I think the cousin's coming along. It'll be such a crowd. Kinda excited really. Hmm.. They'll be staying at my place after PLAY-ing. Cool shit. The cousin says my life is more exciting than hers now. I sure agree on that. ; )

Next week is the start of REAL school. With the card we'll get excess to the pool, the gym and all the random facilities. That's when LIFE begins. Say goodbye to stoning sessions at GJ. : ) 

I'm off to bed. It's getting a little late and baby K is still awake. Tsk tsk. Time to sleep yo!

Good night all.

I love my husband and I care about him but sometimes it's just not enough. - 17 Again



Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Tuesday 28th April '09
21:16 hours
Home

Lectures were bad today.
Group presentation on 8th week.
Same group as Sheena.
Group name's 'Shern and friends' : P
End of lectures.
Had good lunch.
Lunch was too full.
Weather was horrible.
There was no soccer.
Practiced juggling ball at GJ.
Htht-ed with the girls.
Didn't go for frisbee.
Went shopping with JZ at Wisma.
Met Joanne for mug and dinner.
Had tons of shit for dinner.
Bought dinner for Shane. 
Walked home from EP.

Happy day! : D 
Tired 'cause didn't exercise.
Shoulders aching badly today.
Give up joining kayak.
Say hi to new soccer boots soon.
Track training tomorrow.

GOOD NIGHT.

\m/

Monday, April 27, 2009

Monday 27th April '09
23:19 hours
Home

Now that I'm in the same room as my brother, I suddenly feel that I missed sharing the room with him so much. He's the most retarded piece of shit I know. He's like looking at his health booklet and making songs out of his nurses' name. Like, "Soh lay beng~~ Soh lay beng~~~" And surprisingly it sounds good. HAHA.

As always, SCHOOL WAS GOOD. : D

I went to school with Jessica today, that girl was late and two groups of people were waiting for the two of us. My clique and her clique. HAHA. So everyone was rushing in the end and we had to meet Joan, Sher and JZ at GJ so EVERYONE was rushing. I love my class. 

Lectures were boring especially so because Dr Param went back to India and there's 3 hours of physiology (the module I hate the MOST) lecture. My gawd, seriously can die. Everyone was drained out after the lecture but that also means the end of classes. 

We went to get our Clinical Anatomy textbook which cost me 69 friggin' bucks. That's the FIRST out of the many other books we're going to buy. : \ I went South to pass Felicia her calculator then headed back North to have lunch with the class. We got ourselves sorted into groups by drawing lots and I'm stuck with Wei Mun! : D Fate fate fate. And I was telling them I want Chun Kiat as the boy in our group and we really got him. So it's me, Jessica (my go-to-school friend), Wei Mun (my running mate), Yuen Lin (fellow east-sider), Sarah (my kayaking mate) and Chun Kiat (CCHMS senior). Awesome not? : D

Library talk was damn brainless. Wei Mun and I were like laughing and talking and making so much noise while we disturb Kamilah. DAMN FUNNY and the teacher was damn irritated I think. : X She let us off early though. ; ) The trick is to be DAMN LOUD and noisy and make teacher irritated. Then you get early release. Whoo!

Joan, JZ, Sarah and I stayed back. Slacked at GJ's for awhile. I finished half of JZ's box of cereal. Felt so bad. : P But she kept asking me to eat! Haha. Then we couldn't take the heat so we went to Koufu and had htht. Fun. Sarah is so cute. Hahahha. 

At 6pm, Joan and JZ left. Sarah and I went to the stadium for our training. Did a few rounds, then crunches, push ups, incline pull ups and then GAMES. Whacko and Captain's Ball. I had fun though. Tiring but fun. Made friends with some of the girls. One said I look damn sporty, another say I look like I'm from sports school. I told her I'm not and she was like, "means you everytime train your own stamina?" Okay, where does it say on me that I can run? -.- Met Joan (the dragonboater) and her friend at the stadium. Talked awhile then left with Sarah. 

School is good. If everyday was like that, I would love life a lot.

Tomorrow is school, then soccer then swimming. 

\m/


Sunday, April 26, 2009

Sunday 25th April '09
21:40 hours
Home

This shall be the last post of the day, then I'm going to read, and anatomy shall put me to sleep. 

I feel exhausted. 
You know how when you try to put everything you have in your head so that you keep yourself occupied, and then it backfires? It's tiring, very mentally demanding, very challenging. And I hate how I don't get deep sleep, the way I push myself really hard to get myself thoroughly exhausted so that when I reach my bed and ted, all I think about is dreamland. But it usually doesn't work. Sometimes it does, and I'm glad. At the times it doesn't, I just tell myself that I need to pull through my day anyway. 

I need rest, but I can't. 'Cause if I give myself a break, the mind starts to work again. Subconsciously or consciously, it's still pretty... draining. 

I have to admit that I hate being alone now. 
I hate it when my brain gets to rest.
I hate it when I lose myself and the mind starts to wander off.
I hate it when the bad gets in, and the good goes out.

I don't want to be reminded.
I just want you to be happy.
Sunday 26th April '09
18:13 hours
Home

I think it's really cool to have people who can identify with you. Though not exactly, but it's still pretty... comforting. : ) 

I just recalled that we've make up tutorial tomorrow so everything is going to be so darn hectic. I hope I don't suffer form Monday Blues tomorrow. I shall sleep early and wake up early and be happy going to school. School is good. : D 

And and and and and, I know why Joan asked me that funny and weird and random question already. ; )

I want to watch 17 again. Anyone?

I'm trying to recall what I've studied yesterday but to no avail so I'm argh.

I'm making overcharging Jenny a habit. Her lifespan is going down. 

And I don't know why I'm so random.

Shane cheated my feelings because he wanted to go and have desserts (cakes + ice cream) but in the end he didn't want to go anymore. I want desserts too. >: \

And I'm bored. I'm feeling so hot that I turned on the fan on high and the aircon and I'm still feeling warm. 

And I want to sleep because it's boring. 

BYE.
Sunday 26th April '09
16:42 hours
Home

Ripped this off someone's blog.

Do you believe when people say,

Sometimes,
you think you’re already over a person,
but when you see them smile at you,
you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending
to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing
that they will never be yours again.

Let go when you’re hurting too much.
Give up when love isn’t enough.
And move on when things are not like before.
-


It's... Hmm.
But.... : )

What do you do on a nice Sunday afternoon when the Mom refuses to go Tampines 1 with you?
Yes, sleep. Gawd. 

I feel so restless. I need to go out, move my butt around. 

Let's see what I have in stored this week..

Monday: School + Kayaking Training
Tuesday: School + Ultimate Frisbee Training
Wednesday: School + PT War Games (-.-") + SOCCER with the class
Thursday: School + PLAY
Friday: HANGOVER. HAHAHAHA. + Chia's Birthday Meet Up! : )

And I foresee bumming in the weekends, or feeling really shagged out. 
HAPPY WEEK. : D 
I just hope dragonboaters call and say there's training this week. 

BYE.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Sunday 26th April '09
10:45 hours
Home

That's what happens during the weekends. Multiple posts in a few minutes. : \

Anyway, I've thought of something else to do today instead of major bumming. It shall be a Mom and daughter hangout day. Shall try to persuade the Mom to go shopping with me and go hanging out at Tampines 1 or somewhere. It's been awhile since we spent time together and we haven't been talking about serious matters since the last time we did. Oh well, time to catch up! : ) Hope she agrees man. My Mom is as mood-deciding as I am and in the end, we might just both end up sleeping our afternoon away. Oh well, I missed how I had my hthts with Mom. I guess I still can tell her stuffs, but it's going to be pretttyyyy awkward isn't it? But Mom's a good mom. She's my supermom.

Brother is off to Sentosa. Really know how to enjoy life man that army man. Last night went clubbing, haven't even got enough sleep off to Sentosa already. I foresee my life to be like his... ; ) Like, training then clubbing then school then probably work. LoL. Cool shitxzxzxz. I'm superman. : D

And I really like the metabolic rate I have now. Like, REALLY like. : B 

Come come, 5 pull-ups in June should be nothing, SHERN LIM! 

One more time you screw up on me,
I'll make sure you die a horrible death. 
So please focus. Focus. You've got a CCA to help you focus.
YOU BETTER DO. 

Anyway, I can't wait for three years in NYP to finish, then I'm heading to Australia. Die or don't die, I will head to Australia (or somewhere else) and then I'll be a happy shit there. YEAH.

And I dig cheap thrills more than you do.

#500

Sunday 26th April '09
10:23 hours
Home

I'm up, but I know someone isn't. What's with being awake at 3.30am?

Today seems like a good day though I really expect major bumming. Shall conserve my energy for school tomorrow that's going to last more than 12 hours. 

You either be the best,
or you be nothing at all.
Being second is just gay.
And I think you're gay.
Fuck off.
Saturday 25th April '09
23:53 hours
Home

I'm happy. 
Dinner was insane. 2 chicken wings, 12 satays, 1/2 a plate of orh luah, ah balling. 
I think that was all. 

They decided to go to SB to get drinks then they left while I went to play basketball. My shots were inconsistent today. Damn. 

Waited for Yin Ling to come then decided to go get the biology book from Gabriel. Went to his place, read a bit and decided it was too much so I decided to not take the book. Haha. Waited for the buddy to bathe then we walked back to EP. 

Yin Ling came awhile later and then we talked for awhile while waiting for Gabriel's friend to come. We went off as soon as he did and we had a good chat on the way home. I love this girl a lot a lot a lot. : D 

Make some decisions, just wish to stick to it.
And may I continue to change my circumstances and not live in it.
Saturday 25th April '09
18:42 hours
Home

I slept for two hours, and I wake up feeling even more tired. 
That's how I conclude that the weekends suck.
I'm going for dinner with the cheena-poks babes. : P
I'm damn tired. 
Damn tired.

They say I shouldn't worry,
because you'll be fine without me.
I'm starting to buy it. 
You are better off without me.

HILARIOUS.

Saturday 25th April '09
15:38 hours
Home

Friday, April 24, 2009

Saturday 25th April '09
14:40 hours
Home

I cannot touch my hair.
I cannot touch my hair.
I cannot touch my hair.
No matter how much I'm tempted to touch my hair,
I cannot touch my hair.

I need it to grow longer.
Do. Not. Cut. My. Hair.
Saturday 25th April '09
13:58 hours
Home

I spent my last hour watching animations about Cell Bio and reading up Wiki. I dread the weekends because I'm bored now.

Next Thursday, Play would be damn crowded and that is gross.

BYE.
Saturday 25th April '09
12:46 hours
Home

I think my head has been flooded with way too much shit that now it has started to retard.

I am retarding. Shit.

The past hour of studying hasn't exactly been fruitful.

Let's see, endoplasmic reticulum. There's the smooth and rough. Rough has ribosomes attached to it. Main function is for protein synthesis. Smooth is mainly for detoxification purposes and.... Ah, can't remember. Then there's the plasma membrane. Liquid bilayer. Arrangement is the hydrophobic tails inside and the hydrophilic polar heads outside. Semi-permeability, to be exact, SELECTIVE permeability so that transportation of materials needed for survival can take place.

I still don't get the part of the fluid mosaic model. I don't think that's really important though and even if it is, it is going to be pretty simple.

Wikipedia has been a great help, compared to my notes. And I want my textbook to come soon. : \

And I lost weight. Weird shit. I think the weighing machine is down. Yesterday I had so much shit. LoL. Muscle mass going down I bet. ) :

Bye. I want to go back and mug.
Saturday 25th April '09
11:37 hours
Home

Okay man, thanks buddy.

I'm going for kayaking orientation this coming Monday and I'll see if there's eye candies then decide if I really want to join. The shoulders should be fine. The motion of the paddling doesn't realllyyyy affect it, I realised.

So if I'm going for kayaking, I'll not do soccer and basketball. It's one or the other. : D

Next Friday is Labour Day. LONG WEEKEND. Then Mom is going overseas. Which is damn cool. Happy me.

CIAO.
Saturday 25th April '09
01:58 hours
Home

March 15th.

March 15th.

Oh fuck March 15th.

And you, and you, fuck off. : )

I don't dig people who are of a lower class.
I think I'm up there.
And you, stay below.
Don't even think of coming anywhere near me in the near future.
To me, you always remain an underclass.
Always.
You don't even deserve to be near me, seriously.
You disgust me, totally.
Just fuck off, far away from me because seeing you makes me sick.
It makes me feel like you.
I don't like to feel sub-standard.
It's gross.
And I'm feeling so ridiculously angsty now.
But no, I remain where I am.
I don't even want to lay my hands on you, filth.
It'll take eternity to rid my hands of you.
And I'm sorry I'm this harsh.
But you seriously piss me off, gross me out.
Why, oh my.
And it might be my ego,
but it must be you, being so sub-standard.
I know it's you because my IQ tells me so.
And I'm sorry about your low IQ,
that you don't even know about your shallow-ness.
And I'm not even going to your EQ.
'Cause we all know how low that is.
Even a foetus forming in a womb has a higher one than you.
You can't speak proper english,
your grammar and vocabulary are that of a pre-schooler,
and I find that totally not sexy.
Repulsive, to be exact.

You took what's mine and made it yours.
I'm going to make sure you pay,
in the most exciting way ever.
Just. You. Wait.

I'm sorry, karma's getting back at you.
And you don't know me enough.
Wait, you don't even know me.
I'm Shern Lim.
You don't mess with Shern Lim.
No one dares to.
And I mean, no. fucking. one. ever. did.

It's my turn now.
Take your seat at the bench,
and watch how I play my game.

I promise, you'll have a hell of a good time. ; )
Saturday 25th April '09
00:40 hours
Home

Firstly, apologies to you, Serene. I hope you're alright now. : )

Secondly, my dear buddy, Gabriel who just booked out a few hours ago came to look for me at Starbucks. : D We caught up a bit. I updated him about my life and what he had missed out and he updated me about his life in the army. He's a rich boy now so he was so kind to buy me a Starbucks Passport! : DDDDD Damn happy kid me. So now I have two passports in hand. 

We took a long walk from Simei to Tampines and I was bombing him with biology questions along the way. He gave me a quick and super powerful crash course and I finished up my tutorial. Damn happy. I really UNDERSTOOD what he was saying and I promised Mun and P to teach them on Monday. : D Mun is damn cute by the way, and her smses remind me of someone. SAME pattern. Can die.

That nice boy wanted to meet his girlfriend but in the end, didn't. He was asking me randomly about something and I think I'm cool. 'Cause after all that had happened, I still can say, "if you love her, trust her." I myself was appalled. 

It's 00:48 hours now.

Good night.

And I still can't go to bed until I know you're safely back home. And I'm sorry, because it hurts me more than it hurts you but you know, I love you. When I say 5, I mean 5.
Friday 24th April '09
20:35 hours
SB-EP

Hey there!

School was good today. : DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

We were on the way to school today and an sms came in when the operator said "Yio Chu Kang". "Physio tutorial cancelled, postponed to Monday." WTF. So I went to meet the girls and then we complained the whole way to GJ. Met up with Joan and Shermaine and then the queen slowly strolled in. Everyone was complaining about the last minute news and we didn't know where to go. Some suggested AMK, some wanted to stay in school. I wanted to eat so I pulled everyone to eat. Headed South and had chicken rice with P.

Shermaine brought a soccer ball so, what's next? SOCCER. At first we stayed indoors. Had tried to persuade the security lady to let us through the gates into the sports hall but she was like, so reluctant. I even tried my, "you're so pretty today." and she went, "ya ya ya, wait for your student card." =.= Thanks.

We played along the corridor but in the end I walked outside because it really wasn't hot and it was windy. Shermaine, Joan, Marcus and Kamilah followed. So we played awhile, ran from one side of the field to the other then some of them went back, leaving Sher, Marcus and I. We persuaded the rest to come out to play so in the end we had 6 vs 5 soccer match! Damn fun because everyone was so enthu. : D My team consisting of JZ, Joan, CK, Tania, one more person! and me won 3-1. x D Damn happy. Everyone's going to play next week again. Every Thursday is our sports day for PT0901. And I'm damn happy because my class is so enthu. : ) Played till 2.30 thereabouts then cool down and went for lecture.

Sociology lecture was cool. Talked about history of sociology and all and I was half dozing off until I decided to utter rubbish to whatever she said. Then Ms Tan started to talk about why guys commit suicide more than girls in Singapore and then she mentioned things about guys being not as committed to relationships and how they don't value relationships then Joan looked over and said "that's why we turn lesbian." LOL.

After that we played soccer all the way from the LT to the exit and I was dribbling the ball past people at the corridor and making everyone so pissed off. HAHAHA. ; ) Oh oh, during lecture I had an empty chair next to me so this random girl came to me and asked if she could have the chair and I told her, "no. Sit here and share table with me." And she stunned for awhile. Damn funny. Kamilah was scolding me for being so random and rubbish. HAHAHA.

Okay, school is good. I went back with Joan, JZ and Marcus. I wanted to back out of Play next Thursday but JZ said she has already asked her friends along and I cannot back out and that sucks. ) : Next week is going to be a tiring week man. Tsk tsk tsk.

I SHOULD, OR SHOULDN'T. I SHOULD, OR SHOULDN'T? DAMMMNNNNNN. Indecisive.

GOODBYE.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Friday 24th April '09
09:47 hours
Home

I slept for almost 11 hours. And I probably had too much sleep because the dreams came. I hate it when the dreams come and I hate it even more when I can remember them vividly. And I know it's not going to happen and it's all in my subconscious mind. 

I'm yawning away now, too much sleep too much sleep!

And I'm contemplating to go for all the orientation trainings for the CCAs I've signed up. HAHA. That's where you can make new friends, no? Shall pull Joan along. ; ) DB ESPECIALLY.

I should wash up, get changed and head to school soon. 

Say byebye to fat face, fat body, fat me when CCA starts. NOW I DON'T HAVE A CHOICE so that IS good. And Joan is going to the gym with me. I hope we do it like we said we would. 

Shed the flabs, show the abs 
Thursday 22nd April '09
21:20 hours
Home

I want my textbooks.
I can't do my tutorials without my textbooks. 
Thursday 23rd April '09
20:02 hours
Home

School has been treating me well. Seriously, I love school now. More like, I love the people I met in school. 

Had CMS briefing in the morning so I was waiting for P and Mun at the station. Texted the both of them but it was almost ten but both haven't arrived. I called and realised they both didn't know there was briefing today. Haha. Joan saw me at the station so we walked to GJ to look for Shermaine and then headed to E-Plaza. I asked someone for directions and she said it's at Block P so we walked there and realised it's the wrong place. It's E-LEARNING PLAZA. So I asked Shi Min and then we walked to Block K. In the end, we didn't find the place so we got frustrated and went to have Mac breakfast. : D 

P came awhile later, then we settled her laptop shit and then went to the prac corridor to rest because there's aircon! The weather is atrocious. 29 degree celsius according to the weatherman. Then people started coming in and we started talking and talking. JZ was the last to arrive, so I started my nonsense again. : D 

Practical was pretty okay. Microscope introduction. -.- So we were like crapping and talking half the time and in the end we finished in 1 hr 40 mins when it was supposed to be a 3 hour lesson. I bullied the teacher ; ) 

P, Mun, Joan, Sher, JZ and I (the usuals) went to Club Crawl AGAIN. Had wanted to.......... ; ) But in the end couldn't find. So we wanted to go play soccer but the soccer people had no soccer ball we can borrow. So we bummed around, watched Foreign Bodies perform and then we went to the stadium to slack anyway. Dead chameleon on the track so Joan happily picked it up (gross shit really) and then went to scare the girls. She threw it at us. Wtfudge. 

We were complaining about the heat and in the end, we decided to go to AMK hub. Mun wanted to go home, Sher's going to meet her friend so it's left with the four of us. In the end, P decided to back out too because she was tired so Joan, JZ and I went. We met Hui Ying at the mrt station and JZ was pestering her to join us because she say Joan and I are full of rubbish. =.= Hahahahaha. But it was damn fun. We went to watch Friday the 13th and Joan screamed and shout like gay and JZ hid under her jacket half the time. It was an okayyyy show. M18 so... 

Then we walked around and JZ had a brilliant idea. This is what she made us do.





Unbelievable uh? 

HOW OLD ALREADY! And I paid 10 bucks for that. But yeah, I think we had fun doing it. Haha! Hanging out with these two girls is bad. ESPECIALLY JOAN. EVERYTHING we talk about is............. ; D Joan was trying to persuade me to go L4Ding but I can't imagine myself looking at the computer. No way in hell today.

After that we decided to go home. So tiring. 

Finish up my tutorial then I'm heading to bed. 

Good night, world.

Please don't let me forget I love you.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Wednesday 22nd April '09
22:20 hours
Home

And did I mention we're going to Play next Thursday? My gawd. 

And and and, they want me to learn L4D. Hahahahaha. 

LIFE IS GETTING INTERESTING. ; )


Wednesday 22nd April '09
21:41 hours
Home

School is good. : ) 

Saw something super disturbing in the morning. Haha. But seeing the babes in class helped. Love the girls man. Practical was a little boring but with rubbish friends, it was enjoyable and time flew by pretty quickly. No toilet incidents in school today but Miss Bernadine mistook me as a guy. Gawd. She was super random. 'Cause she was talking about the technician and she looked across our shoulders. Everyone turned around, thinking he was there. So I was standing at the back and I decided to be funny and started waving and then she went, "oh, you're Patrick too?" WTH. The whole class burst into laughter. Shucks please. Then the rest of the lesson I called myself Patrick. Seriously hilarious.

We were doing a lot of hands on, like carry people from wheelchair, from bed and so on. Stupid partner is JZ. Then we kept bickering and bickering. Super fun. After class was Club Crawl time so we went and tour. Got pulled by the Canoeists, the Dragon Boaters and all. I signed up for a few, namely Frisbee, Soccer, DB, Kayaking. The Dragon Boaters were the funniest because I kept disturbing them. Two of them, Joanne and Yvonne. Joanne was like taking photos with me and all, super random lah! Then we just talked and talked and everywhere in the sports hall we saw them. Had lunch at South today. Had to peel chicken for JZ because that princess can't use plastic fork and spoon to peel chicken. Wei Mun and Pen left us early so Joan, Sher, JZ, Fara and I talked and talked. And we all share something in common. ; ) 

Slacked at Gloria Jeans for awhile, chatted about our COMMON INTEREST and then we decided to walk around because it was so damn hot. JZ left us at 4 plus and then the four of us went to walk again at the sports hall. I borrowed a soccer ball from the soccer girls and we went to play. Met Sheena and Rihanna at the stadium. Saw Pei Gin AGAIN. : D We played for awhile, then we went to sit and then Joanne and Yvonne appeared. This time with Adeline! Pretty ladyyyyy sia. Talked a lot, crapped a lot, disturb them like siao, they disturb me like siao and yeah. HAHAHAHA. Read that. ; )

After that I left with Joan. We chatted a bit on the train and then I went to East Point and met Jermaine. Talked for awhile and then had dinner. Had wanted to play ball but the court was so crowded I decided to go home.

School isn't long tomorrow. 3 hours and then it's happy happy time. Shall stay till late though. Loveeeeee the school. 

Good night!

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Wednesday 22nd April '09
00:56 hours
Home

I know I shouldn't be awake at this time when lesson starts at 9 am tomorrow. But whatever, I just got back, bathed and I'm talking to a very nice person online. Haha.

School was good today. As usual, the journey sucked and today was worse because the train was packed. Darn. Met the babes at the train station, chat a little with Jia Hui and then we headed for school. 

Lectures S.U.C.K.E.D. I fell asleep in the third lecture but for the first two, I seriously STRUGGLED. It was pure torture to keep my eyes open. Thank God the lecturers gave us breaks and all. It was... Not so bad. 

We slacked after the lectures, had lunch at North canteen and then we went to get laptops. Mun and Pen got theirs today and I bet they are like messing around with it already. 

The highlight of the day was the PRACTICAL LESSON. 

New in our clique is Miss Jia Zi. So it's the 6 of us, Joan, Sher, Pen, JZ, Mun and I. JZ is the slacker and rich ass from ACJC who enrolled YESTERDAY. Haha! Damn funny. I was like disturbing her all the way. Then Joan brought up the clubbing topic because she said JZ looked like a clubber. And then we talked about Play and next week the three of us MIGHT be going on Thursday. ; ) Joan looked at me and said "YOU SURE GO PLAY ONE RIGHT." Wlao, do I look that sort?! But JZ looked at Joan and said "YOU GO PLAY MORE LAH." and I can't help but agree. 

Then we were talking and talking then we decided to go clubbing AS A CLASS. =.= Alan brought up a brilliant idea. Since wednesday is Ladies' Night and class starts at 12 on Thursday, we should go clubbing on Wednesday. LoL. When the group came in from the Cadavers (I shall go into that later), I happily announced "OEI CLASS, THIS WEDNESDAY GO CLUBBING." And then everyone shocked and looked at me. Then the girly clique started asking if it was for real and I went "YA THEN." I think everyone is looking forward to it. LOL.

Oh yes, cadavers. Cadavers are real human bodies that we are using as specimens. Dr Param was telling us how lucky we are to be one of the two courses that are using them. JZ was holding on so tightly to Pen and Mun was like standing so close to me it's funny. Hahaha. But seriously, it was pretty gross. And the smell. My goodness. Dr Param was like playing with it, touching the veins, arteries and the super smart Joan had to ask Dr Param to open the eyes for us so we can see the eye ball. Sick shit. 

But yeah, practical was fun. We were slacking half the time because we took turns to go into the Cadaver room. Then we were just talking and talking and talking and Dr Param came in and said, "what's the commotion about?" and I happily went "We're going clubbing." and he stared at me, flabbergasted. : D Cool shitzxzxzx I know. 

And I went to the toilet during class and as I was turning into the female's toilet, the toilet cleaner shouted from across the corridor "BOY BOY BOY BOY BOY, BOY'S TOILET THE OTHER SIDE." I turned around, politely said I was a girl and carried on and she obviously didn't hear me so she chased after me and said it again, "BOY BOY BOY, BOY'S TOILET THE OTHER SIDE." I smiled, and said I was a girl and then she didn't allow me to go into the handicap toilet and I walked towards the door of the female toilet and she went "YOU BOY OR GIRL SIA." I was like, "AUNTIE, GIRL LAH GIRL LAH." And I could hear her mumbling to herself when I was in the cubicle. Pleaseeeeeee, do I look THAT boyish?! I went back, told the class and they laughed their asses off. =.=

Practical class ended early, like AN HOUR earlier. Took the train with Steph and Yuen Ling. Talked and talked and then I got so tired. : \ They were asking if I club alot, then I say no. Then I asked them and they say a bit. Then they were like, "who suggested the clubbing then?" then I say me. And they both -.-" Oh well. I'm so tired... but in the end I still manage to lug myself to EP and studied at Starbucks. Second toilet incident for the day. I walked into the toilet, into the cubicle, relieved myself and came out. When I was walking towards the basin, this auntie was like, "Oh no, this is the boys' toilet, I must have been so careless and anyhow enter." then she scurried out. I didn't even have the chance to tell her she's in the right toilet. So when I was done washing my hands, I opened the toilet to find her staring at the sign of the toilet and talking to the cleaner. Then I just said, "it's the female's toilet" and I walked off. Superrrrr embarrassing. =.= What is wrong with the eyes of the elders now? Joan could walk into the toilet without being caught. What more different am I from her!!!!! 

Okay, so I had a good rest at SB, and then studied abit and then stoned and slept abit and then Yin Ling came. Then I talked abit then went to play ball abit, and lost by abit to this boy (10-11) and then walked back and waited for Fiona abit. Then she came, we talked abit and abit more and a little bit more and then we went home.

It's a longggg post uh? But interesting uh? : D So many cool events happened today.

Tomorrow's Club Crawl (CCA carnival). Almost my entire class wants a CCA. And I proposed a sports day for our class. Like every week we'll go do sports together. I think everyone's cool with it. So fun uh. : D So if everyone has a CCA, I shall get a CCA. Joan and Sher trying to psycho me into soccer still. Darrrnnnn. Tomorrow we'll see! : D

I'm tired already. I better get some sleep though lessons tomorrow are just labs. Stupid. Our lab attire is Two Piece Gym Suit/Swim Suit. On land, just tee and shorts. In pool, swim suit. COOL OR WHAT. So Mun and I wearing tee, shorts and flipflops tomorrow. ; P

Okay, SLEEP. Good night, world.

I'm doing great. : )