finally I write my blog again... This semester I must say it is the most busiest. Now working 2 or 3 times per wk, cell grp and even joined a touch rubgy team..

Touch rubgy has a special signigicance to me. In the past I was playing it during a time where it was the bleakest. It was a source of comfort and likewise at present. Today, I will be going for the competition again. And my cell asked if they can come to support. To this I feel really touched becos I didnt ask them to and they did it..


i rmbred my mum telling me this story way back.. it was abt how this parent had 2 sons, 1 she often caned and the other not. 1 day she told them tt 1 of her 2 sons was adopted. And it turned out tt the one she often caned was actually her real son. not tt she was sadistic but by being strict, her actual son was not as spoilt as the other.

from then to now, this story had such a profound effect on me, till sometimes tt I find those who do not appreciate their parents because their parents scold them for the better gd, ought to be slapped. and likewise for myself, when i am moody, i will keep myself in check lest i remove my anger on them.


tmr marks the day of xxx. I really don't want to do it initially becos it's like tit for tat. Why should I bother since she doesnt even bother and can act so nonchalent abt it for both P and mine.

then I was talking to A abt this matter n then she put fwd this qn, "r u like her?" well definitely tt was a rhetorical qn since I am Not like her. but I must say wat A said really surprised me. So ya, even though I feel uncomfortable, I will at least say something.


for the past few days, been working continuosly till today whereby i finally had a break. I shall not write the exact details but it started off as a simple prayer to let me hv time to speak to this person. I didn't gave much thought whether it was answered becos I tot just leave everything to His hands or maybe I didn't believe it would be answered. And actually it did. E situation then just so happened tt i myself was pleasantly surprised. So it got me thinking of tt Grace bk tt kt lent me, whereby how e lady was put thru trials and like how church puts it, "unlearn and relearn".
So to put 1 foot fwd, I prayed pls mold me to wat you want me to be. And then the next day, my patience and temper was put to the test. I was so mad at 1 person tt I wanted to shout so badly back but cut off the call instead. Then I felt even though it was some improvement, I still should not be so rude. So yet again, the next day it was tested again. And this time round I managed it much better. may be small matter, but my temper has always been an issue to me. so to me it is 1 big hurdle crossed. hope can maintain it this way
gtg slp now... :)


it has been so long since i last wrote an entry...
everything is ok.. just fine... just normal.. my exams will be over soon.. i'll be going to melbourne soon.. everything is just 'dandy'


this is currently my hp ringing tone.. was just thinking of it... well not exactly in the romantic mood.. but just thinking
愛在記憶中找你
我與你 這一生 哪個可比我與你 差一些 永遠一起邂逅時間場地 似連場好戲要自何頁說起愛太重 深呼吸 欠缺空氣愛太美 輕輕的 卻載不起愛情來到時候 似明媚天氣它走了 突然驟變雪落雨飛* 如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你連遇上亦要躲避無非想(要)放下你 還是掛念你誰又會及我傷悲前事最怕有人提起就算怎麼伸盡手臂我們亦有一些距離 *你太遠 該怎麼 說對不起你太近 一轉身 卻己高飛快樂也許太短 似場流星雨一眨眼 就如幻覺怕又記起repeat *x2我情願我狠心憎你我還在記憶中找你


on sat, had a blast at the perth royal show with all my close frens :) my phobia of heights is getting out of hand.. I can't even sit the ferris wheel without holding on for my dear life. It reminded me of the time when I was disneyland. I was pleading with my dad to have a go at those games because it looked so easy. He immediately went over to one game stall and proved me wrong, and told me things were not easy as it looks. From then onwards, I didn't play such games at carnivals. But at the perth royal show, I couldn't help it. I wanted to feel like a kid who wanted to have that stuffed toy and feel like the biggest winner. It was so frustrating to see all those parents carrying all those super big soft toys for their kids. Well, I wasted so much $, but got a few medium-sized toys and that was enough for me. And most imptantly, I had fun with my frens.

now, major reports and prac exams are coming up... can't get in the mood to study. Can't seemed to write any of my reports. feel so slpy.. wake up!