Latest update is a big one.
Little old me fell asleep for a little:/ but when I woke up I guess I missed a lot.
The baby came!
HA! Jk! Not yet!
So all of a sudden shahny went from a 4+ to a 9! But her contractions were like super bad! So they rushed her to a possible c-section, because the baby's heart beat went really low, so they took her out. But lets back up, in the process, they told shahny to endure an hour to see where is it she can dilate to, so at first she was fine with it, but then she could only last about 40 minutes! So shes crying and stressed and scared and hurting and its too much so in the words of my sister, she screamed, "GET THIS BABY OUT! WHY ISNT ANYONE F****** LISTENING TO ME!!" it made me want to cry and laugh at the same time! so i had this knot in my throat, it made me sad to see her like this but we cant show weakness, she needs positive! But what I can't be sure of is that I think I saw billy getting teary eyed there;) don't tell him I said that! So anywho we needed to calm her down a little, and the only thing that popped in my mind were these words:
"Be still my soul, the lord is on thy side. With patience bear they cross of grief or pain. Leave to thy god, to order and provide, in every change he faithful will remain. Be still my soul, thy best, thy heavenly friend thru thorny ways leads to a joyful end."
But it's not like I coulda told everyone to shut up and listen to me sing! So I sang it over and over in my head, and I think it kinda helped:) well of course id like to think it helped. So anywho they took her and she could only have one person, and she couldn't choose so my mom told billy to go. So I hope he is doing good. And we just got word that baby's heartbeat is back up and is doing really good. That shahny has calmed down a whole lot and billy is good too. So All we do now is wait.. I shall let you know how everything goes
2:34 just found out that shahny is now pushing. And she is focused. And if there's anything I know about my sister is that once she gets focused on something she is determined to get it done right!
**keeping yu updated:)