Wednesday, March 30, 2005 ouch..... my cheek hurts.. my heart aches as well my cheek hurts.. this is the outcome of having a pillow fight with dear at my place yday.. he was teasing mi... and we suddenly became so childish.. so i juz hit him.. and he hit mi back. he slapped mi!!! and i slapped him too.. then.. he hold mi down tightly i couldn't even move.. then he pinch mi hard on my cheeks... ouch!!! till now.. my right cheek hurts.. :( stupid dear..
anyway.. yes.. read the news. A great earthquake occurred at 16:09:36 (UTC) on Monday, March 28, 2005. The magnitude 8.7 event has been located in NORTHERN SUMATRA, INDONESIA. dear's sis felt the tremors too. can u imagine?? oh my god. i heard 2000 deaths was reported. it was so sad. i jus couldn't help thinking of the pp affected by these natural disasters... it is really saddening...
Tuesday, March 29, 2005 ......... regrets ........ sunday evening, ard 7pm. i went to jurong point to meet liting. and her friends. then weihong and yanting came down to meet us too. and i was "forced" to watch the eye 10.. haaz.. not really forced.. juz majority wins.. it was a funny show. alright at least kept mi laughing for 2 hrs. and of coz weihong.. he was funny i think. like so shy dunno for wat.. keep making mi laughed.. hahaz.. after the movie, dear book out time. so i met him at jp since his camp is nearby. :) then accompany him hm to change b4 meeting ting and friends at the coffee shop for supper. i reached hm ard 2am i think. dear stayed a while..
monday, i woke up early.. ard 12 plus. then went down to imm to meet weiling to study. stayed at burger king from 1.30pm to 5pm. then i went off to entertainment to meet dear, aihui, hao etc... they were playing billard. so aihui and mi played pool.. making a fool of ourselves.. laughing and laughing as usual. then dear and mi went hm for dinner. and we came back to enter to join them again. but after a while mi and aihui went off to jas's hse to take things from her. so we lazed at her place then we went to westmall to meet shenglong. talked talked for a while and we came back to entertainment. they were still playing billard. and guess who we saw.. we met jiale.. erm.. it has been years since we see him. kinda shocked and i could hardly recognise him. he is a hair stylist now oh! shenglong came down again. then we talked again.. haaz.. and then ken, sammi, weiseng, hao and his friends, ting, dear, mi and aihui decided to go kbox. so sing and drink till 3am. i was drunk. as usual when i'm drunk i would blabber a lot of rubbish. and i'll keep laughing for no reason. omg.. i made a fool out of my myself again... :( i vomited all the way from enter back to my place. haaz.. luckily i got dear and aihui to take care of mi... :) thanks peepz.. i reached hm ard 4am i think.
this morning, i woke up and realised i had hangover. :( feeling so terrible.. still vomiting plus diarrhoea. and worst, i vomited gastric juice.. so awful... i simply had no energy.. i rest for a while, then dear bought lunch for mi.. how nice of him.. :) i slept for a while and i felt better. then i went to meet dear to accompany him to pay some insurance thingy.
the nus application results are out. many of my friends got in... i'm happy for them... yet.. i'm filled with envy. xinni, minyi, jasmine etc.... i regreted... why did i fool ard for the 3 yrs of my poly life?? my poly grades are terrible. i didn't apply for NUS.. anyway even if i did i'm sure i'm not gonna get in.. everybody are going to continue studying in NUS getting a degree.. but for mi i've to step into the working society.. how sad... if i had been more hardworking, if i had pay more attention in class, if i hadn't been so playful... mayb.... i'll be one of the undergrad... perhaps at this point of time... i wouldn't feel so remorseful.... :( its too late isn't it??? i started to think back.. my o levels times.. why can i do so well for o levels but "buang" my whole poly life?? why?? i really dunno... and i really regretted.
Love, Shandy. 6:29 PM
Saturday, March 26, 2005 i'm getting fat..... on thur.. school ends early ard 11am. i actually intended to study... but i was too tired, so decided to go hm for a nap.. but... aihui and ting called. so decided to meet them at westmall. surprisingly, after i met them i wasn't really tired anymore.. haha... we had lunch at mos burger.. and then...... we started talking and talking.. as usual we talked for a couple of hours. :) talked bout the past, the school times in shuqun, the band times etc... it was so memorable. then jas came down and meet us. so the 4 of us...... at mos burger till 5pm.. after tat i headed hm.. ard 9pm, dear came over to my place. then we rot at my place... dear stayed over. ard 1 am, we went to Bp petrol station and we bought delifrance back hm.. hehez.. nice nice.. dear slept earlier while i chatted with sis and yiying..
on fri, woke up ard 3pm, then i met dear. we went to jurong point for lunch. we had KFC!! and guess wat.. we ordered 3 sets.. omg.. he really had a big stomach.. then its time for dear to book in, i went hm and started my mahjong session with sis and yiying. we ordered canadian pizza for dinner.. :P omg i'm getting fat!!! we played till 1am.. i lost $20 :(
today, woke up at 12pm. realised i missed him lots... :( sat without him is boring... erm.. anyway... i went down to clementi for threading with aihui ard 4pm. we had our late lunch.. and i came back hm ard 7pm and i had a nap... haaz.. sleeping again... i woke up ard 8plus, ting and aihui came over to my place. shortly awhile, ting left. then mi and hui started talking again. we went to have dinner at near my area. and i came back hm, it was already 11pm.
i still didn't have the mood to study... ~help mi!!~ and yes i was thinking bout my future.... wat am i gonna be like in 5 yrs time? a career woman? or a housewife married with 2 kids?? nah... in this new society do u tink being a housewife is sufficient?? moreover i'm still young. talking bout marriage at this age sounds kinda unrealistic. i am not getting married till i'm 25. my priority... studies and self improving is the essential things in my life. i want to pursue wat i'm really interested... i want to be a social worker... sounds unrealistic too i know.. but tats somehow my dream... i'm still considering... whether to take up degree in social work.. wat do u think peepz??? i'm confused... and lost... wat if after 2 yrs of degree course i'm jobless, or worst i realise it is not my cup of tea.. do i still have time to waste??? omg......
Love, Shandy. 11:53 PM
Wednesday, March 23, 2005 CLS Farewell Party early morning, i went to school at 9am, for an interview thingy. it is actually one of the module, and we had to dress up in formal.. hehez.. tats my fav part, i like dressing up!! :) had the interview shortly for only 10 mins i think. after the interview, mi, zhen and nel went to FC 2 for lunch. went for woo's class. after his lessons, 4 of us, dabi, zhen, junel and mi.. we went down to queensway to help zhen do something. had a short shopping time as well.. didn't buy anything though.
then came back to sch, we had our farewell party at the auditorium. :) had lotsa fun with the nice performances. 2 hiphop dances by chelle's grp, cassie and serene's grp, singing by yanting's grp, some games etc.. it was fun... liting and aihui came as well.. hahaz.. they juz joined in the fun. we took lotsa pics as usual. shall post the pics when they are ready... and ya.. in between the party, mi and zhen went over to the next LT for a short talk on degree in social work.. guys could u imagine mi working as a social work in 5 yrs time?? but seriously i do like the course... its only a 2 yrs course with a degree in social work from university of monash, but doing it locally. cool isn't it??? erm.. but guess i shall keep with my job as a cardiac tech ist...
after the farewell party, i met dear for dinner at imm. he waited for mi very long... i'm sorry... coz i'm busy taking pictures in school.. haaz... come to think of it... i do miss poly life... its coming to the end i couldn't believe it..... omg...
my cardiac angels... my sec sch friends... precious moments... wow... attitude problem sia... hahah..
Love, Shandy. 11:13 PM
Tuesday, March 22, 2005 ....... 19 march 2004........ :( due to watever errors, or watever stupid thingy i did, this is the second time i'm doing this entry. and it feels different. :( yup anyway...
on sat, 19 march 2005, it is exactly half year after we patched up. erm.. we didn't really celebrated or anything.. coz its like we're going on and off... moreover its not an anniversary.. but come to think of it.. its been almost a few yrs.. officially since 2003 if i'm not wrong. and i'm still struggling with him now.... haaz.. tat day we were trying to recall when was the ist time he gave mi a present... think and think... finally... after a long thorough recalling.. it was when i'm in sec 2, tat was like in e year 1999, on valentine's day, he threw a bouquet of 3 stalks of blue roses to mi at huda's place. erm.. kinda funny... coz its a bit childish de la.. haaz.. seriously i think he had changed alot, from a big wooden block.. now becoming a small wooden plank.. hahaz... improving i can say. at least i can feel he cares. when i'm sick, he would buy some medications to my place and apply for mi, when i'm upset he'll rushed down immediately juz to be there with mi, he puts mi in his ist priority and he told mi even his mummy abit kinda jealous, he would always buy mi dinner if i've got no time to eat, he nv fail to send mi home even if it is early in the morning, little little things like playing with my hair, a gentle pat on my head, holding mi tight while crossing the road coz he noe i'm often "blind", massage for mi when i'm tired, piggyback mi when i'm lazy to walk, called mi every nite for at least an hour, sometimes i can hear he is really tired, but he denied and still entertained mi.. ha.... these little little things makes mi feel very contented. like wat he say, as long as we are happy together, why care bout wat others think... and yes.... i am happy... :)
back to sat, 19 mar, we went to westmall for lunch. we had sakae sushi.. hehez.. i didn't eat much coz i juz recovered.. then there were lotsa mediacorp artistes there, having some kind of event.. after that we headed to city hall.. walked walked. and then we waited for dear's sis (leefong jie), sis's bf (james) and dear's mummy. we went to the suntec food fair!!! yummy!! there were alot of nice food. actually i think.. dear's sis and james v loving no doubt they were tog for so many yrs le.. i mean will you still care so much for ur partner 10 yrs down the road? will u still tease and disturb ur partner? will you still hold hands very lovingly 10 yrs later?? will you spend almost everyday together after 10 yrs??? erm... how envy.. we left suntec ard 9pm. then as usual james drove us back. we went to giant. we bought some beer and then went up to hao's hse. 20 mar was ailun's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AILUN!! we sort of had a small celebration by playing mahjong. hehez.. we had some alcohol as well. we didn't drink much, its dear and hao. they were drunk. dear vomited.. and think hao was quite pissed by mi.. i was joking actually but somehow both of us got a bit irritated... but i dun think he will take it to heart, or perhaps.. he won't even remember coz he wasn't very conscious.. haha... ok.. we still had a great time though.. i reached home ard 5am. i was dead beat...
on sun, as usual had lunch at dear's place. and lazed at his place till ard 5pm. then i went back home. i went for dinner at batok with my family. b4 dear book in, he came to meet mi again... :)
on mon.. i didn't have school!! :P i was so lazy that i stayed at home all the way till 7pm. then i went to enter to meet qiang, liting and aihui for dinner. we had a good chat as usual. then we played billard. i reached hm ard 11.30pm. back hm... i started playing mahjong but in cards form my sis juz bought it.. hehez.. played till ard 3am.. then i went to bed...
tue, today... went to westmall to meet aihui to buy a shirt for tml's interview thingy. tml we are going to have our CLS farewell party!! looking forward for the fun and my friends' performance... hehez...
Love, Shandy. 6:59 PM
Saturday, March 19, 2005 i'm sick... shuqun was having their band camp from tue to fri. 4 days intensive training camp for SYF competition. i went back on thur, met yaying, aihui and yanting. together with jianwen we were talking and gossiping at the canteen. As usual i was bickering with aihui till when i stood up i realised i was a bit giddy. haa.. aihui felt that dizziness too. then i was telling her perhaps we screamed too much till we were lack of oxygen.. ha... nonsense. ya anyway i went home ard 7pm for dinner. after dinner i went back to shuqun again. this time round there were zhuozhen, xiao sharon, anna, hao, wen, rongsheng, yaying and mi at the concourse area. we were chatting from 9pm till 12.30am. talking bout our poly courses and ghosts + spirits. actually tanny told mi to wait for him to come after his work, in the end he reached le didn't even tell mi, went straight to band room to look for erik!!!!???? i was waiting for him at the concourse lo... -_- anyway i reached home ard 1am.
fri, i still went to school no doubt i'm not feeling very well and had a late sleep. my running nose and sore throat was making mi "irritable" thruout the day. in the end i ate my flu medicine. and i think it makes mi felt worse. coz i was kinda drowsy and couldn't pay much attention in class. but still after school, i went back to shuqun again. i meet liting and yaying. jianwen was there too. i was really feeling very uncomfortable. and i felt i was running a fever. then i took cab home ard 4pm. fell asleep straight. i took my temp.. omg i was really having fever. slight fever, 38.3 degree celcius. took some panadols and went back to sleep. then dear bought dinner and some fever relieve thingy for mi and came over to my place ard 8pm. i was feeling much better after dear put the fever thingy over my forehead. :) my fever subsided.. to 37.6 degree celcius.
Love, Shandy. 11:49 AM
Wednesday, March 16, 2005 oh my god.. oh my god... i'm going to fail my clinical chemistry paper today again.. damn! it was real hard!! ist time in history nobody finish the paer early and leave.. everyone stayed till the end... and yes after he collected oue papers we were all cursing and screaming.. for mi.. all that came to my mind was f*ck!
there no school for us on tue. :) and i went to jurong library to study with nitha again. didn't study much though, we were very restless yday!! anyway.. wats the point of studying so hard when the test is so damn hard.. its like even if u study and memorise everything in the notes u might not even pass...
well fine lets forget bout the test. its over! anyway.... we had our last practical lessons in poly life!!!! :( poly life is ending... sad sad!!! so what is it like during our practical??? erm... playing with hp?? junel... and joachim??
after school today, mi, junel, xinying, diana, nitha, joachim and khookiong went to creative!! we went there to look at the warehouse sales, but erm.. we got our dates wrong. anyway we still managed to see some of the mp3 players and stuffs. erm.. not bad.. quite cheap. ya.. thruout the journey as usual joachim was crapping and crapping.. haha.. he make mi laugh all the way.. rubbish lamer joa!!
Love, Shandy. 5:56 PM
Monday, March 14, 2005 mascots.. on fri, after sch ended at 2pm i went to jurong library. actually tot of studying but in the end read up lotsa books. on forensic science, cosmetics, dogs, australia, dermatology etc.. interesting.. ard 5pm i went to west mall to meet aihui. we had dinner at the chinese restuarant again. nice food.. we had shanghai xiao long bao.. :) yummy.. ard 10pm, we decided to play mahjong at my place with aihui's bf and my dear. hehez.. we bought lotsa fruits, drinks, food and tibits back. we played till ard 3am. i lost $4...
on sat, woke up ard 2pm then went over to dear's place. as usual we bought lunch to his place. then again we rot there till ard 6pm. and he was counting the numbers of teeth i had. i had 28 tooth, he had 32.. haha.. and a sudden idea strike him. 3228.. hey buy 4D. it was almost 6pm le.. so we were like rushing down to buy 4D. hehz.. then i was perspiring so we went back to my place got changed b4 eading to queensway for smabal stingray!! nice nice... after dinner, we went to jurong point for a midite movie. hitch... not bad... i reached hm ard 3.30am.
on sun, woke up ard 1pm and rushed down to compassvale band. they had performance at joo chiat.. wahaha.. guess guess guess... who is who?? it is damn funny.. i couldn't stop laughing... it is real funny!!!! the back view?? who is tat?? answers revealed... brenden as mr rabbit, jianwen as mr donald duck, hao as mr pooh, and dear as mr barney... hahaz...
this is jianwen and weishan my band instructor.. we had lotsa programs.. nice and fun.. i realli enjoyed myself.. we had band performance... hip hop dancing.. ah nan was there too.. haha... he is funny.. dalphne the s'pore idol finalist was there too.. brenden, hao wen and dear went to help out as the mascots for the band performance.. but of coz they were paid as well... after everything, we went off to geylang for yummy frog leg porridge.. so nice... it was already almost 11.30pm. then mi and dear took cab back to his place. he bathed and changed then we came back to my place. it was already 12 plus. tired.. but i insisted him to pei mi tok tok while waiting for my hair to dry up.. haha.. he thus went back ard 3am..
this morning was so tired but still went to school.. haha.. meiria and weiling was surprised to see mi attending woo's lessons. haa... it is all coz my god bro sending mi to school.. :) he had lessons at 12pm at NUS. i had lessons at 12pm too.. we went for lunch at jurong west with my mummy, gan ma, bro and god bro. then my god bro send mi to school.. finally for once i was early.. in fact juz in time la.. heez.. after school i went to bukit batok met dear and went to the bank to make my visa mini card... happy... happy... it was a happy weekend for mi.. :)
Love, Shandy. 7:29 PM
Wednesday, March 09, 2005 study study study.. boring... had lotsa tests coming up. i'm bored!! i want my mahjong sessions, i want my suntanning sessions, i want my shopping time, i want my chilling out at indochine, i want everything except studying!!!
on monday, went down to taka with mummy, sis, yiying and gan ma.. we went to have lunch there at my auntie's place. reached home around evening 7pm before i started studying. but nothing goes into my brain.. i'm happily in my dreamland... forgetting that i only have less than 20hrs to study for immuno.
tuesday... went to jurong library and study with nitha. yea.. nice environment. they even have this teenage corner at the top level... it was cosy.. with lotsa beanbags, big sofas and vending machines for both food and drinks. of coz there were chairs, tables and computers around as well. u are allowed to eat drink, talk, and sleep there. cool huh? it is a nice place esp it is situated at the highest level with windows all around up to the floor meaning u can view e scenary easily.. we stayed in the library till around 7pm and we went to walk around the pasa malam. then bought quite alot of food home. :)
today.. went to school.. had my immuno test.. erm... no comments.. after school, i went down to jurong east, and applied for my posb debit card. yea.. finally!! then went to the library again.. but i dozed off in like ten mins. hence i decided to get home for a good nap.. :) in the end i slept till 7pm. haaz... piggy sand. had my dinner and i went out to meet dear. he had his nitez out today. so met him and we went to entertainment for his dinner. and we walked around the pasa malam a while. he send mi home around 9.30pm. and then he went to book in le..
time really files... i'm graduating in less than 6 weeks... believe it??? oh my tian... i'll definitely miss my school life.. :(
Love, Shandy. 10:13 PM
Monday, March 07, 2005 Finally manage to go for band practice.. :) fri.. went to school as usual. after school went down to orchard shopping again. with zhen, xinying, junel, meiria, meihui and weiping. we left orchard ard evening.. and i went to lot 1 to meet yanting and aihui for dinner. and such a coincidence. i jumped into tanny, zhuozhen, erik and stephanie. so we decided to have dinner together at sakae sushi. :) nice nice.. but i was really very full! all because of our "beloved" aihui.. hahaz... yanting aihui and mi we finished the whole combo set. it was a lot.. moreover i wasn't at any bit hungry when we had our dinner coz i had late lunch. yes we forced ourselves to finish the food also.. anyway had a nice time with them. then dearie came down to lot 1 to meet mi. we then headed towards hao's house. we played mahjong again!! :) and this time round i did play ok? mi and ailun were playing.. haha... fun! we had to send jianwen's gf home. so all the gals left, leaving the 4 guys (dear, hao, jianwen and cindy's bf) back at hm playing mahjong. heez.. cindy drove us to tiong bahru. ailun and mi were sitting at the back. and we had a good talk. :) but can u imagine that 4 gils with no direction in mind?? we are driving from tiong bahru back to jurong. of coz we were very careful, trying to memorise the way there so we can be back safely. haaz.. thank god.. we came back to jurong in a piece. haaz.. then we went to toh guan and but supper for our bfs.. mi and lun went to order. the auntie was in a bad mood after receiving a cal. erm... she looked lost and she stopped cooking halfway?! then i reminded her bout lun's order.. and she did apologised to lun too.. well.. quite funny... anyway.. ya perhaps of her anger.. the noodles were extremely spicy!!! oh my tian.. mi and lun were eating in the kitchen, we merely ate like less than 7 spoons but we couldn't continue... it was so hot that i had a upset tummy after that few spoonfuls. :'( so spicy!! cindy's lips were swollen.. can u imagine how hot is the noodles?? we played mahjong till 4am. we were extremely tired though.. ya.. all lun and my fault. we insisted to play.. but in the end the 2 of us cannot make it.. ha..
on sat.. morning woke up and went over to dearie's place. we had our lunch at his place. as usual.. laze at his place.. in the end i wear nice nice.. wear heels somemore but then ended up nv go out.. ha.. i went home ard evening for dinner. dear came over to my place at nite again. :)
on sun.. woke up ard 12pm. and meet dear and hao.. we went back to band. finally managed to go for practices. a lot pp turned up also. jas, ying, aihui, ting, jianwen tanny etc.. happy to be able to play in shuqun band again.. heez.. but ying wasn't in a good mood.. i wonder why.. played phantom of the opera!! yea!!! my favourite.. but i dunno how to play.. so long nv play le... cannot even coordinate my fingers.. haha.. lousy mi.. band prac ended ard 4pm. then dear's sis came down and fetched us. i had dinner with his family at maxwell market. dear's sis is funny.. she likes chicken rice alot.. but usually no one wants to eat with her.. haha.. but yday.. we did had the famous chicken rice.. and she was so happy.. :) we also bought the hum chim pang!! we gotta fried ourselves.. so mi and his sis were playing with it.. then we went to jurong west coz his sis wanna make contact lens. it was ard 8.30pm.. then they send mi home.
today didn't go school coz wasn't in the right mood to attend that boring woo's lessons. going to his lessons only makes mi more irritated.. haha.. so decided not to go.. arhz!!! i got 2 tests this week... but i haven study at all!!! help!!! i got no mood to study..
Love, Shandy. 12:30 PM
Wednesday, March 02, 2005 me??? got this from yizhen's blog. saw it on strawberry's and dimas's blogs as well. erm.. yup.. it turned out to be the same as zhen. no wonder.. zhen and i do "blend" quite well.. coz we aren't the typical feminine kind.. haaz..
Your Brain is 60.00% Female, 40.00% Male
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve
Tuesday, March 01, 2005 school on monday... yesterday.. it was a monday.. but there were no monday blues for mi coz the thoughts of a "free" tuesdays simply delighted mi. :P yea!! i have no school on today!! hehz.. yesterday school ends around 11pm. it was early coz we were actually scheduled to finish on 2pm. how nice of mr woo to squeeze 4hrs lecture into 2hrs!! haha. after lessons, junel, weiling, weiping, xinying, meihui, da bi and mi went to FC 5 for KFC. arg!! another fattening meal. but i'm actually craving for fried chicken!! :p we were gossiping as usual and ya peeping at joachim and alvin swimming as well.. haha... after lunch i went to library to print some stuffs. and i met michelle there. then i was showing her my blog... on the disgusting man... eeekkksss.. yucks.. again back to the topic.. i really find it disgusting ang gross! juz dun understand why he did that for... -_- dear came to fetch mi in school. heez.. then we went to westmall for a movie-constantine. how would i grade the movie.. perhaps a 7 out of 10. not too bad... but not really fantastic... get wat i mean?? haha.. erm.. then after the movie dear came to my place to fix my tv wire. he left ard 6pm coz he need to book in. then it is time to start tuition for my brother. i was yelling at shouting at him at the top of my voice.. teaching him maths makes mi so mad!! but alright... i tried to be patient though. mind u ... i tried.. haaz.. then 11pm.. oh yea!!! i started my mahjong session with my sis and yiying. after 6hours of midnight mahjong, i won $14. but i was so tired i fell asleep immediately when i lied on bed. it was already 5am by that time..
Love, Shandy. 2:04 PM
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