Thursday 1st Jan '08

11:38 hours

Home

HAPPY 2009 EVERYONE!

I've done my shoutout a while back so no more shout outs now. 

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS! (I don't recall what I made for 2008..)

Be a better daughter

Be a better girlfriend

Be a better student

Be a better athlete

Be a better friend.

'Nuff said. : )

New Year's Eve was nicely spent. The girl eventually came over and we spent some time together at home. We head out about 4 plus to meet Joanne and the rest. Had Ramen Ten for dinner! Haha. Then we talked awhile, LAUGHED ALOT (What's with grannys wearing bikinis. LOL) and then I went back to the east with BG to meet Beatrice. Lovely coincidence. Managed to see Mevis and Cherie in real life. Haha! Super cool. Got our coffee and cakes and went to my place to slack.

Mom and brothers were home. We talked in my room about things absolutely random. Haha! It was fun though and it was nice to see the cousin clicking so well with BG. : D It's very... nice. Haha! Counted down and I hope and wish and will put in my best to have my countdown 2010 with the same person who greeted me first this year. : )

We ordered Mac while BG went to sleep only to realise TODAY that she was eavesdropping last night. RAWRRR. 

Beatrice left at 2 plus. BG left at 4am. How I wish she could just stay because I was so so so comfortable sleeping with her in my arms already! Annoying. Hahaha. Okay, so I came back after sending her off in a cab and died within seconds.

I love all you guys! 

Wednesday 31st Dec '08

12:27 hours

Home

I should be at work now.

I asked for leave so that I could stay home because I was expecting a visitor.

And the visitor never turned up.

Tell me I should be glad.

: \

Cheers to a better day.

Bye!

Tuesday 30th Dec '08

21:04 hours

Home

I was so tempted by the pasar malam.

Then I got tempted by Four Leaves and Breadtalk.

Then I got tempted by the chocolates at NTUC.

Then I came home, feeling that I'm such a conqueror.

I walked into the kitchen, evidently looking for food.

And then I succumbed to temptation. 

At 9pm. 

I'm such a loser. : \

Okay, other than that, it's a good day.

I don't feel tired when there's no work tomorrow. Haha!

BYE.

Tuesday 30th Dec '08
19:18 hours
AC

Sandy is going to come back anytime soon and will find out I'm slacking. I've been reading magazines, riding the stationary bike for 5 mins and just walking around the shop for the past hour because I'm done with my stock take! Woohhooo! And she's nice enough to give in to my request of not working tomorrow. Thank God!

Anyway, I've been busy the entire day and I had cramps yesterday which made me so miserable. I thought it was gastric pain so I just kept feeding myself until I gave up. My beloved came to my rescue and yea, I was okay by the time I got home. But I don't know which hurt more yesterday. My heart, or the tummy. - sigh

Okay, today is a good day though I didn't get up in the morning to train or what. I was this lazy bum yet again. But yea, the second day of the period so I guess I'm pardoned? :P

I want to swim tomorrow. I'll see if I can convince myself to trust the tampon.

Good bye!

Sunday 28th Dec '08

14:26 hours

Home

Hello people! 

Tommorow...

Healthy lifestyle begins. 

It's called the PRE-new year resolution preparations.

I have 2 months. BARELY 2 months.

And this is important. More important than any oath I've made to myself or anyone.

No late nights (Except New Year's Eve or when BG stays up late) so lights off by 11pm.

Ride in the morning or to work.

Swim in the morning or after work.

Gym at least once a week. (I'm giving up on the mass gaining. HAHA. I'm putting too many boys to shame. I shall be nice. :B So doing more defintion with my weights at home.)

No junk. (Please no junk SHERN LIM. - smacks)

I think know I can do this. 2009 means more to me than any other years. 

When I get my first pay...

I'll clear my debts.

Treat my family to dinner.

Get 2 new shirts. (I know, what's with the number right.)

Then I'll have no more money left. - grin

And something random...

I was so pissed off with the driving school because my TP test is on 12th February. I was making a big fuss out of it because initially they said it'll be in end December. So yea, let's see what my appeal can do. I shouldn't be whiny about it really because 12th is still before Valentine's. :D But that is if I'm passing it on my first attempt. Lol. If not no car on Valentine's! THAT'S PATHETIC.

After I get my A level results...

I might sign on. Depends on the condition of my knees by then.

Or else I would... Umm, look at my results and cry and ask myself why I hadn't studied harder so that I can get into NYP's physiotherapy. 

And I'll still enrol in NYP even though I'm not going to physiotherapy 'cause Pearlin says JC students get to do a 2 year diploma. 2 years. Friggin' awesome. :D

Anyway, I need to cook. 

Mum's sick. Gawd.

BYE.

I am nothing without you.

Saturday 27th Dec '08

16:23 hours

Home

Hello everyone, I have a confession to make. 

I'm a lesbian. : )

I have a girlfriend and we've been seeing each other for awhile. She's a very very lovely girl and I'm very in love with her because she's the most gorgeous and adorable thing I've ever seen in my life. And, I'm intending to love her for a very long time.

To all who can't digest this, I'll give you time. I needed time to accept that I'm one to. Take all the time you need, but just you know, don't discriminate me because I had enough of that nonsense. : )

I'm happy now. That's about all you need to know. 

Good bye world.

Saturday 27th Dec '08

04:52 hours

Home

You know, I like Christmas. : )

All 12 days of it. Christmas is good. 

I'm going to sleep after a few episodes of L. 

I'm cranky and tired but my eyes are not exactly shutting. 

Umm, I'm super in love with you.

Good night world. 

Timbre tonight. : )

P.S: I'm sorry yea for all that you've to go through tonight.

Thursday 25th Dec '08
01:32 hours
Simon's

Because I did a horrible thing (not exactly... but yea), Joanne is going to kill me at Starbucks later by punishing me with her own concoction of X'Mas Blend. Her own recipe, made with tender loving hatred towards me. Haha, my Christmas present apparently. Gawd, I really don't want to have diarrheoa tomorrow! And it isn't even my fault! Rawrrrrrrr.

And she's so excited about it, it scares me alot. I don't want to be drunk on espresso. > <>

Just leave BG alone! Haha!

Thursday 25th Dec '08
01:24 hours
Simon's

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! : D

I was pondering over my perfect Christmas this year. If only we weren't in Singapore. I would drive a Land Rover with BG next to me, go up the hill and stop at somewhere with breath-taking scenery. I would lay a picnic mat down, take out everything I prepared at home (picture lovely sandwiches, awesome smoothies, some fruits and sorts.). I would just lie there and enjoy the scenery. The world would be mine, with just the two of us. Laughing, sleeping, and doing the bestest things in the world.

I hope time stops there and then.

'Cos nothing beats having you with me all the time.

Enjoy this special day people!

Wednesday 24th Dec '08
20:42 hours
Simon's House

Firstly, MERRY X'MAS EVE to all! : )

Words cannot express how much this christmas eve is to me. It's just lovely. Super lovely.

I had the most pleasant surprise at 12am + when some loser decided to drop by. The first few hours of my christmas eve spent with the most lovely person. :D And I was glad, really truly am. Very very surprised. Hahaha, and I can't stop smiling now. Heh.

My mystery visitor left at 4 plus am. I just konked out before I could finish replying. I woke up this morning with a fully typed message, but it wasn't sent. Oops. Haha.

Met Joanne at Starbucks TM and then we headed to the gym. That lady wanted to leave early so I did about an hour of stuff and we left to TM to get some wrapping paper and sorts. Very nice. You know, the whole festive season feel. I really like it alot. : ) The crowd can be annoying at times but yea, it's just part and parcel of having the whole feel uh?

She came over to my place and waited for me to wash up then cabbed to her place. Serene and her sister came by awhile later and then we went to Starbucks EP. BG's there already! :D So yea, we talked and stuff while waiting for Louis to arrive. Beatrice, my cousin surprised me when she walked towards Starbucks. Caramel Macchiato for the win! :D Umm, I just don't really like the bonding session with her brother. Tsk, like BG said, once the stick is out, the whole impression changes. Somehow I hope that Charles would come back to her so that she would stop smoking. She's such a gorgeous young woman. Ah well.

Louis didn't come in the end and it was getting late so we went to Simon's first. Cooked the soup and stuff and started the steamboat! :D I love his house really. Very simple, neat and... empty. Hahaa. Too bad BG's at work but coming later! :D

Got to go help wash up.

Cheers people!

Tuesday 23rd Dec '08
15:06 hours
AC

This is the third or fourth post today. I'm so bored. I'm trying to look for a meme I can do but I can't find any and it pisses me off. Haha. But well, I'm going to just type random things.

I just ate 2 peanut butter bread and 2 pratas and Alvin asked why I ate so much today. I told him that girls will do such things once a month. HAHA. Okay, pardon me k. I'm just really really hungry when that is coming. And it pisses me off because once it comes, I CAN'T SWIM which means I can't you know, shed the pounds off. HAHA. Okay whatever.

I've met so many customers who are here to get christmas presents for their loved ones. Super sweet.

There was this guy who came in all lost and stuff, asking us which watch he should get. Then he was telling us what his girlfriend does and stuff and then he just settled for the latest, most expensive model. Maybe he's rich or something but he really really looked like he wanted the best for her. You know, that kinda I'm sad I'm parting with my money but I really love her face when he was paying for the watch. It's more than 500 bucks by the way. So sweet. Gawd.

Then yesterday there was this lady who came in, with a newborn in her arms. She was like walking around the shop. I could tell she was completely clueless about what she wanted to get. So she asked if I had tri top and bottom. I showed her the range and she was like, asking her friend which she could get.. So I asked what exactly she wanted to get so she was like "I'm actually looking for something for my husband." Haha, I just thought it was really sweet. You know, how he must have taken such great care of her while she was through her pregnancy and sort, and this is something small she wants to get for him. And the way she was so secretive about it, it really warms my heart. So yeah, she got what she wanted and I tell you, she was SOOOO happy and pleased with herself. : )

Oh well, Christmas is a joyous season. : )

I'M HAPPY TOO!

Hahaha. Gawd, I'm so bloody gay.

Tuesday 23rd Dec '08
12:32 hours
AC

I'm BORED. Like real bored and I want to watch my show. If I could you know, get myself a laptop and bring it here, I WILL WATCH MY SHOW. Argh. I want a lap top NOW.

Oh yes, I'm here to tell the world that I'm not going to get presents for Christmas. For those who know me better, you'll know that I'm not exactly a present person and I don't like to get people presents because, IT'S JUST NOT ME. I'll be baking though, and for those who are EXPECTING to receive cookies from me, I'm seeking your understanding in letting me delay the christmas present. Haha, it will be more of a Christmas cum New Year gift so yea! : )

Umm, since I'm so bored, I'll start on my shoutout for 2008.

This year has been a wonderful year. I've changed alot (my JC friends know!)- back to my usual self, I've made tons of friends, started tri-ing and yea, there's just so much to mention! The year went by so quickly. Something I think I could do better was my academic side. Got into the playful mode this year, so I screwed up my A's pretty badly. Ah well, the year is almost over now. I have so much to give thanks for, so much to reflect and improve on, so much to correct, so much more to learn.

There are a few very important people I have to thank. I mean, I've thanked them so many times before, I don't think it's necessary anymore but yea, I think I should do it again. Nothing into details, just to highlight how you have been so so so important in making 2008 such a beautiful one.

My Love
My Beloved
Mr Iron Man
My Babe (Teoh Chia Min, that's you.)
My Besties Qin Yi and Chia Ling
And umm, last but not the last, MY BABY MONSTER. : )

I'm going to look forward to a more exciting 2009.

Till then.

Tuesday 23rd Dec' 08
10:40 hours
AC

I went to the bank this morning to get my new ATM card. I thought I lost it a few days back and I got all panicky and then I went to terminate my card. Eventually, I found my wallet and yea, felt so stupid that I terminate it so quickly. I was so convinced someone stole it. =.= Whatever, blame the carelessness. I shall not be so careless anymore. :P

Yesterday was a good day. I managed to hang out with my clique from school! :D

We walked around PS, then had dinner at Glasshouse. It was a satisfying dinner 'cos I did not just finish MY food, I helped Wen Qi finish hers and yea, you see the picture. If I had ordered the seafood platter for 1, I would have died. HAHA. But yea, I love hanging out with my girls because they are so... awesome. :D We walked around PS after dinner AGAIN then we went home!

It was sooooo late already and I had wanted to go down to ECP to look for the pretty lady at Big Splash but, I didn't. I was like, half dead. So no exercise clocked yesterday. DAMN.

This morning I was supposed to go for my swim and I was like, super super super super lazy I decided to snooze my alarm and it never came on. Gawd, horrid horrid horrid. I'm like, the worst athlete on earth. To think Alvin gets up at 4.30am to go for his morning rides. I OUGHT to have more discipline. STUPID X'MAS. Screwing up my diet AND STUPID SHOW. Screwing up my sleeping cycle. Haha. Who's fault?

Tomorrow is gym and swim day. I WILL NO MATTER WHAT. Because I have no work so no excuses. SUCKER LA SHERN.

Ummm.. it's two days to christmas. Gawd, it's two days to Christmas.

Time is flying at a rate so quick I'm struggling to catch up.

The guys were talking about A level results last night. Like how they are all excited-and-not-quite-excited about receiving it. Joanna reminding me about school starting in April for us the soon to be NYP-ians. HAHA. Oh well, I HOPE I can make it into Physiotherapy! I WANT NYP! - rawrr

Okay, I'm going to try to sell some stuffs online.

BYE!

Monday 22nd Dec '08
15:04 hours
AC

I'm like bored. Really bored. I have a million and one things I can rant about now but I'm choosing not to. Because yea, you know, no one wants to argh, I can't go on. Humans are complicated, they make life complicated. I don't want to be that kinda complicated being I'm talking about but yea, life is tough. People make things difficult. - sigh

I don't know. I used to be this really staunch christian, someone that yearns and strives so hard to be you know, christ-like. But as time goes by, people change. And I'm not the same person I used to be anymore. I no longer want to seek God as I do, I no longer want to serve God like I did. I look back and think that I was this silly thing.. Ah, shall not go on. My point is, I do not want to be a servant of God anymore.

I tried you know, wanting it back. But as I got closer, I got further.

I wanted things to change, things to improve if all I did was to surrender myself and let God take the wheel. The harder I try, the more the world tries to pull me over. And lo and behold, the world won, obviously. Haha. There was something so... repulsive about the church now. (I don't want this to be offending anyone. But yea, just my thoughts.) You know, it's the relationship and all, but why did the rules and regulations come into the picture?

Ah screw this. It'll get so intense I'll start losing my cool.

BYE.


I don't care who you are, where you're from. Don't care what you did, as long as you love me.

Monday 22nd Dec '08
11:41 hours
AC

I think I might consider being a telemarketer someday. Or any job that requires me to talk on the phone. Something like my beloved's! Because I kinda like answering phones. And I know I have a nice phone-voice. ; ) I'm like doing nothing much today because the sales are over and umm, I'm only answering calls and entertaining customers who like to ask weird questions. I don't like them to ask me weird questions when I'm not exactly in the mood. Heh.

I've a love-hate relationship with muscle aches by the way. It sucks because it's painful and sore but it makes me feel good about my training. The weights I lifted yesterday was worse than what I normally do which SUCK. Because it means I'm only getting weaker. Grrr.

BYE.

Monday 22nd Dec '08
10:53 hours
AC

I'm having Monday Blues. I'm sleepy and I'm having monday blues. This suck.

Spent my entire night watching my show and ummm, I'm seeing new motivations. HAHA. Okay, forget I said that. It's a bad show and it's making my head spin and spin everytime I think about it. I know it's bad, really I know. But I just like watching it. (x And I like it that I see new motivations through every episode and it's awesome. HAHAHA. Oh shit, I'm being stupid, again.

I slept close to four. Woke up at 7.30am this morning, looked at the sky and quarrelled with my body and in the end, I decided against the swim. All or nothing. : )

Got up about an hour later and went to work, so now I'm here. : )

BYE.

Sunday 21st Dec '08

19:07 hours

Home

I'm trying to get into the habit of daily swimming. 

So next week... I'll be working only on Monday and Tuesday, 10-6pm. 

Tomorrow night I'm meeting my favourite girls for dinner. So I can't afford to swim since the pool opens at 11.30am tomorrow. Riding to Big Splash though, to pay Joanne a visit. : ) I promise I'll be there IF it isn't too late. The girls are working on Tuesday so I doubt they will stay out late too. 

Training Schedule (22/12-28/12)

Monday: Ride

Tuesday: Swim 2.5 km (intervals)

Wednesday: Gym + Swim 2 km

Thursday: Swim 1.5 km

Friday: Swim 3 km

Saturday: Swim 1.5 km (intervals)

Sunday: Swim 2 km

I don't know why my heart aches so much today. It must be everything coming together, and giving it such a hard time. Everything coming so strongly at me, making me feel weaker by the seconds. I can't do this. I can't do this alone. Be strong, be strong. DAMN IT. 'Cause it's worse when this comes from the people you love most, you treasure most and gawd, they don't understand. Not one bit. It's... upsetting, disappointing and most of all, it hurts like crap. Try imagine stabbing yourself with a million knives. There, you get my picture. I hate it that it makes me EAT. Argh.

I know you don't know what I'm talking about, but it doesn't matter. No one has to know what I'm going through. Haha. 

- sigh

Sunday 21st Dec '08

16:06 hours

Home

I'm really bored at home now. The only thing I want to do now is watch my show but the internet isn't loading my show. It's taking wayyyy too long. Gawd.

I haven't updated in a while. My blog is almost dead.

There's so much happenings in my life but I'm just too lazy to blog about it. I need to blog about it when I want to blog about it but I don't want to blog about it anymore. - sigh

I just want to understand something. Tell me how this works. 

Oh well. 

Good bye.

PS: I love you.

Friday 19th Dec '08
14:44 hours
AC

3 more hours to home. I don't feel like going for swim. Wait, I don't even think I'll be going for the swim. I'm tired, but I don't want to go home. Um, I think I'm just very lazy and bumming around would be better. Especially when the girl is having fun. Rawrr. Unfair.

I'm thinking about my knee guard. I just sold off my Polar Watch (Yea, I did Jodan! At a loss of course. :P) so I have a little bit of cash to spare. If it helps, I should just get it right? I need it, yes I do. Probably I'll sell off the I-Pod since I don't exactly need it. Hmmm, I'll think about it. Shall decide after... this weekend.

Ummm, what else what else.

Oh yes, I'm going to start being thrifty. You don't know how thrilled I am when I saw bigger numbers in my bank account today after depositing the amount I got from the sale of my watch. Yes, I'm going to start being thrifty. : ) Cheers to Shern people!

I'm tired. I'm tired. Rawrrr.

Yesterday was a crazy night. I think I almost went crazy. Nearly.

I'm going off, BYE people!

You know, it's so hard to be nice to mean people sometimes. 

I've been very nice, letting the brother use the Mac ALL THE TIME.

Now the phone is down, he screams at me for wanting to use the computer.

Testing my patience really. 

But I'm cool. Very in fact.

I better get off before he starts screaming.

I want to be nice, please don't make me mean. 

: \ 

Tuesday 16th Dec '08

22:47 hours

Home

10 random stuffs before I go onto the bed and try to fall asleep so that I can get up early to swim tomorrow. 

1. My brother is coming home tomorrow from Aussieland! 

2. Brother coming home means SOMETHING is coming to Singapore too! :DDDD

3. Mommy got the Christmas tree set up and my house has this SUPER CHRISTMASSY feel and honestly, I really, really like it. : )

4. I miss my clique. (Beloved, Love and the rest of the girls.)

5. Canadian Dragons Team Captain poached me at work today. :P I'm joining their training next Saturday. PADDLING AGAIN! :D Saturday dragon boat, Sunday OC! Awesome.

6. I'm tired but the caffeine from my caramel macchiato is keeping me ALIVE. Rawrr.

7. I have two very good looking brothers.

8. I miss my BUTT. He's still in Japan and I kinda forgot when he is coming back. HAHA.

9. I need money to buy others presents.

10. And lastly, I have the most most most gorgeous, adorable, sweet, understanding love on earth. And I hope you stay, for a long long long long time. : )

Good night, world. : )

Tuesday 16th Dec '08

22:14 hours

Home

Tonight is a good night. Thank you Chuck for being such a dear and spending so much time with me. I had a good time catching up with you and all. I really really thank God for a friend like you. Someone I feel so so comfortable with. : ) Hope to see you soon for our Christmas celebration! Booze is ALLOWED, but not for me. Haha!

I was thinking of umm, christmas wishes. Christmas gifts I would like to have. I came across my twin's blog and I think her idea is so awesome but yea, I wouldn't use it. There are a few things I would like to have now, badly. I know friends who are really close to me knows that I've been spending on things that are way expensive like my Starbucks lifestyle and ummm, yea, other stuffs like my sports. Oh well, I'm in the midst of repentance (:P) and changing this whole thing. Really! I spent $15 on Starbucks today and I'm feeling awful about it. But yea, to all who are still thinking of something you can give me, here are some ideas.

I honestly need cash.

No presents, just cash.

You can give me say.. $10 for my christmas present. REALLY. I will be eternally grateful to you.

Christmas Wishlist

Visit to the sports doctor 

Clear my debt

Scuba diving license 

New BOOKS (I'm an avid reader, really.)

A good poly education (I need money for this.)

Ah well, it makes me sound like a really pathetic and broke person but if you are willing to contribute, ANY amount at all, just let me know by leaving a comment. I really am in need of cash. 

: ) Love you guys.

Tuesday 16th Dec '08
15:19 hours
AC

I'm at work and I'm upset because the guys in this place have smaller thighs than me. LOL, okay, I'm not such a loser but I'm just, RANTING.

I'm bored. I'm meeting Chuck later! AWESOME. : )

Okay wait, I really don't know what to blog. Today was so fun because I was trying out tons of apparels because of the crazy sale (Jodan, you know about the sales?) happening in the shop. I've got two pairs of shorts and I hate the shirt I initially wanted so to hell with it because it looks awful on me. Okay, but yeah, I totally ADORE the shorts I just got and I'm going to try to persuade Mum to buy it for me as christmas present. : )

Ummm... I'm off.

I'm pretty hungry now. But not VERY. Just, pretty.

And my head hurts. It has been hurting for the past couple of days and I really don't know why. It doesn't feel like migraine though. I hope it isn't. I really hope it has left me. But yeah, this new problem- it sucks. It's bugging me alot. Urgh.

Alright, I'm off.

I'm dead tired.

But it was a good night. 

Training update:

71 laps in the pool.

Gym.

Bye world.

Monday 15th Dec '08

10:44 hours

Home

Today is the start of a new week. Breakfast was three roasted chicken wings and a peanut butter bread. Weird combination but whatever. My throat hurts like anything now and it's pissing me off. : \

Let's see.. Not much updates really.

Saturday:

The night was spent at Uncle Colin's place. He prepared a feast for us. Asian (Eastern) cuisine this time that comprises of spring rolls, thai fish cakes, mee siam and tons of other random rubbish you can think of. It was a lovely dinner really. : ) We had thai desserts and all.. Then I talked a bit to Beatrice and yeah, we then decided on going to K-Box. So off we went, 12-3am. It was pretty fun! Though I don't know what songs to choose because everytime I go to K-Box, Sheena chooses the songs for me. I just sing. LOL. But Beatrice doesn't know my song so yeah. : \

Went over to her house to stay over. I love her lap top because there's webcam! Slept at 6am.

Sunday:

Got up early the next morning, headed to Century Square to meet Kenny. Went back home, bathed and left to Sheena's place. Quite an eventful day. I love Gossip Girls! and.. pizzas :D

Went down to Pasir Ris Park to meet the tkd people. In the end, it turned out that the party is at ECP. So I had to cab down because I was awfully late. So yeah, got there. The fire was great so the food was done really fast. I had TONS OF FOOD. Gawd. 

We went back on 31. Very fun. Next Sat, we have a midnight movie to catch. Sweet.

Dear friend,

I'm sorry things have to be this way. Please be happy for me. 

I'm tired still. Training starts at 12!

Saturday 13th Dec '08

18:22 hours

Home

All I did today was to eat and sleep. No kidding. 

I woke up in the morning, had a heavy breakfast and I went to sleep. 

I woke up later in the day, had lunch and went to bed.

Fell asleep.

I woke up randomly to reply smses.

Keep dozing off. 

I finally woke up at 6pm.

And I don't know how I'm supposed to style my hair.

That part of my memory apparently left me somehow.

Going to Uncle Colin's place (!!!!!) for dinner. YAY. 

BYE.

Saturday 13th Dec '08

08:40 hours

Home

I did mention that Friday was going to be a good day, and indeed it was. : ) Awesome is an understatement. 

Driving in the morning was awesome. I have problems with vertical parking but not parallel parking. That's weird uh. I had a very very good chat with my instructor Mus and he told me ghosts stories and I told him about Mum's Twilight experience. The queueing for stupid parallel parking allowed us to have so much time to talk and I was driving like some reckless person because I WAS SO BORED and he was like, "drive slowly in the circuit!" xD 

So after driving I went to Safra to swim. I had planned to do 100 laps with all the time I had. But guess what? I finished 18 (or 16?) because I pulled something on my left shoulder. My whole hand just went numb and there was this sharp pain on my shoulder after I got out of the pool. Awful. ) :

I had a change of plans then! I came home, bathed and went to cut my hair. :B Kenny did something different this time. SUPER different. After he was done with my hair, I took a loooonnngggg while to get used to who I was looking at in the mirror. Gawd, that was me. My hair is very short now. Yes, it has never ever been this short my ENTIRE 18 years alive. I thought I look more like a retard than a human but surprisingly, it wasn't that bad according to my loves. : ) 

BG came over to bum around for the afternoon till evening. Haha. Shan't go into the details here by yeah, 12/12 this year is very memorable. :D -evil laughs

We left the house at 8 plus, had dinner at Ramen Ten! :D Not too bad not too bad. It was a tad too spicy for my palette. The green tea was... awful. Haha! Not really. Just very... bland, and.. tasteless. Eew. Headed to catch TWILIGHT. The special sneaks began yesterday so yeah, bye Bolt! Hahaha, I might watch Bolt sometime next week since Love wants to watch it. :D But yeah, Twilight wasn't too bad. I was thinking.. If you haven't read the book, you might not really understand what's happening. Just my two cents' worth. But yeah, it wasn't too bad. A little draggy at times. 

We came back to my place. BG WAS SUPPOSED to go home but in the end, I DON'T KNOW HOW (hahahaha!) I managed to turn the tables. So yeah, we slept at 3 plus. Got up at 7 plus this morning. GAWD. 

I can't get back to sleep. Because of my very very heavy breakfast. :P

BYE BYE. I WANT TO BATHE. :X

And we ain't stopping till the morning light. 

P.S: I love you.

something random...

I WANT MY 6 PACS BACK NOW. 

Thursday 11th Dec '08

23:32 hours

Home

Tonight again, I did not get to chat on the phone. Rawrr.

Okay, today was basically pretty fabulous. Work was at 12pm so I conveniently skipped my morning routine (Sorry!) and skipped my swim. Seriously pathetic. I got up at 10 plus and rushed everything. Because I was craving for Cedele, I had to ran to work 'cos I sort of got lost at Raffles Place. Alvin came in later than me so it was a relief. Wait, I wasn't late by the way. :D 

It was a crazy day today because there were so many people coming in when Sandy was out so Alvin and I messed up the POS pretty badly but thank God we weren't scolded. Sandy is amazingly patient. Haha. I sort of got the Polar people into trouble because of the Fitness First lady. Argh, some people can just be so difficult. 

Overall I enjoyed my day. Learnt a lot of new things. I love my job, totally. 

I had a very very very heavy supper. Shit. First boo-boo of the week. Still in control still in control! :D 

Driving tomorrow. Sucks. 

Ummmmmm.. I am not tired. =.=

I don't know why I'm random-ing away.

Tomorrow is a lovely day. 

PS: You are my life now.

Wednesday 10th Dec '08
17:20 hours
AC

I'm at my work place, slacking. Poor Alvin was sent to Leng Kee to run some errands and the lucky me got to stay here. I was talking to Zi Hao and Edwin about D and I. Haha, pretty confusing and ummm, I also don't want to comment much. Just want to... MOVE ON. : ) so yeah, today was fun. The stock taking part was super cock up though, because of me. :\ But yeah, everything is settled down and life is beautiful. Today I tried on some Oakleys, Newton shoes, I had a good lunch and umm, read magazines and slacked around. Alvin slept! Utterly amazing. Jane is here today and yeah, I got to talk to her and learnt some stuff. I read all the Polar brochures too so I'm super good at it now.

Meeting Sheena later. So yeah, tonight there isn't training. I wonder if I'm finding excuse for myself. Heading to Mount Faber in the morning tomorrow to clock a swim. : )

BYE PEOPLE. I have half an hour more to go before knocking off!

Cheers to a good day of work tomorrow! : )

PS: Friday is going to be a beautiful day spent with a beautiful person.

First Day Of Work!

Tuesday 9th Nov '08
17:11 hours
AC

Hello world, I'm very happy that I'm actually blogging at work because that just says how happy I am here. : ) Work today is fun though the start of it was a little, busy. The unpacking was tedious and messy. Overall, I had fun. Lunch was good too. We had it at Amoy Street Food Centre.

Well well, I'm pretty tired already and apparently work today might be till 8pm. Tomorrow's work is 10am. Shucks, I have no time to do my training! EVERYTHING is screwing up. :\ I can't ride here because it's way too early and I can't swim because it's way too late. TELL ME WHAT I CAN DO. Shit shit shit shit. Okay wait, I think I can afford a morning swim from next week. Oh poor DJ, utterly neglected. I should be riding on Saturdays though. :D Then there's OC on Sunday. Sooo, it isn't too bad. OH YES, I won't be working on Friday too because there's training at night and um, I'll be having driving in the morning so yeah. I can afford to slack or something. I can't gym or sorts. OH NO, I'm working on Saturday so I'll probably not go for wake boarding. SAD UH. Edwin just asked again if I'm going and I had to tell him I'll consider without realising I'm due for work this weekend. Retarded.

Oh, and I'm ranting. It's getting boring. No one interesting is online and Alvin (my work buddy!) is reading Bicycling. So I'm hogging on the computer and no one is bothering me. This is so awesome.

Good bye people. I hope my manager releases me at 6pm so I can go to the gym. I'm supposed to be at Mum's place today. But I'm here. And I'm glad I'm here. Mum's place is a torture. :P I'm looking forward to another day of work tomorrow. Seriously, I must be kidding me. Haha! But it really is fun. And I get to sms. :D

Oh yes, I can do up Candace's stuff.

Bye!

Monday 8th Dec '08

17:16 hours

Home

I've just got my working schedule for next week. Sandy asked if I wanted to start work at 10 or 12. Since..... I'm definitely going for 10am. Work's till 6pm. Awesome.

Riding would be pushed to the following week. 

Anyway, I'm watching Gossip Girls on surfthechannel. Love, please take note! :B

BFF might be dropping by later! And I have to head down to Gabriel's place to get my wife biscuits.

BYE.

Where to go on Christmas Eve?

I have been pondering over this question.

Just where should I go on Christmas Eve!

The email sent by Timbre started me thinking. Timbre's Christmas Eve party is from 10.30pm to 1.30am. Sounds pretty awesome doesn't it. Then there are clubbing parties, which are a definite NO. 

Maybe I should really just go and see lights at Orchard. 

Good bye people. I'm so bored. And tired.

Monday 8th Dec '08
03:14 hours
My Queen

Yesterday (Sunday) was an awesome day. Though I broke a big big promise to myself, I swear it was worth it. Given a choice, I would break it all over again. :B *ahem

So the day was spent at my residence with the monster. : ) A very happy day. Enough said.

In the evening, I got changed and went to meet Chuck and the gang at Far East Plaza. Zouk night. I swear I wouldn't enter that place ever again. I mean, the dancing part was tons of fun really because I really couldn't care who was watching, I just wanted to dance. Hahaha, it was therapeutic really, but I swear everything else sucked. The crowd, the loud music (not that I was complaining, but I just had an issue with.. I don't know what. It just gives me a headache), the un-decently clothed girls... Nah, really really not my kind of thing. Timbre for the win! Or any other pubs for that matter.

Took a cab back at around 2.30 pm. Spent around.. 50 at Zouk. 20 for cab, 25 for entry, 5 for hot dog bun that was totally worth the money. HAHA. I drank fruit punch by the way, 2 of them. I know I know. :P I can't believe Sheena still wants to go there. Gawd. I slept around 3 plus I think.  

So what's up today. I think I'll probably head to the supermarket, get ingredients and start baking my cookies. These cookies are used to 'redeem' my nutri-joint from Mr Desmond Chiang. Hahaha! In exchange for life saviour, my glucosamine, we've agreed on trading my Famous Shern cookies. I think it's pretty fair. One cookie for one tablet. Seems fair. 

I'm hungry again. Another slice of PB bread!

Sunday 7th Dec '08

10:27 hours

Home

Good morning everyone. I had a hard time waking up this morning. I resetted my alarm a few times, snoozed it a few times before I reluctantly lugged myself up to check myself out in the mirror. I have this really annoying and pissing pimple, so pissing that I have this urge to you know, kill it now. 

I'm supposed to be bathing the lil' one at home because.... it's just right to do so. I'm tired though, and REALLY lazy. Okay, I shouldn't be. 

I'm going off the computer. BYE.

PS: To Joanne and Serene, apologies for my absence at K-Box today. We'll go there soon again, I hope. I really want to attend your concert some time! : ) Don't kp (unintended) me so much, a little is okay. Thanks for your understanding!

PPS: To my love, I'll see you next Sunday I promise! 

My Dearest,

I don't want this moment to ever end,

where everything's nothing without you.

I'll wait here forever just to see you smile again,

'Cause it's true, I'm nothing without you.

I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.

These words are my heart and soul.

I hold on to this moment you know,

'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, and I won't let go.

: )

Saturday 6th Dec '08

12:54 hours

Home

I'm so super bored now. My Mom is trying to chase me out of the house. "To feel the christmas mood", she says. My Mom is cute I know. If you think the Mom is cute, you obviously haven't seen the daughter. HAHA.

I'll be away on 13th Dec for wakeboarding at Batam! Binky and I are planning a trip to Genting. Just the two of us I think? SUPER COOL.

I'll be away for Chinese New Year! :D Angsana Resort at Bintan. Time for me to take a break. Life is really really hectic. A tsunami should come and claim my life when I'm there. Shit. I have 2 months to look good so I can you know, HAHAHAHA. :X

Okay, screw the junk. I have a new motivation. : )

Off to do Organic Chem!

Saturday 6th Dec '08
10:50 hours
Home

Don't ask me why I'm up so early. *points finger at the monster

Oh wait, it isn't early. It's almost eleven.

I'm still pretty tired and due to influence, I've tried weighing myself. To my horror of horrors... I quickly got off the scale. Cheers to working at AC! I'm going to get some work out done from next week. : ) and of course, better (not junk, that's what I mean) food. March is coming soon. Hi Bernice. xP

Oh well, the past few days have been really torturing. I could be like half dozing while counting the nails. Especially when they are really puny, it kinda gets to my nerves half the time. Thank you to all who kept me company via SMS if not I wouldn't be able to survive this ordeal. HAHA. When I got my pay yesterday in cold hard cash, I really felt that kinda... satisfaction. I was asking Kat (my colleague) if she felt the same and she simply shrugged it off. Oh, after work yesterday, Kat and I went to collect our race pack together at Expo. It was such a coincidence that both of us and intending to collect yesterday, and it was a greater coincidence that we are headed for Bedok after that. Awesome. : ) Hi Jodan! Good to see you yesterday at the Expo. I didn't manage to get anything at Keypower though. But I got a pair of Adidas shorts yesterday! Blew away tons of money from my pay 'cos I also bought Joanne dinner! Awesome company really. To Joanne: If you're reading this, thanks for having dinner with me last night. :D All the best for Ocean Butterfly audition. Tell you to sing more to me already! I like people singing to me okay.

Ummm, today I'm staying home. No Sentosa for me. Gabriel and I are supposed to be at the gym now but apparently, it didn't happen. Guess who's fault? :P

Tonight will be BBQ at Jon's place. SWEET. : ) Looking forward to seeing everyone!

Though forever doesn't exactly exist..

But could we be like this forever?

The Time Of My Life. : )

Friday 5th Dec '08
01:26 hours
Home

I'm full. I just had a ton of food. Super full.

As some of you may already know, I'm missing Stan Chart this Sunday due to my knee problems. Taper abit since 21km is really too much. Will be seeing the doctor next week, hopefully things will be okay. Once I get the clear, I'll be signing up for Tribob Sprint Series and the Sea Monsta race. So Jan, Feb, Mar, April, I'll be having 4 races. EXCITING. I hope and I pray damn friggin' hard the doctor would say something positive. I would kill myself if I'm told to stop. I would, I swear.

I want to go for a holiday. Silly monster doesn't want to go with me. Genting with Long Yao maybe?

Ummm.. Let's see. Why am I still awake. Oh yes, because I'm super full.

I'm like damn damn damn full. Monster's fault.

Good night.

PS: Happy birthday to Monster's Mom! :D

Free Starbucks Coffee Day

Thursday 4th Dec '08
18:38 hours
East Point BK

I can see the queue from where I'm sitting. The monster must be really busy now. I can anticipate.. Haha. :X just picture a very angry and tired monster, you'll get my point. : )

Let's see. I've been working for the past few days. First two days of the week was at Polar and I've been at Mum's office for two days thus far. Last day tomorrow! It bores the hell out of me. Thank God for Monster Inc (the monster and the friend) Calling out for whoever out there who have free sms to sms me from 8.30 to 5.30 tomorrow. Thank you very much. I would very much like to be entertained.

Joanne and I made a pact to make a come back. In March, we'll sit at Starbucks for PEOPLE TO LOOK. No longer us looking at people. :D come on Joanne! We have tons of time yo! Non fat your coffee luh! HAHAHA.

There are alot of exciting happenings in my life. Things that I'm just keeping to myself. Haha, when things take a more drastic change, then I'll share it here. Maybe. Haha, maybe not. : ) for now, I'd just like to be happy. Let's all just be happy people yea.

Did I mention I'll be working at AC? I think so. So yeah. I think work starts next week. I'll try to work alot. Yea. : )

Ummm. On a side note, I'm done with New Moon. I'm contemplating getting the series now. Argh! What should I do, comments are very much appreciated. : )

Okay, I'm getting bored here. I need to get my race pack tomorrow night. Urgh. So troublesome. But I'm looking forward to visiting the booths and hopefully not come home empty handed. I'll be getting my pay tomorrow too! Lovely lovely feeling. It's my HARD EARNED MONEY man. Super super awesome. :D

I'm bored. The queue is still long. Like, really long. I wonder what time the monster can get off work. Hmmm.

Driving later at 8.40pm. I was telling Joanne I might just bang wall. Please laugh.

Gawd I'm SLEEPY.

GOODNIGHT. : )

PS: And you know I'd walk a thousand miles if I can just see you, if I could just hold you, tonight.

Monday 1st Dec '08
21:11 hours
East Point

I'm so bored here and so super tired. It's like, a part of myself have sort of died and the only thing that's keeping me alive is because my heart is still pumping. Haha. Exaggerated uh, but it seriously feels that way!

Let's see.. I went to help Yue Yun today at Polar. The first few jobs I had to do was cut paper. I really cut until I almost died because it was so darn monotonous that I don't think humans should be doing it. I cut about 200 pieces and I swear it almost killed me. BG texted me and it added to my.. Worry. Haha. But yea, I'm still alive now. That's a good sign.

Oh! I had tons of prata for breakfast. Then I had lunch with the Polar gang. Met Sandy and she persuaded me to work at AC together with Des' help. Lol. So I'm starting work next week I believe. : )

I slacked after lunch. I think the only tough job was the cutting paper part. After that everything was brainless. So yea, good money! I got to admire all the polar watches and Guru bikes.. Damn hot.

I hope working at AC is a good thing. The pay is miserable but yea, I want to learn much more, meet many new people and stuff. And Candace wants to visit me. Super cute luh she. Haha.

I'm tired. My phone is running low on batt and the girls are still having store meeting. This is so annoying.

BYE.

Sunday 30th Nov '08
23:30 hours
Home

Today is a good day.
Went to Bugis.
Met Alicia and Carmen.
Went to study with Joanne at Starbucks.
Talked, taught her stats.
I think I'm a smart shitto.
Oh, we sang too.
We were singing like two crazy retards in Starbucks.
And she's surprised I can sing chinese songs. =.=
We went to 85 for dinner.
I ate tons of shit.
I had tons of fun.
Accompany her back.
I came home.
Had chocolate cake, chocolates and pineapple tart.
Bathed.
Going to sleep soon.

I'm tired.
BYE.

I need to persist on.
I shall not cut my hair.
I will not cut my hair until it grows longer.
and until I'M LIGHTER. :B

Sunday 30th Nov '08
09:20 hours
Home

I had to be asleep at 4 when I could sleep at 5.30. I'm sorry monster. I wonder what's with the Melvin dude. I don't quite understand what could be urgent enough for him to disturb the sleep of others you know. Rawrr. Pissed pissed pissed.

I hope the monster is asleep now. And I hate myself for being such a pig. Stupid silent mode.

This should never happen again. I'm so tired, still.

Goodbye world. : )

Dear Diary,

I feel like the luckiest and happiest person on earth tonight.

Good night world.

P.S: I love you.

Saturday 29th Nov '08
16:03 hours
Home

My day sucked so far.
Gym was bad because I was like, super weak and tired.
Maybe it wasn't THAT bad but still.
Gabriel and I went to town.
We were supposed to go to church but last minute I backed out.
I didn't understand why he had to walk away like that.
That feeling of you know, being dao-ed sucked like shit.
So I'm friggin' crappy still.
Thanks lil' monster for trying to cheer me up.
Oh yea, thanks Chia Ling for the nonsense from Taipei!
I ate like, SUPER A LOT already.
Hahaha. It kinda cheered me up a little. : )
Oh well, I'm going to Granny's tonight.
If Gabriel knows I'm home now,
he's probably going to be super friggin' pissed.
- sigh

And I hope Wen Qin is fine. :\
Don't make the monster worry man.
She's going to give you hell. Hahaha.

I'm off.
I should get some sleep though I have soooo much junk in my body now.

BYE.

Saturday 29th Nov '08
08:32 hours
Home

I'm pissed. There are no 3-Rm in Simei. Mom insists on 3-Rms. ): Rawrrr.

I'm feeling very random and my stomach feels queasy. It's like, I'm hungry and it gets me giddy. But I've already ATE ALOT.

Oh yes, because of the most irritating period of the month, I have to miss OC today. NO SENTOSA TODAY when the weather is so friggin' beautiful. This is so disappointing. I hope Alvina isn't pissed with me.

Oh, and the relief teacher nonsense sucks because I cannot seem to submit my application.

I'm GOING TO THE GYM. Get my lazy bum off this stupid chair. Sea cannot, LAND STILL CAN.

I'm meeting the TKD dudes tonight for dinner. : )

I'm sleepy. I need to replenish my sleep TOMORROW.

BYE.

PS: This is soooooo random.

I miss the lil' monster.

Saturday 29th Nov '08
07:10 hours
Home

I'm tired.
And my arms are aching.
And I'm awake at a random timing of 7am.
Rawrrr.
Friggin' hungry now!
I need food. Food. Food. Food.
And I don't even know what I should do today.
OH. GO TO CHURCH.
HAHA.

Good bye.

Friday 28th Nov '08
21:28 hours
Home

You don't know how lucky I am to be still alive now. I swear I almost died in the pool a few minutes ago. I was soooo tired and I was pushing myself so hard I couldn't even believe myself. 1.5 hours 64 laps of intervals. I couldn't feel my left arm you know when I was doing all the pulling shit. It must be because of gym yesterday. What a dope to do gym before swim training. Never ever will I have gym sessions on Thursday. TO THINK I wanted to gym today.. I can't imagine the intensity I would have just now. Gosh, I'm barely alive.

Today is a good day. I went to Sitex with the favourite boy. I made a detour to Simei to get the love her Mr Bean pancake. As promised, one of each flavour. I think her love for me just increased. LOL. : ) We didn't see much, I just wanted to check out the Ipod prices. You know, it really doesn't matter whether I'm poor now, because when I say I want you to have it, I will slog my butt off to get the money so that you can have it. Love, don't worry about me. I do sacrifices very well. : )

Joanne just called. I'm going down to meet her.

TO BE CONTINUED.

Friday 28th Nov '08
08:43 hours
Home

I was planning on getting more sleep today so that I can stay up tonight for closing but but but but, the person who forbade me to go to YCK has to be the person that disturbs my sleep. IN THE MIDDLE OF MY AWESOME SWEETNESS DREAM, what bad timing RC!!!!!! Okay, I'm chilled, and full because my tummy was calling for food and I apparently fed it too much. Hurhur. Tell me what's new.

I was planning to gym, but I'm feeling tired. My upper body isn't aching, like always BUT they feel tired. I don't know whether it's psychological but I think I should let them rest today. OC tomorrow! So don't play play. : ) Swim tonight! RAWRRRR. I'm so lazy. It's a different coach uh, which means I might die under his care. He might be like yellowfish, we never know. Shit, I'm having very bad.. cramps? Ouch. It's some piercing pain at the side of my tummy. ) :

I shall do something productive today. Like, sorting out my clothes or books or SOMETHING ELSE.

I think it must be the devil, because I'm feeling more and more against... church. Hahaha. I'm sorry but it's true. The whole idea of church just doesn't make sense to me anymore. - sigh

Ummm.. I'm going down to Sitex later. The love needs food and I don't mind checking out the random nonsense they have there. OMG. IT'S SO EARLY NOW. What should I do what should I do. Rawrrr.

I'm bored. I shall go finish up New Moon.

GOOD NIGHT.

Friday 28th Nov '08
00:46 hours
Home

I just got back, dead tired I swear.
And I spent so much at Timbre.
Nonetheless, it's a happy day.
So happy that the word 'happy' is an understatement.
: )

I hope Joanne is okay though.
It's heart wrenching to even hear her talk about it.
I wouldn't want to be going through which she is going through.
But then again, I've been through much worse.
Be strong lady! : )

I'm going to sleep soon.
No YCK tomorrow.
Gym maybe.
Then SITEX to deliver food for the love.
Swim at night.
Then it's back to SB.

I'm dozing.
Not in the mood for anything else.
Don't talk to me on msn.
Shhhhh.

Good night world.

Thursday 27th Nov '08
14:29 hours
Home

Today is a lovely day because I have enough sleep though I slept at 3am and woke up at 6 plus am.

Met RC at the void and headed down to YCK. You know, it's supposed to be really quiet in the morning but we never fail to lift up the atmosphere on the train with our chatting. Haha! :P Took a train down to Toa Payoh, stopped by Bread Talk to get food and then took 31 back. As usual, not surprising, I slept the entire way back. Haha.

I was supposed to meet the Butt at the gym but he overslept. Like, expected really. But yea, I was so tired I had to come home first instead of the initial plan of gym-ing on my own first. Hmmm, so I came home to sleep and RC GOT to wake me up by calling me. RAWRRR. To RC: Can you don't do such things. I'M SLEEPY. :P Okay, kidding.. So yeah, I got up and then asked Gabriel to come over. I cooked horrible inedible aglio for him and it made me friggin' upset. ): Cooking needs practice. I'm obviously not cooking enough.

Oh well, we're heading to the gym after Butt's girl confirm whether we're timbre-ing tonight.

To those working at Sitex, ALL THE BEST!

Thursday 27th Nov '08
02:26 hours
Home

Hello people, I just came back from Starbucks East Point. :\ I'm so super tired. Haha. I was talking to Joanne. Waited for her till she finished her work then we talked. Not so much about me, but more on her. Oh well, love sucks sometimes uh. Be strong young lady! :D I walked home in the rain after that. Probably I'm not so strong anymore because my head is starting to hurt.

Okay, this may seem bullshitty BUT I have decided to lose weight. WHOOOHOOO. It's about time la huh. :P I don't see a reason to be really, but.. well, it's for the fun and laughter peace and joy. I'll have a happier christmas. =.= I don't know what's the link.

Gym, swim, land training. That's on the menu tomorrow.

GOOD BYE PEOPLE.

I'm at Starbucks now. : ) toffeenut latte for the win. I spent a ton today. Shucks.

I'm thinking alot. I've been thinking alot. I'm thinking so much it kinda bothers me. I'm getting annoyed with myself. But I'm still thinking.

This isn't fair. Why do I have to be the unlucky one. -sigh

For all that's worth, we'll wait till the new year comes by. Then it'll be about time.

Hang in there. This is going to be tough, but I hope I'll be strong. Hang in there. 'Cause you're worth every bit of me. Hang in there.

What's a risk if it doesn't involve the chance of getting hurt?

Wednesday 26th Nov '08
13:36 hours
Home

I kinda like that achy feeling this morning I got from all the gym shit I did yesterday. And I thought I was slacking yesterday. Finally those deltoids are aching. To my biceps and triceps, you guys really can afford to be pushed harder. Tsk. I thought I was quite hard on my biceps yesterday!!!!!>:\ Oh, the abs are irritating too. I need to start using weights on them. Grrr.

I met RC in the morning. It's a nice feeling. : ) I promised not to talk about it but we drifted into the conversation anyway. I really shouldn't be hearing certain things, that could probably affect me in any way, but I heard them. Haha. And yes, there were some stuffs I don't quite understand really, but yeah, I'll make an effort to. -sigh

I headed down to Novena to have my brunch before taking a bus home. I totally took the wrong bus and by the time I realised, I had already come to the interchange. Worse, I don't even know what interchange it was! LOL. Some ulu one. So I took the same bus back. I just got home by the way, which essentially means I took 2 hours to come back from Novena. Man.. But I slept the whole way, so it isn't that bad.

Just some totally lovely quotes from New Moon to share.

Love didn't work that way. Once you cared for someone, it was impossible to be logical about them anymore.

Love is irrational. The more you love someone, the less sense anything made.

How true is that uh. Haha. Painful but true.

The HDB people are coming down later to valuate my house. I think I should stay home today. It looks like a good day to stay home. I was hoping to get a ride done today but well, I'm just not quite... ready.

I'm off! Good bye, world.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails.

I'm holding on. : ) For as long as it takes.

Tuesday 25th Nov '08
21:01 hours
Home

I'm waiting for RC to get out of the toilet so we can chat on the phone! :D

So in the meantime, I shall blog. Today was a good day. I had driving in the morning at 8 am. The instructor today isn't in my ONE-TEAM but nonetheless, he's a really nice dude. I did the crank course today and directional change and he was very impressed by my performance. HAHA. :D He kept saying I'm very good at this. Damn proud of myself please. I walked out of the school with some arrogance really, 'cause I really was happy! :P But of course, I couldn't thank him enough for his patience. : )

Went to the gym after that, for a very short while because I was supposed to meet Chuck but I want to get some exercise clocked in today. I met YI HAO! :D Saw some ODAC boys too. But yeah, I left the gym as though I haven't done anything. I swear I was still barely awake. Went home, bathed and stuff and met Chuck for lunch. Talked a lot! And I was very very happy that I went out with him though he hasn't changed one bit. The stuff we talked about is so standard I could die. And of course, it's nothing... clean. LOL.

He persuaded (I don't know how!) me to go to Town even though I looked like shit. Haha. We walked around Taka, looking at clothes. I was so tempted to buy the shirts from Armani Exchange! ): But I didn't. Love came to look for us.. Shan't blog about this.

Met RC at Orchard MRT and headed back to the East together.

I had crazy amount of food for dinner. I bought chicken rice, had 1 waffle, 1 doughnut. I came back and cooked a HUGGGEEEE plate of bacon aglio. SICK. And I don't even feel full. WTH. I munched on the cream wafers Mum bought, half a tin! Shit.

Off to prepare pasta for Shane, then chatting time! :D

Bye!

I had a dream about you last night.
It's a happy and sweet thing.
I got up however, feeling uneasy all over again.

Monday 24th Nov '08
20:38 hours
Home

Today is a pleasant day, well spent with my lovely darlings (LOL :P) from school. Haha!

I met up with Joanna in the morning at Kembangan MRT. I mistook the time to meet for 8.30am instead of 8.50am. So I was really early and because I didn't bring my New Moon along today, I was really upset. Waited for Pearlin to get ready and yeah, we headed to Harbourfront together. Joanna insisted she must get her sunblock so we waited for Vivomart to open so that she can get her stuff. Went to Sentosa after that.

It was fun! We played volleyball, I swam a lap, they took pictures (I didn't because I was feeling emotional about my phone which is spoilt. I'm guessing it's because I sms-ed when my hands are wet and the water got in and yea, guess what happens next ):) My arms are swollen and painful like anything now. It was swollen and painful when I was playing volley already but who cares about the pain when everyone is having fun. Man, I think I play not bad. :D

After much fun with not much sunshine, we decided to wash up and head down to Harbourfront Centre for Sakae buffet. MANNNNN, I ate so much I could hardly breathe I SWEAR. Haha. I slept my journey home to Tampines.

Met Mom at Tampines and we did grocery shopping at NTUC before coming back. It's such a Japanese day because Mom had Yoshinoya for dinner. She complained about the pathetic portions they now serve which I cannot help but agree. Hahaha. I'm home now, not yet bathed though. SUPER GROSS. :P

Well well, go ahead and say I'm crazy and hopeless. I don't know why this is happening too. I just want things to work out okay. If it doesn't, then it doesn't. : ) I'm giving my all.

Good night world. I have driving at a retarded timing. 8.30am. SHIT.

that pain is indescribable.

Sunday 23rd Nov '08
15:19 hours
Starbucks @ West Coast Plaza

I must be crazy enough to be here, I swear. But well, it's all worth it huh. I want to believe this. : )

I'm hungry by the way. Not quite sure what to eat here. Haha. I'm tired and hungry. Which essentially should make me very moody, but something here neutralises my mood. It must be the coffee. : ) I'm so kidding me. Haha!

Let's see. I went for a ride on Friday, after my swim training at Safra. Haha. It's my first time doing a brick like this by the way and I'm sure it would be awhile before I'll do this again. Haha. 6 hours to complete 44 laps and 90 km ride. Hmmm, I might be able to make the cut for Aviva if only my run was amazing. Haha. Oh well, I'm very disappointed by my performance by the way. Shameless average speed recorded on my speedo. I couldn't even smell the dust of the first pack. But what really made me sad that night was how Johanan was being persuaded to leave because he couldn't keep up. Oh well, Kerry, the Mister Nice Buddy amazed me totally by offering to ride with him back. He was like "he can do this!" very encouraging. : )

I got back to Tampines about 1am. Got home at about 2. Ate tons of nonsense so I wouldn't feel burnt out the next day.. But I did anyway.

Miss Lim's wedding was a blast! :D I wasn't properly dressed though, which got me pretty frustrated. Haha. Mr and Mrs Tan was absolutely adorable together. Let's see. He should be no taller than 1.7m. She's 1.5? Haha. It's really like two children getting married because they both looked so young! Man.. The food was good. LOL. I ate so much please. :P That's not the point here. Haha! I was thinking of marriage though. The whole exchanging vows idea seem so attractive, yet full of commitment and responsibilites. For me, it's kinda more complicated than these. That, I refuse to elaborate on. But yea, marriage is a sweet thing. I wouldn't mind getting married really.

We headed to town, missing the performance by Yane at the Fort Canning Reception. Went to Lido to chill for awhile, before the boys came to join us. Had Long John Silver's which I totally regretted the moment I bit into the dry overcooked fish. :/ things can't be worse really, with the overcooked fries. Man.. What happened to the standard of LJS!

We decided on watching a movie. I spent 9.50 to enjoy the comfy seats and aircon because I slept through the movie. Super amazing. The lethargy must have overwhelmed me. :( Sheena was going on and on about my waste of money, which I'm already upset about. Haha.

Gabriel came to join us. We were supposed to have dinner together but in the end, we went back to the East. Haha, got him pretty pissed I believe. :X met him later in the night for dinner after he's done with his SGC. Haha, someone's becoming highly successful and I'm so proud of him. :P We're pretty much in the same boat, ironically. HAHA.

I met the owner of Hershey yesterday night. Hershey is a hyper active Jack Russell I made friends with during my A level mug sessions. No, it's bball session. So yea, I saw Hershey again and since I had time, I spent some time with the owner. Oh well, got to know some things from her, discovered some myself and I feel that I'm so lucky in so many ways. It's people like that that makes me want to love people more, and be more you know, empathetic. I know how I can get all irritating sometimes but there's a softer side of me that most won't see. Haha, let's just call it the 'try-too-hard' side. :D oh. I try my best, not try too hard.

I was supposed to go for a ride today, to West Coast Park with Matthew to clock mileage but well, decided I should take another day to recover before pushing further. Sentosa with my clique tomorrow! :D I shall go swim in the sea.

Oh, dragon boat training is stopping for awhile. So I'm going for OC training instead. Saturdays at Sentosa. Shitto. Haha. Super far please. :(

Let's see.. I went to Queensway just now to get my Love's Mom's tee. Got Mom some food from the famous store of teo chew kuehs. Now I'm back here, enjoying my plushy seat and reading my book. I'm done with Twilight! Awesome awesome book. Thanks to Pearlin, I'm onto New Moon now! :D the thickness of the book intimidates me though. HAHAHA.

Oh yes, I'm working for my Mom's company for stock take. 60 per day, 5 days, for a week. Pretty decent really, so I'll be busy next week! :( I'm not doing Sitex by the way. :D good and bad, of course.

Ah, I'm getting back to my book. It's a lovely Sunday and I'm glad I'm indoors. Not home, but indoors. That makes me pretty happy. : )

I'm trying to psycho Chuck to come. HAHA. Evidently failing. Tsk. I'm hungry and tired, like always. :D

Good bye, world.
Hello, Forks. : )

To Do List

Go cycling at Pulau Ubin
Lose weight
Go chill at Timbre for the whole night
Go clubbing ONCE (I pray I won't like it.)
Earn some moola
Go eat good vegetarian food at Ang Mo Kio
Stop being obsessed

I can't think now. I can't think.
The BFF is in love with Twilight. She can't put my book down and claims that it's HERS.

Anyway, I'm going to get New Moon I think. I need to own that book! RAWRRRRRR.

zZzzzz. Maybe I should sleep.

BYE.

Friday 21st Nov '08
14:38 hours
Chia Ling's Home

Hello everybody. I'm currently at my BFF's place because this stupid woman made me so worried I had to come here at 12am last night. Luckily the last bus hasn't left so yeah, I managed to come here in half an hour. Apologies to my girls for not being able to join you guys for the interview and I promise I'll make my way down to Sitex to make sure things are okay for you Love.

My presence last night obviously helped to put the BFF to bed. HAHA. But apparently my snores and my dominance on the bed made her unable to sleep. It was this morning when I got up that I realised how deprived I was, of sleep that is. I've been playing too much, running around too much, probably training a wee bit too much and hmm, not having enough time to rest and recover. It can sometimes get really physically draining though sometimes what really drains me is what is in the head. I can get tired easily, trying to please the people around me. I cannot make choices as much as I think I know how.

Sometimes my priorities get mixed up. I don't know who to put first, who to come first in life. I'm sorry if I've offended anyone in anyway, especially you. I know sometimes I am at fault, sometimes I can be really annoying, but last night when you asked me to make a decision, I was so lost I could cry. Who, to come first? Who is more important? I really don't know. I don't want you to think that I don't treat you as an important figure in my life, 'cause you are! But sometimes, I need you to understand that there are some things I must do. Like you've said, different people have different priorities and last night and today, my priority happened to be something else. I really hope you can understand that. :\

Ah well, things are going to be tougher, balancing out my life now that you know.. It's a happy thing, trust me but I just have to learn how to balance (which I obviously isn't very good at now. :\) Bear with me people, I'm asking you to bear with me.

Tonight is going to be a tough night. Swim + Ride. 7 hours of training a shot. I hope I can do this. I'm really looking to do the Team Seamonsta 70.3 in January. I want to be able to push myself enough. I need to be stronger. First up, I need to lose weight. LOL.

Lunch today was pasta from Pasta Mania. We called delivery because there isn't anything in this home I could mess around with. Oh well, we had a good lunch though. I think it's not too bad though I would like it a wee bit warmer.

And RC is getting me worried sick. Rawrrr.

Ummm, I'm leaving this place in 2 hours. Hahaha, Mum wants me home to cook. She kept whining last night about how I haven't cooked in forever and how much she misses my cooking. Priorities- I don't know where my family (and the pup) stands now. I seem to be spending too much time out. I need to take a break from the outside world and be with my family and the pup for awhile. But yeah, I'm looking to do dinner tonight to please the Mom, then it's SMS at 7pm down at Safra. I'm so lethargic.

Tomorrow is going to be a long day out.
Funds running low.
- sigh

Tuesday 18th Nov '08
10:25 hours
Home

I woke up, weighed myself and sighed. Last night was a DISASTER. :P

Didn't really get to sleep last night. I couldn't vaguely remember myself being awake at 4am though I haven't got a clue why because I remember closing my book at around 2 am.

I met Yin Ling today. We had a chat, about my complicated life. Apparently she knows, which really goes to show how dear a friend I am to her. Haha. Love you dear! :D We talked for awhile, and well, her response was expected and ummm, well, everything's good though. I'm glad, period.

Today's a good day. And it's flat hair day again because I'm trying to appreciate my cuteness with flat hair. xP

Oh did I say I'm aching really badly! Okay, I can still move but I feel stiff. Rawrr.

Meeting the girls at 12.30! Still long uh.

Good bye,
I'm going to bathe and read Twilight.

I don't want to talk about it anymore,
'cause it brings back nothing but a ton of hurt.
Those lies,
why can't we just take them away.
Why can't you listen,
and follow your heart,
and let it bring you to me.
Tear down the barriers.
Don't give me up just yet.
Hold me close,
and never look back.
'Cause we could go further,
to a much more amazing place than we'll ever be.

I don't know what I'm doing sometimes. :\

how do you love someone if you don't know him/her?
or do you love someone because you don't know him/her?

Monday 17th Nov '08
22:40 hours
Home

I'm really tired. Gym-ed this morning, almost died. Very very sleepy so I wasn't maximising my $1.50. Shit man.

I had a day out with Love because I don't have driving. I'm some blur block who thought I booked my driving lesson but I went all the way there and realised I didn't. Shit.

So yeah, went to meet An Yu to get the books then went to Compasspoint. We ate alot of nonsense then we talked at Starbucks then went to Starbucks East Point! :D

Apparently Love knows VJ girl who isn't from VJ. LOL. We talked a lot and it's really fun.

Sent the love home and went home..

I'm going to bathe and read my book.

Sunday 16th Nov '08
11:27 hours
Home!

I was too lazy to go for the ride this morning at 6am, too lazy to head to Kallang for DB (the weather is so awesome, bloody) so in the end, I decided not to be a bum so I went swimming. But I was lazy so I swam slowly, clocking a mere 44 laps today. ): I think I did it in one hour plus, which is really slow. Rawrr. So that's all I'm going to do for my workout today. Did arms weight training 'cos I was too tired to work my abs and my legs. HAHA. It's a lazy day.

Hm, my days have been good. Been starbucking a lot and yesterday was awesomely cool because I bought a toffeenut latte and sat down to mess with my phone with Butt. After he left, my drink was finished and Pei Ying gave me a free cup of Cappuccino. Lol. So I was like, super stunned because too much coffee is bad for health (:P). So I went to the toilet, leaving my book on the table to think that they'll you know, know that I'm coming back. I got a shock of my life when I came back and um, my book's gone and my table is cleared. ): So the person offered to replace my drink and I told her it's okay because um, I really want to die of caffeine overload already.

So I sat there for awhile longer, talked to people on msn and stuff and another cup of coffee came onto my table. "De-caf" I wanted to laugh till I die. I swear, decaf-ed coffee tastes funny. It's cappuccino by the way/ my all time favourite but the decaf-ed version made me love it less. Anyway LOVE, I love you alot Thanks for keeping me company last night! :D

I'm waiting for An Yu to pass me my book! I want to read my book but I'm only getting it tomorrow.

I'm thinking whether I should use my afternoon to learn shorthand. Hmmm.

Actually, I'm feeling pretty tired already. LOL.

Tonight's dinner will be to celebrate Granny's birthday. Cool shitto.

I'm going off to bathe. HAHA.

Good day people!

And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I think I'm ditching the whole day, date, time, venue thing. It gets on my nerves sometimes because I have something to talk about but when I'm done typing all the nonsense, I sort of like, forgot about it.

And I'm acting rich when I really isn't. It's just one more week of cappuccino la uh. I promise I'll cut down after the coffee master test is over. Practice makes perfect and the weight really sucks. I know I'm talking alien but yeah, it's not meant for you to understand.

I'm a bad person I know.

Oh, I feel flabby already. I need to push myself harder in the gym because I'm obviously not working enough. Shall work with weights for my dear abs though what I really need is to burn off the fat covering it. HAHA. Okay, that aside, I need to work harder for my upper body (my deltoids and biceps are puny compared to the Butt. Shit.) while I get myself slimmer at the bottom with all my training. I hope I get fitter by the minute. That's all I'm asking for.

I'm supposed to be done bathing and such. I just borrowed a mjc shirt from Sheena and that makes me super gay because I'm wearing that after my training later. PUSH PUSH later! Come on man! :D

Oh, Dad says I can have the car sometimes. So, NYP in the mornings or afternoons and ummm, party with my love on weekends (I'm not biased uh! :P) So faster faster, I want to pass my driving test!

I should go bathe. I want to do manicure for my beloved.

I'm not missin' you.

Saturday 15th Nov '08
10:10 hours
Love's Home

Good morning everyone! I'm actually feeling very tired still, and groggy and such because I obviously do not have enough sleep. Haha.

Today is town day, training day and SB day. I have a worsened complexion so I'm actually considering skipping cappuccino today. Ahhhhh. I have so much carbs in me I feel bloated (okay random.)

Ummm, I'm glad things are improving. I hope I'm not thinking too much and reading into everything because I really hope things are improving and I do not want to deceive myself. I'm rarely bad at such things but it's just different this time. But yes, things are improving, I swear. Everyday, things will improve, and that's totally awesome.

Okay, post again.

Bye!

It's OVER. :)

Saturday 15th Nov '08
00:58 hours
Hola Cafeteria @ Simei

I'm here because I'm tapping on the wireless. :P

I'm so tired. The paper today was bad but screw it. What's more important is that it's over already and nothing beats not studying for months. :D oh, maybe except biostats. :P

We went to K-Box which I really didn't enjoy. Haha, reasons won't be revealed. Probably because I was tired and thus, got a little moody and sorts.

To counter my mood, junk was introduced to the body in massive amounts and I'm still feeling awful about it.

Headed to SB to have my dose of caffeine. Gabriel was kind enough to come down to chill with me. Haha, Gabriel and I talked to Pei Ying and I almost died when he told her he isn't gay but she replied that he looks gay. Man! Insane really. :P

I'm waiting for dad to pick me up because I'm not willing to take a cab. I'm stupid, but yeah, give me a break. I hope Love really isn't angry. - sigh

I'm tired and dozing though the cappucino wasn't very well done, the caffeine did work for awhile. :P

I want to drive soon. Please let me have my license soon CDC!

Tomorrow, Gabriel is attending my club's dragonboat training. That loser. :P Sunday is SB day so everyone can help Pei Ying pass her math test. :D

There's so many bugs in this coffeeshop. I'M LEAVING NOW. EEEW.

Goodnight.

Friday 14th Nov '08
09:52 hours
Home

I didn't sleep a wink last night. I tried everything I could think of, read, blog, STUDY BIOSTATS, listen to music. MANNNNN. Still couldn't sleep.

Made breakfast for the Mom this morning, ate all the random junk from Japan and that includes a croissant that's heavily laden with caramel and honey (!!!!!), some green tea shit, CREAM PUFF that's totally divine, sushis (from SG -.-), caramel bread and um... random junk like nuts and such. Super sinful please. What's with Japan and caramel! LOL.

Went for my swim this morning. Low impact cardio today instead of intervals to make sure I have sufficient rest for tomorrow's DB. No aches from gym yesterday. Urgh. Had initially wanted to do 46 laps so that I'll clock 100 laps this week but I just went ahead to do 56. So yeah, 110 laps for the week. :D I did in about... 1h 15? Which is about the same as my interval training. Sucks. See how slow my intervals are now?

Hmmm, I'm apparently not tired. Utterly weird.

Meeting Desmond later for the paddle, and Qin Yi to pass her something. Cool shitto.

Okay, off I go. I'm getting, groggy. :O

Good day everyone!

PS: I'll just die at Love's place. LOL.

Friday 14th Nov '08
03:45 hours
Home

I don't know why I'm awake at this time.
Don't ask me why I'm awake at this time.
I'm so tired but the caffeine is keeping me awake.
I don't think I can swim tomorrow because I'll be so drained.
I miss you.
I want to sleep but I'm singing I'm Your Angel instead.
I'm so cranky and tired but I'm still singing.
I want to go to Starbucks tomorrow.
I want to do so many things after A's.

10 random shit about me (I think Qin Yi did something like this the last time.)

#1 I have a huge ego. I don't like losing, but if I do, of course I'm okay.
#2 I don't usually tell lies. I'm straight forward and direct. I speak my mind.
#3 I'm a kid, really.
#4 I like singing but I suck at it.
#5 I wear dresses when I sleep because it's comfortable.
#6 I'm really very poor.
#7 I like to eat alot of nonsense.
#8 I think I'm really cute and adorable. HAHAHA.
#9 When I want something, I mean it. And don't you try to keep me away from it.
#10 I wear my brothers' clothes all the time.

Oh good night world.
I'm going to keep singing.

LAST PAPER.

Friday 14th Nov '08
00:23 hours
My bed.

Hello all, I'm really happy today for so many reasons. It's just a happy day. : )

Went to the gym with the babes though it was short and sweet. No cardio today at all. Haha. Had some random nonsense at the round market then I went to meet my gay boy at East Point. : )
Lunched at Eighteen Chefs AGAIN.
Baked rice for the win!

MCQ for the whole day. He's crazy. Finished the entire book man! Mad shit. I'm like, halfway through it? Continuing tomorrow. So brain dead now.

RC. :)))))) 'nuff said

Ummm. Last paper tomorrow. Thereafter we have k-box session, then stayover at Love's. Cool shit.

I need to read up on biostats. Going to borrow a book from the library tomorrow. So while gay boy mugs for bio, I read biostats. :D i know I'm such a nice friend.

Okay, goodnight. Morning call tml at 8am.

1 DAY

Thursday 13th Nov '08

08:46 hours

Home

I'm waiting for the ladies to come over to my place so we can head to the gym together. The inital plan was to swim but the weather sucked so we're heading indoors. :) It's time to get brawny! Because of my gym session, I'm skipping land training AGAIN tonight so that I can stay at my Starbucks East Point. Hurhur. :D

Anyway, Avenue Q last night was a blast! I would say it isn't the best musical I've watched in my life, but it's really close to the heart. As in, it's really about life. Some scenes was seriously seriously R-rated and totally crude but I guess, that's life ain't it? Life in the most... explicit way! Hahaha. 

I'll be your best,

till someone comes by and wants me there instead.

But I'll be your best,

till as long as you need me to.

The internet is for porn. It sucks to be me. Everyone is a little bit racist. 

Just three out of the many many 'themes' last night. Chia Min and I both got a shirt as a momento. Haha! :)

We had fun I guess. We went to have dinner at Cedele, then went to watch the musical. On the way back we saw quite a number of church people and I got all funny and all. It's weird ya. Then we met my all-time-favourite at the interchange. Haha, what a day.

I was so tired when I got back. 

Mum's back from Osaka with tons and tons and tons.... of junk. xP

Okay, I'm off. 

Good bye!

Wednesday 12th Nov '08

11:16 hours

Home

I just got back. Brought Kyub down for a walk too. 

The swim was awesome by the way.

10 laps warm up

3 x 10 intervals

14 laps cool down

Total lap count: 54

It's just the number really. The quality sucked. You know it sucks when you're doing intervals and you feel as if it's the same speed as your warm up. Loserish. Well, it's only the beginning! :D

I'm still considering Zouk Out. Haha.

Good bye people, off to school after my lunch! 

Wednesday 12th Nov '08

08:46 hours

Home

Just when I was about to get into the mood of Econs, I realised it's coming to 9am. I had initially thought Safra opens at 9am but I just checked the timings and it's opened at 8am. Urgh. But yeah, the sun wasn't out so... 

I'm going to get changed! 30 laps ftw!

You know, when you want something,

you've got to work to get it.

It won't come to you and sometimes, it'll be hard to get to.

But you must set your eyes on it,

tell yourself how much you want it,

and work for it. 

Give it your all.

If you don't get it in the end,

you should be happy that you've even tried.

And you shouldn't regret one bit that you gave that shot,

all you've got, to get it.

'Cos it was worth it.

It has to be.

Wednesday 12th Nov '08

08:12 hours

Home

I'm still on the comp. I really should use my time better reading Econs or something. 

The MOM is coming back today. Yes, after 6 days of being away, she's finally coming back from Osaka. 

There has been no stayovers,

no late night outs,

no parties. 

Maybe it's because it the A level period, maybe because term starts for poly, or maybe simply because I've grown up. 

Oh yes, back to my point. The MOM is coming back so I did her a favour by packing up my shit. Hahaha. If she comes back and sees the mess, she's sooooo going to kill me. No wait, Shane is supposed to be taking care of the house because I'm having my A LEVELS. :P 

I'm going to get boxes, those huge cardboard ones so that I can store all my notes in there. In case I need them next year. Stupid Wei Ren psychoing me to retake with him. Oh, Wei Ren is this very cute VS guy I got to know through Gabriel. LOVE, CUTE GUY UH. :P Come East point! :P

The sun is not up. Pissing.

I'm thinking of what to wear tonight. I want to try something new but yeah, I think simplicity is still the way to go. Oh whatever. If malls are open this early, I would be out already.

And I tell you, if the sun doesn't want to come out, I'm going for my swim anyway. I hope I don't get complacent and stuff uh! Stupid sun. 

Training next week with Matthew. We're doing 100 km rides. Super cool. Going slow to get my fitness back up, before riding with the Long House dudes! I need my fitness. Urgh.

Twilight. I'm going to ask RC to watch Twilight with me. :DDDDDDDDD December 11th is in like forever, but planning is good. Planning is the way to go.

I'm randomly blogging my thoughts because I'm bored and the pool isn't open yet and I'm bored.

Oh yes, my hair looks best when I just get up. I should sleep for awhile everytime before I step outta the house.

Good bye people.

2 DAYS.

Wednesday 12th Nov '08

07:08 hours

Home

I know it's a little early to be online but since I slept decently early (12am?), I can afford to be up at this time. :P 

Yesterday was by far the coolest day ever. Okay, not quite but yeah, found out certain things which made me really excited and stuff. Haha, it's time to update my Love later today. But yes, I'm giving it my best shot because... :D We all deserve this. Something better, something greater.

I'm waiting for my sun to come out. I need my sun to come out before I can go swimming. I want to go swimming. I want to swim. 

Didn't do an update yesterday because it was my cool day so obviously I was busy. :D 

Papers yesterday were bad. Chemistry was easy though, just that you know, it's so easy you can really really have tons of careless. The amount of oh-shitttt moments were uncountable. Didn't sleep the night before (yes, not even a wink.) so obviously I died after lunch. Slept for 40 minutes? Then got up, headed to play ball. Haha. I needed to kick start my engine again so playing basketball was obviously the way to go. : ) 

Then Econs at 2pm. It was insane. Period.

I went to my favourite only hangout. We were supposed to play ball but then after a round, one pathetic pathetic game of 11 points, we were chased away by dudes who want to play full court. It got us pretty pissed but yeah, good reason to be back at Starbucks to sit down and drink coffee. My ego got to me when I lost the game to Gabriel and Wei Ren. I do not like losing. :X But yeah, plus the tiredness and all, I was in a pretty lousy mood. 

Texted RC and yeah, realised RC's coming to the store. So we waited, sort of, but not quite since we were chillin'. Hahaha. Gabriel was super funny. And for reasons that are really obvious, I'm not going to elaborate here. We all left at around... 9pm? 

Oh well, talked talked talked talked online till we fell asleep. 

My paper is at 2pm today. Then AVENUE Q at night. I'm excited for the musical, really. Like REALLY REALLY excited. I've heard so much about the musical and tonight, in less than 13 hours, I'm watching it firsthand! Will do a review about it when I'm done!

Oh yes, I didn't go for land training last night, if you realised. :P

Such truth, is too much for my heart to take.

PS: Happy birthday to Chia Min! : )