Friday, July 30, 2004
string ensemble + band music night
Yesterday nite went for concert at sp convention hall.... we took some pics..

 
this pic of yizhen very nice very pretty rite?? hehez... i like it man... but p/s: not cause of the person is cause of mi the photographer... muhaha


the nerdy mi... and lets welcome our new teacher miss debbie... hahaha...


back in school at FC 3... hehez.. we are waiting for the concert to start... and look at tat expensive guava uncle tee bought for mi... haiz.. anyway... ~really touched by everything uncle tee did for mi :)~
 


look at our pretty junel. nel: "hey gal. u look gorgeous tonight. :)"

haiz actually very fan... arhz... wat should i do??? to go or not?? wat should i do!!!!! god... can u juz make a decision for mi???? haiz.. dunno wat to write also.. dun feel like writing anymore... sickening!!!

 




Love, Shandy.
10:08 PM


Wednesday, July 28, 2004
Gastric pain
oh my god.. could anyone believe it? i slept from 6pm yday till today 11plus in the morning... muhahaha... yday suddenly having a serious abdominal pain... so pain tat i couldn't take it.... i was like crouching all the way cannot even stand straight when walking..... i showed them where the pain exactly come from... and they told mi it must be gastric pain.... and of coz my friends were laughing at mi... saying.. "hey are u sure u got gastric pain? u eat well slp well...." mingwei even worst he said, "mayb u eat too much le till gastric pain" wahaha wat rubbish man... seriously i also doubt myself.. but it was real pain..... i was at the cath lab... where operations going on..... everyone is busy but i'm sitting by the side groaning in pain.... the technicians were very good... they all were like bringing medicine for mi, ask mi to drink some hot water.... one of the tech even ask one of the doctor there to have a look on mi. the doctor is only a registar... haha..... he is cute.... he looked shy when they asked him to examine mi... he dun even dare to touch mi lo... i mean to check wats wrong with my stomach he needs to press on to my abdominal.. but he was so shy... cute leh him... he said, "erm.. i think i better not touch u okie?" he even speaked very softly and asked mi :"are u having menstrual?" to mi this kind of thing is nothing to be embarrassed about lo... and the next thing he started to whisper to mi.... "are u pregnant?" hahaha... oh my god..... he looks cute when he became so shy...... then he gave mi a prescription and i went to get my medicine from the pharmacy and i went home for a good sleep.. its good working at hospital isn't it? u get free doctor's consultation.... feeling muchhhh better lo today... in fact no pain at all...
 
and juz went to meet mw for lunch.... he was telling mi about the pulau ubin trip... yea!!! actually i going with my classmates they all to pulau ubin next sat.... but this sat mw and gang we all going to camp overnight at pulau ubin this sat... wow... i'm quite excited actually..... hehez... 2 ubin trips at a go..... haha......



Love, Shandy.
1:11 PM


Monday, July 26, 2004
Photos are out!!
hey pp... the pictures are out... scroll down to see... yea.... many pics taken again... hehez... anyway today my ist day back to the cath lab.. cath lab.. a stressful working envirnoment where operations are carried out... erm... quite tired today... anyway today having muscle cramp at my tummy... haha... all liting mw and wq fault... yday we were playing cards below ting's place then whoever lose must do push ups... but luckily got once i kena a lot of push ups.. then mw and wq help mi do... hehez... they know i cannot make it one... this stupid tummy ache makes mi cannot laugh... coz it hurts whenever i laugh and u pp know mi... i always laugh... telling mi to control my laughter is terrible and unbearable.....

to yizhen: hey thanks for ur comments or rather advice.. wat else can i do? i dunno... actually yday i told mw bout he changed things... i was so scared tat he might be angry or wat... but the understanding him actually thank mi for telling him. and this silly man actually got bothered by my words till 9 am in the morning then sleep... coz he ask mi y i say so and i didn't reply... felt guilty... however its good to see his response... it means watever i think he cares... at least good friends are suppose to be like this ba... anyway it really took mi a lot of courage to tell him okie? coz i scared some words may spoil friendship... but really glad he is such a nnice man.. at least not so stubborn... hehez... so yizhen all i can do now is like wat u say... not to think so much...


Love, Shandy.
8:16 PM


Sunday, July 25, 2004
Life is always changing??
life is always changing every day every seconds... its good the bad things or the bad ones change for the better.. but isn't it quite sad if friendship change? i dunno wat i wanna say... yday i met mw liting and weiqiang for a mid night show and after tat we hang ard the void deck playin cards... we drink we play guessing games... and i felt so different... its like i feel they all changed... they become too ah bengs and ah lians for mi. they drink, they smoked, they scold vulgarites, cheer and shout in the cinema... oh my god... mayb i used to be like this also in the past... but tat was our younger days... we are all 20 yrs old le... c'mon lo... i dun wanna feel outcast from them.. i wanna be one of them... but it looks like i feel uncomfortable.... going out with yizhen debbie junel they all makes mi more easy and comfortable... i enjoy their company... really have lotsa laughter and fun going crazy with them... but now with ting they all its a bit diff... i told uncle tee... and he was telling mi mayb i'm the one who changed? i become a more matured gal? wahaha... how can it be? i'm always the dumbest little dependent gal in their group... mw even used to say i'm the princess of the group coz they felt i'm the blur'est' the silliest in the group... haiz... u guys noe mi... i'm not any mature gals... they are my best friends.. known each other for like 7 yrs le... had been always very close... suddenlt feel diff... i felt sad and kinda erm... i dunno how to say also.....

and esp mingwei.... i think he changed alot... he become more like jianhao (someone who is more ah beng, more blunt in words, more daring, more striaght forward).. last time de mingwei is more conscious of his outlook... of his impression for others.. he dislike pp who shout and scream or make a lot of noise in public.. he dislikes pp who scold vulgarites loudly in public. to mi he is a well mannered man, polite and definitely someone who carries himself well... not saying i detest his behaviour now la... but kinda different.... and i feel weird... i actually sms him yday telling him.. i was so afraid he might ignore my msg.. coz who am i to tell him off rite? but nevertheless he did not la... i juz sms him say "hey i think you changed" and then when he replied asking why do i say so... i dunno how to reply... coz i scared he might get irritated or upset ocver my words.... i mean who would like to hear things like "hey u r getting more like an ah beng, so impolite and shouting in public..." who would like to hear tat rite? haiz.. then i pretend to be asleep so nv reply.. then today he ask mi again... why i nv reply... oh gosh... wat do u think i should tell him? how do u think i should tell him?




Love, Shandy.
6:09 PM


Saturday, July 24, 2004
A great night!!
haven't been so happy le... really enjoyed myself yday friday night. hehez... it was a meaningful nite too... after attachment we the girls (yizhen, debbie, meiria, weiping, meihui and our bdae girl xinying and of coz mi la..) we went to suntec.. for fish and co... nicey nicey... then we went to the suntec fountain... and we met our seniors... the heart centre technicians... and there are these free songs+message dedications... and of coz we did a lot of dedications for xinying the birthday gal, and for all of us, and for our seniors... hehez... all was so meaningful with the song we dedicated "graduation from vitamin c"... we all got a bit emotional upon hearing the song... like as if we are really graduating.. we still have 1 more yr but seriously i cannot bear to leave the studying life...

xinying must be really touched by all our programs for her. we didn't really planned but it turned out to be a really nice one. we boughta  cake for her and celebrated at the hospital. and again at fish and co where all the staffs sang together for her. she was blushing.. hehez.. and at the fountain they played a birthday song for her again... had lots of pics taken and had lots of fun.. at the fountain everything was good and memorable... the songs, the fountain, the atmosphere.. i really enjoyed myself.

then after tat mi and debbie went to esplanade to meet rowena.. tat girl juz came back from perth... but leaving today le. she is again as crazy as bubbly like last time... hehez... and we met zhuozhen... and tat rowena was disturbing zhuozhen... keke... both was sooo cute.. we had a drink at esplanade... sat and tok for like 5 hrs... ha... looks like really lots to catch up huh?! hehez... rowena told mi a shocking news... oh my god... i won't comment much here.... anyway juz to say... life is so unpredictable..

the 3 of us took a lot of pics again... yea... shall put up the pics only tonight... okie?
today had a bad flu.... and i was so lazy... i'm bored at hm but juz dun feel like going out.. haha... sorry debbie actually promise to go down with alvin to find u.... but i'm juz too tired... sorry k? and uncle tee also... actually wanna meet him for dinner @ pastamania... but again i very lazy... and mingwei also he ask mi go his workplace look for him... i initially say okie... but simply feel like lazing at hm... then back out... haha..... sorry pp...... so ended up today slept at hm the whole day...


the beautiful suntec fountain view


we (7 jiemei) together with the seniors...


mi, biling, yizhen... last day at echo section... (mi and zhen with our echo machine)


xinying the bdae gal, joachim busily eating the curry chicken


the handsome chap at my attachment place.. (they even say he look like toro), mi with my echo machine...




xinying blushing @ fish and co.. hehez...


debbie, mi and rowena...


look at the last pic.. debbie looks like she is at some snowing country.. muhahaha




Love, Shandy.
5:58 PM


Wednesday, July 21, 2004
end of story?? or beginning of story??
we broke off.... believe it or not? i got so irritated by his actions and everything... he also soooo sooo bad mood today... he even say it is the lowest point of his life today... in the end we tok all things out.. and decided for a breakup.. initially i tol him to gimme a month... to think thru all the things.... i noe i'm selfish.... i knoe.... but i'm really confused..... and uncle tee says: "think we don give each other a timing, i think after we break up we will still go out all tt if we start to get close all tt then get together if we start to drift apart then so be it..."

good for both i think... finally come out with a decision.... pp dun worry i will be fine.... mayb its really time to think of everything...... and dun ask mi anything in school alrite? u know i tend to bottle up my feelings when i dun wish to tok bout it... and again i will put up a smiling face in front of everyone..... i will really be fine...... everything gonna be the same.....

we juz broke off and we are now playing games on msn... funny rite? mayb i dun really feel lost and helpless coz i noe he is still by my side... wat a selfish thought... anyway he juz tol mi "let nature takes its course...... it might be back to last time... he is gonna woo mi again from beginning... since i'm getting bored...." so is it actually the end of us or the beginning of us?? hehez... quite excited bout it actually... if it is the beginning of us again........ isn't it good to go back to the times where we sparkled off?? haha..... but if we really aren't meant to be together also good then can use this time to figure out wat we want....





Love, Shandy.
10:03 PM


Monday, July 19, 2004
Stressed!!
tml i'm having my echo test.. i'm so stressed!! too stressed so must come online relieve stress...  arhz... help mi!!! its actually only a pass or fail grade but i'm very scared i dunno why. perhaps it is all my hard work these 2 months plus ba... i mean this 2 and a 1/2 months of attachment we are gonna be tested tml... hopefully i can pass... god bless mi!!
 
and ya telling stories again bout yday... yday went to botanical garden for the the gold band fiesta... i enjoyed it! actually planned to study on weekends but in the end haiz... u guys know la... i went out on both sat and sun... muhahaha.... the band fiesta hehez... long time nv hear band music le... kinda miss it... when i was there i suddenly miss my sec sch life a lot.. esp my band times.. its the happiest moments of my life... without band, without music i won't be wat i'm now... to think back... we were the ones used to be playing on stage at botanical gardens... hehez... in band i really had lotsa fun... we were so united then... now suddenly felt so old.... life becum so hectic.. where at wrk u met all kind of pp.. not like in sec schools, we were so innocent dun even have to fear for anything juz play play play... all i do i enjoy myself...... love band man....... really miss it alot.... yday went to botanical garden with mingwei and tanny... long time nv meet tanny le... nevertheless once meet up we still have lots to tell each other.. then mi and mw went to orchard to find aihui... she knocked off at 8 ma... then went to eat pastamania again... i had pastamania on sat also... haha... and we ordered alot... and guess wat... in the end mi mw and aihui we play scissors paper stones to eat the remaining garlic breads... it was like a torture man... but luckily i only had to eat one... mw... finish almost like 5 of the garlic breads..... wahaha... and a joke to share... tat stupid aihui at the counter... when we are ordering.. she was looking at the menu.. then suddenly she say... hey ice mountain.... long time nv drink ice mountain... wat does it taste like huh? i forget le leh... in a moment i was also blur like her... then suddenly i tot a while.... ice mountain??? isn't it juz a mineral water? haha... aihui mistaken it as mountain dew. the staff there must be thinking we are from china mainland man.... stupid aihui....... kekeke.... 
 
yea yea enough of bullshitting... gotta get back to bed... must slp early (it isn't early anyway) and prepare for tml's test.... wish mi luck pp...... oh my tian... stress ah...



Love, Shandy.
11:52 PM


Saturday, July 17, 2004
friday nitez..
today friday.. suppose to laze at hm.. and of coz preparing for my upcoming tests... haiz.. my echo test.. rather hard i think. hopefully i can pass... today got scolded by our so called in-charge at the hospital... we guys are really getting out of hand.. we are on leave as and when we like. pp.. coming late.. or even skipping the morning sessions juz cum for the noon lecture without reporting!! are we really getting overboard?? taking the lenient system for granted?? but we are unpaid.. and we did help out a lot at the hospital... like taking readings for them, preparing the patient.. running errands for the technicians.. i mean we do have our use isn't it? the words and complains of us made us think tat we are simply useless!! pushing all the blame to the students... even like not clearing the rooms after using, messing up the bed, throwing litters around?? i mean its rather ridiculous... coz we are not all at fault i think.. and initially when we the 20 of us are not having  attachment with them... they do all the cleaning isn't it?? haiz... are we really free labour?? but on the other hand i think we are at fault also... we leave anytime we want as early as after lunch like 2pm.. its bad huh!! but when the whole class is leaving u wont want to become the only one staying.. and moreover at times when u are in a big group u tend to become bolder.. haaz.. and the thing is we are unpaid... how do u expect us to have commitment?? haiz... nevertheless i still think tat i'm having lotsa fun the past few months of attachment... mayb its really time we need to settle down for serious work...
 
after a long tiring friday at the hospital i headed straight home for a good sleep... and actually i was meeting liting mingwei aihui... mingwei was suppose to come and fetch mi at 8pm under my block... he is driving... and i was in a coma... didn't even hear my alarm went off... when mw called mi it was already 8.15pm... wahaha... and i juz woke up... felt bad to make him wait for mi like for an hour... hehez.. then in his car... tat stupid mw know i scared drive so fast... especially near my place (if u guys know the big slope near the science centre).. he accelerated so fast... b4 the slope i'm already closing my eyes... he saw my expression and was laughing but he did not slow down or anything... wa lao... so scary.... my heart was like dropping to the ground.... shit him.. driving so fast coz we are late... liting is waiting for us... as usual i put my seat belt tightly... juz in case... hahaha... met up with them for dinner at bukit timah.. then went for billard session at jurong entertainment again.... haaz.. tats my "second home" ever since i'm in secondary school...
 
one thing i really appreciate uncle tee for being so understanding.. allowing mi to hang out with them till so late.... even my mum was asking "kelvin wont scold u going out late in the night with them meh?" but to mi... actually the more u scold or forbid mi from going out with them the more i insist of going... like for this.. uncle tee never say anything only merely asking mi to take care... this makes me feel even bad... haiz... but still again liting and gang are my best and closest friends... i cannot neglect them.. and most importantly i enjoys being with them.. hehez...
 
wow... juz then realise i'm so long winded... such a long blog wor...



Love, Shandy.
1:16 AM


The Cartoon Character Test!!
I'm a TWEETY!!!
 

 
You are cute, and everyone loves you.You are a best friend that no one takes the chance of losing. You never hurt feelings and seldom have your own feelings hurt. Life is a breeze. You are witty, and calm most of the time. Just keep clear of backstabbers, and you are worry free.
 
the cartoon character test







Love, Shandy.
1:05 AM


Wednesday, July 14, 2004
Pizza Hut Lunchie!!!
we had a fantastic lunch date with our class tutor today... all on her... how nice of her huh!? yea... we cardaic class had a great tutor... the whole class was present for the pizza meal... had lots of fun and pics taken... hehez.... lets not tok too much... see the pics... i know its alot... actually still got more... hehez... the cardaic class all crazy photo lovers... hehez...

yummy... the food is nicezzzzz~~


the couples.... hehez...


hey pp... dun kiasu leh....


the guys... oh miracle!!!! finally our khoo kiong is eating... am i stupid??



wat is yizhen trying to do???? oh my tian!!



yea!!! the class......


Love, Shandy.
9:59 PM


Back in School...


i know its a bit slow pp... but juz manage to browse thru dimas zorpia to view the pics... we were finally back in scholl after 2 months of attachment last wed... and can u imagine the whole cardiac class was simply excited looking forward for school reopen... wahaha... coz its not easy for us to be in school since we are busy with our attachment... but on our schedule we actually dun have to work on weds and have lectures in SP... erm... ist day back in SP... we had a on the spot presentation.... yea... lets look at our presentation... and nevertheless all of us tok bout our funny and fruitful attachment experience in Heart Centre... a lot of jokes and fun times we had there....

look at our actions... and faces... the presentation actually become a jokes sharing sessions... toking bout attachment stuffs so many funny incidents...

look at our expressive Dimas!!! heez... and a birdie Rafidah??




and lastly our class pics..... sad to say we actually made the teacher the photographer instead... haiz...








Love, Shandy.
4:35 PM


+*"~ About me ~"*+
Name: Shandy Yap Shiwei
Emailadd: shandy_flute@yahoo.com OR
shandy_wei@hotmail.com

Location: Singapore
First Cry: 12 September 1985
Horoscope: Virgo
Lurfee:
* My Emperor Sim
* My family
* My besties liting, aihui+jeff choo, yanting+sumo, jasmine+jeremy, and the guys
* good friend tanny
* cardiac angels yizhen, junel, weiling, debbie, meiria, meihui, xinying, weiping.
* sweetheart batchgirls venie, donna, lindy, jenn
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* To be happy~ =)
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* taiwan - taipei
* turkey - istanbul
* United kingdom - london
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Jie
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