boring holidays

this holiday really sucks.
so bored with no work and money.
not much time to work also le
can only get those temporally jobs.
lucky still got next 2 days of catering and F1 catering so think can survive till pay comes in ba
so much things happened with bad overpowering the bad
really hope everything will get well
its really hard to see everyone like that
where I can't do anything to help.

for the past weeks have been going out and spending money like water
have to stay home for the rest off my holidays le
still got chalet need to pay

so sorry love have to make you stay home with me
don think too much, I will always love you de =)

sian holidays

sian de la..
holiday and jobless, worst is no money!
who got job to intro? haha

W14A scatter liao sia hope can keep in contact
hope new class also as fun, if not then will like no life liao..
wish everyone good luck in their new class and work hard.
will miss you guys..

UT3!!

after 2 days of UT3
Enterprise and Science
both were alright haha
still can manage, never stress that much
tml is Cognitive and problem solving should be easier for me
I never use much reference for the UTs sia
scared i make mistake but too lazy to refer le lols
So tired each day trying to make myself awake
gotta relax myself, my mind and my body soon le
before i really falls ill..
my body conditions are so unstable now
hope i can hold till end of UT3 which is like 5 more days

tml is my 2nd month with love =)
I love you, eehwa ^^
jiayou for your UT3
you can do well de =)

well going end here le ba
Good luck to everyone who is working towards their goals and work hard!

early sunday

wow today woke up early at 8++am
and I did not sleep untill 5.30am
sorry love, I didn't want to wake you up..
I'm still wide awake!
what the HELL!!!

going to rot whole day
study as promised
don't know what to do next
I have to jia you for UT3
Love you have to jia you too

walked with love

so long nvr blog le getting lazier haha..

today had lunch at KFC with love.
walked around JP awhile
walked all the way from JP to phoenix
haha had fun chatting while walking
stop at west mall to buy bubble tea
then continue walking

enjoy spending time with her =)

funny lols

last sunday went to science center with love =)
go to the Da vinci exhibit and walk around
so much philosophy
Da vinci really is a genius lols.
had lots of fun there haha.
went to library to study awhile
went to lot 1 to have dinner and bubble tea

monday enterprise still ok
able to work the whole problem
went for talk after class
about the coke happiness campaign
then talk some interesting things
went home after that.

today science still okok
can do the problem statement
but the practice qns sian liao haha
suppose to go for talk but canceled
ate dinner with love at mac

my love damn cute haha
keep making me laugh
really really love her alot ^^
send her home and i head home
stupid leg keep hurting and numb zz
need to rest more le ba

end here ~~

pon programming =|

Today programming
starting still ok can make it.
start touching on the problem statement
then die liao so many errors i don know how to do.
give up and pon the rest of the day lols

went to The cathay to watch murderer
quite ok but ending is so typical
had meal at ljs

took train to cck
pei girlfriend to take contact lens and bring her home
then i head home and rest le so tired..

1st month

21July09
1st month! <3
Love you eehwa ^^
Hope you were happy all this while =)

Have dinner at ajisen.
The food was quite nice
eat till full full haha.
walked around cwp
head of to lot1 to collect my things
should already have collect it yesterday but got error so its delay.
walk home together with girlfriend
chatted under her block

I went home and slack
online abit and bathe then have my supper =)

Today's science was so hard
bio about the nucleus and alleles.
still can catch up abit haha
RJ question was like don know wad to write.

Went to zoo with girlfriend on sunday.
Had fun walking around the zoo
so many cute cute animals there haha
looking at girlfriend jumping around lols
still got gigantic rabbit so cute
had dinner at kfc
then go lot1 walk around abit and send her home^^

Happy happy =D

maths ut2

Today science is about Cells membrane!
so hard sia
I don know any of the terms and wad the qns is asking
manage to survive that

Maths UT2
still can make it ba, I hope
but still some qns not enough time to do properly.

meet michelle to pass her sims3 with girlfriend
bought things at cwp and head home le
girlfriend send me to lakeside cuz I wasn't feeling well
thanx,, loves xD haha

now stoning in front of the screen..
people who found out what happen can keep quiet =)

Now in enterprise class blogging haha.
Today's lesson is so boring.
about interest rates and financial again -.-

Yesterday went changi airport for study.
study a bit of maths and start slacking.
had dinner at the staff canteen.
the tomyam ban mian is damn spicy can't take it.
train home with girlfriend.
reach home, read pre-reading then watch anime and sleep lol..

Later Enterprise UT2 hope I can make it haha..
Gambatte W14A.
The UT2 was rather fine ba, I hope..
Manage to do most of the question.

maths.

Today maths was better then usual =)
I contributed cuz i remember the things from last week.
It was the same thing so i manage to solve it haha.

yesterday programming was also smooth..
I am able to finish the codes with no stress =)
Cognitive UT2 after class, was quite easy.
I still manage to get alot done, so hope the grade is better..

Don't feel like studying -.-
Tml is cognitive and science UT2..
scared I cant score for science UT sia..

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Standing off the edge.
starring upon the sky.
Wondering what it would be like,
what would the world be like without you?
These feelings where I never had before,
I couldn't be any happier. =)
Sometimes I would think that I worried too much,
but they just kept wandering in my mind.
I don't know why I have this feeling whenever you do not respond.

Exerting every emotions I have on vented fights.
Those who oppose shall die,
the purpose of the guardians are not for selfish mortal gains.
The guardians gave up their lives to protect the race where they are appointed to.
Some day they will protect the humans from the humans themselves, resulting in exterminations.

after work... sunday

yesterday worked whole day at SRJC sia so damn tired 1000 over people.
no time to rest, one task after another.
rest for awhile at about 4pm then have to chiong again till 11pm.
so dead tired and leg so sore.
My body is getting easily dehydrated even more.
having headache while working is such a pain.
my mind was a total blank for the whole day.
chatted with girlfriend for my whole trip home XD Loves..
reach home at about 12++am.
put my phone to charge then bathe and online to wait for my hair to dry and sleep.

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What is this fear I am feeling?
Why am I having such uncertainty?
~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Consume by the crushing jaws.
Fight like there's no tomorrow.
Survive it, never break that promise.

science and meet with frens

today went to jurong east library to do science with eehwa, nicole, renee, melody, power, azmil and daryl. melody and daryl went off and te rest of us went down to jurong point, while eehwa accompany me home to put my laptop then went to pizza hut to find the rest. Ate 4 pizzas, so full sia.. After eating i went off to meet ah hao,vin, aaron and jesmond. walk around plaza sing and took bus to far east plaza cuz they wan to shop for things then shop around and went to slack abit and head home le so tired sia my legs are still aching. And hurt my elbow >< so pain cant bend it so much sian hope tml will be fine ba.. =)

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Popping negative thoughts, shooting them as foul creatures lurking around the dark land.
Selfish mind, fail to understand the situation.
This wondering bubbles fills the atmostphere, when the day it all burst, losing control is without a doubt.
Always worrying the unneeded, it can't be stop.

e-learning sux ><

nothing much to blog about this few days. I've got only one thing to say and that's e-learning sucks like hell. honestly hated it, stupid H1N1 make us stay at home and do our work, its better to stay in school and have my work done with the team. today enterprise is the worst up till now, so hope science and programming will be better.

yesterday went for the republic run so tired sia run 5km onli i dieing le.. then i slack around at cwp watch eehwa, michelle and jason have lunch then off we go to tampenies and i went to look for bp, and zhi hao le then we walk around and talk and find things lols.

today enterprise so freaking sian cuz need to do PDT and PPT... zz finish pdt le then wait for eehwa to reach lakeside so fetch her to my house. finish worksheet le then slacking time liao watch show then my little bro keep disturbing lols. had dinner together with eehwa and my parents, she is like so tensed lols then I won the tickling match haha she keep curling up lols.. slack awhile more till like 9.15am then send eehwa to mrt station. so tired sia.

love you eehwa.. =)

tpy study..

Met up with eehwa 1st then went to TPY there to do e-Learning with classmates, so bored sia doing possibilities. go walk walk around town, went to orchard the new mall there then walk to plaza sing and had dinner at kfc, walk somemore then time to go home le. my shoe laces have turn from bit gray to black ! lols thanx to eehwa<3 =)... send eehwa home then i slowly go on my way home and saw a girl with murderous eyes staring at me so scary @.@.... reach home slack on my sofa liao so tired haha...

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wodering spirits invading one's mind.

I don't know why but I'm just so confused.
My heart is feeling so stuffed and heavy, this feeling I kinda remember but just what was it.
I don't want to remember any of it.. =(

programming... emptiness

Today is programming can manage to do it at 1st but I kinda blank out on the later part, headache from thinking how to do the questions. still manage to understand the codes and finish the problem... So many codes to remember going to be dead soon.. sian lor today whole day not feeling well, head spinning whole day, feeling the emptiness, low on mood sia I don know what I should do.

some people just don't have the brains of their age, not young le still doing childish things.

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The hellish memories, haunting of the past.
Tormenting images, reliving the pain.
Rising vengence, crushing waves.
The war's ignition is upon the horizon.
Whoever survive will face off one another.

happy happy...

So long never blog le more then a week lols..
After working at the IT fair was so tired so lazy to blog haha.
then for the whole week brain is lagging then sleep early so also nvr blog plus also nothing much to blog except the bombardment in the class, wonder why after holidays it become so big.

last Saturday which is the 20th went to orchard with eehwa, bang ping, welfred, zhi hao and poh chong. went around wanted to buy clothes but like de all so ex so walk around town area then go plaza sing to slack around. eat sakae sushi for dinner, andrew and his gf meet us at almost the closing time of the restaurent. went to the cathay to slack abit, plan wan to do wad then decided to ton.

sent eehwa and andrew's gf to train station le then go outside plaza sing slack some more and go play lan for 3 hours and walk around the empty ghost town. took 1st train home and the train was full! lols

on sunday 21st june. sleep till like 4pm then wake up awhile go to cck find eehwa and watch her eat her dinner =) .. after that i also cant believe i asked... so shocking de lor.......

today in school continue heavy bombardment so sian de la the ccl down there keep watch liao. hope she wont say anything or wad la.. go for talk then head home with daphne and eehwa, daphne took train of the other side then go home and slack liao.... don know wad to update liao hahahaha...

hair cut 10th june

Rot today till about 3plus pm, went to bouna vista meet up with ah hao and rena to go cut hair at two way(NUS)... waited there for rena's hair to be done and it is so long sia untill 9++pm lols... chated with ah hao. took bus to clementi and train home, eating dinner and online now.. today also nothing much so sian... I don't know what am I doing right now, but just going off to someplace to get something done.. Its not all that easy.. some time I just wish it was me being sensitive... I may not be able to take it all....

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A beautiful dawn, cooling breeze.
Heartless being with selfish thoughts.
Never treat anything for granted, it never were.
Someone did something without you noticing it, you thought it was all solve by itself.
Do not blame for one's own decision.

9th june.. marina barrage

yesterday went out around 3 plus go city hall meet up with welfred, bang ping, zhi hao and ezra to go buy mei zhen's birthday. welfred meet me 1st cuz the rest still in school then me and welfred go walk around look for preasents but cant find any zz.. but i saw alot of long limbs monkey stuff toys haha.. bang ping zhi hao and ezra join us then go walk around and look again then go take alook at iphone accesories then go buy a ear piece lols...

Meet the rest susi,,weixing, chyewei, kok keong, naveed, derek, zhi jing and sufyan to celebrate mei zhen's birthday on top or esplanade roof haha... bored but at the same time fun and interesting haha.. don wan go into details... =)


today went for 'SIT' talk with nicole, wan qing, azmil and eehwa then waste time cuz no ce points for non-SIT students-.- and i am SEG de... so slack till time for marina barrage and ate at trcc cafe then melody came and waited for her to finish eating, power, renee and renee came and waited for bus, on bus very sian so stone there and look out the window then so many negatives jump into my head zz spoil my day. reach there and see that the gallery was closed for maintainence... =.= so have to wait for the bus to come back fetch us out so at the meantime i wanted to spend some time alone to enjoy the scenery and relax abit.. then went browsing the shops at bugis to wait for the time for IT fair briefing which is at 8pm so sian sia.... welfred, bang ping and zhi hao meet me then we go eat ourself cuz the rest ate katong laksa le, but i still no appetite after ordering sia but force it down lor since hungry... went briefing and realise that pay will be lower liao lols cuz commission reduce... went home after that and online then stop here ba...

7th june rotting sunday..

The date is 7th June.

The beast of the planet are resemblance of the guardians.
Partners of the elemental guardians.
Warrior of the sacred elements.
The defense are limited, it all depends on the beings on the planet to prevent the annihilation.
The lifespan of the guardians will reach its limit.

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Yesterday went out with welfred, bang ping, zhi hao and pulled eehwa along, cuz don wan her to grow too much mushrooms.. walked around, watched terminator salvation, 116mins nice but rather slow pace, it was a nice movie. after that wanted to play bowling but pack with ppl so change to pool at its robbery 12 bucks per hour rate zzz so played arcade and walked to suntec browse around and go arcade again lols..

Today rotting at home sia feeling very lazy.. play on and off game with my lappy cuz online really bored.. rott till at night and continue chatting lols..

think my condition may worsen.. so afraid.. hope it is just a false alarm or just the symtoms acting up.... need to find time to go check up liao zz....

don worry I will be fine, the time has not yet come... =)

yet a boring day.... 5th june

The date is 5th June.

What a dreadful day it was.. so damn bored! 1st time i hate holidays lols... tml going out lo hahaha finally, tml is going to be a funny day haha.. on comp and chat and stare at the screen zz then off awhile. lie awhile on my bed and fall asleep lols, wake up and eat dinner, rest awhile online and chat and stare again zzzz... freaking no life!!....

4th june... gym, intend watch blood.

The date is 4th June.

Scorching day, steam rising, turning up the heat.
Heart troubling decisions.
Let the earth take its path, no disruption.

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today morning damn early wake up then on comp and slack till go gym then head home and change then go meet iiua plan to watch blood but haiz the counter check IC sia zz so cmi so go walk walk and head over to my house de pasar malam there have snacks and talk crap lols. then walk home haha now online and rot again. =.=.. so sian siaheng saturday can go out hahaha...

The date is 3rd June.

The day of reckoning.
The day of awakening.
The day where the countdown begins.
The war among us will ignite.
Fallen ones will rise once again.
Prepare the zones, harm no innocent.

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Same old thing this few days so bored no events no outings no gatherings. dieing of boredom already! so many messy things happen indirectly, i wan to go out and play to my heart's content! lucky tml got go out hahaha gym gym gym, although doing long intervals tml but still alright ba then see later on still got go pasar malam anot haha so long nvr go pasar malam liao... getting tired of the boring days already, cuz i will be wondering off to my far far mind and no fun there at alll =( well stop here bah nothing much.................

weird day.. 2th june

The date is 2th June.

Woke up at 11am. On comp watch anime but somehow got error so slack around whole day, went to jp in the afternoon with family walk around bought new ear piece. Eat some snacks and head back home and continue slacking, feel so lazy sia. Someone make me so excited cuz going east coasst to play but canceled lols sian la... wan to work, earn money...

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A mistake, big big mistake, a mistake never wanted to happen.
Mistake that shouldn't have been made.
The whole world is in a mess.
Something went terribly wrong, somehow.
Wavering feelings, troubling heart, bursting mind, crushing soul, degrading body.
Perhaps the path to choose would be once again the shadow.

start of the month. june

The date is 1st June.

Start of a new month.
A bad start, boring day, confused mind.
A whirling vision of reality, a glimpse of the future.
Feelings so mixed up, standing by the side watching the events happening.
Unable to decide the path, the light, dark and shadow.
Either path will bring pain to the ones around.

Battle of survival each day, elimination of the weakest.
The strong will rise, the weak shall fall.

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Today damn sian la. wake up rot on my bed then finally got energy to climb up.
Nobody jio me out lols, I wan to buy new ear piece liao cuz mine just spoil. today also nothing much to update on, nothing much happen actually. just rot around at home.

start of the month. june

rot whole day... 31st May.

The date is 31st May.

Final day of the month, the time draws near.
To think that someone so similar would exist.
Even met each other, the world is wild.
Fatigue built up, body is getting weaker by the day.
Training is needed, I will survive that very day!
Found the value in my life, protecting it with everything.

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The message that conveys:
The association will bring doom to the lowly humans.
In order to protect the planet, all creator of destruction will be annihilated.
The extermination will be swift, if the destruction would not seize.
The earth is sick, it needs to be treated before it get worse.
-this is part of the message.

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Today woke up at 10.40+ am so early sia but cant sleep already.. so jump out of bed and wash my face then on comp and appear offline watch anime. Had maggie for lunch cuz sunburn is so painful that i don feel like going out to buy. Don know why but felt very weak the whole day. went to sleep at about 3pm woke up at 7pm to have dinner and continue to watch anime.. What a boring day it was..

sentosa with W14A... 30th May

The date is 30th May.

Sunny bright day followed by rainy dark clouds, sun soon follow.
Sand training with games, gathering and having fun.
Water communicating, is part of relaxing and enjoyment.
Bonding was the main goal.
Injuries, mild or severe it is all part of us become stronger.

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Met up with friends at harbor front station - eehwa, wanqing, nicole, danial, kadim, din, melody and ernest.. azmil, power and daryl joined half way in sentosa.
Took the sky tram over to sentosa and walked to siloso beach.
played ball games and some of us went to buy drinks and soon rain starts to fall.
waited for the rain to stop and was planning to go back to vivo city then the rain become lighter and lighter and stops so we continue with the ball games. I was running around and kinda strain too much on my ankle. Rest abit and play abit, had fun.. went down to the water and relax and tan abit.. chatted and talked about rubbish haha not bad la release alot of stress there forget about them all... went back to vivo to have our breakfast+lunch+dinner, then my headache start to come liao maybe dehydration ba.. after eating went to the pet shop and they started playing arcade so i keep going in and out cuz inside too noisy liao, then walk walk around the mall and i keep wondering off then late liao so all going home.
slowly walked home cuz leg damn pain and tired le.. reach home bathe then online liao.. then fucking internet connection go dc for so long, plus that fucking clown don wish to live liao.

science UT.. 29th May..

The date is 29th May.

Wonderful dawn, clowns blocking the way.
Sardines not eaten and over packed.
Slow pace whole morning, low spirit
Body filled fatigue, limited rest.
Heavy legs, slow minds.

Claws of darkness grabbed yet another.
Commence mission, annihilation upon the blades.

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Morning saw nicole getting down from the train and she manage to squeeze through the crowd! She walked so fast to take the bus so didn't manage to call her, then saw felicia so waited with her for power and renee. then ask iiua to come find us haha.. ask her go right she go left.. lols slowly walk to school then see todays problem statement = die liao.. so chim because is like more on philosophy wah damn stress.. Don't know how to elaborate on the picture properly to link to the points so sian la.. 1st time presentation i nervous till so jia lat sia cuz after watching how the 1st team suffer then think we also die liao la lols... the science UT so lazy to ans the qns sia for the water and density de then i onli know the blood type thing and the molecue de also die liao i never study before then ask that kind of thing. zzz

bad day,,, 28thmay

The day is 28th May.

Sun shining brightly till dark clouds flew by.
Thunder storm roar fiercely, fire broke out.
Heavy down pour, floods through out the region.
Peace soon follow, this peace, will always be follow by another storm.

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Today 1st thing i go in class I see the kpo club ppl down there gossiping,
then i thought what sia in the end is my blog -.- they trying to be funny...
that nvm then start maths is like what the hell la, i don't even understand anything lor except the graph haha.. struggling sia then decided not to go for the navy talk but still don really understand the things la wth... after school went home, walk to station with friends.

reach home bathe ans slack arounf then online so sian lar.. the class prob ar, i got nothing to say sia, like getting worst...

dumb,, 27th may

The date is 27th May.

A road so cold and dark, chills flow along this path.
Leading to place where no one will ever reach.
Never ending it would seem,
see the truth, an orb will appear,
grab it, it will lead one back to the right path.
Comrades will come and go,
when they come, cherish them,
when it's time to let go, send them off with thanks.

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Today damn sian sia... stupid fire drill waste time only.
trying to concentrate and do the worksheet then alarm go off =.=
need to remember the codes for programming.
Now my class so into arm wrestling sia still can bet money some more...
Hope tml UT can go smoothly..


W14A got 1 very clever de person lei, guess right through my post, must try to write complex abit liao haha..

angry day, iiua's sad

The date is 26th May.

Dark clouds appeared, hence the sun was covered.
Rain starts to fall, droplets of agony, washing away the true smile.
Watching it with aching heart, it was unbearable.
Should it be this way? The path chosen is now reflecting onto my past.
Was that needed? A selfish decision it might be.
However selfish it may be, the intention was never bad.
The darkish world, relinquish the things that lead you astray.
Good things will soon follow.

Today's test was a flunk.

so little people understand what i say.. =(

sad sia today's UT sure fail almost all guess 1......

nice quote " No matter how much effort we can put in to save you, we can't save you if you don't reach out your hand. "

nice day, 25th may 2009

The date is 25th may

Bright and sunny day it was.
Warmth of the sun shine into our hearts and chase away the coldness.
With the coldness gone, we can shine as we are once and again.
Happy to see them I am.
Happiness will lead one to a special place in one's heart. =)
Faith of one's will be put to a test.
Survive it or be gone.
Elements with colors would be nice.
Jewel flares are beautiful, different jewels reflect one's heart.

What good will it be if happiness is not brought to you?



who might understand?

study outing.. 24th may

The date is 24th may.

Currently surrounded by books.
Studying with my friends, in this place where there's peace and quiet.
Quiet place is a rather boring place for me if I were to stay here for long period.
I can't seem to get them into my head, but I still have to study hard and persevere,
in order to achieve outstanding results, I have to push myself off the limits.

Looking at it makes me feel so empty.
i will no longer be who I am, the part of me which was suppressed,
is now crawling out, I may not be able to control.

The world of supreme rulers will go through the trial of dark fears.
Unless they pass, only then the world will come to understand peace.

Poly life.

Today is 23th May

I wondered along this path,
the path where I can't see,
a path where I can't reach,
I have walk on this path several times.
The path where my sense aren't clear,
my vision was blurry, I can only hear the howling wind,
the taste of bitterness, chilling wind blowing over me and the smell of sourness.
This was a path sadness, pain and confusion.

You have reminded me so much a her, she who left and never came back, I see her shadow in you, I was confused I didn't know what to do.

comp dead

20th feb

i wont be coming online anytime soon le. comp already dead le....
well still can contact by phone bah haha...
gonna be real bored onwards haiz.. hope things go well soon so that access the internet again. =(
so if got any outing pls call me out i will go if i'm free.

graduation from ITE CE

11th Feb

well long time no update due to some issues..

today was the graduation day for ITE CE classes of dec 08.
was happy that i graduated and will miss life in ITE CE had lots of fun and
some sad things happened too but will not let it stop me from moving forward..

plan to go marina square or suntec have lunch at seoul garden.
took bus 2 to bugis with bang ping, welfred, zhi hao, mei zhen, andrew, ezra, andy, hua jin, naveed, arif, sufyan, zhi jing, derek, chee wee, chye wei and wei xing. reach bedok hua jin say take mrt so some of us follow take mrt over to city hall.
went to marina square after the ceremony, i went to walk alone and join the rest afterwards.
found wad I'm looking for so walk over to mac and look for the others while trying to decide whether to buy anot. Then saw some of them eating so i sit down join them and chat.
meet up the rest of the group and they say go eat seoul garden to take our lunch but it wasn't worth at that time as its only till 3.59pm (4pm for student). and some one say go eat pizza hut instead as they were famished and somehow it turn out to be like our fault they wan go pizza hut..
so nvm me, bp, zh went over to arcade look for hua jin they all..
ate subway as i was very hungry already + someone tell me he wan go home eat so i accompany bp at subway.
I also don feel like cooking my own food as some stuff happened earlier so lost the mood.
somehow people make them look like they were the victim. I'm so not feeling well today talk to them they turn away and some more walk away i go off he come back straight so i was really ****** up.. we plan outing we invite them, yet they didn't want us around when they plan..
I felt like going home but thought it will get better when we get there but end up worst..
I just wanted to have a good meal then so many things have to happen..

PLEASE DO NOT MISUNDERSTOOD AND JUMP INTO CONCLUSION, THANK YOU...