7.27.2008

апртмнта

когато чакаме да си тръгнат хората от стаята и отваря тефтерчето да ме пита това да му обясня. знаех, че ще е преписал правилната част. опитах да допълня написаното, всъщност ми щукна ей така и беше ужасно правилно.
исках да заключа блога или просто да го няма. не мога да пиша нищо или да споделя нищо без да се сетя за всичко случило се и оправданията... мое си е решението. човек трябва да рискува. за да останем и да сме, продължавайки напред. и не искам да губя нищо, но всъщност кой иска. а и нищо никой никога не може да знае... кога и какво ще се случва. изненадите предстоят сигурна съм и се надявам да са от онези чудесните.

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7.22.2008

big I.

so don't get any big ideas they're not going to happen you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking so don't get any big ideas they're not going to happen you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking so don't get any big ideas they're not going to happen you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking so don't get any big ideas they're not going to happen you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking so don't get any big ideas they're not going to happen you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking so don't get any big ideas they're not going to happen you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking so don't get any big ideas they're not going to happen you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking so don't get any big ideas they're not going to happen you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking so don't get any big ideas they're not going to happen you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking so don't get any big ideas they're not going to happen you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking so don't get any big ideas they're not going to happen you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking so don't get any big ideas they're not going to happen you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking so don't get any big ideas they're not going to happen you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking so don't get any big ideas they're not going to happen you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking so don't get any big ideas they're not going to happen you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking so don't get any big ideas they're not going to happen you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking so don't get any big ideas they're not going to happen you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking so don't get any big ideas they're not going to happen you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking so don't get any big ideas they're not going to happen you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking so don't get any big ideas they're not going to happen you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking so don't get any big ideas they're not going to happen you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking so don't get any big ideas they're not going to happen you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking so don't get any big ideas they're not going to happen you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking so don't get any big ideas they're not going to happen you'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking

7.19.2008

студено пожелание за лека нощ и да не сънувам измъчвания.
да, наистина се надявам.
и някак замръзвам и не знам какво да пиша. на кого какво да обясня. с кого за какво да говоря.

ще си призная, че по-скоро искам да се видим.

казах ли, че ми е студено и свито. все така е.
ама си е мое... ще ми кажат. макар да не е нужно. знам си го.


днес бях за 10 минути в космоса. беше шарено.

7.15.2008

любими

м.
kude do friedrich beshe gotiniq magazin?

м.
I get eaten by the worms
And weird fishes

I hit the bottom, hit the bottom and escape, escape

мш
blagodarq, blagodarq, blagodarq za videotape. Shte se napiem v bg, mnogo gush

е.
'...it's gonna be a glorious day...' pojelavam ti edna nezabavima ve4er :-)

t.
An der schönsten Stadt der Welt ;)

i.
5.17 min= 453,58km
Trier - Hannover :o) i umnata!

v.
gledah i mislia kak na 'all i need' po videoto e smazvashto dokato rodnata m-media reshi da napravi 'sedmica na ostava' * hmm izobshto ako mojeshe prosto da ti razrosha kosata i...

v.
blue is my true love's colour, she has the sweetest smile and gentle hands and i love the ground where oh she stands...

d.
Hah, i az te obicham, malkata:)

i.
GO! GO! GO!

Lauf, upu, lauf!

v.
Petyk e i...

d.
Nai-prekrasniat koncert,s nai-iakoto after party i nai-krasivite hora na sveta koito mnogo pregrushtah! poznah pulnoto shtastie.

м.
zaradi bush v centura sa ostanali samo muhi i babi. pak nishto ne mi hrumva, glavata mi nai-setne zatihna. chai s mlqko s vitamini. pusni si devendra ot last.fm i pusni lampite vmesto shtorite. nqkude tuk te chakam s bg kafe-gorchilka i loshi hitove po radioto. gush.

м.
murzel, nedelq,
murzel, nedelq,
nishto ne mi hrumva, no iskah da ti pisha.

v.
...i nedei se pritesniava. ti otdavna me pobyrka :)



обожавам ги всички тези моменти. и още около 100, които не мога и не смея да изтрия и не искам.
дори някога да се наложи ще останат и ще е отново така ясно... дали тъжно или смешно.
и знам, че не трябваше. но трябваше, за да може.
искам да се успокоя. а не мога. някак не успявам.

v.

7.08.2008

radiohead

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radiohead

iri be otvedena ot laptopa.

7.02.2008

сънувам го

няма да го разкажа този сън.
на мен също ми е толкова трудно. всеки се пита това ли е правилно или не.
нищо не знам.
освен, че не исках да го направя така. понякога някои неща не са така прекрасни какво изглеждат отстрани.

идвам си скоро. и ми е малко свито.
преди това ще има берлин, където ще си пусна песента на нг и ще си мисля как съм чакала този момент. след това ще се върна и пак ще замина.

protect me from what I want пише с бяло на молива черен с капачка гумичка. запазвам си за мен.
и това няма нищо общо с пласибо, а с jenny holzer.

tochka.