+*"~..ShAnDy..~"*+

Friday, October 29, 2010

i must blog about how i am feeling now, before it slips off my mind. =D

i feel blessed.

all because, when i touched down from my flight, starved. then i called bf. it was already past midnight. he waited patiently for my call because he knew i will be home around that time. though he was unwell, and totally exhausted by his hectic work week. But the first thing when he answered my call was,

bf: "hello gf. are you hungry?" it happened like he read my ~~stomach~~ mind!

gf: "yesh" i replied. "but are you tired?"

bf: "yes i am tired but its alright, go have a good bath and i will pick you up for a good supper."

when i saw him, i knew he was tired, with medicated plasters all over his back, he still diligently came and brought me for supper.

what can i ask more from a bf?

thank you. i love you. yesh i am that easily contented. =)

next,
is this good friend of mine. my arrival time for my flight coincided with his reporting time. we had a good chance of seeing each other at the airport. mark my words, i said "good chance" because we do not usually cross paths for arrival and departure, not unless we make the effort to meet. the time was tight, because i had company's transport to catch, whilst he had just arrived at the airport, checked in his cargo and rushed to see me. he gasped for air when i saw him. lol. then he threw some cute little stuff he got from japan for me. how sweet huh! =) simple thoughts that matter truckloads to me. we have been good friends since we were 13 and i am sure our friendship will only continue to strengthen over the years.

next,
when i reached home, aunt who knew i will complain of hunger after a late night flight. she specially cooked porridge and waited for me!

suddenly just a night, too many sweet things happened to me! haha.

shandy feels loved.

Love, Shandy.
2:24 AM

Thursday, October 28, 2010

I just found a girl who replied to my emails. I was desperately looking for annual leave from 24-26june 2011. finally i found this girl who is willing to swap with me! she is such a kind soul. and it means alot to me because its the hatch day of the man i love. =) now all i can hope is for it to be approved by planning.

erm.... things have been easy on me. i did amsterdam with good friend tanny, and paris with batchgirl venecia. we visited the nicest places in holland with tanny. he became most of my memories whilst i fly. bf feels safe with him on the same flight as me too, perhaps its because having tanny on flight shields tryers for me. ~not that i've plenty lahz~ anyway i always cherish spending time with people i love. i've havent seen sweetheart venie for about 2 months, and i actually missed her. i missed talking, laughing and bunking in with her. just one day after we returned to singapore from paris, we already missed each other. lol. as we had our heart to heart conversations during the paris trip, we again pondered about our jobs. its contradicting for sure. we know the good of flying, but the cons were also weighing quite a bit. afterall we cant fly forever, not when i am married with children and still flying. i dont think i'll bear to leave home each time. i give myself 5 years with this job, and yesh i am pretty certain by 2013, i will move on to another career, which i am not certain at the moment. this is bothering! when all my peers already made a mark in their career path, i will be struggling to start. well, but i had fair share of fun and $$. i shall not complain too much. afterall being paid to see the world is something i can only do when i am young. i shopped without worrying about $$, i travelled to most countries, fulfilled my dreams of travelling. i do not have another chance if i did not take up the job when it came to me 3years ago. by 2013, i am certain i will leave with no regrets, yea?

lately, i am closer to my besties, being by each other physically and emotionally. sometimes i wonder, why must it be bad times then only to realise the importance of friendship. we have fun together since we were 12, but we take each other for granted when we are happy. so only when things happened, when we fell, we looked around and realised only the besties are there to catch us. =) keep fighting bestie. just bear in mind, god has his plans for you.

Love, Shandy.
3:16 AM

Sunday, October 17, 2010
random

Life is full of challenges. When i thought one is completed, another begins.

i am not being pessimistic, or whining about life. in fact i appreciate the course god planned for us. we learn from challenges, we toughen up when things are bad, we brace through storms for rainbows. when the going gets tough, the tough gets going..

2010 is really not a fantastic year, particularly for 1985s. amongst my friends, i think god has been lenient to me. when i think my situation is bad, i came to know others are worse.

at least i have bf, sisters and besties with me. bf is a man of few words, but his presence is already sufficient to bring me through. =) thank you bf. i will never forget bf words, "till death do us apart." simple but means tons.

2010 - bf and i sent in applications for flats balloting twice, both unsuccessful. but it was as we anticipated, because a medium told us we will only get an ideal unit in 2011. =x fingers crossed though.

i finally passed my driving test. but but my driving is ~~atrociously~~ dangerous! lol. bf has been patient, and he said i will improve when i practice more. but he makes sure i do not drive alone till he passed me. hahaha. ok fine, yesh it is that bad. really.

in jan 2011, it marks batch 944 3years with singapore airlines. time files, we were still having role plays in class and now niceties spray from our mouths conveniently. haha. say we are hyprocrites, say we are pretentious. humans love compliments, that is the truth.

my bestie ended her 10years relationship with a man whom she gave all her love, sacrificed all her time, family, money, friends, everything. 10 is just a number she said. this is so sad but true. when he chose to leave her, he chose to leave us, the 12years friendship??! imagine a 12years good friend of yours actually started another fb account, and decide not to invite us as friends. =( i hope it is me who is sensitive this time.

right now, i just hope my bestie will find her man, a good man who will love her the way she loves him.
and i hope another of my bestie be blessed with no worries for her family and have a blissful relationship with the man she found.
and of course this other bestie who has been blissfully married move on to the next chapter of her happy marriage life. =) she is the only one in our clique who rang the bell, and yesh i still remember during her wedding night, bestie ting and i were moved to tears when we see her in the beautiful gown. there were so much emotions that night, it is like we were still kids fooling around in secondary school then, time files.

i love my friends whom grew up with me, seen my ugliest, and heard my whines. the friends who laugh with me when i am happy, and cry with me when i am sad.

thank you dearests. =)

i am so random, and why is shandy all of a sudden so emotional?! lol...

i just returned from holland with bff tanny. next, paris with batchie venie on tues. woo! cant wait! miss her! =)

enough, i am hitting the sack soon.
good night friends.

Love, Shandy.
2:25 AM