+*"~..ShAnDy..~"*+

Thursday, September 28, 2006
Contradicting

So I guess this is what I hate most, that good and evil can thrive within the 4 chambers of a human heart.

I love you for so many reasons, yet at selfish times like these I find myself hating myself. Sometimes you gave me so much hope, you make me anticipate for more but you fail to deliver. Until a point whereby I feel like giving up. Perhaps its just the sensitive me. It's always good never to care too much, or to thrust your heart too deep.
Because the truth of the matter is - people disappoint.

However at some of time, not expecting yet receiving is an additional treat. this in turn became a sweet surprise. Strangely, human feel exceptional happier this way too.

Conclusion: Put expectations away. its not his duty to be by your side. its not his responsibities to always put himself in your shoes. it is not neccesary his priority. freed him, freed yourself.

i'm still trying very hard to learn this module of a relationship. haha..

Love, Shandy.
9:12 PM

Monday, September 25, 2006
Terengganu

I had a great holiday. i love the beautiful corals, dedicate seashells, the clear but deep blue sea, the yatch, the seagulls, dolphines, nemo, shores, sharks, clams, everything... its jus so beautiful...

the pictures

Labels: terengganu

Love, Shandy.
9:44 PM

Sunday, September 17, 2006
21st birthday party

i contemplated for a while.... i dunno how to begin.. perhaps i'll allow the photos to speak for me.... many thanks for those who brought geninue blessings to my celebration. :) thank you so much. esp my beloved family, god ma and god bro, dearest darlings, ting, hui, min and yt. and of cos my wonderful dear ming. muacks..

Love, Shandy.
3:31 PM

Monday, September 04, 2006
love is in the air..

Friday, after work i headed to raffles city to meet meiria, shopped for a present for her friend b4 we drove down to pasir ris costa sand to meihui's 21st party. :) had some catch up with my cardiac girls. they are the funny group of pp.. haha..

sat, i went to work b4 i went to the bbq celebration. we party the whole day. games and food. i didn't bbq at all. hahaz. i had some long heartfelt conversation with pat. :) they were enlightening and of cos good advices. sitting by the beach, with the wind and nice ambience, we fell in love with the place. hehz.

anyway the nite wasn't very exciting. but somehow i was very happy. i felt warm and loved. thanks to dear. dun ask me to elaborate cos all this were jus feelings the heart can explains.. so sweet of him. so nice of him. so cute of him. so thoughtful of him. everything of him.. i jus felt loved. really :) muacks.

Love, Shandy.
7:56 PM