Sunday, March 20, 2011 / 6:39 PM
it has been a million years since i posted anything here so i doubt that anyone will see this post except for u haha...
today is 21st of march which means 3 months and 9 days since we were together. Really happy that it can last so long without much problems and all along the way... well haha...
for this 3 months thank you for always been there when i needed in fact you have alway been there when i needed... FYP, studies, my birthdays and all... been amazing how we can went through so much and so long before we reach where we are now!
I will appreciate all this and treasure what I have now nt to back up even when facing difficulty. If possible when we turn 1 i will update my post again to tell everyone that we did it!
Sunday, August 1, 2010 / 12:42 PM
Happy Belated Birthday to Kerenia... haha... my fyp's leader...Yesterday went to Watami to celebrate Kerenia's 21st bd...Before that meet up with dedrick,deanna,sz and brendan to buy her present...Jinghao and Mel joined us after that...Went to a pub... drank beer... Cai quan...Loves going out with my fun-loving clique... haha...
Kerenia, Deanna,Mel,Siewping,Brendan,Sz,Jinghao,Dedrick and Jasper when are we going for another nightcycling???
Friday, June 25, 2010 / 9:08 AM
Ok... i recently have made a decision that have hurt a few people. From the bottom of my heart i really want to say srry to u all... especially when these ppl are very close 2 me whom had lend me a helping hand 2 pass through some dark moment of my life... If i can, I nvr had the intention 2 hurt u all...
Creampuff... ok in case u didnt notice... recently creampuff is around me... just try and find out if u wan haha... I nvr imagine this part of life i have a surprise... a surprise like no other.
To the girl whom u know who u are... Thx for giving me what I have now... somethings which i lost for more than 2 years... u make me feel so appreciated... like wad brian adam sang in a song " everything i do, i do it for you"... Although we may be facing alot of difficulties now but like i say as long as we hold on 2 each other we will pull through all this...
U said this morning tht everyday there will be smth which u are unhappy abt but this is only the beginning and i am trying to learn to adapt 2 this new kind of life...can u give me some time although i do not know how long will i take... lastly... I would like 2 say just the usual 3 words tht is nvr outdated... i love you
Saturday, June 19, 2010 / 3:11 AM
well i have change my msn nick liao and this is wad i wrote''memory is like a bag pack, bring only things that benefits you in your journey'' after edit by eileen lol... Ok hopefully I can really like my nick suggest to bring only the things that i need.
My interpretation of this phase is that memory is just like a bag pack so the more things u put inside the heavier it is and if we do not take away useless things how can we even move on? It may looks difficult now to decide and take it out but if not it is pointless to just walk with it on ur back...
ppl who are like me trying to put behind the future, work hard... i will support u all the way! arhaha... nt a emo post... is suppose 2 be a motivational post lol
Thursday, June 10, 2010 / 5:54 PM
ok wednesday went bbq with my clique in year 3 sem 1 ( suppose to be cass bbq not clique bbq ) oh well as usual got bastard by others but haha expected more or less... morning went watering with brendon i promise to not be late anymore so i get up early to mak sure i am punctual... After that wanted to go straight to meet eileen and siew ping 2 buy food de but since i gt time and they said they will be late, i wet home 2 bath than rush out lol...
After tat went back home to marinate so by than total we have eileen, siew ping, songzhi, brendon and deanna. Rather funny and haha... i just realise eileen dun feel comfortable with guys nt wearing clothes and walk around haha... srry eileen... arhaha... so at my house we mess up my kitchen + dry swim . than clean up abit and we are off to bbq.
Reach there rather early and went bladding lol... nt bad nt bad... althought i sux at bladding but none of us are good ( since sp is nt there ) arhaha... saw siew ping song zhi and eileen learn... super funny remind me of myself arhaha...
Total we have.e, eileen, siew ping, brendon, song zhi, deanna , mable, jing hao, dedrick, mel and jasper came for the bbq haha... quality makes the bbq good and not the quantity arhahahahaha... nice!!!!
Sunday, June 6, 2010 / 4:38 AM
yesterday woke up at 9+ didnt really have the mood to do anything but is joey de belated birthday celebration so braced myself and go forward with the plan. First there is some cork up to the meeting time and we are suppose 2 meet at 11 instead i only meet yun dan at 12... nvm...
After tht went to joey de house and make her change into something decent to go out with us. LOL seriously she looks damn blur haha... After that we went to dhoby to eat at indulge where i told them after the meal i have to go back rp to water plants ( best excuse )... Ok so i excused myself and head straight to royal park hotel to book in and meet joey's friends ( LK and dorothy )... initially i thought that it will feel weird to be in a hotel room with 2 girls which i first met lol... But they are super friendly bunch of ppl and initiated to play monopoly deal... is a damn nice game haha...
After that cab down to great world city to get the cake and some tidbits and stuff... met staphanie there and we came back 2 the hotel... We went over 2 key point to have dinner and jacinthia and guan lin came over to find us. Jacinthia laughter is the same as ever haha... so powerful so not like her face lol...
joey came and we had alot of fun smashing the cake on her face and stuff... abit sad that dan was not able 2 stay but haha nvm we still have fun after that... didnt manage 2 go drink with them haha... nxt time... we will have the chance lol...
Friday, June 4, 2010 / 6:34 AM
MOVE ON GUANG !!!! at times i feel like slapping myself... why is it that i just cant wake up... why is it that i will alway hold this very little hope that if i can change myself in anyway i will be able 2 be with her...
I know deep inside my heart that it is impossible to be with her and i alway tell myself to move on... but i just cant fang shou... I went her blog and saw her with her new bf i suppose... the feeling sux... Yet tml i see her and celebrate fren birthday with her... haix...
"MASK ON" i guess. painful painful painful....

Like A Shadow
Zhu ziguang, an average 18-year-old boy,
my email: lshadowldarknessl@hotmail.com
date of birth : 5th nov 1991
about me : studying in rp now... NCC officer in macpherson... active in sports but not in communication i think... living in shadow for 18yrs of his life but hoping to walk out of it soon
what else u wanna know tag it i will write down lol...
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likes : YOU, sports, music (is my life) , NCC and a dream that can be achieve
Hates : stress, buggurs(arrogant and self-centered arsss...) and people who want just rank and not work for respect