Monday, December 26, 2005
Public apology
alright pp.. i'm in deep trouble.
first of all i need to apologise to my darling hui. i'm sincerly apologetic for the incident.
i need to confess. because of my anger, because of my short temper, because of being petty... i spoiled my very best friend's car door. yes all thanks to mi. haiz.. :(
this is what happened...
hui, hui's dar, mi and dear went for a midnight movie at marina square.. the movie ended ard 4am. and happily the 4 of us went for supper at the prata 24hrs shop. and also still happily we joked crapped and had a filling meal. it was then about 5am. then hui drove mi home. in the car.. i was angry with dear.. cos he raised his voice at mi. though we were only bickering initially.. but again this petty got angry.. and worst! my insensitive dear didn't realise i'm fumming mad in the heart! one thing i pretended well in front of the others.. cos i didn't wanna make things awful for everyone. so when hui drove mi to my block,
dear asked, "hey u need mi to send u up?"
i thought, "of cos i did.."
but what came out of my mouth was, "aiya no need la!" sarcastically actually. u know girls don't usually mean what they say..
stupid dear take my words for real.. one thing i hav to speak up for him.. it was drizzling already. but still i'm angry ma.. so he should send mi up!!!
and when i alighted he sat in the car smiling at mi still!!
i gave him a stare and this time he finally got it.. he opened the door.. but out of anger i pushed him back into the car.. and i slammed it hard. and i mean really hard. actually to be frank i got a shocked too. i didn't expect it to be so hard. but to continue acting "cool" i slammed the door, turned and walked. as if i'm very "xiah". but deep in my heart i was thinking "oh my tian did i spoil hui's door?"
dear did called to cheack if i'm home safely.. but then everythin was still not unknown. then when i'm back home i smsed hui... thinking that everything is still under control. once i msged her to apologise, i off my hp. cos i was still angry with dear.
........... the story began. the car's door was actually damaged by mi!! it was loose.. and the alarm went off as well.. oh my tian.. i didn't even know i created such a big thing. i off my hp and went to bed. while the others are trying hard to fix the car till ard 6plus.
can u imagine u have a friend like mi? slammed ur car door so hard. so hard that it is spoiled? and she went to bed happily leaving her good freinds to clear the mess? oh my tian... i'm really really guilty. haiz.. i really cannot make it. i only found out bout it this morning when i woke up ard 2pm!!! haiz.. i'm surrounded with guilt now!!! jus imagine...... a friend like mi??!! think i've to promote hui to my blood sister le.. hahha.. or mayb rite now... she prefer to be strangers with mi... hahha.. i noe she won't.. she is forgiving.. but the more they didn't put the blame to mi the worst i felt... haiz......
i'm really deeply sincerly apologetic!!!
Love, Shandy.
10:20 PM
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Merry Christmas!
Merry christmas everybody!
Christmas marked the end of a yr.. time really files..
this christmas i spent it with dearie. this is eh.. dunno how many christmas i spent with him. from shuqun band times, to friends times, to closer friends times... to now a couple. sweet memories.. but sometimes i missed those days we were purely close friends. at least i wont demand more. is it always like that? when u know that someone belongs to u.. u will demand and expect more from him. i did. do u?
well well.. hopefully we can have many many christmas together.. :) love him.
this yr lets see what o've got from my dear ones...


i love the gingerbread man.. one from e medical social worker and one from the sales rep. cute rite? and i'm esp touched touched by the social worker he specailly delievered it to mi at clinic 2a. :) how nice of him.. i had chocolates from my colleagues. necklaces and bracelets from buddy, handmade chocolates from darling hui, a tshirt from my colleague, and a small ornament from my colleagues as well. and for the company gift exchange i've got a teapot!! hehez..

and this last thing from mummy. hahaz.. my mummy is cute sometimes.. from young she will buy small gifts for us during special festive season. and she likes hello kitty melody that kinda cartoon.. so she will insist on buying that for mi.. hahah.. :) tat also explained why my toilet is decorated with hello kitty stickers.. all thanks to mummy.
fri after work, i headed to harbourfront to meet hui. the 2 siao char bos us we rushed to top up the presents for yanting. we already bought a bag for her but we wanted to buy more.. more presents for our beloved yanting. we were rushing like crazy.. and worse with everyone rushing us as well..... oh my tian.. i was tired out by the time we reached yanting's house. we arrived ard 9pm. weiting, cheewee, liting came late also. but the latest were hui's dar and my dear! they arrived only ard 10plus lo. anyway we celebrated yanting's birthday at her place. she had buffet and a small birthday party held at her place. we also started our mahjong session till ard 12 plus the usual few of us headed to for a drink. i wasn't drunk tat day, dear was. maybe he was not feeling well. so it was my turn to look after him. ha. anyway i reached hm ard 3am.
sat 24/12/2005: it was christmas eve! i slept till ard 4pm. i quarrelled with dear.. :( haiz.. but we did make things up though. i went to meet hao and lun ist for dinner. then we went back to hao's place while awaiting dear to come. we played mahjong till ard 11.30pm. tog with hao's sis cindy and adrain, we the 3couples went down to west coast. we arrived shortly like 10 mins b4 12am! excited while looking for a ideal spot to countdown. hahaha.. we bought fire sticks as well.. HOHOHO.. merry christmas!!! after the countdown, we went to toh guan to buy food back to hao's place. then we resumed our mahjong session. haha.. i reached home ard 4pm. dear came over to my place. and how nice of him to give mi a good back massage esp after the mahjong session my back really ached!
sun 25/12/2005: i slept till ard 5pm. hahah.. then i went dinner with my family. and we went to jurong west to grab some household things. my sis is crappy. always talk nonsense. hahha.. cannot stand her. then we came back home. but i'll be meeting dear, hui and her dar for midnight movie at marina square soon.
Love, Shandy.
11:00 PM
Sunday, December 18, 2005
rebonding
Fri after work i went home first before i meet dear and we proceeded to hao's house for a mini celebration for his birthday. we ordred KFC to his place and then we had mahjong session. hao, lun, mi, dear and weishan. we played till ard 3am. i was really tired esp when e tot of working the following day appeared in my mind. well.. my gd friend drove again. so she send us back. dear insisted to see mi to my doorstep then walked home on his own.. silly boy..
sat i forced mysef to wake up for work. i merely slept for 3 hours. thank god i wasn't late if nt gotta spend money on cab again. i went to work to tidy some paper work only. but there were a few walk-in patients. oh ya recalling few days ago.. this uncle strongly refused to do chemotherapy. he was depressed i can see. but never did i expect... we tried to persuade and counsel him to do chemo the soft way, he jus keep rejecting abecause the side effects was not tolerable. but he is not alone.. his wife and son was worried sick i can see. thats why they brought him to us for counselling. then the doc goes the hard way, she reprimanded him and reminded him the choice is his. to live or to die.. then suddenly the uncle made an excuse to the washroom. when he came back i can see tears whelming in his eyes. he cried?!! nobody dared to asked. but the doc did. she said "what happened? u cried? did u? why did u cry? u r the one who refused treatment." and then the uncle burst into tears. omg.. i was appalled. i really felt sad for him. i can understand the lost and depressed feelings he had. haiz.. we gave him some time to consider and hopefully he will give us a positive reply this coming tue.
after work i rushed down to boon lay met dear for lunch then went for my rebonding. sat there from 2pm to 6 plus lo. tired... kept dozing off when i was doing my hair. it wasn't fantastically done.. i wasn't satisfied.. in fact i was fuming mad after i've done it.. but actually it wasn't terrible la.. jus tat virgo is a perfectionist. heez.. excuses for myself.


after rebonding i went down to bukit panjang plaza to meet dear, hao, wenxiang weishan and the others band members. hui came down to look for us. we had dinner there. then we went back to entertainment. more band members are there. we sat there for a while. did some catching up. it was ard 10pm. then mi and dear came back to my place. had a little misunderstanding that day and dear was angry with mi. it was all my fault. haiz.. but dear was forgiving. :) we patched things up back at home. love him. by the time we talk things out it was already 1am. dear left ard 1plus..
Sun 18/12: i woke up ard 1pm. then i met dear at our area. and we went to buy lunch back to his place to eat. lazed at his place till ard 5pm. then we went down to help leefong jie buy 4D. then i came back home le. cos i'm going dinner with my family. we went to jurong west for dinner. then ard 9pm, suddenly i remembered i need to buy shampoo. so i got dear to drive mi to sheng siong. and thank goodness it was still opened. i got my shampoo and then we drove to jurong west to buy search for my lip balm. but guardian closed le.. so ended up buying some drinks at seven eleven. then back in the car, i suggested going for a spin. hahaz.. but we have no idea where to go. then we ended up going to imm giant. and finally i found my lip balm. my lips are cracking bad!!! :( thus now home sweet home le.. tml still gotta get up early for work.
Love, Shandy.
8:16 PM
Monday, December 12, 2005
Ubin fortune telling
it was rather an unoccupied week. fewer patients were scheduled for chemotherapy. hence i decided to take fri off. :) cos dear is booking out too.. i was elated for the week and of cos anticipating for weekend. yuppee!
thursday 8 dec 2005: i went home for dinner after work. dear and mi, our initial plan was to go tent'ing'. jus the 2 of us. however the weather forecast didn't make it look good for the night. hence this plan was called off. so we ended up at jurong point for the movie saw II. it was a psycotic but pretty good story. we bumped into joachim and janis at jp as well. after so long.. its nice to see them again.. :) by the time the movie ended it was 12am. then we headed back to my place.
Friday 9 dec 2005: i woke up ard 2pm.then dear came over while waiting for mi to get ready.



then we headed to bugis. we went down to beach road market ist for dinner. my fav friend kway tiao!! mi and dear bickered again. the reason of our quarrel is again lame. he likes chilli for freid kway tiao and i don't. this opinion difference resulted in some kinda bickering again.. how childish can we be. hahaha.. ignore us.. then we walked from the market to bugis junction. can u imagine how far it is? my dear force mi to walk.. :P i noe his motive.. he thinks i'm fat so he wants mi to excercise... at bugis we saw lotsa christmas gifts and i'm again excited for christmas. i bought a christmas present for buddy. we shopped till ard 8.30pm then we headed to harbourfront. cos i wanted to get the figure twister for myself.. hehez.. finally i bought it.. heez.. then we saw the big beautiful glamourous christmas tree up in mount faber though we view it from far. it was ard 10pm then. then we took a bus back to jurong. by then we reached my place it was already 11.30pm. back home, mummy, dear and mi.. we were discussing bout the renovations for my house.. these plans were meant for after CNY. around 1 am, dear complained of hunger. AGAIN! so dear drove daddy's car, and we went down to boon lay for supper. we had a hard time searching for a parking lot. the duck kway tiao was marvellous! :) after supper, we headed to jurong west seven eleven to buy some groceries.. bread bisuits and milk.. dear send mi home ard 3am. once again i was exhuasted.. and i fell asleep almost instantly.
Sat 10 dec 2005: the 4 of us woke up early at 11am. mi dear, hui and her dar. we got prepared and set off to PULAU UBIN!! hui drove so she came to pick us.


on our way in aihui's car..
we arrived at changi ard 12.30pm. then we had the branded chicken cutlet kway tiao. nice nice..
then we took the ferry to ubin. i was appalled to see the sea covered with a thick layer of dirty oil. it wasn't that gruesome the last time we came??!!! oh my tian.. wat happen??
we then took a ubin cab to the famous temple in ubin. we went there to pray and for fortune telling. the temple was notable for its accuracy in fortune telling.
so what did he say about mi?
1. very pampered at home
2. "bu chou chi bu chou chuan" (one who doesn't need to worry bout expenses)
3. "ren yuan" very good (well-liked by peers and eldery)
4. thus i have alot of suitors but i tend to be over confident. he reminded mi to be devoted to one.. ~ops~
5. stubborn
6. i have lotsa "gui ren" in life
7. at work, i can accomplish tasks well but my superior will never acknowledge my effort. :(
8. regardless of how heavy the workload is on mi at work, i'll nv complain. but back home i'll grumble and grumble to my closed ones.
9. i'm frank and straight. in my dictionary there is only black or white i can never accept grey.
10. i only want to be the chiampion. i must win in everything. only ist in place not even 2nd.
11. the things i want i will try all means to get it. be it snatch, cry or making a big fuss... he reminded mi not insist on things that are not meant to be mine. cos even if i hav it i'll not be happy.
13. i have a bad stomach and poor digestive system.
14. i'm rough (not the feminine type)
15. i'm clumsy. always tripping, cutting or hurting myself.
16. i'm daring. whatever a guy can do i'll also want to try.
17. i can excel in studies and i should pursue to achieve higher qualifications.
18. he said i can be a star.. hahah.. and a famous one.. ;p
what bout dear's?
1. family orientated
2. will dote on wife
3. stubborn
4. dislike pp to teach him
5. do not like to express himself but once he speak everything is factual and reasonable.
6. kind and comendable character
7. trust pp easily. then he quote this example: {a friend borrow $$ from him, he will lend without second thoughts. and even if the freind did not return he won't flare up.} how true!! i've concrete evidence for this!!
8. he will strike something big in few years time
9. he never believes in things that he never see with his own eyes.
10. he has gastric and digestion problems.
interesting yea?
by the time we leave ubin it was already 5.30pm. we had to rushed back to jurong. i had a quick bath and then james came to pick mi up. together with dear's family we went to tiong bahru market for dinner. and after dinner we headed to our usual fav place. giant. around 11pm we left.
then had programs with the usual click....
i slept ard 5am that day..
Sunday 11 dec 2005:
i went over to dear's place.. look his luo han wanted to kiss mi!!1

we intended to celebrate hao's birthday with him. wanted to treat him fish and co. but in the end the plans was called off. we postpone the celebration to coming fri. hereby wishing hao happy birthday. wish him all the best in his future endeavours. and praise him a little.. he has been very "brotherly" all this while.. :)Labels: pulau ubin
Love, Shandy.
8:02 PM
Monday, December 05, 2005
what are e programs this weekend??
thur 1 dec 2005: after work i headed home for dinner ist b4 i went to meet dear to go back shuqun band. they are having band camp b4 they set off to genting for some competition. i waited for dear.. not many alumni members went back. the usual few. we went back to listen to them a while only. then we headed to enter. for some supper. then we went to play billard. and we headed home ard 11.30pm ba...
Fri 2 dec 2005:

after work i went to meet my poly friends. there were only deb, meiria, weiling, meihui and mi. thats all.. sad to say zhen didni't join us to amuse us with her stories.. hahah.. we had nydc for dinner. after that we jus shopped ard. we left orchard ard 9plus ba. meiria drove so she send mi back. but it was a bit early cos i'm meeting dear, hui and her dar for movie at jp. and the movie starts at 12.20am.. so i went to meiria's condo and we sat by the pool to talk.. had a nice talk with her. though short cos it started to pour not long after. hahah.. then i headed down to meet dear. and we came back to my place. then hui came to fetch us. we had 2 cars that nite.. quite fun ba.. :) but the movie we watched.. kinda eh.. boring.. i fell asleep on dearie's shoulders. haha... then after the movie we headed to jurong east for teochew porridge. and we met lingz.. that pretty gal.. heez.. it was already 3am then. imagine mi and hui still working at 8am that morning. we were extremely exhausted.
Sat 3 dec 2005: i went to work. and yes indeed i was drained out.. but still work was enjoyable esp when i know i'm gonna complete all the assignments for the week. :) after work, i met jasmine, hui and yanting at chinatown. :( ting didn't manage to join us. we went to eat my fav "horfun". yuppee.. heez.. then we went to shop shop again. didn't spend much. i only bought a jacket. then we headed to jasmine house for dinner. as usual her mummy always cook lotsa food for us. i was damn full lo.. i had a bath at jas's place as well..
after dinner at her place.. we had happening programs again!! :) i enjoyed myself.. but was feeling a bit uncomfortable after that. thank god dear was there to take care of mi.. always... :) we went home ard 3am.
sun 4 dec 2005: i spend my day at home.. cos i was so tired... i felt lethargic. cos i think i need to replenish my energy. i felt like i was totally drained out.. too tired i guess. hahha..
Love, Shandy.
10:16 PM
+*"~ About me ~"*+
Name:
Shandy Yap Shiwei
Emailadd: shandy_flute@yahoo.com OR
shandy_wei@hotmail.com
Location: Singapore
First Cry: 12 September 1985
Horoscope: Virgo
Lurfee:
* My Emperor Sim
* My family
* My besties liting, aihui+jeff choo, yanting+sumo, jasmine+jeremy, and the guys
* good friend tanny
* cardiac angels yizhen, junel, weiling, debbie, meiria, meihui, xinying, weiping.
* sweetheart batchgirls venie, donna, lindy, jenn
Wishlist:
* Wonderful colleagues onboard
* To be happy~ =)
Places i've been to:
* Africa- johannesburg
* Australia- Adelaide
* Australia - Brisbane
* Australia - Melbourne
* Australia - perth
* Australia - Sydney
* Canada- Vancouver
* China - beijing
* China - hong kong
* China - Shanghai
* France - Paris
* greece - athens
* Holland - Amsterdam
* India - bombay
* Indonesia - batam
* Indonesia - bintan
* Indonesia - jakarta
* Italy - Rome
* Italy - milan
* Japan - Nagoya
* Japan - Osaka
* Japan - Tokyo
* Korea - Seoul
* Malaysia- Cameron Highlands
* Malaysia - genting highlands
* Malaysia - kuala lumpur
* Malaysia - terengganu
* Maldives - male
* New Zealand - auckland
* New Zealand - Christchurch
* Pulau ubin
* Philippines - manila
* Russia - Moscow
* switzerland - zurich
* taiwan - taipei
* turkey - istanbul
* United kingdom - london
* United kingdom - manchester
* United States - los angeles
* United States - Texas - Houston
* United States - Sans Francisco
* UAE - abu dhabi
* UAE - Dubai
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Jie
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Belinda
Yaying
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