unfair world indeed.
dad just pass me the paper that he actually cut out for me to take a look.
the accident involving mer and fei.
its damn motherfucking unfair i swear.
how can anyone be free (not jailed) for killing someone.
and its not just 1 it's freaking 2 lives!
and fark those crap about living guilty at home.
den mer and fei's parents live in sorrow their life lah.
crap man.
he's pic in on the papers. hopefully i see him somewhere, and freaking make him feel WHAT GUILT IS.


kayykayyy.hatred and all should be left out =))
anyway, good news! sore throat, losing the voice, on and off fever, and bad tummy ache seems to be going away =)) no longer sick

and i was blogging half way yesterday at work but i just didnt post.
well, i 'm just felt really sorry about forgetting our every year visit to zouk with you girls.
but i was really sick. =((

x'mas dindin at sammie's!

double o for x'mas countdown!

house party in a short while.

but i'm damn restless.
hate the laziness, hate the cough, hate the funny body temperature.

anyway, happy xmas!

had mega blast xmas eve yesterday!

hope everyone enjoyed theirs!

and all the texts! mega thanks as well. just couldnt reply.

i never felt that unwilling or unhappy servicing customer.
maybe its xmas eve and i have to work =((( even better! my whole office all end work at 3pm while the helpdesk people (me -_-") work till 6pm.
at least there's chocolate.

anyway, i have been dreaming about my i780.
someone is selling me for 300++ and i'm so grabing it.
and i shall make that my xmas present.


this year xmas sucks to the max, no family dinner for the first time.
just purely celebrating with my friends.
hopefully house party over at prissy will be a success.


well,
had xmas din din at sammies's yesterday.
hadn't seen her in ages.
her xmas din din was still as good as ever.
went over to vila bali, a place i always wanted to go.
wasnt as nice as i though it would be.
but at least we had damn fun car fight.
which i think we should stop doing it.
firstly, we are damn OLD!. all 20 please.
secondly, we all have licences now! please becareful of those licences!
thridly, its damn dangerous! we could kill some motobike easily!
forthly, i came up with this idea, and im the stupid retarded one! why follow me!.



all i want for christmas is a prada wallet, a new i780, a new bag.
ha. DREAM ON.
seriously work is boring.
6 more hours to go!.

many many pictures!! just wait.


sometimes i wonder what i was thinking. why i made such decision. sometimes i feel vanishing out of this place would be a much better idea. cause there won't be regrets.

19/12
it craps me up to know my friend (fat noodle) could actually call me all the way from indo just to cry to me.
she never fails to do that uh?.
and just look at her blog, thinking she won't be able to cry to me when she's feeling down. WRONG!


work sucks.
2 days withoout sleep and having to pull yourself up for work sucks like shit.
i need a big rest but why does my heart feel so un ease?
like how i can't sleep and waste my day away.


best news of today.
i just had this craving for ba kua. and yes!
i had ba kua.


20/12
didn't post it out. was busy yesterday.
today i just realise how i hate coming across names.
well, i'm doing customer service shit! and i come across names.
like alot of names. and why did i even stumble over that name?
kay, that sounded weird.
i hate names!


xmas is coming, and there isnt anything happening coming up.
all i really want is a house party. those cool shit ass party.
but venue is always an issue. sucks balls.
and i havent even plan anything! like even exchanging gifts with who and who.
nah no one =(( gosh. its really a low xmas.
cause im OLD LAH! MUST BE MY STUPID AGE. NO ONE WANNA EXCHANGE GIFT WITH ME.
anyone got plans please tell me. i know maine wants drinking! but i bet it would be flooded with people lah.

and and. my 'new phone' is giving way =(((( its seriously new ok!. WTH
now tell me how not to have thoughts about buying new sexy phone.
buy lousy phone, its spoils easily even if it doesnt it just won't allow some(choosen) sms to be sent/receive not forgetting calls as well.

kay lah. seriously i buy house phone bring out la.
i want i780 to the max, yuqi said last time she asked me if i wanna get it cause she can get dicount for like 300++/400 and i told her "hiya i don't like this kinda phone."
ha. kay dumb ass.

photos soon.

braces suddenly meant much.
it's my monthly calander.
memories with different colour.

catch twilight if you hadn't.
your balls will drop after the movie!
i seriously need a vampire bffffff.

i got damn hook to the movie and bought the continuation book of twilight
BEST.

look whose back!
KYQ!!! she still the understanding, nice one.
whatever it is, i'm definitely going to enjoy those days with her. utilise it!
i got my havaianas all the way from aussie, american apperal and krispy kreme as well.
total yahness!

actually i don't really like her back here. cause she's the only one who can make spend 660 just like that! i know i would!. and its only the first day please.

PRADA..........

winebar on friday!

maineyyy

and and,i got bitten by some ass shit when i was with emily! i swear it was some dirty bug, it makes me itch like mad and leaves me with damn ugly marks! its red and huge! and im too busy to visit the doctor!

gtg vivooo

i decided to blog though i don't really want to.

cause there's no feel, i'm tired and i'm on the phone.

whatever.

i hate work. i feel ungreatful at times.

customers really sucks to the max lah.

kay. i'm on the phone, can't type!

PHOTOS!

zouk, 7th!

my drunk brother!

BEN & JERRY'S

my brother again!

just photos,more to go.

i'm at work now.
and great, hanxiang's customer is out withdrawing money =))))))
and we're using his modem.
finally internet access.


have anyone ever, just randomly a day when yuo stuck your head out of the car looking at the on-going crowd and something just struck your head like"i can't imagine my ex-bf holding another girls hand" well, at least it did for me. and till now i don't really get why i have such thoughts i mean....its been a very long while. is it because it was my longest?

bye peeps customer's back

awesome getaway with nice bed, tv, everything we need and was enjoying it till we got chased out at 6am!met a aunty cab drive which allows smoking in her air-coned taxi. cool shit

puke and shitted like mad! i think i can be a regular food poisoner, eh wait that sounds wrong i don't poison food, they poison me!

at prissyyyy's

can't believe i'm already doing my IPP

a glance and FYP was over?

i miss sleeping late, going school at my own timing

sleeping in class right after lunch.

slacking, wrestling anytime i like.

kayy, i shouldn't be complaining!

my IPP requires me to attend to customers with a modem problem.

and its really nothing to do! and pretty easy to handle?

haven't really met those damn fuck up ones.

bad news! i'm going to have to pick up phone calls soon?

they say its really nasty!!

oh i haven't mention! i have to do OT uh!

THE TIMING DAMN SHOIK MAN. SHOIK UNTIL NO LIFE!

9am-9pm!

not forgetting i need someone to blade urban with me! cause after i tried today i don't think i will ever do it alone! i shivered after a long slope and pack my blades into my backpack and took a bus, damn smart =))

frriiiiidaayyyy ECPPPP!!!!
thurs fri and sat!! SKIPPING WORK FOR BEN AND JERRY'S EVENT!

photos! PRIS EDITED IT AND ITS DAMN UGLY I TELL YOU! I LOOK LIKE A TOY!

this is original colour,wait till you see the fake one!

EDITED!!!

this is worse! snow white man!

FYPPPP!!!!!!

people i meet everyday for lunch and every other thing!

my seat! my partner is always not there!

my favourite=))

project mates!

mafia! NADIA! random days!

lastly, thanks to that very special one who kinda gave me a surprise earlier on? its ringing in my head still

night.