Saturday, July 25, 2009

gOod to Be tRue


You're just too good to be true.
I can't take my eyes off you.
I wanna hold you so much.
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
There's never been a doubt in my mind that I regret ever having you by my side

I am heading to my bed with a smile^^
~good Nit3~
^.^

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Hardworks that are worth ^^

From the 1st day I joined EC308 miniP, I knew it gonna be tough. The very 1st week, 90 journals to be summarized in 4 days where the journals was not only the wordings but with the weird scientific terms, unfamiliar equations, and all the graphs. They really make u so blurred and confused.

Daily routine was like go to class, back home doing research and research, primary readings, secondary readings. I was like 24/7 sitting and starring in front on my lappie, without blogging, chatting, but only surfing for the papers regarding Nanocrystal. Not easy to be a leader. All my mind was just about Nano,Nano....Every week we will get a different works to do. As it came to the 4th week where the group presentations come, I can see all the "zombie" nano students.

We must prepared our own lab sheet, revised and revised. After all the paper works, oh yeah ...finally comes to what i wanted for-Practical. We are fabricating nanoparticles. We fabricate CdSe which is luminescence and used to produce LED or can applied in bio-tech field. 1st hand dealing with the highly toxic chemicals, it was fun though.Sharing some pictures here.


Self mock lab ^^

Super big size lab coat-_-


Our beloved lecturer^^
although loads of work been given to us with short due date.
Somehow, we learned to learn by our self ^^quote from eemay.
He exposed himself in the lab without coat.
Touched

Measuring the chemical with sensitive analytical balance.
handshaking , handling toxic chemical!!


My group mates

My freshly fabricated "babies"^^


Although it was a long process to come out with this, but all the hard works worth.


New challenge is coming, hopefully will have a result.


Sunday, July 5, 2009

oNe like U


In my heart a place reserved for one so true
Now I know these spaces have been fulfilled into
the one I've been waiting for


Many things have us bound
How mysteriously true?
Can anything be much better in knowing that
when special someones have arrived.

The caress and comfort and cradle
in reality to see and touch and feel
And knowing that its happening now

Sorry for the past
Thank you my dear
you are the precious gift of mine
thats what you are to me

Saturday, July 4, 2009

JusT u juSt mE

04.07.09
I couldn't sleep well.
I woke up early in the morning.
staring on m laptop's screen for some time..
Started to blog ..
I went to celebrity fitness to do my workout.
Feeling fresh after reading dear's msg
He date me out for a dinner at Bayau ^^












lets it be ...




I am so blue about it
It was the wrong day the wrong month the wrong year
I had made a mistake
I wasn't ready
My life is messed up
I don't know what u want to do
I don't know what u want me to do
I have no idea
I just don't understand
There's nothing I can do about it
For all the pains and the tears
I have to deal in the worst piece
I am giving u my bless
But how about u ?

Friday, July 3, 2009

T_Tmy efforts

greater expectation
greater disappointment

The efforts ...
All gone in just 2 hours

I never been through this

I am losing my determination.
I am losing the strength.
I am losing the capability.

I am really really really disappointed

de-motivated ....

slack

slack

slack


so behind the schedule
need to find way to catch up everything on track
I want it move on
I want it as previous
I want the motivated close -bonding team
I want our works worth it

COME ON !!
+u+u