HORRIBLE XMAS is OVER!. and soon NEW YEAR!! wheee heee.

let me track back to the eve of christmas!

was in town in the day for some last min shoppign with yuqi, jarryd and willy. which sucked cause discounts were EVERYWHERE!! and that leds to.............temptation!!
in the night, dinner with cal. YES cal and his " DINNER" okay. at least he is sweet enough(wont elaborate). we counted down in the car on the express wayy while heading to meet his friend. -_-" what a way to countdown. not forgetting, we got lost almost half of the day! omgomg.

arrived at red dot club? i have no idea where we were actually, all i could remmeber was. half of the population were drunk, 3/4 young kids, pukes everywhere, VERY VERY bad sound system. we had our fair share of drinks and home we were. so eve wasnt bad at all.

bad one was........XMAS DAY! omg forget bout it. ask cal!!! i hated him that day. he knows it too!!( that i hate-ed him)

zouk on wed was OMFG! crowd was amazingly ALOT! to the extend that phuture was close, yadah yadahhh....though mich got me a chop. i still left zouk for boon kong kee after 3 hours of standing outside. shit happen after we left boon kong kee.

we spend the whole night settling it, mainey i hope you're fine =))

yest was supposely my project day, once and for all complete it. but, hiya its just a mess! NOT DONE! cal came and got me, he was being really nice to accompany me and maineyy for the whole day =))

NLB with nor during exam period!!

nor you look pretty here =))

i got tired taking photos, study!!

WED! FAILURE ZOUK NIGHT

boon tong kee

my cookies to nornor!!

ROYCE shopping. 1 box down! 3 more to go! HAHA

XMAS DINNER AT SAMMIE'S

none of us expected to be a family dinner. BUT sweet.the dinner was GREAT. awesome!! VERY. okok. its just the best dinner ive ever had. with nice choco mandou ( sammie's dad keep correcting me!, not mandou!!!!)ha, everyone's fav. turkey, HUGE ham leg, smoked salmon, salad, and cakes...no log cake though =(( i wan LOGCAKE FOR XMAS!!!.

later we head to dempsy for "house" which was already CLOSE by the time we got there. cine's gloria jean was the best choice for UNO ATTACK!. and stealing some colorful rice topping. those who have my cookies see the red and green topping! i STOLE it from gloria jean. HAHA. okay proud.

mustafa was next!. but before that we had an terrible car fight!! so well, yeah i came out with the nasty tissue plus water plan but i never knew it lasted for so long lahh!!! -_-" christy evn came out of the car just to throw that at us, can you imagine how many cars looking at us at the traffic light? MANY. i wont say the pai seh thing i did. but well..... welcome home christyyy!!

home with nornor to make cookies that lasted till 8 in the morning, having minium amount of sleep yesterday

had bar kut teh!!. just because i watch the 9pm show and they were showing bar kut teh... so yeah cal cal did the job by bringing me to balastier and home!! =)) no midnight shopping a little communication breakdown.

look at the HAM LEG!!

thats's everyone fave! and the mandou!

everyone =))

limited amount of photos. i repeat once again..... NO CAMERA!!

i was in town yesterday thinking. once and for all buy those i NEED to buy xmas present and no more worries. royce was my first choice, no wait, my only choice. but thanks to cal, he was warning my about it getting melted and all. and what now?. my friend tell me.... "no lah they will put ice pack inside so wont melt." AHHH GREAT. so i have to go down town with 100000000000 people again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.with royce selling minimum stuff. will anyone buy for me? liek seriously. just buy me one box, i will be happpy =))
seriously fei fei wanton mee can get a little addictive, though cal just brought me to eat yesterday. or is it just bad craving, no no... more like im hungry.

i wanna have a lip piercing now. i always wanted more den just a tongue piercing. but everything is stopping me. cal lah!!! he doesnt wanna pierce his lips for me to fantasize. as usual....... "KIDS"

i wanna find a bf who is rich, handsome, always looking out/after me. that will do =)) okay im dreaming, nor should know whyy =))

xmas xmas.......................party at sammie's place at 7!

awwww. ulcers sucks. what suck even more is knowing what you've having in life now is not what you want. and worse knowing you're not worth the person. damn eh.

sometimes i feel lonely and out of place. but i know there's someone outthere, who will follow me when im lonely.

& i know now that i shouldnt be wasting my time. not anymore. =))

eugene bday yesterday. pretty funny how i completely forgot to get him a present when the whole day while i was out with the girls i kept saying " i got party to go later". and i went there to give him a present i found under a decorated xmas tree, ok its empty inside.

hyatt brunch for nadia's 23th! i pratically stuff every single thing i could down my throat. but this time i wasnt oh-so-high at 3pm. just a little. everytime im out with them i ought to learn something new about life, & without fail, it usually hit me with a big blow.

wednesday zouk zouk zouk.....but i think it would be pretty crowded. ZOUK. maine wanna ccome? =D i miss the times. how nothing matters.

once again i wanna show you all how cute my cousin is.

my blog needs more photo.


so i went around looking for photos and i came across these fews pics from my uncle's friendster.






just look how cute my cousins were.

i manage to find this damn antique photo. just look at my bro!! 80s hairstyle
but my cousins!!!!...they are damn adorable (last time). and me? hmmmm. dont imagine.

now?!!. all of them growing damn fat lah.

NADIA.....happpy birthday=))

lastly. my bff =))boyfriendforever? no. i mean bf .

christmas christmas christmas................i hope christmas will be with bf, a happy/nice outting.

last day of school, next would be christmas which i didnt realise it is just a few days away. OMG. and no christmas presents bought yet=(

anyways,

yesterday my grandfather was admitted to the hospital and of course i went. he looks good this time round, cause usually he is like.....weak and all. but well...he's operation is today, i haven heard anything from my uncle yet. he only said that the operation is longer den it was suppose to be. hope he's fine.

OHHH..and yesterday while we all were having dinner, zoukout suddenly became a topic. all my family memebers were talkign about how drunk my brother was, whyy i didnt go, and how my uncle always manage to bump into my brotehr and me at clubs, and how the newspaper state that the beach at zoukout became a sex place. DENNN... my aunty started pulling my ears WHICH WAS "?!?!??!?!" and said "you better not go this kinda plce". and i was like " i didnt evn go". the whole main point was zoukout is over and i dint even go, whats the point of pulling my ears. damn shity please. lastly she came online telling me how she doesnt want me to disappoint her. -_-"""""" sure. i wont, just lock me at home, or just turn me into some geeky thing. i dont know what she meant lah.

im ending it here. im a little too tired.

PHOTOS..............finally =))

the 4 hours break on monday to ikea

thats where i got my BEAR =)))))))))

doesnt she look sooooo HAPPPY =)) HAHA.

i like this pic, not that leslie look cute and handsome or what. but seeing myself trying my best to get into the tent makes me laugh.....

EI,MIT,EI,MIT STUDENT

trying to be DESIGN student. CMI


ZOUK

at last, i wasnt the one getting tipsy last night, instead the boys did. PUKING everywhere..... WHOOOOOOOO. i still dont get whyy ive got to drink so much even when its not my birthday.

not bad night yesterday though many nearly wanna kill my friends. first nor, den derrick. =)) i was the one just dancing away. hack if they wanna kill me or anything, cause i dont think ive offended any =))

lovely cal.

met him at 3am.
we had a conversation about gifts.
me:you tell me lah, what you bought for me!
cal: *thinking real hard
me: ok, perfume.
cal: * giving those look liek see there's things i bought
me: but that one steal one right?
cal totally had the face change like WTFFF..
cal:i use my money and you say i steal.....

HAHA.i love the conversation. im not mushy, fyi

so i finally got myself a wallet. FINALLLYY!! and i think i dont really like it already. URGH.. mayb its cause jarryd told me like "whyy you dont wait for me. 25% discount" OH SHUT UP!

to a lovely friend, maine:
i know you around this time of the year, last year. we didnt need much time to actually click, we got along pretty well, infact VERY WELL. we did what all girls do with their gfs. and talked everything under the sun. i still rmemener the time when you actually FORCED/MAKE me call up cal to ask him wahts going on with the relationship between me and him. im very greatful of you. cause cal and i are pretty much very fine. as for you,you found a new guy =)) greatful for you. i used to think how everyone has its own character. i didnt blame him for being so unreasonable over and over again. but when you cried over and over again, it got me worried, upsat, probably anger too. AH well, all i wanted to actually say was.... i miss you, i bet nor do too. and i really hate him for being so unreasonable. esp taking up the time you could actually spend with us. i feel distances from you. cuase you meant alot. =))

sometimes i think ive gone too far, but to me, thats cause i was never controlled. i was allowed to go miles after miles and not knowing when to stop.
arghhh. i make everything WORSE!

urghh.
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i really wanna make everything better. like HELL better. i hope i would be able to keep up to what i say, and of course you not doing anything to upset the hell out of me. den everything would be fine. FINE........ =))

im not saying my days are sucky and all, its perfectly fine =)) like now! i settle myself down in my room looking at my phototframe which has photos of the VERY IMPORTANT people in my life. some might have left. but, i still have many more to relay on. its just lovely to think of them, they ease all problems


SITEX!

great and not great.
i had enjoyable time though i didnt have much/many friends there workign with me compared to comex. at least, i made new ones!. sales on the first day was -_-" but i topped!! HAHAHA believe me! selling 4 is already the TOP! wheee. oh yay, O2 doesnt suck, its just having those other part timer at the same boooth but different dealer snatching your sales, that suck!. they are one freaking kaisu man. i swear!. oh well, but the second day? i had the lowest sales! VERY BAD ONE! i sold just 1! =)) AT LEAST, ive manage to get a 50 dollars robinson voucher! SPEND SPEND!

i had cal with me on saturday morning and yuqi in the night. cal was way noiser den ever, calling me 1000 million times to ask me to wake up. worth it?. yea. yuqi was the sweet one, coming over to dad's place and stay with me. there goes my weekends!.


today was a pretty nice day i had. 4 of us headed over to ikea aft i was done with my lesson. supposely ending at 1, but i left at 12. i totally forgot lesson ends at 1, so i just left. so yea we had meatballs. and had a little crazy time shopping. i wasnt really the crazy one.
ohh, and i have finally decided not to wait, like what i told yuqi. ive always wanted my bf to get me a softtoy, esp when my bf is calvin (its kid to him). and so i got myself a bearr =)) and ive named it CALVIN. its like having cal with me all the time. lots of photos. TMR?

lastly would be school, i really wanna do well for all test. but its either i dont have the book/notes or i dont even know there's a test.
im screwing up my life. am i?

i love calvin. no one can replace please.❤❤❤❤

//EDIT-ED

well, ive decided to blog today cause....i have an eventful day today.

start of early in the morning for driving, which kinda suck-ed. cause parking was BAD. VERY BAD to the extend he wrote on my book to ask the next instrutor to do my parking again!! aft that i headed for school, which wasnt that eventful cause the whole 3 hrs of lesson i was just msn-ing, and i even left class early secretly =))

after school, yuqi, jarryd, me headed for expo, to check out sitex! one word! SUCKS! people there are weird =(( but at least i have edwinLim and megan working there. wheeee.
and having nothing to do after sitex, we headed to airport to wait for my mum and relatives! I TELL YOU HECTIC MAN!! i travel everywhere in the airport just to settle the overloaded luggage!!.
it was even worse when i was travelling around and my two dear friends were with my relatives, but suprisingly they both enjoyed their time. i wont elaborate please, all i can say is....i have one kaisu family. SERIOUSLY KAISU!
its even more funny when you know how my mother persist and NAGS at me to like send her off to europe which im alreayd not going!, and so didnt wanna send them off. but well, being a nice daughter i agreed and the whole day...... my mum wasnt even talking to me, but packing all those overloaded luggage.
WORSE PART. she left for her plane and didnt even say BYEBYE TO ME. im not being a mummy's girl and soever.........BUT helllo changi airport not near la.
but seriously, thanks to yuqi and jarryd. they had to cope with my relatives the whole night. but seems like.... my family likes them =))
ohhh. lastly, i manage to catch edwin NG, jackie all of them at the airport yesterday as well!. they are finallly back from korea. and i got my gifts!! HAHA YSL again =))

i think im skipping lessons tonight. i need more sleep. i have been out everyday single day.

i've finally recovered from my illness, feels good.

school has been great suddenly, probably due to the many friends in school. HAHA i cant really recall what happen during my weekends and all. but i remebered visiting PS cafe with yuqi and jarryd for some chilling out =)) and aft that we had some dai ti. i think i lost money but i never pay ah? not forgetting how leslie call me in school " flabby arms" he says ive got a VERY flabby arms. damn bitch. HA!.

im off. nothing to blog about. OUT I GO. probably to find yuqi.
nor nor !! WHY you never call me?

my life just suddenly feel so sucky. i feel what i felt like a year ago.
and how ironic life is, knowing what is sucking up your life, but yet am not willing to let it go.
its just the random times when you sit at home, thinking about everything. and you realised that you aint happy at all, okay maybe there are.
im confuse myself.

back to school after a week of e-learning, ok i learn nothing from e-learning!.


i learn to drive more, spend more time with my daddy/bf/and friends during elearning =)) wheee heee. during the whole week, i manage to catch "the game plan" with bf. its full of laughters man!, there's this part where evryone said they tear-ed and for a reason, i couldnt. thanks to cal =)) went over to ecp as well. MORE LAHHH. lazy to sayy.... i love holidays!




daddy was wonderful these few days. though he's only back for like a week. and today his flight was delay-ed, poor him. cuase his flight was delay-ed for liek 3 hours! and daddy was just given only a $15 dollars ticket to spend inside those DFS thingy. ohh well, he managed to kill his time in there.




MOST eventful day....goes to sunday!! HAHAH. qiqi and ii got up ealry and headed to zouk flea market CRAPPY shit!. hahha. we bought dresses that wasnt even the colour we thought it was. OKAY bad zouk lighting i would say. headed to holland for our FINALLY BUYS!. ahhaha SO CHEAP!! hahaha!. lastly, to satisfy our cravings, drove all the way down to tampines IKEA. MEATBALLS =))!!.
qiqi left for home, while i went over to meet daddy and many cousins.
later in the night, calv and i headed over to mich's grandpa's funeral. had lovely chats over LOVE, FRIENDS AND DRIVING. haha MICH'S A NOOB.
seee!! eventful day! i did many things in a dayy!!


PHOTOS!

nor and i over at central

(this might sound a little secondary school girl, or like how cal would always say "small kid". so if you reallly dont wannat read about how kids behave. DONT READ please. esp cal)
LASTLY!!!......THE BEST OF THE BEST
for the BIMBO (big breast with no brains), im not qualified!!! my boobs are small and im way smarter den you SLUT!.
make a short one. i dont like Huu HAAAssss
stop acting like a famous princess showing off how badly WE'VE treated you!. make a big Huu HAA, and after that msg my dear friend you're sorry, just to be friends again. AND.....we're suppose to fall into your deadly trap beacsue you've got a pitiful voice! I HAVE ONE TOO OKAYY (ASK NOR) ke yi ma?.WAHAHHA.okokay back back. i want back my TOP AND MY BAG. plus my moneyy!!$2 dollars for now!(im proud) sounds calculative eh?. but its depending on who im doing that to. i can be mean if i want to, and i bet you know that best. so dont push me off my limits.

life is a real bitch.

and now you've said ive changed.

//more photos

in class right now, it pretty lame. cause i dont do anything in class besides, playing games blog hopping and sleeping. and yes i just woke up because of a msg. DARN.

so finally 6th november is over. my birthday this year was a tiring one!, a real tiring one. i haven been sleeping well, which means more pimples. OKAY, ive got to get back to the point.
so i started my VERY FIRST bday celebration with mich, shirin and MORE....it turned out better den i ever expected! im SERIOUS!! besides gettign HIGH over alcohols, i kinda clubbed like mad. and of course i helped my beloved mich with....(you know who) =))

being so darn shitty and DEAD the next day, i kinda turn down meeting my cousin and nad =((

monday was with my classmates , we headed to katong for aston PRIME, the more expansive one!. and den ltr for settlers! i kinda HATE settlers, its so empty. nonon, more liek we're the ONLY people there!. HAHA. after all that fun outside, 4 of us headed for majong! and i lost everything. HAHA. i still owe mervin CASH CASH!! i headed home at 6am that day =((

my real BIRTHDAY, 6TH. was of course spend with someone i love. well, we didnt do something loving or anything. cal brought me to safra for buffet, i didnt eat much, mayb everything doesnt look that appealing to me. but still at least i enjoyed my day. after that, we headed to mustafa for his shopping... the rest are not important. sounds boring uhh. CAL, please make my next year's bday a better one.

AND WED.............with the bestest people in life. nor, maine, sammie and i had dindin at grand corpthorn? yea, headed for winebar with zouk being EXTRA packed and crowded! and my surprise camee......i was asked to wear my party mask which couldnt see anything, and ears plucked with mp3 blasting loud music. at that moment i was horrified, terrified, petrified. i was afraid i would fall and of course laughed by people which did happen. everyone was staring according to them. so i walked walked walked walked.......and TADA................... party poppers, stremmers, balloons all over the hotel room with edwin and the rest. it was a touching one =)) i had this bday cake sat infront of the bed....try to imagine the situation, it was awesome. seriously, i would liek to thank nor nor and mainey for this AWESOME surprise! plus edwin and the rest for helping out in it =)) APPRECIATED!

lastly TODAYYY...... was with yuqi. she gave me a surprise treat at swiss hotel. LOVELY DAY I TELL YOU. esp the strawberry cake that made us laugh our ass out!!.HAHA. i had the bestest lunch with her. i think i kinda miss the oyster and the soft shell crab now. oh well, after that we headed to town for a special reason =)) HAHHA it made my day i tell you.

special thanks to all the presents =)) thanks for the dindin, the hotel, the camera, the shoe, the lunch, the camera =)) LOVE IT ALL.

daddy is returning.

holiday for the while of next week.

grandfather's birthday next week.

i love november =))

BIRTHDAY PHOTOS!!

-upload the rest tmr. i wanna sleep =(( and i wish i could post a pic of me and my baby(cal) but... he wont let me cause he looks liek SHIT.