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XLB in 8 different flavors, and it sucks.
Sichun one tasted like spoilt rose.
Foie gras tasted like vomit
Crab roe tasted like dead fish
I hate ginseng
Cheese, truffle & garlic was alright.

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what's up. so i found this post with partial of my birthday pictures and of course i'm at work now, so this is all i can entertain you with. this year's birthday was a quiet one, as the age grows the quieter it gets. bithday goes like this: i had mexician food + haagendazs + V4 with the girls, the girls gave me a lil surprise by inviting shiny and nic along ( i still dont get why they surprise with them, i mean? cuter guys? or like cake? why them!). next day was blading at ecp (i know right). hotpot culture for dinns, though ry keep saying we're heading to RK house for dinner but was trying to be handsome at home -_-" kx was vry early, calls after calls to hurry us and when we arrive we realise he was at marine parade instead of marina sq. gosh. jackass was a waste of my time. Ps cafe lunch with bf, awww in love with their food, leftovers were alot too. due date and nana. i had alot of birthday dinners, i realised. picture will hopefully do the talking, im too lazy to list and list and list. (fucktard pris i hope this is enough to entertain you) oh yah! and my lovely pris got me scratchy stickerzzx + an expensive notebook (gonna rot at home).

so i'm currently im trying to save as much as i can, but it doesn't seem to work? like my mentally is damn strong, but when it comes to meeting people, i seldom reject and i tend to over spend and oh god, xmas is coming. and oh lord, phuket is coming. and oh mother, new years are coming. i'm really hoping my trip around europe would work. i just need cash! like lots of them, and i can't ask from my dad, he has already given me an increment which im darn happy about. fuck la, money is all i need now. good bye. i will blog later.

Its always that depressing when it comes to money. What is mine will not always be mine. I mean wtf? FINALLY I decided to summit my timesheet so I can enjoy my pay during my bday and How nice of them to deposit it into our account on a p.hol. Great! but den what! They keep asking for a transaction slip which has my bank account number on, I manage to pass them my slip which has clee's acc number as well. And they have to fucking transfer it to her!!!! (I'm not stupid, I told her which is my account no., my agent underline it and the fucking HR thinks it means "cancel" -_-) Yah I know!!! Easy right! Ask her to transfer back and it solves everything. But no? Cause her whole bank balance is not even the total of my salary, I mean if she uses it its still alright but no! She doesn't even touch her posb acc. So I have to fucking call my agent and ask, den I have to trouble clee to go and check her account! Seriously! Every fucking time this have to happen! I can never get the money which is MINE! And usually in such situation, I'll just forget it. But how many freaking times must I forget it!! Fuck
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Since I have nothing but time during work. Why not blog? Work has been fine, no hardship at all! I go to work late all the time, I don't appear at work at times and my boss doesn't care. I eat lunch everyday alone btw, not that no one ever ask me but its more like I don't think I'll ever blend in with them. Topic they converse with each other are " friendster, facebook" going to each's com and telling them who is pretty and handsome but when ask "who's this? You know her/him?" They don't! They are those who randomly adds people.
Just yesterday, I receive a note on my table stating "lunch with us tmr?" And mins ago, this guy from other department ask me for lunch. Why I hate work? Because I hate socializing. I hate it! I really rather eat alone for the next few months or so, even though that menas bigger butt!

Oh well, so I didn't go lunch with them. Dear friend of mine came down to have lunch with me instead. Ok drop this boring subject!
Anyway! I think, which is most likely that I'm gonna take up france classes ;) why france? Because its more practical though I have 0 interest. I wanted to learn italian badly, which could be due to "eat pray love" but when I googled most spoken language in the world, turn out italian wasn't that 'popular' after all. Spanish is 3rd, real shocker to me, but no interest again! So france! I'm sticking to france! Jap can suck my cork! Cause I tried and it's not easy at all, korean will be similar! I'm excited about it actually. Super excited! Something to look for, got to learn well.
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2007 seems like a year to look back at. i miss yuqi, the bond we had. i miss you.

Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire
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