work at fort canning

20th December

well today had catering work at fort canning park.. woke up at 7am as i set the alarm for 'pm' =.= so rush abit bath le take shirt then go off liao meet welfred, zhi hao and ivan(?) i'm not sure about his name xp psps... had breakfast at macdonalds.. then off to the park to set up the stations.. work till 3pm as it was a lunch buffet.. so went to plaza singapura and walk around as very bored and don wan to go home so early when walking towards the mall ivan left so left 3 of us walk till like 4++ 5pm i forgot le cuz too tired lols... went home after a drink at kopi roti(coffee shop)...

reach home le bathe and rest awhile then had dinner while surfing the net... then play game awhile then come blog hehe.. end here bah don know wad to write le...

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wonder why am i even doing all this,
no one even cares or understands at all, is it wrong to care?
just a few days back i find that the erosion has resume,
thank you for giving me the will to fight the past few months.
lost my purpose, my will and my strength to fight on..
i may be wrong, i may be right. who knows, maybe its neither...
wonder will i be able to find it back.

picnic (botanic garden)

19th December

today is picnic day organised by yueli..
today woke up settle some stuff and look for my picnic mat but sadly it wasn't found..
bathe then went out and off to city hall to meet up with bang ping, bang chuan, chwee mui and welfred..
i reached early at 11.50am so i went to bread talk to buy a snack just when i finish it i saw chwee mui came out from the station, so we went 1st to carrefour as the others will be late, went there to buy some drinks, paper cups and napkins. when we were going to pay the rest reach.. took bus to botanic garden and waited for yueli, mei zhen, naveed, hamizan and zhi jing to reach.. yueli reached 1st but she got down the wrong stop and ran all the way to botanic garden lols, awhile later the rest reach so we went in and look for a spot to settle down.. ate the "poison" sadwich ok it was tuna sandwich that yueli prepared haha.. mei xhen and naveed bought chips, bang chuan and chwee mui bought curry puff. eat a few sandwich we played frisbee while chwee mui was sitting down watching things and the stuff and mei zhen, naveed, hamizan and zhi jing went to walk around.. then after that palyed ice and water lols so fun sia run too much liao then leg abit ache then rest awhile and it started to rain so went in to the shelter and eat the chips, curry puff and oreos and play poker cards while waiting for the rain to stop, we were bored tiil we were facinated by the ants gathering the foods lols..

when the rain stops played awhile more then pack up and walked around the park then went to ecology garden.. the view there was nice and clean with 2 black swans and it was getting pretty dark so i cant see beyond the late shores at all so i can onli spot 2 swans.. when we wanted to go out of the park we went in circles as we were kinda lost, the nearest exit were block out by the construction site so have to go back to the main gate.. took bus to station and all went home..

reach home about 10pm went to bathe and come online and ate my fried rice and come blogging le.. end here bah =)..

bored 18th dec 08

everyone falling apart,
everyone's turning away.
cant help it but to feel the pain.
doing things you told people not to, yet you yourself are doing so.
why is all this happening.
because of you i had made sacrifices upon myself,
now that i have stop, everything will go back to you as they once were.
sometimes telling the truth will clear things up,
delaying will only make the misunderstanding deepens.

always pretending that i didn't know,
always pretending that i didn't heard it.
even though I cant always keep it inside me,
thus the pain and energy is building up inside of me,
I did not want to let it out in front of them.
taking in the pain and damage all by myself,
feeling lonely inside, no one understands.
always putting on a strong front.
I'm tired of looking for the answers.
I don't wan to ask anymore, just wasting my breath anyway.

time is short, i just wanted to enjoy, i just want to have fun with all my friends.
smiling and laughing away around them those were the times i really felt that i existed,
i were really happy, but it hasn't last long.
even like this its just seems to be turning to worst.
maybe is not so bad that the sight to feel people's pain and the sight of truth were taken away.
i always wonder am i really seen all these, even if i think its a delusion but its all so true,
there's no excuse i could tell myself its all fake.

so i hope things won't go wrong with tomorrow's outing/gathering.
lets all be happy and put on a big smile. =D

sentosa

10th December

woke up at 9.30am and prepare for Sentosa trip when about to head off, something need to be done 1st, after that rush to mrt station and off to harbor front to meet up with the others..
theres me, mei zhen, welfred, naveed, arif, wei xing and derrick attending this trip little but its alright as i plan to go there to relax only haha =)

thought i will be late but in the end i was the 1st to reach and earlier then expected at 11.05am but meeting time is 11.15am.. awhile later welfred reach followed by mei zhen and naveed. then went to have our lunch at kopitiam as others have not reach...

after lunch went up to tram station to meet up with wei xing and derrick then waited for arif to arrive.. took the sky train to sentosa and went to siloso beach and play
around at the beach.. played and relaxed and play and relax haha quite fun although less ppl then the last time.. one thing wasted is that nvr take any photos of us burrying wei xing twice so funny sia he keep trying to get up while we stacking the sand higher and higher on him..

at about 5pm+ we went to wash up and went to merlion there. while on the way took quite an amount of photos but didn't go up as need to pay =)
went back to vivo city and had dinner at KFC then walk walk around and decided to watch movie then say go watch BOLT, the movie was great.. so funny and have a nice story line and flow... can go watch.. after watch then go home le..

update blog while eating fried frice haha...

laughs

6th December

ytd work as caterer at SAFTI MI work from morning till night.. so tiring sia the 3 executive in-charge of my lane is like shit keep doing the wrong things and when times come for clearing 1 went mia, 1 tok on phone, 1 was day-dreaming then awhile later when other lanes cleared half way then they go then we have to rush haizz very sian.. then drink quite abit of white wine cuz no kik at all but when getting on to the bus to boon lay felt abit giddy le, reached boon lay my leg was like no strentgh so ndon wan to go home 1st then accompanny bang ping and jason(manager) to eat then jason so good treat bang ping and me drink and noodles haha after eating i waitedfor my last bus home and think bang ping got on to the last train bah then jason go look for his fren...

today woke up and went for work at sim lim square and so many errors cock up sia so don wan to tok a bout it then at 2pm i go find andrew then tell him i need to go off le then got more problems =.= today not my day sia then go buy clothes with bang ping as zhi hao onli come awhile then go back amk find his stead, then after buying we have lunch then walk walk abit then went home le as very tired ad quite sian cuz nothing to do le..

reached home wnet to bath and have dinner then come online and while waiting for some shows to buff then come blogging..

may have found the girl i like but...

3rd December

Have been going to school to do video edit lately but most of the time was slacking around cuz holiday and working mood le then don feel like doing it plus cant concentrate for some reasons..
then go school so sian lor holiday le still have to go henggot work so can get out of school for awhile haha..

The last day of work at the IT show (SITEX) was better then the last 3 days bah sold 1 sets of laptop total sell 17 sets for the whole show, 1st day 3 2nd day 2 3rd day 1 =.= then heng last day not 0 sia haha... have lots of fun although tiring and its a good experience too meet some new friends. so plan to work on the next IT show as well hope can meet more nice ppl =).

So tired lor this 2 weeks not enough sleep at all then still ppl giving me troubles and problems so sian lar!.. haiz wad the hell lor. now wan tto chiong work and earn lots of money to construct a good comp. found some odd jobs(intros from friend, and zh de catering 2 days) this few days cfm got work le so can slowly look for a full-time one, tml going to bugis work with the same company i work for during the IT show.

today went to school do some editing and puting in of SFX and editing the subtitles for my FYP then go meet bp they all at orchard, cineleisure, got bang ping, welfred, mei zhen, andrew and his gf, si hao, naveed, zhi jing, kok keong, derek and thier friend i forget the name. go there walk walk and have dinner at BK with welf and bp while the rest go up to arcade then after finish then go ljs have their dinner chat abit then go home le..

found out something then thought to myself, "lucky i didn't fell so much if not i really don know how to go on anymore liao, so lucky that i didn't fell so deep =)" don ask wad is it bah for those might know or guess just keep it to urself please..

just very tired le wonder when then can have a good rest. wish can sleep well every night and don think so much if not later collapse and have to spend more money le so i will always be happy and cheerful as someone told me that when u are happy u wont fall sick easily and i think its rather true bah.. so be happy and stay happy =D

end here le bah good luck for those who are looking for a job. =)

2nd day of work

28th November

well today's the 2nd day of work, today's sales was worse then yesterday's, only manage to sell 2 laptops haizz... so many see, ask and go, and so many ppl ask for freebies sia so sian de la..

have to stand whole day then my leg is like super ache la. luckily don have to stand through out my trip home like yesterday so not as tiring.. today de crowd is like all asking for specs, offers and prices only hope tml, saturday will have lots of buyers as every show also like this de sat and sun will hae many ppl buy de so i have to jia you le haha ok bah end here very sleepy just come to blog while waiting for my hair to dry... =)

hmm.. its been awhile since we last chatted

1st day of work in IT show

27th November

long time no post le haha, have been very busy with FYP and IGV assignment 2 and a few other personal matters, so i don have the extra time to update my blog haha..

my fyp presentation was a complete failure so sianz. so don wan to tolk about it..

today is the 1st day and 1st time working in the IT show, its so tiring have to stand all day except when eating lunch.. onli manage to sell off 3 laptops haizz so sian, thought will be able to sell more de but oh well thats life ' if u don fight for it, u will lose it '..

alot of see and go ppl so damn sian lor talk till no breathe liao then they say laetr come back then in the end atleast ot 1 customer called me to ask about the specs of the laptops, hope he will come back and buy from me =) atleast i din give my number for nothing ^^.. hope tml can sell more then today...

it was rather fun working there, meet a few new friends.. was chatting and fooling around at times thats y can sell more lols but its a good experience.
end here le bah tired le wan to rest

ys bday meal

2th November

today yi shen treat us( man hao, rena, dovan, kelvin, shi min, christopher, kar fu, boon huat, william, bian bian a.k.a da bian, yi shen him-self and me ) to lunch at pizza hut spent $130 plus plus. thanx alot yi shen. the lunch is an early treat for his birthday which is on the 5th November..

after eating went to the wallet shop to look at the wallet yi shen wanted to buy but in the end didn't as he was afraid that he will regret after buying, then went to arcade as always i watch them play then i go walk walk around then go back to find them and walk around together bah.. then go to coffee bean to have coffee ofcause... then walk home together with yi shen and da bian then chatted with them about our secondary school stuff bah..
well i have to go off now if i were to make it pass tonight it will be great though.. so ya.. bye~

new song

1st November

woke up at like 2.30pm today was very tired.. had lunch and slack at home watching vcd.. come online after dinner and while waiting for video to buff so go look for the song Flavour of life, i heard it from the Jdorama " Hana yori dango 2 " and find the song was nice so decided to change the song for my blog below is the english translated lyrics for it...

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Flavour of life

For some reason it's painful when you say "Thank You"
The unbreakable magic after "good bye" is weakly bittersweet
The Flavor of life, The Flavor of Life

Not friends, but not lovers, we're inbetween
I'm dreaming of the day of the harvest of fresh fruit
Why is it so vexing?

For some reason it's painful when you say "Thank you"
The unbreakable magic after "good bye" is weakly bittersweet
The Flavor of Life, The Flavor of Life

Words of invitation that are simply sweet
Are a sensationless poison
My interest is not peaked by things like that
Life isn't something that you throw away
When things don't go your way

When I'm suddenly asked "what's wrong?" I just say "no, nothing"
The smiling face that disappears after "good bye" isn't like me
The more I wish that I want to believe, the more painful it is
It's more like you to say "I like you" more than "I love you"
The Flavor of Life

When you suddenly remember people you were about to forget
I honestly want to be happy
When I think of the whiteness of the snow that builds up

More than diamonds, I want a soft, warm future
I want to spend my limited time with you
For some reason it's painful when you say "Thank you"
The unbreakable magic after "good bye" is weakly bittersweet
The Flavor of Life, The Flavor of Life

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haiz feeling so empty yet heavy now don know how am i going to continue, i've lost my purpose.. but still hope i can make it tml. Fare well.. just afraid that i don't have the chance to say that anymore.....

phase test and work

30th October

well that day on 30th October which is Thursday, woke up in the morning and received a devastating news and i lose all my mood and stay in bed till like 4pm++ till i came to my senses.. well guess its time to let go of everything and go on with the rest of my days, i've face and escaped death 3 times and i don know if i can do it once again... i just hope i will have like 2 to 3 months so that i can atleast help my project group to finish the tasks.

31st October

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAVEED AND ZHI JING!~!

i wan to apologize for not able to celebrate with u guys, hope u guys enjoyed ur day with the rest =)..

today had phase test in the morning, it was easy.. i was relief when i look through the question paper as its all quite easy to do so i lose all my worries for the test. went for lunch after the test and waited for time to pass then go home for awhile and change to get ready for work, catering at Marina Barrage as its for the official opening of Marina Barrage with LEE Hsien Loong . meet bang ping at city hall then go on to meet up with zhi hao and welfred at marina bay and chye wei will be late so we go off 1st as the rest of the stuff are waiting for us.. have quite alot of fun today at work, laugh so much.. lols

work till 8pm++ bah but have to pack the stuff in and time passed so fast, finish packing and it was already 10.30pm and wait for transport to go back to station as there were no public transport at that place.. reach home at 12am++ went to bath and waited for dota match, and i think i cant ddownload things and play at the same time bah willl get dc from the internet cuz happen twice le so sian then come update blog bah... well getting tired now le so going stop here. bah

what is wrong

seems like I've done something awfully wrong, for u to treat me like this... if i really did, please tell me what had i done wrong. i really don't know what is going on around me anymore.. i really hope that this will clear up soon.. each time i try to chat with u but it seems like I'm the only one talking i guess the old times is gone forever.. each time i think of it, i feel really sad..
my brain is dieing soon i really hope to see the truth before its all come to an end...

chalet

9th October

today was a damn freaking boring day. no events no nothing -.- ... stay home and sleep all day lols and everything went bloody wrong sia, wad the bloody hell is wrong today?.. sian lor so update about chalet...
chalet 3 days 2 night from 6th October to 8th October at costa sand pasir ris resort... people attending are bang ping, zhi hao, ai jia, mei zhen, andrew, welfred, chye wei, ezra, hua jin, man hou, eugene, naveed and me..... people who join us got hua jin, andy, zhi jing, kok keong, bang chuan, derek and jiao wei..

1st day before going to chalet went to school for fyp meeting all say don late then inthe end only me and ai jia the punctual ones the rest late and when they reach they say joel will be very late then all sian liao waste of time only so me and aj went to man hou's house to slack abit and do permit for some of the place then wait awhile for man hou to pack his bag then go meet mei xhen then go chalet together... reach chalet at about 5pm+ and the others getting ready for BBQ some inside play games and some watching tv then afew of us went to cheers to get some alcohol to drink wah then is like the 1st time drink and got high sia zz also don know why... after bbq all gone back inside to slack bah awhile later we play forfiet games play till morning then some went to watch sunrise and some went to sleep..

2nd day wait for each other to wake up and bathe then want to eat breakfast but end up raining and have to wait then eat lunch.. after lunch went for a walk and rent bicycle and planned to ride to changi village to have our dinner.. took so long and so much energy to ride to changi lor zz, after dinner we ride to the beach for awhile plan to ride to airport but very far and everyone is tired so stop at the place where the plane flew pass to land can see the plane flying so near to us sia haha... stop there awhile then ride back to chalet liao.. reach chalet all rest then i go buy vodka to drink cuz not in good mood bah, don ask why...

3rd day got nothing much cuz after i drink then sleep quite well.. woke up and prepare to book out and go return the bicycle and have our breakfast then went home bathe and sleep le..

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nothing out of ordinary

4th October

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON LIM =)

on the 2nd of October went to recee at fort canning park but after walking 1 round of the park there isn't anything special bah then went in to ask the person whether we are allowed to film at there or not but unfortunately we wasn't as that place was copy righted..

at night our group and bang ping, mei zhen, welfred, chye wei, wei xing and kok keong, to do a reshoot for our project at pasir ris park - mangroove swamp but the generator was not strong enough to power the red heads(lightings) so the shoot was a failure... so SORRY to our Guest make u guys wasted ur time to come all the way to help but in the end its for nothing..

on the 3rd of October went to pasir ris park - mangroove swamp to shoot only the host part and done another trail shoot. After shoot we went to have our lunch and head over to wennhaoo's house to do some editting.. at about 7pm++ went to have dinner with mei zhen then go home le..

today 4th October morning wake up watch Kid's Central together with my little bro.. while waiting for wenhao and rena to reach jurong then go cut hair then eat lunch then go home and rot till now then nothing to do some come update blog haha =)...
later going to hao's house to celebrate aaron's birthday...

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LOVE MUSIC~

the bread that he baked from the morning
puts a smile on that hungry girl
the flowers that she nurtured
fully bloom gifting a smile
I want to reach you through this sound that will become yours
I want to deliver this poem as a voice which will become yours
when this world receives a small bit of love
someday a great big love will be shown to everyone
the happenings of your existence today
becomes one unchangeable page
In the large amount of blood shed
pours forth immutable tears
I want to reach you through this sound that will become yours
I want to deliver this poem as a voice which will become yours
if we embrace, no matter how bitter the sadness
there'll be a time where we can talk about it with a smile
when you again become a coward from having lost to yourself
let's stop running away
when this world receives a small bit of love
someday a great big love will be shown to everyone

thought of mine

thoughts


if time could turn back even for just a few seconds wouldn't it be great for everyone..?
humans are such fragile beings, we get hurt over simple little things. we cant persevere through minor hardship without sacrifice.

I wonder how much more time do i have. even if I'm gone, all the precious memories will always be there.. before I got the chance to even know you, I was prepared to move on back to the dark, but now I don wan to go back in to that dark world..each time one of them went back in i was so worried that it would be me next.. time has pass so quickly without us even noticing.

is following the path that my heart chose wrong? or i should have chosen the other one then i wont feel so much pain and doubt as i have now. theres times that i might have done something wrong as everyone's attitude is changing towards me or am i just thinking too much.. i'm so confused now.. every time i didn't tell or tell u somethings u will give me that kind of attitude and it just hurts so much. i just don feel like tell it to anyone my troubles anymore it will always turn out even worse for me after that...

1st day of work at F1

27th September

long time no blog le cuz too busy and lazy le..

on the 24th of September which is Wednesday me and my project group went pasir ris park for shoot.. it dint go that well as plan and expected. the lightings are some what difficult to get it right as the camera cant absorb enough light so everything was very dark.

on 25th September, went to haw par villa, the ten courts of hell to recee took quite an amount of pictures and done some planning on wad things to shoot.. and nth much bah on that day..

today went to work as a caterer at esplanade there for the F1 staff was quite busy and tiring but its quite some fun there haha... after work went out and watch the F1 race. cant really see clearly when they move cuz too fast liao and its so loud lols... so exciting sia if can watch from the vip sit even better xp ~day dreaming~

very tired le wan go rest so end here bah..

chye wei Bday

13th September

today slept whole day then wake up at around 4++pm and slack till 6pm and wait for dinner..
went our of house at about 7.20pm go bedok find mei zhen, ai jia, bang ping, welfred and naveed..
when i reach mei zhen's house there onli got naveed the rest was late bah then awhile later welfred also reach le so wait for mei zhen to come down then go prepare the stuff and i do eye power haha..
when bang ping reach he also come sit with us do eye power while welfred helping out lols.. wait for the others to come and ai jia came with kok keong then zhi jing came awhile later bah.. still got mei zhen's relative some sort of celebrating together bah haha... all play till like so hyper lo actually like small kids bah haha jkjk... play till late late then don feel like going home le soplan go mei zhen's house spend the night lo.. me, bang ping and welfred accompany ai jia go eat sotong for supper eat and slack till 1.20++am bah cuz ai jia don wan go home so early then sent her home le we head off back to mei zhen's house while bang ping went home...

14th September

woke up at 9.30am like that bah then slack awhile wait for mei zhen and her family to get ready then go down cuz her family wan go temple to see performance bah if i remember correctly... then me and welfred went home and prepare to go out and meet ai jia, mei zhen, bang ping, welfred, chye wei, nav and derek to celebrate chye wei's belated birthday.. went to kbox and sing till 7++pm then go buy dinner to go up to the fountain there to pinic so hard to find a spot lor all so wet then found a dry spot and sit down start eating and so many ants join us for dinner lols...
saw some one propose using the fountain laser display so look awhile then got the idea of wishing chye wei happy birthday, so welfred and bang ping so i follow went down to the platform there to key in our message, they got mischevious plan de sia wan to disturb me and ai jia then i keep stop them lo tell them she will angry de, then i go disturb welfred wanted to pt him and mei zhen de haha but don have that intention bah just wan to play around onli so i go look at other things and come back see welfred send out another message his massage i saw is wad that is ok de bah then i look to bang ping there he also send out another 1 then i sian half sia lols he say till like really send out that kind of message... later take bang ping's wallet and run bah cuz suddenly feel like it haha almost die lo stop le so much blood rush up to my head but 1st time survive without medication bah also don know how.. nvm le finish here wan to go sleep liao...

cmpb test

11th September

today's the day for my cmpb check up for army enlistment.. woke up at 6.25am to bath then go out and meet kelvin and william on the train, reach tiong bahru at about 7.30am then wait for the rest, got bang ping, bang chuan, welfred, zhi hao, andrew, man hou, raphael, chye wei and deric..

all the test was quite simple.. 1st was the urine test and follow by the blood test so scared of the needle sia lols seems so big then took a tube of blood.. after all the test need to go to a room to confirm what pes u will go..

during the analysis for the pes thingy, i tell the medical officer i got asthma then he call me go do he spiro test, then go back find the MO and he call me go back to take another blood sample -.-zz take another 2 more tube sia sian lor... then go do the questionaire and it was so long and boring..

the check up end liao all go to the canteen and wait for the rest to finish... all gather liao then go coffee shop there have botak john for lunch then go meet rena, chee mui, ezra, and chye wei at plaza singapura to watch "The Days".. ok lar the movie. the story took place on year 1990 about one of my school's lecturer's own real live story with a little twist...
then nothing much le bah so stop here...

ai-chin's Bday

9th September

Happy Birthday Ai-chin~~!

today is ai-chin's birthday =) so must celebrate..!


today go sch at 12noon cuz got make up lesson for cdp to do the online tests then go lunch at 1pm and go for mdp lesson at 2pm bah.. also don nothing much in that lesson, so slack =x

after school go TM for dinner cuz my mother cook fish onli bah then i don wan to eat haha... after that then see time so late liao sia 7.18pm so all go home le then come blog abit lo since long time no update le.. ya so end here =]...

Happy Birthday Ai-chin~~!

pictures of botanic garden

well today done nothing much.. during igv lesson we got nothing to do cuz our group's director is helping welfred's group to shoot as the actress so i go there do eye power lo haha..
after lesson go for lunch then go for the press conference of "The Days" movie as its directed by our school's lecturer Mr. Boi Kwong so went there to support... then go watch movie le, watched 4Bia quite scary lar got shocked afew times haha after watching all went home le..

here's some of the pics for our visits to botanic garden =)

trip to botanic garden

September 1st

today go to botanic garden.. got me, mei zhen, bang ping, welfred, andrew, chye wei, naveed and derek. go walk walk inside, went to see the swans at the sawn lake but sadly there is onli 2 of them thought there would be more de lols, then take a few photos of them lo then continue our journey in the botanic garden and went in to see the orchid garden to see the orchids bah.. then take alot of photos there and played alot there have lots of fun haha all like gone wild le then play till very tired and sweaty lor... will upload the pic tml..

then after that gone to marina square to have our dinner then go play bowling liao.. haiz at bowling all say don know how to play de in the end all so pro de lor haharx... and i hurt my thumb sia haiz so pain de lor, the ball keep slipping off my thumb thats y =.=.. after playing already like 9pm le so all wan go home le as tml got high elements for pe and at 8am somemore so early so need to go home rest early.. so end here~

tired but funny day

August 28th

woke up at 6.30am and went to bath then halfway rain sian lor so cold... and raining so heavily then no choice lor have to take umbrella but still my legs all wet lor haiz... damn sian go class the power tripped cuz think ezra static too strong liao bah he go on the comp then all power down liao... after mdp lesson, go eat lunch and stay there talk talk abit and go find ai jia, mei zhen, mei jin and naveed cuz they selling chocolate for the interact club de cuz want to ask them whether got go plaza singapura with bang ping, zhi hao and me to go buy zhi hao's preasent for his girlfriend..

after buying we go off to ang mo kio to find his gf.. haha both of them super shy lor don wan to talk about the details bah later got ppl come kill me haha.. when zhi hao send her home me and bang ping go mac sit to wait for zhi hao to come back then go home le.. need to go do my stuff liao so end here bah =)

busy week

August 22th

woo this week so busy lor.. got so many work to do, school de got flash, igv assignment 2 which is script writing, and fyp stuff. now abit free le bah as flash and script has finish. this few days the weather so bad sia keep raining then cannot go run haiz.. ytd go school in the morning to present the script then teacher will shoose 6 best script/story to become director then choose their groupmates one by one lor then is like all the former groups are seperated lols...

after lesson, go for lunch and go for social club meeting to get the stuff for the inter-class competition,then after setting up me, kok keong, wen hao and poh chong at there chit chat lor cuz very sian ma waiting for the players to reach... then i am incharge of the scoreboard like last time, just start 1st match de 2nd half only it start to rain liao sia then have to stand in the rain untill that half finish so the event is postpone to next tuesday sian lor 3pm to 6pm but also good bah since tuesday lesson is mdp and the video group most probably is nothing to do de so should be fine bah... so after keeping the tables, chairs, and other stuff we can go off liao.

when reach lakeside also raining here -.- so have to walk slowly in the rain home and very tired so don't want to walk fast. reach home straight go bath then come out and caught a cold ): liao then dry my hair and go sleep liao.. sleep till 7.30pm like that bah cuz my mother keep calling me up to eat dinner then wake up lo.. after eating then go online and do some stuff liao bah....

August 23th

today wake up at 10am bah then watch tv, then forgot got things need to do become so forgetful liao haizz... so do till like around 1+pm then sit down and fall a sleep sia then wake up at 2+ then go to my bed and sleep so tired sia... today also nothing much bah actually plan to go out de but do the stuff till so tired..
stop here bah...

wet day

August 18th

today go for igv lesson then need to think about what to write for the script damn sian lor don't know what to write.. then listen to music also no inspiration only tears almost come out -.- so nvm lor go walk walk around chit chat.. plan after school go home change and go for a run wanted to clear my mind ma cuz its all her up there haiz. after joking around feel much better le bah so laugh alot le... after cdp go for FYP meeting with Mr. Joel after the meeting can go off liao so took bus 31 to tanah merah and take train liao......

haiz.. super suay lor reach lakeside here then it starts to rain liao...
then have to walk home in the rain some more thought still can con go running de but when walking halfway home it rain heavier -.- so no choice liao so have to rot at home =( ...
sleep in the living room sofa till dinner time bah eat while going online then come blog.
want to go do my flash, script and research liao so end here le =]

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sleeping day

August 16th

hmm today sleeping whole day, wake up and sleep wake up and sleep bah...
cuz don't wanna think so much, around 3pm like that go exercise cuz cant sleep then go bathe and sleep again till 7.20+pm, and eat dinner then come online le..

online do some stuff and watch some Otsuka Ai's album dvd and some other videos then go play dota liao lose that match lor haizz sian... after dota then come here blog lo cuz later going to continue LOVE PIECE TOUR 2008 concert video liao ytd watch halfway de...
today nothing much bah cuz have been sleeping and should be going out de but they never call.

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クラゲ、流れ星 -Jellyfish, Shooting Star

Far far away, like every other night,
This feeling of "wanting to meet you, yet not being able to" remains somewhere within my mind
Am I thinking amiss?
Starry sky,
do you also think so?

Jellyfish, whenever I find a shooting star,
your name floats into my mind
No matter how imperfect you are
I like you so much

I wonder if you can call this love?
If I try to forget you then I end up loving you even more
If you really don't want to be with me
then no matter what, we can never be together

Jellyfish, I couldn't find that shooting star
It seems as though I'll forget your words
If there was just one thing that you could believe in
then could I simply stay in love with you?

Jellyfish, whenever I find a shooting star,
your name floats into my mind
No matter how imperfect you are
I like you so much

this is the translated lyrics of the song on my blog..

sad day

August 15th

today go simei meet naveed then took bus 9 to the bus stop to meet ai jia and mei zhen but mei zhen will be late so we walk to school 1st then wait for mei zhen at T-block lift there. then go up to class together.. in class so sian lor nth to do de cuz our MTV left alittle bit to edit onli then slack all the way till 12noon to submit liao..

11.40+am like that jesmond call for a briefing for social club for the interclass competition thingy after that go for lunch and prepare for the event liao...

during the event i'm incharge of the score board, ok lar quite slacking onli the weather very hot bah so drink lots of water cuz i get dehydrated easily.. the event end at about 5.50pm like that then go put back all the tables, chairs and other props back to the office at T-block 4th floor...

put le then i alone go down meet ai jia, mei zhen, mei jin, welfred, si hao,naveed and eugene bah... while i going down to meet them i somehow thinking of something le maybe because alone then nobody talk to me bah... then meet them le and slowly walk towards the bus stop lor and is walk like super slow sia till wen hao, poh chong and kok keong also catch up with us liao then si hao and mei jin then poh chong and kok keong go their own way. and i cant stop thinking about it lor zzz sian.. then i like all the way no mood bah so i nvr really talk much then reach bedok le planning to go mei zhen house there de coffee shop eat de then eugene ask wan to eat kfc ma so like all agree lor cuz all is anything de so go in sit down wait for bang ping to come..

when bang ping reach le they talk talk 1st so i go Q at the counter alone the lady infront of me took so long lor her family feast ready liao then she order mash potato so the cahser take for her then she order shroom burger -.-zz she cannot make the order in 1 shot de sia make me stand there for so long... till the others come Q liao she still not done with the order lor kaoz...

eat le then i went home and went down to run cuz wanted to stop thinking about her for a while bah.. run 3016m(3.016km) cuz 1 lap is about 377m bah and i ran 8 rounds actually is run 6 rounds onli then slow jog for 2 rounds...so shiok lor after running my mind so clear liao so thats about it bah...

haizz so end here bah....

normal day

August13th

well nothing much really happen today and yesterday bah...
today when walking to lakeside mrt station patrick call me say wait for him then go school together.
when halfway on the train to school naveed ask me to meet at simei mrt station then go meet mei zhen and ai jia... so me and naveed walk over to the bus stop where they always meet.. when reaching the bus stop saw mei zhen there so go sit down with her then study for mdp test 2 while waiting for ai jia but ai jia say she will be late then tell us to go school 1st so we go 1st lo then reach le me and naveed go co-op shop buy water while mei zhen went up 1st..ehh lazy to recall wad happen le haha......

go for igv lesson then do the MTV for the assignment 2.. do the video finish le so i walk around and chit chat with friends..then go for tps lesson see afew vids then slack around liao cuz i fogot to bring the book again...lols

lunch time go cafe 1 look for sit then saw Rena a.k.a big boss so go there disturb awhile lor haha..
then i tought got space liao end up her friends all haven't eat yet so no choice we have to find other place then we go to the cafe beside the noods de i don know the name of the cafe =x...
ok lar the food there quite nice, price also affordable just abit stingy bah haha..

after lunch go for mdp test 2 liao all the qns was easy bah i think i atleast can get 25points bahx >.< then wait for Mr.kim seng to finish marking our papers and the results are our class all FAIL?! lols obviously is teachers answer sheet got problem because alot of the qns's ans was common sense and the answer sheet give different answer lols see Mr. kim seng so stress sia see our class highest is just 13 then most is get below 10 de haha....

after the results, we can go off le so walk to take bus 31 to bedok then go sit down at macdonalds eat McFlurry and play the game(zhong ji mi ma) again -.- all addicted to it liao. then we are like small kids lor make so much noise but so funny lor laugh alot and the Mac is like ovan inside cuz the place we sit no ai-con de, think spoil or wan to save electricity bah...

tired liao can think what to write liao haha so end here bah...
will upload the picture of us at sentosa there soon :}

fun fill sentosa =)

August 11th

today go Sentosa, meet at vivo city at 11am and those late commers must treat those who are on time lunch. I always on time de so i reach exactly at 11am, and walk from station to vivo then sms mei zhen ask her where is she cuz she went out so early then she sure reach early de then she call me tell me she at control station de another side so i walk back lo cuz i walk the otherside to vivo ma so nvr see her... then find her le and wait for the others awhile later ai jia, naveed and bang ping reach at the same time.. then we went up to Food republic to eat our lunch then i disturb bang ping when we oder food i say u have to treat me lei cuz u late then he really treat me sia(Thanx alot Bang Ping =D) after we finish our lunch le we wait for poh chong to come cuz he will be really late, at 12noon poh chong reach le then we go Q up buy ticket to take the train bah i forgot wads that call le haha.. then off we go to sentosa then to siloso beach to look for eng yi and kok keong and idris after finding them we go change and move to the other side of the beach to play water, swim and sun tan...

after we settle down le eng yi and kok keong come find us and play with us for awhile and off they go off le cuz we splash water at each other ma then he don wan to get wet cuz ahe nvr bring extra clothes.. then they play awhile they go back to play volley ball and when eng yi they all going off to go walk walk poh chong go find them and bath then they go walk walk le bah i also not sure lar haha.....

after they went off we continue to play but now got seaweed and sand come into the splashing le we play sand wars and seaweed wars haha cuz nth to play ma then we play. all throw the sand so hard sia very pain lor when hit.. we suggested burying ppl so ai jia was the 1st target cuz she small size ma then we make untill like coffin sia haha then we bury naveed beside her after that change target to mei zhen and bang ping then take lots of pictures so funny sia haha.. then we go inside sea water slack awhile play sand again but for awhile onli then all slack around again sun tan... then ai jia go up play with her sand castle and end up become ice-kachang more like sand kachang lo haha... play play le then me and naveed go carry ai jia and pull her to the deeper part of the water there and put her there and she know how to swim so she nvm de bah when she put her head down her hair its like those female water ghost sia the hair spread around de haha... stay at the beach for so long lo 12+ noon to 5+ pm lei before we go bath we dig a very big and deep hole on the beach till can see the water below sia haha...

we go to the siloso beach toilet then so many ppl inside lo so we walk to palawan beach de toilet and bathe then eng yi kok keong and poh chong come meet us there then we start to take photos le and go take on the bridge and cross over to another the otherside to take more photos take finish le then walk back to the station there take the train back to vivo to have our dinner... haha then forgot who suggest carl's jr le haha so all agree lo..

order food le then eat till like 8pm like that.. hmm.. we went up to roof there to play a game for more info on wad we done during that period visit mei zhen blog haha

after playing le and is like so late liao lor 11pm liao lei so all go home le then i take with them to outram part station then i take different train cuz i going to the west side and they going east side... i reach lakeside at around 11.30pm bah so fast sia haha then reach home on comp go bathe my back all sun burn lo so hard to bathe the others also all sun burn liao go bathe conform all shiok de lor...

ok le end here =)

national day

August 9th

on national day so boring lo no event for us de sleep till late late then go meet kelvin, kar fu, dovan and william at boon lay bus interchange. then take bus 174 to the magic hall there to meet wen hao a.k.a ah hao and rena then watch magic show as usual then buy kar fu present for his birthday.. then go down to 1st floor the food court then see the price all so "cheap" de lor then nvm we take bus 14 to bedok de 85 market to eat our dinner...

finish our dinner we walk to ah hao's house then chit chat, play guitar, play magic tricks and the time like pass so slow lo so i go watch anime and bang ping call me(wen hao's acc) into the conference on skype then tok lo.....

August 10th

at about 2++ am we order Mac delivery and slowly wait while i continue watching anime and they chatting lo.. when the orders arrive then we slowly eat.. i finish eating le i go back watch anime and continue talking to bang ping, ai jia and naveed on skype when the others slowly eat outside at the living room then i disturb ai jia say wan to bring food to her house haha but so late le so nvr go bah cuz i eat finish le is about 3am le..... dovan and karfu wan to watch video so they use till 4.30++ am so i go play kar fu's guitar while they watching.. they finish watching le then my turn again so i watch till 6+ am then i go out walk around cuz very cold then i go sit at the balcony then i fall asleep till like 7++am bah then kelvin call me go in sleep on the sofa then still very cold lo sleep till my neck so pain... then all sleep till like 11++ am then all wake up le kar fu dovan and william go down eat lunch, me, kevin, ah hao and rena stay home eat mee goreng =]..
we slack till 3pm like that then go home ah hao accompany rena go bedok cuz rena wan to take bus 7 go home then me, kar fu, kelvin, dovan and william take bus to tampinies take train go home.. i reach home at about 5pm then bath le dry my hair then go sleep till 8.06pm haha cuz very tired then wake up straight go eat dinner le then online see got what anime to watch then do msn stuff cuz my hotmail account got freeze also don know y -.-...
for those who know me please add me at my new acc - shadoweaglex@live.com.sg

ok le sign off here......

fun and tiring day

today wake up at 10am then went back to sleep cuz nothing to do, then at 11.40++am like that my mum wake me up and tell me to go eat the McSpicy she bought and i wake up and eat lo cuz she shout like so fierce so go eat lo. after eating wanted to go back sleep de but too full so cant sleep then sit there rot till 1+pm go bathe then and prepare then go bugis meet up with bang ping, ai jia, mei zhen, naveed, zhi hao, mei jin and welfred... suppose to meet at 2.30pm de then all will be late so i went out late also cuz something crop up also. then about 2.50pm like that i reach bugis then sms bang ping whether he reach le ma, after send onli i saw them liao haha we arrive at the same time sia so coincident sia, then we wait awhile cuz zhi hao and welfred reaching soon.

all here le except mei jin so we go walk walk see zhi hao wallet cuz his wallet went missing so need to get a new one. then go eat lunch, after we done eating mei jin join us while me, bang ping and zhi hao going to buy desert to eat. after that go Bencoolen mall see watch cuz bang ping wan to help his big bro see the design ba.. then go bugis streets see shirt and end up walk round the streets and go back to bugis junction only lols~.. go arcade bang ping and welfred go play then me and zhi hao watch them play only. the rest go walk walk else where bah awhile later then they join us to watch the 2 play and we saw bang chaun and chwee mui.. after playing we go take neoprints again they buay sian de sia haha when taking neoprints some thing funny happened haha don wan say if not something will happen to me also lols lala~~~......

take finsh le bang chaun and chwee mui take us go eat dinner, then me and naveed go eat BK cuz he cant eat there de food bah so i pei him lo.. after eating when me and naveed going to find them le we saw welfred walking towards BK so we call him then go 7eleven to buy drink then go find the others end up they not there cuz they also go BK find us lols they like to do excercise de wor don know where they get so much energy also haha jkjk... then go back to junction and saw bang ping's big bro lols onli left their parents then whole family there liao.. they talk talk awhile then his big bro go off and bang chuan go suntec with chwee mui then we all also go home liao cuz tired le and nth to do liao. when i on my way home walking from MRT station i saw an old man wearing whole body white and pushing a quite old trolly and walk in a wavy motion scare me sia i tot is those kind of things cuz lunar 7th month ma, then i walk faster to pass him then i saw infront a black figure standing very still there make me so scared lor haizz, i tell myself i got so suay meh see twice in a roll then when i get closer to him then see is a guy toking on the phone... lols lame sia...luckily not the real thing haha...

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sian msn prob

~Boring day~

today mdp lesson do the flash thingy the mouth lipsing with the sound ok la quite easy just somewhat troublesome only, cuz need to keep swaping the mouth symbol to match the sound.
then go for pe to see our napfa results and theres lots of mistakes lor lols. awhile later go for lunch le :]

sian sia no msn to use -.-zzz...
i think my account got frozen bah so lame lor haha also don know wad happen...
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andrew bday

HAPPY Birthday Andrew

go school do usual stuff , see IGV class test 1 results ok lar not bad still can get 24/30 without studying much haha, after that go tps then break le, after eating go for mdp class test hope can get good marks too xp.

After test can go off le so me, bang ping, ai jia, naveed, mei zhen,mei jin, andrew went to bugis look for the restaurant to celebrate Andrew's 18th birthday but see the price so ex.. so go shopping while waiting for welfred to meet us, awhile later welfred reach le then mei zhen say wan to take neoprint so go lor haha..

after taking neoprint we walk to suntec to eat carl's .Jr then the burger so big sia see liao also tio shock the onion rings all so big also lols. after eating we went up and slack around for awhile, see andrew's present, then we all sit down and hear andrew say jokes and play games haha
play till 9pm++ then all went home le.. haizz so tired sia
so ending here le bah nth much to type le... =D

1st time

well 1st time blogging...

lets see, today meet naveed and andrew for lunch and bang ping woke up late and will be meetting us later as he was sick so nvm.. then we went to kfc to eat and mei zhen meet us halfway while we eat.. mei zhen show us something bad lei, she show us the ciggrette thing i also don know wads that for.. after meeting went to bedok inter to meet ai jia and bang ping then go to school.
go for Mr.graham's MDP lesson then do a animation cartoon head, need to do so many things for its expression and lipsing cuz need to put in audio for the animation, do untill very sian lor.. -.-zz
after lesson go to tm to buy something for a certain someone. then all go off le, i alone taking train playing gundam untill my eyes vision blurry lols haha..
tml got test so need to go study liao and also don know wad else to type liao so end here bah. =)