Sunday, August 27, 2006
mahjong craze..
what has got into us recently?? nothing else but mahjong. we were immersed in that for the entire week. oh my tian.. how could i?? mahjong session till 2am every day and 6am the alarm went off for me to get up for work??!!! but astonishingly i did it... of cos i was totally worned out.. esp when friday arrived..
summary:
sat 19 aug: movie "ghost game" with dear, weishan, tanny, hao and wilson.. then back to hao's place for mahjong.
sun to fri: we had been having mahjong session with weishan, hao and wenxiang at hao's place. in which wed, we had dinner with the band members for a farewell dinner with yaying. she left for further studies in hongkong. erm.. i will definitely miss her!! well.. there was one other day after mahjong we headed to geylang for frog legs porrdige. yummy!!! though i couldn't exactly rem which day was tat.
sat 27 aug:
ting, hui and me went shopping at bugis. finally i fulfilled the shopping spree i longed for. heez. at nite, we had mahjong again. but this time round is at my place. hmm.. with ting, hui, jeff, min, nanwei and yanting. at times when dear is with me, we bickered and quarrelled.. i would think his presence makes me frustrated. but this very day, he had to do duty.. and i miss him so much!!!! hmm....
*i realised.. i could not geninuely expressed my frustration. unhappiness cannot be articulated anymore. i have to swallow misery and pain into my stomach. i have to conceal my grief. i have to bury my words. i have to be tactful. i felt constrained. this blog is no longer secrete. it wasn't from the start actually. it was just the naive me.. how sad...
mahjong craze..
what has got into us recently?? nothing else but mahjong. we were immersed in that for the entire week. oh my tian.. how could i?? mahjong session till 2am every day and 6am the alarm went off for me to get up for work??!!! but astonishingly i did it... of cos i was totally worned out.. esp when friday arrived..
summary:
sat 19 aug: movie "ghost game" with dear, weishan, tanny, hao and wilson.. then back to hao's place for mahjong.
sun to fri: we had been having mahjong session with weishan, hao and wenxiang at hao's place. in which wed, we had dinner with the band members for a farewell dinner with yaying. she left for further studies in hongkong. erm.. i will definitely miss her!! well.. there was one other day after mahjong we headed to geylang for frog legs porrdige. yummy!!! though i couldn't exactly rem which day was tat.
sat 27 aug:
ting, hui and me went shopping at bugis. finally i fulfilled the shopping spree i longed for. heez. at nite, we had mahjong again. but this time round is at my place. hmm.. with ting, hui, jeff, min, nanwei and yanting. at times when dear is with me, we bickered and quarrelled.. i would think his presence makes me frustrated. but this very day, he had to do duty.. and i miss him so much!!!! hmm....
*i realised.. i could not geninuely expressed my frustration. unhappiness cannot be articulated anymore. i have to swallow misery and pain into my stomach. i have to conceal my grief. i have to bury my words. i have to be tactful. i felt constrained. this blog is no longer secrete. it wasn't from the start actually. it was just the naive me.. how sad...
Love, Shandy.
1:17 PM
1:17 PM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
busy
Life had been rather occupied for me.
basically i'm busy with band prac esp for the concert on 12 aug. after all the hard work, finally its over! we had our band concert held in victoria concert hall on the sat night. eventful and fun as usual. :)
currently i'm vexed up again.
i dunno wat i want in life. contradicting and its really a hard choice. the cost, the duration, my interest??!! oh my tian. gimme a break. growing up is difficult. i have to start making important decisions. i am intimidated. i jus hope someone can shine and show me the right path........
anyway we just attended tan yizhen's 21st chalet. i met my cardiac girls n bought the presents then we headed to loyang aloha chalet.... had some catchup with them. the usual gossipings and laughters... happy birthday tan yizhen!!!!
busy
Life had been rather occupied for me.
basically i'm busy with band prac esp for the concert on 12 aug. after all the hard work, finally its over! we had our band concert held in victoria concert hall on the sat night. eventful and fun as usual. :)
currently i'm vexed up again.
i dunno wat i want in life. contradicting and its really a hard choice. the cost, the duration, my interest??!! oh my tian. gimme a break. growing up is difficult. i have to start making important decisions. i am intimidated. i jus hope someone can shine and show me the right path........
anyway we just attended tan yizhen's 21st chalet. i met my cardiac girls n bought the presents then we headed to loyang aloha chalet.... had some catchup with them. the usual gossipings and laughters... happy birthday tan yizhen!!!!
Love, Shandy.
10:19 PM
10:19 PM
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
....
he said, "anything i'm jus a phone call away."
how nice yeh?.....
....
he said, "anything i'm jus a phone call away."
how nice yeh?.....
Love, Shandy.
8:20 AM
8:20 AM
Thursday, August 03, 2006
life
monday 31 july:
at night, dear and i went over to hao's place for mahjong with weishan, hao and lun. oh gosh. we played till 2am. i was totally dead beat.
Tue 1 aug:
i worked ot. in the end i was late to meet ting and min at plaza sing. ting needs to get her registration for studies done. then we went shopping. i bought a tank top and a skirt. they were cheap!!
wed 2 aug:
i worked ot again. sigh. the finance matter again. stressed me up. well.. after work i went to develop pictures at novena square. while i was editing the pic with tanny and me, he called. haha. anyway, i then met dear for dinner at jurong west. and we headed to hongkah east to apply for our passion card. finally.
well.. recently life had been rather tied up for me. i need time. time for myself. problems one after another. relationship, friendship, work, family and now studies. :(
soulmate told me to cheer up. he told me to be optimistic. well.. i guessed i have to. mayb i shld put it this way. problems one after another. but problems solved one after another as well. life. these are sparkles that make life interesting isn't it? c'mon. i want to be the happy shandy again...
Some pictures to share. though i know its kinda late.
Alumni BBQ celebration
The national Competition
life
monday 31 july:
at night, dear and i went over to hao's place for mahjong with weishan, hao and lun. oh gosh. we played till 2am. i was totally dead beat.
Tue 1 aug:
i worked ot. in the end i was late to meet ting and min at plaza sing. ting needs to get her registration for studies done. then we went shopping. i bought a tank top and a skirt. they were cheap!!
wed 2 aug:
i worked ot again. sigh. the finance matter again. stressed me up. well.. after work i went to develop pictures at novena square. while i was editing the pic with tanny and me, he called. haha. anyway, i then met dear for dinner at jurong west. and we headed to hongkah east to apply for our passion card. finally.
well.. recently life had been rather tied up for me. i need time. time for myself. problems one after another. relationship, friendship, work, family and now studies. :(
soulmate told me to cheer up. he told me to be optimistic. well.. i guessed i have to. mayb i shld put it this way. problems one after another. but problems solved one after another as well. life. these are sparkles that make life interesting isn't it? c'mon. i want to be the happy shandy again...
Some pictures to share. though i know its kinda late.
Alumni BBQ celebration
The national Competition
Love, Shandy.
8:23 AM
8:23 AM