one week to go~

It is exactly one week to go for our wedding. I haven't start to feel nervous at all, all I am thinking all the time is how to make it perfect. And because of the perfection that I wanted for, I make myself very tired. But I know it's only the process and I should enjoy the process. I know that you will always stay beside me when I am tired =)

有时真的觉得自己很脆弱 看着你不时觉得自己很没用 什么事也做不好
我想像你一样坚强
像你一样没埋怨

何时 我才能坚强起来？

New life

I had started working since last week. I met nice and friendly colleagues. I love my seniors there, they are so willing to guide with the difficulty. Although there is pressure for me as I am a beginner now, I believe that I can conquer those all in the future.

There is a big task that really pressuring me, even go home still need to think about it. But I really feel so touch that darling willing to come to my house and discuss with me those problems even though he finish ot in the midnight. Sometimes, I even slept when he reach. I appreciate it very much, and I know that I have choose the right person to stay forever, because I know that you love me ;-)

And I'm so deeply in love with you~~

L.O.V.E

I don't know how many still following my blog. Just want to share my happiness through here.

Oh yeah~ We will be getting married SOON <3 <3 <3

I wish every of my friends will find their happiness soon too :D

Had been quite sometime that I didn't stay up late to do my work and I am currently listening to Stephanie Sun's old songs. So enjoy! Been busy for quite sometime and somehow everything is almost on the track now. Glad that my family and my boy love me much. I am so pampered by them so much recently =D

Can't wait for the days <3

或许我在你们眼里 什么都不是 难道你们把我对你们的好当成是理所当然吗？我真的受够了 我讨厌自己的软弱 讨厌自己为什么要接受你们的假惺惺 真的好想抛开这里的一切 好像戏里一样 到一个完全很陌生的城市生活 有时候真的觉得自己新认识的朋友们都更坦诚一些

有时候 我觉得 一切不值得！

我不会喜欢你

我想我应该应该不会爱你

为了要努力努力的不爱你

所以我让自己那么喜欢你

这样你就不忍心和我分离



我想我讨厌讨厌骄傲的你

也讨厌美好美好的那个你

于是我要自己假装讨厌你

那么你就舍不得离我而去



我必须说我真的不会喜欢你

我不喜欢你占据我所有思绪

连你的窃笑也像是鼓励

从早安后的早餐到晚餐后的晚安

别笑了 别笑了 我不会喜欢你



我放空了 我解脱了

你还是在我的眼里

我喜欢了 我讨厌了

影响不了我的呼吸

原来我 已经无法自拔

我秘密的 爱上你



你不必懂 我真的不会喜欢你

我不想要你因为我变得消极

有你的城市下雨也美丽

从黎明后的太阳 到深夜里的月光

别想了 别想了 我不会喜欢你



别想了 别想了 我不会喜欢你