Tuesday, February 27, 2007
hihi... how hab u al been??? i m back 2 blog again le...
Nowadaes hor, i realli misses skool life u noe... althought most would consider skool as boring n tiring, stressful, bt stil no1 cn disagree tat there is stil fun in going 2 skool those tyms tat u spent with ur frienz wil b precious memories tat u bring along wif u through out de rest of ur life... agree???
wel... when toking abt skool, 1 inevitable tings tat u wil go through is exams n tests... tis is also most reason 4 hating skool life claiming tat exams n tests is demanding n stressful...due to 2 cuming test or exam n mani would do last minute revision n study , going against de clock 4 some...
remembering once , a frienz of mine told mii... "since tests n exams is 2 test how much we hab learn over de semester, tat makes studing against nautre... coz learning is a naturally process thus, studing so hard just b4 de test or exam defeat de sole purpose of a exam or test so tat makes it against nature..."cum 2 think of it, wad he saes does make sense... i mean learning should b done when u listen in class daily n do consistence revision onli tat way cn u learn everydae so due 2 tis, just listening 2 teacher everydae should b sufficient n thus people should study just 4 de exam bt 4 expanding their knowledge... wad i m trying 2 sae is, if sum1 just study 4 de exam , den on de results slips wil show tat tat person is beri intelligent bt in actually fact , he may not b as intelligent as he just study 4 de exams n wil soon 4get wad he hab studied...so de resutl cnt show how intelligent a person is ... if tats de case, den doest tat defeats de sole purpose of having a ezam in de first place???
dun misunderstand... i m not asking u al not 2 study 4 ur exams just tat u shouldt study just 2 get gd grades bt studing should b done everydae as onli consistence work wil expand ur knowledge... as ur results slips wil perish after some tym , bt de knowledge tat u gain wil stay wif u al ur life... n on1 cn take tat away from u ...
so due to tis, i tink every1 should study everdae 2 gain extra knowledge n not 2 just do wel 4 de exam... dun u agree???
posted at 12:24 PM
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Wads luv???
Siting bside de com, staring at mid space with a blank lost mind as memories came flashing back to mii...2dae is valentine dae... tis is also de dae which most would consider fortunate bt as 4 mii, 4 tis particular dae, sec past lyk mins n mins past lyk hrs...4 tis beri moment, i was hunted by lots of sorrow as tears came driping down mi check as i gradually sink miiself into a deep deep thought...
"words r mightier than de sword" onli now than i truely understand de meaning of tis saying...it al happens in 1 fine dae...when everything seems normal when suddenly, sum1 called 4 mii...at tat beri moment i was full of suspicion bt i stil obliged n follow de messenger...bt wad comes after tat was both disturbing n shocking...when i read tat note ,time froze instantly... mii heart was shattered into a million peice...haix there goes al mii hope, dream n happiness
from tat dae onwards , i couldt help it bt tink of her everynite... i wan so much 2 4get her n get on wif life bt whenever i tried 2 4get her, i wil miss her even more... n everytym i c her mouning in pain, i tried 2 help her bt i cnt, i can onli stand 1 side n watch helplessly... do u noe how miserble n helpless i feel??? when i c her going through so much yet couldt do a ting 2 help her...
she alwaes teling mii 2 stop causing her so much pain... bt do u noe tat whenever i hurt her in aniway , i m hurt 10 times more...i wanted 2 help her in everything bt den do u noe how it feels 2 b rejected n how it feel when de other party refuse ur help???
yes... mayb u r rite... mayb we r not meant 4 eachother ... mayb we should concentrate on our studies ...bt after i hab been through so much, after enduring so much hurt n seffering after shedding tonnes of tears however u stil remain in mii mind, i m stil tinking of u everynite i m stil shedding tears coz of u ...y??? perhapes i cnt gib u an ans or mayb i just dun wish 2 seek 4 1...however no matter wad, de truth stil remain... after so mani thing has happened, mii feeling 4 u didt change n it wil nv change...just let mii stay in ur memories ok???
so wad is luv??? is it a form of happiness or suffering??? now tis ans is of no matter animore... coz even if i got de ans so wad??? wad gd wil tat do ??? wil tat change aniting??? Perhapes i refuse 2 look 4 an ans or mayb i wil nv get an ans........
even if u realli c this entry, sry 4 hurting u in this way n i m also nt asking 4 ani repli from u ...
After al these, i wil stil sae...
A BERI HAPPI VALENTINE DAE 2 U .........thankyou
posted at 8:33 PM
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Sunday, February 11, 2007
harlo... so sry leh i so long nv update mii de blog again coz mii com spoilt again lor ... i also dunno y i so unlucky...haix nomatter lar coz i now cn on9 again le... lols
now mii life is rather bored lor... coz i everydae so tired... must work 4 so long... beri sian n tiring...bt no choice lor haix how i wish money cn drop from de sky den i won have 2 work n cn buy al de stuff i wan without worries...bt tat too bad coz tat dream of mii wil nv cum true...haix...
btw i tink i m abt 2 quit le bah coz i m sick of de life there although i must sae its beri fun when u r hanging out wif ur frienz bt i also dunno y lar... just dun feel lyk working animore lor ..
yah yah yah... abt mii de O lvl ...haix i tink al mii effort de the past 6 months has gone to a waste le lor n i hab also let alot of people down... lyk mii gan mei,mii daughter, mii frienz n miiself ...coz i got 16 n 21...L1R4 16 den L1R5 21... haix mii dreams of going into jc is now smashed by 1 pathetic point... honestly now i got 3 route infront of mii ... 1st, retake o lvl do alot betta n go jc... 2nd i cn also do a 3 yr A lvl course in MI or 3rd i cn go poly take a diploma lor...out of serious consideration, i tink i would go poly lar ... coz "wads de posibility tat i wil do wel 4 A lvl ???" honestly i also cnt gib u a definate ans bah... from mii O lvl , i won stand i chance at al... so i tink poly won b betta lor... furthermore, in poly i cn hav lots of freedom n no nd 2 bother tat much abt skool rules...
bt de truth is tat i think i miss mii sec frienz so i dunwan 2 leave bah... i noe life has 2 move on n i hab 2 go into a new poly n stuff... bt dunno y i just cnt help bt wishing tat i cn stay in sec skool lor...
arhyah... dun worry lar wads done cnt b undone... no point crying over spilled milk... no matter wad tis is de reality i must accept 1 dae... so i tink from now i wil cherish mii frienz more n enjoy every moment wif em lor... n also i wil study alot harder in poly n i promise i won let u al down again... hab faith in mii again ok ???
al mii frienz, daughter n gan mei who blive in mii... sry 4 dissapointing al of u ...pls blive mii 1 more tym coz i promise i won let u down tis tym!!!!
posted at 7:22 PM
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