Thursday, September 30, 2004
test results revealed today!!!
went for attachment today... i was very very late in the morning... haha... actually got a tutorial at 8.30... i woke up around 7.45... then went to jurong east to take train... but weiling called mi... she asked mi to wait for her... so waited at je for her... waited for her for more than half an hour... can u imagine tat??? i was actually a bit kinda pek cek coz i'm so late for lesson le... but when she arrived she apologised... so ok la.. heez... can see she felt v bad for mi to wait for her.. :)
we got back our papers today... all our modules.. actually i'm quite satisfied with my results.. coz i only failed one expected one... haha... but actually my grades are still shit..
i went off early after work today.. really thanks to ping ping... went home with lydiana.. we had a good chat in the train... talk about relationships and stuffs... suddenly felt kinda down... the gloomy weather also plays a factor... was kinda depressed till mw sms mi.. saw his msg then can't help but laugh at him... he had a fall... its so funny.. so hard to describe here... all i can say is he tried to do some stunts thinking he is very smart then he slip and fell on his buttocks... haha...
ok well... today during our lunch break took some pics... hehez...
my big popping eyes...
mi and zhen....................... mi and deb.....
hippo joachim on screen!!!!
and this one... i tink joa looks quite charming on this pic.. but he claim tat it looks like a gal... come to tink of it... ya true... a bit girlish... perhaps coz he got all the girl's features... haa...
mi and zhen sudden urge of all the vain pose... heez...
test results revealed today!!!
went for attachment today... i was very very late in the morning... haha... actually got a tutorial at 8.30... i woke up around 7.45... then went to jurong east to take train... but weiling called mi... she asked mi to wait for her... so waited at je for her... waited for her for more than half an hour... can u imagine tat??? i was actually a bit kinda pek cek coz i'm so late for lesson le... but when she arrived she apologised... so ok la.. heez... can see she felt v bad for mi to wait for her.. :)
we got back our papers today... all our modules.. actually i'm quite satisfied with my results.. coz i only failed one expected one... haha... but actually my grades are still shit..
i went off early after work today.. really thanks to ping ping... went home with lydiana.. we had a good chat in the train... talk about relationships and stuffs... suddenly felt kinda down... the gloomy weather also plays a factor... was kinda depressed till mw sms mi.. saw his msg then can't help but laugh at him... he had a fall... its so funny.. so hard to describe here... all i can say is he tried to do some stunts thinking he is very smart then he slip and fell on his buttocks... haha...
ok well... today during our lunch break took some pics... hehez...
my big popping eyes...
mi and zhen....................... mi and deb.....
hippo joachim on screen!!!!
and this one... i tink joa looks quite charming on this pic.. but he claim tat it looks like a gal... come to tink of it... ya true... a bit girlish... perhaps coz he got all the girl's features... haa...
mi and zhen sudden urge of all the vain pose... heez...
Love, Shandy.
11:25 PM
11:25 PM
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
Presentation day..
i had my individual presentation today.... i was so tired. i went to nitha's place to rehearse yday nite. from 9 plus till 12 plus then i manage to reach home. this morning woke up at 8 trying to finish some final editing and in the end i was late for the 10am presentation.. and come to realise i haven't tot of a formal wear for my presentation.. in the end juz pulled out some formal clothes from my cupboard and put it on. then i took a cab down to school. i went to meet tanny awhile to collect the piccolo needed for my presentation b4 heading to class. i was rushing like crazy. in the cab i have been mumbling at the back seat trying to rehearse the speech for my presentation.. i guess the driver must be terrified to have drove a crazy person. after that i felt like a clumsy big fat auntie rushing off the cab and with all the stuffs dropping half way from my arms. the taxi driver even sort of laugh at mi while waiting for mi to collect the piccolo from tanny... oh my god... wat a hectic and rushing day for mi.
i went into the LC studio... we had our individual presentation. "the computer sucks!!" this was wat our lecturer Ms Lim said.. haha... can u believe it? but the fact was the computer really can't make it. it was fun i tink.. all our presentations were interesting... :)
Before my presentation.... oh yucks i look so fat!!!
Me and Dimas...
Wow... look at the assets Dimas got.... hehe...
Back at FC 2....
hey pp look at these bears.. its so cute... the ist one is very sweet huh?? and the second one... i like it too... coz watermelon!!! my fav!!! heez... for ur info pp... i like soft toys... my room is full of bears... my mummy have been yelling at mi... hehe.. but actually i have nv buy a bear for myself b4... they are all from my friends and i like it this way coz i tink it becomes very meaningful.. :)
juz read junel's blog.. had some feelings about it... ya true life is so fragile.. we never know wat's going to happen to us... ever since i start working at the hospital... i became more emotional more sympathetic... not mentioning facing a real life death... but perhaps seeing the patient struggling in pain or some even cannot be bothered with watever is happening to them... coz they have given up all the hopes... can u imagine urself being in tat shoes. i have meet patient as young as 20 having a vegetations at his dying heart... he needs a heart transplant asap... money then comes into the topic... how many of the pp actually have all the money for all the expensive treatments in s'pore. therefore plenty of them actually prefer to die then to go thru all kinds of costly surgeries.
i was doing a ECG(electrocardiogram) of the heart for this particular old patient. he walked into the room with a walking stick... he has walking diffculties, he has swollen legs and a dysfunctioning heart.. but he came here all alone... an old sick man without knowing any communication language (eng and chi).. without even knowing where are all the places and wat's happening.. he is here to see the doctor alone. where has his sons and daughters or any relatives gone??? i felt sad for him... i'm not any related to him and i feel for him.. wat about the pp close to him? don't they care for him???
sometimes life is like tat... we have to accept it... in the hospital i've come across many things.. many life experiences.. some may be funny ones and of coz we see disheartening ones as well... life is so realistic huh??
mw juz called mi... this silly man kept smsing mi this afternoon... coz i went hm quite late from nitha hse i was so tired and busy and i forget to sms him to let him know i'm home. and he worried but didn't dare to call mi coz it was late... and this morning i was rushing to school so didn't msg him again. and he was so worried... send mi a couple of sms... but i didn't see my hp coz i had my presentation. and worse he saw the news of this SP girl who fell off the block... and he began to worry more... coz i seldom nv reply him... and he knows i'm clumsy and blur... so he really worried.. but i think its funny... hahaha... ops...
Presentation day..
i had my individual presentation today.... i was so tired. i went to nitha's place to rehearse yday nite. from 9 plus till 12 plus then i manage to reach home. this morning woke up at 8 trying to finish some final editing and in the end i was late for the 10am presentation.. and come to realise i haven't tot of a formal wear for my presentation.. in the end juz pulled out some formal clothes from my cupboard and put it on. then i took a cab down to school. i went to meet tanny awhile to collect the piccolo needed for my presentation b4 heading to class. i was rushing like crazy. in the cab i have been mumbling at the back seat trying to rehearse the speech for my presentation.. i guess the driver must be terrified to have drove a crazy person. after that i felt like a clumsy big fat auntie rushing off the cab and with all the stuffs dropping half way from my arms. the taxi driver even sort of laugh at mi while waiting for mi to collect the piccolo from tanny... oh my god... wat a hectic and rushing day for mi.
i went into the LC studio... we had our individual presentation. "the computer sucks!!" this was wat our lecturer Ms Lim said.. haha... can u believe it? but the fact was the computer really can't make it. it was fun i tink.. all our presentations were interesting... :)
Before my presentation.... oh yucks i look so fat!!!
Me and Dimas...
Wow... look at the assets Dimas got.... hehe...
Back at FC 2....
hey pp look at these bears.. its so cute... the ist one is very sweet huh?? and the second one... i like it too... coz watermelon!!! my fav!!! heez... for ur info pp... i like soft toys... my room is full of bears... my mummy have been yelling at mi... hehe.. but actually i have nv buy a bear for myself b4... they are all from my friends and i like it this way coz i tink it becomes very meaningful.. :)
juz read junel's blog.. had some feelings about it... ya true life is so fragile.. we never know wat's going to happen to us... ever since i start working at the hospital... i became more emotional more sympathetic... not mentioning facing a real life death... but perhaps seeing the patient struggling in pain or some even cannot be bothered with watever is happening to them... coz they have given up all the hopes... can u imagine urself being in tat shoes. i have meet patient as young as 20 having a vegetations at his dying heart... he needs a heart transplant asap... money then comes into the topic... how many of the pp actually have all the money for all the expensive treatments in s'pore. therefore plenty of them actually prefer to die then to go thru all kinds of costly surgeries.
i was doing a ECG(electrocardiogram) of the heart for this particular old patient. he walked into the room with a walking stick... he has walking diffculties, he has swollen legs and a dysfunctioning heart.. but he came here all alone... an old sick man without knowing any communication language (eng and chi).. without even knowing where are all the places and wat's happening.. he is here to see the doctor alone. where has his sons and daughters or any relatives gone??? i felt sad for him... i'm not any related to him and i feel for him.. wat about the pp close to him? don't they care for him???
sometimes life is like tat... we have to accept it... in the hospital i've come across many things.. many life experiences.. some may be funny ones and of coz we see disheartening ones as well... life is so realistic huh??
mw juz called mi... this silly man kept smsing mi this afternoon... coz i went hm quite late from nitha hse i was so tired and busy and i forget to sms him to let him know i'm home. and he worried but didn't dare to call mi coz it was late... and this morning i was rushing to school so didn't msg him again. and he was so worried... send mi a couple of sms... but i didn't see my hp coz i had my presentation. and worse he saw the news of this SP girl who fell off the block... and he began to worry more... coz i seldom nv reply him... and he knows i'm clumsy and blur... so he really worried.. but i think its funny... hahaha... ops...
Love, Shandy.
11:00 PM
11:00 PM
Monday, September 27, 2004
busy busy busy!!
have been so bloody busy these few days.. busy with the presentations, my attachment, band practice, and of coz going out... hahha... didn't went for band prac last sat... tot of giving it a miss coz went out till very late with mw.. i took up every of his weekends.. coz tats the only time we can meet up... so have to cherish the time with him...
fri i went to catch the movie resident evil with him... erm.. not a really nice show... average on the overall.. then we hang out till very late again... doing nothing juz rotting and talking...
on sat we went shopping... yea!!! he bought mi a bag... a brand of a chicken.. haha... and it cost 59 bucks.... its so ex!!! its juz a small kinda of handbag.. and it cost $59!! but i like it... so he bought it for mi claiming it as a belated birthday gift... heez... :)
sun went to meet him again... went to imm for lunch then went to daiso and buy a few things... a lunch box and 2 packet of jap dried food... he was saying i'm like an auntie... coz i wanna choose a flawless lunchboxwith only $2... haha... in the end the 2 of us open up another lunch box.. took out the separation thing i want and put it into the lunch box design i chose... haha.. i was so afraid keep asking him wat if the pp see... pai seh man... haha... wat if the cashier notice the difference and scream at us?? really embarrased if tat happen... haa... but still i manage to get the lunch box with the separation thing inside safely... :P we went down to jurong point also.. juz to walk walk... he bought ear sticks for his ear... we actually bet to see if his ear hole is still present... we are kinda bo liao doing all the lamest thing...
after jurong point.. i meet tanny... tanny has been very down these 2 days i wonder what happen... he called mi on sat nite around 1 plus midnite saying he wanna chat with mi... something is definitely not right... coz tanny is not one who stay up late at nite.. i was concerned but i was still outside with mw then.. so we didn't manage to talk... then on sun he called mi again... he said he wanted to meet mi... and he sounded really depressed... so i went down to meet him... he waited for mi at my stop we went to the canal and talk talk.. but ultimately he still didn't want to tell mi wat's wrong... he claim tat he juz want mi by his side... but he sounded weird and really upset... mayb i'm being sensitive again... i dunno... juz hope he is doing fine... dun wish to see him feeling down... he is always keeping things to himself.. haiz...
was talking to murni tat day.. suddenly tok about marital status.. she was telling mi she dun even noe wat's her status single or attached... come to think of it... i'm in the same shoes.... haiz..
oh ya... gotta go over to nitha's place later... need her to help mi with my presentation coz i'm nv good at tat... but i'm very tired le... haiz... mayb tml then i go over ba... ok enough of my rubbish...
Pls: i am writing this blog coz debbie asked mi too.. she like auntie like tat keep asking hey shandy why nv update ur blog... ops... when she sees this she is gonna nag at mi again.. hahaha... juz kidding my gal... :P
busy busy busy!!
have been so bloody busy these few days.. busy with the presentations, my attachment, band practice, and of coz going out... hahha... didn't went for band prac last sat... tot of giving it a miss coz went out till very late with mw.. i took up every of his weekends.. coz tats the only time we can meet up... so have to cherish the time with him...
fri i went to catch the movie resident evil with him... erm.. not a really nice show... average on the overall.. then we hang out till very late again... doing nothing juz rotting and talking...
on sat we went shopping... yea!!! he bought mi a bag... a brand of a chicken.. haha... and it cost 59 bucks.... its so ex!!! its juz a small kinda of handbag.. and it cost $59!! but i like it... so he bought it for mi claiming it as a belated birthday gift... heez... :)
sun went to meet him again... went to imm for lunch then went to daiso and buy a few things... a lunch box and 2 packet of jap dried food... he was saying i'm like an auntie... coz i wanna choose a flawless lunchboxwith only $2... haha... in the end the 2 of us open up another lunch box.. took out the separation thing i want and put it into the lunch box design i chose... haha.. i was so afraid keep asking him wat if the pp see... pai seh man... haha... wat if the cashier notice the difference and scream at us?? really embarrased if tat happen... haa... but still i manage to get the lunch box with the separation thing inside safely... :P we went down to jurong point also.. juz to walk walk... he bought ear sticks for his ear... we actually bet to see if his ear hole is still present... we are kinda bo liao doing all the lamest thing...
after jurong point.. i meet tanny... tanny has been very down these 2 days i wonder what happen... he called mi on sat nite around 1 plus midnite saying he wanna chat with mi... something is definitely not right... coz tanny is not one who stay up late at nite.. i was concerned but i was still outside with mw then.. so we didn't manage to talk... then on sun he called mi again... he said he wanted to meet mi... and he sounded really depressed... so i went down to meet him... he waited for mi at my stop we went to the canal and talk talk.. but ultimately he still didn't want to tell mi wat's wrong... he claim tat he juz want mi by his side... but he sounded weird and really upset... mayb i'm being sensitive again... i dunno... juz hope he is doing fine... dun wish to see him feeling down... he is always keeping things to himself.. haiz...
was talking to murni tat day.. suddenly tok about marital status.. she was telling mi she dun even noe wat's her status single or attached... come to think of it... i'm in the same shoes.... haiz..
oh ya... gotta go over to nitha's place later... need her to help mi with my presentation coz i'm nv good at tat... but i'm very tired le... haiz... mayb tml then i go over ba... ok enough of my rubbish...
Pls: i am writing this blog coz debbie asked mi too.. she like auntie like tat keep asking hey shandy why nv update ur blog... ops... when she sees this she is gonna nag at mi again.. hahaha... juz kidding my gal... :P
Love, Shandy.
6:14 PM
6:14 PM
Sunday, September 19, 2004
projects.. presentations.. study... work.. relationships.. life sucks...
its so sickening working at the non-invasive section.. its so bored!!! oh c'mon... when is my attachment going to be over??? but yet no doubt every monday i dread going to work.. but whenever i see my friends i feel so much better... :)
arhz.. all the projects and presentations dueing soon.. and i've not even started on any... i'm so sick of them... so irritated.. arhzz... tired man.. now i'm having backache... and yet i'm trying so hard to concentrate on my presentation.. but actually i'm really tired..
yesterday woke up around 12pm and meet mw for lunch. then went down to liang court and meet junel yizhen and weiling for project. then after the project i meet mw at city hall.. went to catch e movie the terminal. i dun think it was a fantastic movie.. the story line was nothing much.. but little little parts of the stories are humurous and funny.. overal mayb a 3 out of 5 for the movie... erm... the ending was boring... was not as good as i thought... not really worth watching on weekends... after the movie went back to jurong area and weiqiang came to meet us. we ended up playing candles.. haha... 3 adults becoming 3 little kids happily playing with candles...
our hardwork.... nice yeh??
i reached home around 6am in the morning... was really tired... then today woke up at 11 to watch tv... then went to lot 1 to develop the pics using the machines... :) hey its expensive to develop 1 photo for $4..
projects.. presentations.. study... work.. relationships.. life sucks...
its so sickening working at the non-invasive section.. its so bored!!! oh c'mon... when is my attachment going to be over??? but yet no doubt every monday i dread going to work.. but whenever i see my friends i feel so much better... :)
arhz.. all the projects and presentations dueing soon.. and i've not even started on any... i'm so sick of them... so irritated.. arhzz... tired man.. now i'm having backache... and yet i'm trying so hard to concentrate on my presentation.. but actually i'm really tired..
yesterday woke up around 12pm and meet mw for lunch. then went down to liang court and meet junel yizhen and weiling for project. then after the project i meet mw at city hall.. went to catch e movie the terminal. i dun think it was a fantastic movie.. the story line was nothing much.. but little little parts of the stories are humurous and funny.. overal mayb a 3 out of 5 for the movie... erm... the ending was boring... was not as good as i thought... not really worth watching on weekends... after the movie went back to jurong area and weiqiang came to meet us. we ended up playing candles.. haha... 3 adults becoming 3 little kids happily playing with candles...
our hardwork.... nice yeh??
i reached home around 6am in the morning... was really tired... then today woke up at 11 to watch tv... then went to lot 1 to develop the pics using the machines... :) hey its expensive to develop 1 photo for $4..
Love, Shandy.
5:48 PM
5:48 PM
Saturday, September 18, 2004
sp band concert IBM 22
juz reach home... tanny send mi back.. :) sooo damn tired.. haven't had any good rest this week... so tired... yday mi and my sis were clearing up the rooms... we rearranged everything shift the computer, the tables, the shelves, the cupboard.. from bedrooms to bedrooms then unwanted stuffs down to my living room... up and down the stairs.. its so tiring... we even almost like fell off the stairs.. think i lose some weight man... haha... mummy got home saw the both of us so busy.. and we actually made a big mess in the living room.. hahah... we slept around 1 plus.. so tired today woke up at 6.30 by the mingwei's call... but still i drag myself off the bed, in the end went for attachment late again... then after work went down to clementi to meet yaying and weiqiang coz we got sp band concert at 7.30... sob sob i really miss sp band soooo much.... :( everytime i go for their concert i regret leaving the band tat time... shit!!! what makes mi quit band i dun even remember... haiz....
anyway got a belated birthday present from lifen at the concert... its a soft toy... cute... thanks lifen... :)
we met up miss tan, weishan, and a lot of band pp... went down to clementi to eat after the concert... now i'm damn tired... but still come online trying to look for info for tml project meeting session... but the thing is we are doing on spirits and stuffs... those unexplained weird happenings... and i dun dare to look at the web sites.. scared sia.... i think tml morning then i check again.. -_-
sp band concert IBM 22
juz reach home... tanny send mi back.. :) sooo damn tired.. haven't had any good rest this week... so tired... yday mi and my sis were clearing up the rooms... we rearranged everything shift the computer, the tables, the shelves, the cupboard.. from bedrooms to bedrooms then unwanted stuffs down to my living room... up and down the stairs.. its so tiring... we even almost like fell off the stairs.. think i lose some weight man... haha... mummy got home saw the both of us so busy.. and we actually made a big mess in the living room.. hahah... we slept around 1 plus.. so tired today woke up at 6.30 by the mingwei's call... but still i drag myself off the bed, in the end went for attachment late again... then after work went down to clementi to meet yaying and weiqiang coz we got sp band concert at 7.30... sob sob i really miss sp band soooo much.... :( everytime i go for their concert i regret leaving the band tat time... shit!!! what makes mi quit band i dun even remember... haiz....
anyway got a belated birthday present from lifen at the concert... its a soft toy... cute... thanks lifen... :)
we met up miss tan, weishan, and a lot of band pp... went down to clementi to eat after the concert... now i'm damn tired... but still come online trying to look for info for tml project meeting session... but the thing is we are doing on spirits and stuffs... those unexplained weird happenings... and i dun dare to look at the web sites.. scared sia.... i think tml morning then i check again.. -_-
Love, Shandy.
1:38 AM
1:38 AM
Monday, September 13, 2004
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF...
i'm finally 19... hehez... had lots of fun this birthday but some unhappy incidents happened also... lets overview on wat i've done this birthday... Fri went shopping with junel after our last paper... then went to jas house to talk cork then went movie watch the ghost... hehez... on sat went to sentosa with junel, ryan, debbie, alvin, weiling, andrew and uncle tee... it was fun... we had our sun tanning session... the sun was strong... nice one... we swim across to the other shore... hey ist time i swim for so long ok?? but still with a ball to keep mi floating.. haha... funny thing.. weiling bought $10 worth of tibits... in the end we did eat any... we brought a lot of food there.... sandwiches by alvin, salad by debbie, tibits by weiling, fruits cocktail by mi, drinks by junel.... in the end we didn't finish them... in fact we ate very little... coz we are busy playing under the sun... :) thanks alot pp.... thanks for the time for mi thanks for the present i like it a lot...
after sentosa i went down to marina for steamboat... hehez... had a fabulous meal with weishan, wenxiang, miss tan, aihui, jasmine, weiting, yaying, tanny and mingwei... it was a small celebration for mi and tanny... and didn't ecxpect miss tan to treat all of us for steamboat... hehez..... miss her so much... but dunno wat to say when i see her... hehez... i shy ma...
announcement... haha... i had a new twin brother... tanny!!! every year mi and tanny would celebrate our bdae together... as in we buy gifts for each other and stuffs.. coz his is one day b4 mine... so yday while blowing the cake together.. i was joking asking them if we do look like twins... haha... then tots came flooding into my mind... got a twin brother also not bad huh? since i so close with him.... hahaha...
after steamboat we went to superbowl... sit and talk till 12am... aha... its my bdae..... hehez... then we went down to entertainment... do nothing juz rot and talk...
actually i had a big quarrel with uncle tee... when i was at marina... at 12am exactly he called mi... mi tot he wanna wish mi happy birthday... in the end he called... scolded and shouted... mi too... screaming over the phone... i was damn fucked up... it was my birthday!!! and he made mi cry.... i cried and cried....... so angry so pissed off... was feeling a bit sad also... he screwed my birthday mood....
but i was so touched tat actually a lot pp care for mi... i started to receive sms... from them (those who had steamboat with mi)... individually... telling mi not to cry... wenxiang who dote mi alot... even said whenever he sees mi cried his heart breaks... i was so touched... and tanny his sms made mi almost in tears... then come yaying msg.... suddenly realise i was so fortunate... to have all caring friends around mi... aihui the one who lend mi her shoulders when i burst into tears... thanks alot pp... and mingwei... no doubt he dunno how to express himself... i noe he was worried... and in the end at nite when we went home he send mi an email... so touched by his words.. :)
reached home around three tat night... then sunday i went for lunch at marche with mw and went for shopping at orchard... hehez... i knoe he is actually very tired but still he woke up early juz to call mi up and meet mi... he spend a lot of money on mi. i think around $100 over ba.. no doubt he didn't buy mi a present.. coz he bring mi out for shopping on sunday ask mi to choose something i like..... but in the end i didn't buy anything... i understand he dun have time to get mi a present coz he in NS... whenever he booked out he come meet mi le... but all my sat and sun expenses was on him.... he paid for everything... for all the meals all the cab money all the little things i want..... thanks alot.... :)
at nite went for dinner with my family my gan mummy and uncle tee..... a short meal.. but i was extremely full...... i ate alot these 2 days.. oh man... think i'm growing fat like a pig...... haha..
lets see wat i've got this birhtday...
a levis jeans and hp pouch and 2 bottles of sand with seashell of happy birthday from uncle tee
a pierre cardin wallet from junel, ryan. debbie, alvin, yizhen and joachim..
a project shop wallet from jasmine, yaying, weiting, yanting and aihui...
a donkey toy cum photo frame from weiling and andrew...
a steamboat treat from miss tan...
a present from tanny...
a present from xinni...
a $50 hongbao from dad..
a $50 hongbao from gan mummy..
a $50 hongbao from choo aunty...
a marche treat plus cab treat plus all the accessories treat from mingwei
thanks alot pp... i really enjoyed my birthday... u guys filled my life... :)
i shall upload the pics asap when debbie send mi alrite??
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF...
i'm finally 19... hehez... had lots of fun this birthday but some unhappy incidents happened also... lets overview on wat i've done this birthday... Fri went shopping with junel after our last paper... then went to jas house to talk cork then went movie watch the ghost... hehez... on sat went to sentosa with junel, ryan, debbie, alvin, weiling, andrew and uncle tee... it was fun... we had our sun tanning session... the sun was strong... nice one... we swim across to the other shore... hey ist time i swim for so long ok?? but still with a ball to keep mi floating.. haha... funny thing.. weiling bought $10 worth of tibits... in the end we did eat any... we brought a lot of food there.... sandwiches by alvin, salad by debbie, tibits by weiling, fruits cocktail by mi, drinks by junel.... in the end we didn't finish them... in fact we ate very little... coz we are busy playing under the sun... :) thanks alot pp.... thanks for the time for mi thanks for the present i like it a lot...
after sentosa i went down to marina for steamboat... hehez... had a fabulous meal with weishan, wenxiang, miss tan, aihui, jasmine, weiting, yaying, tanny and mingwei... it was a small celebration for mi and tanny... and didn't ecxpect miss tan to treat all of us for steamboat... hehez..... miss her so much... but dunno wat to say when i see her... hehez... i shy ma...
announcement... haha... i had a new twin brother... tanny!!! every year mi and tanny would celebrate our bdae together... as in we buy gifts for each other and stuffs.. coz his is one day b4 mine... so yday while blowing the cake together.. i was joking asking them if we do look like twins... haha... then tots came flooding into my mind... got a twin brother also not bad huh? since i so close with him.... hahaha...
after steamboat we went to superbowl... sit and talk till 12am... aha... its my bdae..... hehez... then we went down to entertainment... do nothing juz rot and talk...
actually i had a big quarrel with uncle tee... when i was at marina... at 12am exactly he called mi... mi tot he wanna wish mi happy birthday... in the end he called... scolded and shouted... mi too... screaming over the phone... i was damn fucked up... it was my birthday!!! and he made mi cry.... i cried and cried....... so angry so pissed off... was feeling a bit sad also... he screwed my birthday mood....
but i was so touched tat actually a lot pp care for mi... i started to receive sms... from them (those who had steamboat with mi)... individually... telling mi not to cry... wenxiang who dote mi alot... even said whenever he sees mi cried his heart breaks... i was so touched... and tanny his sms made mi almost in tears... then come yaying msg.... suddenly realise i was so fortunate... to have all caring friends around mi... aihui the one who lend mi her shoulders when i burst into tears... thanks alot pp... and mingwei... no doubt he dunno how to express himself... i noe he was worried... and in the end at nite when we went home he send mi an email... so touched by his words.. :)
reached home around three tat night... then sunday i went for lunch at marche with mw and went for shopping at orchard... hehez... i knoe he is actually very tired but still he woke up early juz to call mi up and meet mi... he spend a lot of money on mi. i think around $100 over ba.. no doubt he didn't buy mi a present.. coz he bring mi out for shopping on sunday ask mi to choose something i like..... but in the end i didn't buy anything... i understand he dun have time to get mi a present coz he in NS... whenever he booked out he come meet mi le... but all my sat and sun expenses was on him.... he paid for everything... for all the meals all the cab money all the little things i want..... thanks alot.... :)
at nite went for dinner with my family my gan mummy and uncle tee..... a short meal.. but i was extremely full...... i ate alot these 2 days.. oh man... think i'm growing fat like a pig...... haha..
lets see wat i've got this birhtday...
a levis jeans and hp pouch and 2 bottles of sand with seashell of happy birthday from uncle tee
a pierre cardin wallet from junel, ryan. debbie, alvin, yizhen and joachim..
a project shop wallet from jasmine, yaying, weiting, yanting and aihui...
a donkey toy cum photo frame from weiling and andrew...
a steamboat treat from miss tan...
a present from tanny...
a present from xinni...
a $50 hongbao from dad..
a $50 hongbao from gan mummy..
a $50 hongbao from choo aunty...
a marche treat plus cab treat plus all the accessories treat from mingwei
thanks alot pp... i really enjoyed my birthday... u guys filled my life... :)
i shall upload the pics asap when debbie send mi alrite??
Love, Shandy.
1:50 PM
1:50 PM
Monday, September 06, 2004
Busy Saturday.... stressed monday...
juz had another disastrous paper today.. 100% gonna fail for mi... unless some miracle or god really pity mi and give mi a mercy pass... oh damn it man!!! its hard!!! :(
saturday was a busy day for mi... early in the morning i accompany mingwei to ngee ann to take his cert... then went for band together... actually meeting weiqiang and yaying at 11am.. and we made a bet whoever is late shall pay for the movie tickets later. and guess wat?? i didn't made it in time coz both mingwei and mi cannot wake up... haha.... so in the end went to band late... and of coz tat weiqiang was nagging and nagging... -_- like an old man... then after band the 4 of us went for lunch at jurong entertainment.... ate my fav beef horfun in tat small chinese restuarant again... nice nice... after lubch we went down to causeway for movie... we watched Anacondas.... and i was scared terrified anxious panic throughout the show... i think i'm too lousy man.... got shocked dunno how many zillion times... keep hiding beside yaying... haha.... after the movie i went to attend my friend's wedding... :) so long since i see him.... he is getting married... oh man.. he is only 23... but their relatonship is so stable so not surprising... after the wedding i went to my biaoge's chalet with mingwei... its at pasir ris aranda country club... the room is nice man pp... its like a house... quite a big living room, a kitchen and 2 bedrooms... the whole place was air-conditioned.... i didn't eat anything there coz got no appetite then my gastric come again. wat the shit... it was pain... then we went down to get gastric medicine..... saw my uncles and aunties... they introduced mi to more relatives... those faraway relatives making confused.. too many all look the same somemore... wahaha... then one of my uncles sent us back... mi and mingwei went for supper at jurong west... hehez... coz i didn't eat u see.... it was alrready like 2 plus in the morning... then i reach home around 4... went to bed straight slept throught out...
then on sunday went out with my family for dinner... so didn't manage to study till like around 8.30 when i reach home... in the end study study the notes is damn hard... study till 2am in the morning... this morning was bloody tired lo... went for the paper... then went chinatown for breakfast and some shoppings...... heez..... now so sleepy... yawnz....
people i'm really stressed... seem like no time for study but actually i'm juz lazy... like wat yizhen says... yes i think i've given up hopes on getting good grades... no goals no aims... basically a pass is good enough... wat kinda attitude... wat have happen to the past shandy???? gone!!! i think things can never be like last time...... imagine.. i can study at the very last few hours before my paper begins... during class i nv listen always dozing off... i can even go into the examination hall unprepared or incomplete studying... wonder wats happening... poly life is definitely harder than sec sch life..... i really dunnno wat i can do to push myself to motivate myself for better grades.... haiz... :**(
The 2 gondos with gigantic specks
Busy Saturday.... stressed monday...
juz had another disastrous paper today.. 100% gonna fail for mi... unless some miracle or god really pity mi and give mi a mercy pass... oh damn it man!!! its hard!!! :(
saturday was a busy day for mi... early in the morning i accompany mingwei to ngee ann to take his cert... then went for band together... actually meeting weiqiang and yaying at 11am.. and we made a bet whoever is late shall pay for the movie tickets later. and guess wat?? i didn't made it in time coz both mingwei and mi cannot wake up... haha.... so in the end went to band late... and of coz tat weiqiang was nagging and nagging... -_- like an old man... then after band the 4 of us went for lunch at jurong entertainment.... ate my fav beef horfun in tat small chinese restuarant again... nice nice... after lubch we went down to causeway for movie... we watched Anacondas.... and i was scared terrified anxious panic throughout the show... i think i'm too lousy man.... got shocked dunno how many zillion times... keep hiding beside yaying... haha.... after the movie i went to attend my friend's wedding... :) so long since i see him.... he is getting married... oh man.. he is only 23... but their relatonship is so stable so not surprising... after the wedding i went to my biaoge's chalet with mingwei... its at pasir ris aranda country club... the room is nice man pp... its like a house... quite a big living room, a kitchen and 2 bedrooms... the whole place was air-conditioned.... i didn't eat anything there coz got no appetite then my gastric come again. wat the shit... it was pain... then we went down to get gastric medicine..... saw my uncles and aunties... they introduced mi to more relatives... those faraway relatives making confused.. too many all look the same somemore... wahaha... then one of my uncles sent us back... mi and mingwei went for supper at jurong west... hehez... coz i didn't eat u see.... it was alrready like 2 plus in the morning... then i reach home around 4... went to bed straight slept throught out...
then on sunday went out with my family for dinner... so didn't manage to study till like around 8.30 when i reach home... in the end study study the notes is damn hard... study till 2am in the morning... this morning was bloody tired lo... went for the paper... then went chinatown for breakfast and some shoppings...... heez..... now so sleepy... yawnz....
people i'm really stressed... seem like no time for study but actually i'm juz lazy... like wat yizhen says... yes i think i've given up hopes on getting good grades... no goals no aims... basically a pass is good enough... wat kinda attitude... wat have happen to the past shandy???? gone!!! i think things can never be like last time...... imagine.. i can study at the very last few hours before my paper begins... during class i nv listen always dozing off... i can even go into the examination hall unprepared or incomplete studying... wonder wats happening... poly life is definitely harder than sec sch life..... i really dunnno wat i can do to push myself to motivate myself for better grades.... haiz... :**(
The 2 gondos with gigantic specks
Love, Shandy.
2:38 PM
2:38 PM
Friday, September 03, 2004
Meihui's birthday... plus 2 papers down.. 3 more to go... :)
yesterday i took my paper at 2pm.. the paper was a short one... and i did a big stunt... joke of the day man...... wahahah... can u imagine a clumsy fat ass falling off the chair in the mid of doing an exam??? haha... i did... it was funny lo... joachim was sitting beside mi.. he finished the paper early so he stand up and left... then in the end he forgot.. he left his pens on the floor beside mi... and thus this helpful mi wanted to pick up the pens for him while trying to stand up and hand up my papers at the same time. and u noe this LT chair was designed with a "small table" each... over our laps... so the gan jiong mi trying to do everything at the same time... trying to pick up the pens while trying to stand up without turning over the "table over my lap"... in the end i fell off the chair topple to the side with a loud " worr..." -_- and the whole class laughed at mi... including the doctor invigilating us.. he even teased mi saying" hey i know u r trying to copy... but dun try too hard la.." how embarassing can it be man!!! luckily only my classmates present... my class had seen all my embarrassing stunts actions and expressions... so its nothing new to them i guess... wahaha.. before i forget to mention... when i was falling... my GOOD FRIEND TAN YIZHEN turned looked at mi laughed so loudly.... and joachim also mention he laughed coz he heard yizhen's laughter... oh... look at my classmates... all of them lauhg so loudly no one came forward to help mi.. alone.. i pathetically squat down and picked up all my things... wat a class huh!? thanks ah pp.... haha....
after the paper we went down to city hall... had nooch lunch cum dinner with junel, yizhen, meiria, xinying, weiping and our birthday gal meihui... we had a small celebration.... but pp... the service at nooch city link is shit!!! one word.. lousy! can u imagine urself eating with this waitress keep staring at u?? and she served u like u have robbed her entire house! i tink she must well serve by throwing the plates across the table.... mayb its better... haha... i think she wouldn't be satisfied till she sees the plates break... she is weird!! oh my tian... sucks... but still do u think we care?? we juz continue giggling and laughing thruout...
after the meal at city link... i went down to queensway and meet uncle tee. on my way there i had a nice chatting session with meiria... telling her alot of things... hehez... nice toking to her... think she is really a nice gal... :) people guess wat i bought yday?? hehez... i bought a pair of levis jeans (actually a gift from uncle tee for my birthday), a sleeveless shirt (similar to junel's black top with diamonds) 2 pairs of earings and a pair of ear studs, a bracelet... ya think tats all...
anyway later going city hall shopping again with yaying... to buy my friend's weeding gift... and i need to get a new slippers or heels.. see how... later meet her then say.. anyway k enough of my nonsenses... gotta go study le... coz tml whole day not free... morning go back band, afternoon go movie, evening go my friend's wedding, nite going chalet somemore... oh my tian... stressed!!! no time to study....
Meihui's birthday... plus 2 papers down.. 3 more to go... :)
yesterday i took my paper at 2pm.. the paper was a short one... and i did a big stunt... joke of the day man...... wahahah... can u imagine a clumsy fat ass falling off the chair in the mid of doing an exam??? haha... i did... it was funny lo... joachim was sitting beside mi.. he finished the paper early so he stand up and left... then in the end he forgot.. he left his pens on the floor beside mi... and thus this helpful mi wanted to pick up the pens for him while trying to stand up and hand up my papers at the same time. and u noe this LT chair was designed with a "small table" each... over our laps... so the gan jiong mi trying to do everything at the same time... trying to pick up the pens while trying to stand up without turning over the "table over my lap"... in the end i fell off the chair topple to the side with a loud " worr..." -_- and the whole class laughed at mi... including the doctor invigilating us.. he even teased mi saying" hey i know u r trying to copy... but dun try too hard la.." how embarassing can it be man!!! luckily only my classmates present... my class had seen all my embarrassing stunts actions and expressions... so its nothing new to them i guess... wahaha.. before i forget to mention... when i was falling... my GOOD FRIEND TAN YIZHEN turned looked at mi laughed so loudly.... and joachim also mention he laughed coz he heard yizhen's laughter... oh... look at my classmates... all of them lauhg so loudly no one came forward to help mi.. alone.. i pathetically squat down and picked up all my things... wat a class huh!? thanks ah pp.... haha....
after the paper we went down to city hall... had nooch lunch cum dinner with junel, yizhen, meiria, xinying, weiping and our birthday gal meihui... we had a small celebration.... but pp... the service at nooch city link is shit!!! one word.. lousy! can u imagine urself eating with this waitress keep staring at u?? and she served u like u have robbed her entire house! i tink she must well serve by throwing the plates across the table.... mayb its better... haha... i think she wouldn't be satisfied till she sees the plates break... she is weird!! oh my tian... sucks... but still do u think we care?? we juz continue giggling and laughing thruout...
after the meal at city link... i went down to queensway and meet uncle tee. on my way there i had a nice chatting session with meiria... telling her alot of things... hehez... nice toking to her... think she is really a nice gal... :) people guess wat i bought yday?? hehez... i bought a pair of levis jeans (actually a gift from uncle tee for my birthday), a sleeveless shirt (similar to junel's black top with diamonds) 2 pairs of earings and a pair of ear studs, a bracelet... ya think tats all...
anyway later going city hall shopping again with yaying... to buy my friend's weeding gift... and i need to get a new slippers or heels.. see how... later meet her then say.. anyway k enough of my nonsenses... gotta go study le... coz tml whole day not free... morning go back band, afternoon go movie, evening go my friend's wedding, nite going chalet somemore... oh my tian... stressed!!! no time to study....
Love, Shandy.
11:38 AM
11:38 AM