I could still recall, those memories of you,
The joy and all your laughter,
The love that we've been through.
and I still can't believe you're gone...
I don't want to remember,
The things we used to do,
I don't want to hear those songs,
All the things that reminds me of you.
I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart anymore!
Talking to myself, for reasons I can't find.
Finding out why everything went wrong.
I've been trying to hold.
the tears from falling down on my cheeks,
I just dunno if I could still go on.
I wanted you to stay,
The tears began to show,
You said you care for me,
But then you have to go
And now I know, you're gone.
ME Shane?
1st Mar
Singapore Youth Olympic Games Organising Committee
I'm back again.. have been really busy with work.. one after another.. really going crazy.. hahas..
1. CAN! Green (30 Oct - 1 NOv) 2. IOC CoComm (9 Nov - 13 Nov) 3. Training for Schools (on-going)
how to take break.. hahas. been to rock climb last week.. didn't have the motivation and couldn't concentrate... did a very bad climb on Wed.. hahas.. But had a good work out though..
time really flies.. it already the month of November.. Next month will be Singapore 2010 Friendship Camp.. Only after this event, then can we have our good break.. lol
am actually in the midst of the CoComm.. Cleared my stuff and am getting bored.. that's why i'm here doing this nonsense.. hahas..
k la.. should be listening to the rest of the discussion..
hahas.. something to share today.. guess what? I'm back to sports again.. but this time, it' extreme sport.. LOL.. did rock climbing last night with Leon and boy.. hahas.. realized that rock climbing is not about how strong your arms are.. but having confident in your belayer and the trust you must on your own feet- where and what you're standing on..
the process was tough.. being a first time climber to conquer a 15m.. to me, it's a big thing.. moreover, for who ever knows me will know that I'm afraid of heights.. but after conquering the rock wall, i know and believe that i will wanna conquer the fear of heights.. up there, looking at the night scenery of Yishun was wonderful.. hahas..
many told me that after their first attempt, they wouldn't wanna do it again.. but for me, i would love to do it again and again.. hahas.. ______________________________________________________________________________________
glad to know that I'm not really involve in the upcoming event. But kinda blur not to know the exact role that I'm tasked to do.. you know i don't like this.. but what can i do? sighs.. just wait lo.. right?
I'm calm in this i think.. for the very first time.. knowing that patience will bring me to where and what i need to do..
well.. today isn't a good day for me.. early in the morning almost kana elbow by the F***ing Indian guy!!! don't he know the unspoken rule of taking the train? Darn it! got seat right in front of him, he don't wanna sit.. so being nice and not KS, i decided not to take up that seat.. but when we were at JE, he almost elbowed me just to take the seat in front of me!!!! What the!!!! isn't he trying to be funny here? i remained my cool until this bloody china woman knocked me just to move to the other side of the train (I'M NOT BLOCKING HER WAY!!!) without saying 'excuse me'.. what's wrong with the people today?
study so much yet dont know the basic manners.. so why bother study so much? people in this society thinks that having a degree is a BIG thing.. come on! with a degree but have no EQ, what's the point?! seriously pissed by these ppl today!!! hmph!
well.. since I've got time now.. Let me do a update to those who have left syogoc.. hahas..
1. Our dear blobby is volunteering with us for abt 7 weeks. 2. There are 3 interns here with YOR.. They reported to work today.. 3. We gave boss a surprise.. Her birthday's on 11 Sept.. hahas.. 4. boss just tell me that I'll be the POC for a group of NUS fyp students for CAN! (arts theme)
not sure to be happy or to be worried.. hahas.. yes, definitely, there will be more work to do.. but think it's another opportunity for me to show what i can help..
I will do my very best and not to let anyone down.. haha..
yep.. that's for now.. meeting my dearest fish (BY) soon!!! hahas..
Well. I know I shouldn't be blogging right now.. but I cant help but do it.. BECAUSE I'M PISSED!!! seriously pissed with what is happening.. I didn't grumble much when I was asked (arrowed) to help to prepare materials for our booth. So I did what I could.. with little information on what is going on.. then now last min, all the things happened. and everyone is busy with what one has to handle..
really don't understand why cant one find someone with the experience to do it. If one wanna give someone a chance, ensure that help is there to guide when necessary.. Don't wait until the last min then say need help. Well, people will still help though. I'm helping too. But will providing more information kill one from what one has to do? everyone is busy with what they have to do. certain things need inputs before engaging the third party. and if one has given empowerment to another, then jolly well, let one do it.
argh!!! I'm suppose to be relax and either out with friends or home for dinner. but I'm still here, blogging angrily, reflecting what can be done better.. But do I have a say?
Someone said that I'm the hidden hero? Well, I replied and said more like a sai gang warrior!! Which is true.. I enjoyed what I do in SYOGOC. But there are times when I really feel like shit, clearing the shit, ensuring that the shit becomes food for the hungry people out there..
Wooh~ Finally put a full stop to CAN! Click. another successful event.. :) And to our surprise last night, all the food was cleared!!! (we catered for 120 pax) and we have nothing to eat!!!! hahas.. SHocked~
time really flies.. the rest of them are leaving this week.. :( and i'll be left all alone.. hahas.. got to get use to it.. like how it was when i first started work here..
had a good time off and weekend.. :) Joined some of them for Ladies Open and saw how steady the juniors are.. esp Steph Loi, Deb Lee and Mel Loh.. hahas.. (CC, if you're reading this, pls dont laugh to yourself k? Steph will not know de.. LOL) Also went for Girl's 21st birthday party.. glad to see most of my juniors there.. had a great time!! :)
time to work now.. if not later kana say.. hahas.. looking for a good week ahead..