Had another dream about a ghost again last night...
That's the third time for this year 2010... Arghhh...
I wanna buy a bag!!!
Coming up events:27th Feb
~ MOT BBQ @ East Coast Park
1st March
~ Nurul's Bdae Celebration
6th March
~ Kite Flying @ Marina Barrage
20th March
~ Tentative MacF Shoot
22nd or 29th March
~ Tentative KH Shoot
22nd or 23rd March
~ Tentative Ranka Shoot
26th March
~ Clara's Bdae
27th March
~ WCS Preliminary Round @ West Coast Plaza
28th March
~ Tenjo Tenge Shoot @ Chinese/Japanese Garden
I'm still looking for you.
I am a lazy bum... sighz...
But everytime the thought of staying in school with FL after classes for revision sounds so bad to me.
I dunno why, but maybe coz she's always complaining about the project room and the people in it, but she kept going there still.
And everytime i see her so not shiok with the people in there, i get very fed up.
It's like, you already know that you're not gonna like it here, then why do you keep coming here?
sighz...
Library is also packed so i guess no choice.
But seriously the project room doesn't give a study atmosphere. The tables are in some swirly shape somemore.
I'm a person who needs to be organised before i start work. Everything must look neat before i feel good enough to start work.
My last sem's results are bad... I'll need to get an average of at least 80 marks this time round in order to secure my first class honors. Sighz...
It's making me no mood to do other things as well..
ARGH!!!!
I'm still looking for you.
wah seh, i just realised the booking of chalet, if without the NTUC club member card, it's like almost 2.5 times the price.
3 nights = $292 for NTUC member, $600+ for non-member... o.0
stunned. totally stunned.
Sighz...
Haven't been blogging for quite long liao. Coz nothing much to blog about. Haha... ~_^"
I'm still looking for you.
Went Bugis today~~
And saw a lot of clothes that I wanna buy~~~~
Ahhh~
Okie. 下定决心 , next year i'm gonna just focus on FF cosplays liao. Don't wanna do others liao. Yesh. So that I can save some $$$ for normal clothes~~
I'm still looking for you.
Was browsing through Taobao the other day and was thinking to self that maybe i should cut down on cosplay and start buying clothes/shoes/bags instead... Haha~
I guess after this year, I'll try to just stick to FF/squaresoft cosplays - Cloud, Xion, Rikku, Yuna, Lenne...
oh gosh.. that's still a lot... sighz...
I'm seriously not that interested in going for photoshoots or events. It's like super tiring... sighz... sobzz...
But there are some that I really wanna do though. Haha~
I'm still looking for you.
I feel great today!
Went to school as usual.
Sat with another group of friends, coz FL was late.
Sat through all three classes with them, although FL came in after the 1st lesson.
Went lunch with FL. Didn't eat much.
Waited in project room for the interview for the Ship Design project.
Went in with the whole group, an hour inside with the lecturer. ~_^"
Then came out so happy, coz finally done with this project.
Then on my way out, saw my FYP supervisor. asked him when he free to find him for the fyp, he said wednesday or thursday afternoon. ok~
Then i went to take bus. Was telling self if 154 come first, i'll go home. if 61 come first, i'll go vivo.
waited around 30minutes in the blazing sun then 61 came.
took the bus for around 30-40 minutes then reached vivo.
went there buy bikini (got discount. keke) then rmbed there's a daiso there, so went there as well.
spent one hour there.
then took another 1 hour ride of bus 30 back to jp, then 243G back home. kekeke~
I FEEL SO GREAT TODAY!!!!!!!
I HAVE FELT ALL THE LOVE FROM YOU ALL DARLINGS OF MINE!!!!!!
*muacks~ *
YES! Let's go sentosa one day!!!
I'm still looking for you.
When there's nothing waiting for you in school... it gets a bit pointless going to school for...
I need to be independent back.
I'm still looking for you.
For girls, the best way to 'solve' depression is to go shopping~
Buy something once in a while for yourselves, girls. Pamper yourself and make yourself happy~
No one can bring you happiness except yourself, even if it is just a simple little thing like this. Keke~
Cosplay PlansMacF Photoshoot - 27th Feb
~ Doing Ranka in yellow casual dress [Ack, forgot to buy red beads... ]
WCS Preliminary Round - 27th March 2010
~ Doing Setsuna with Dear. Found the pants online, coz local ones are too expensive...
TRC Photoshoot
~ Sakura Default
~ Sakura white dress
Tenjo Tenge Photoshoot
~ Maya Natsume [Gonna remake the whole costume]
MacF Photoshoot
~ Sheryl Lion Op
Cosfest 2010 - 3rd and 4th July
~ Dagger for Day 1 [Gonna order the costume after CNY]
~ Alexiel for Day 2 [Have already gone to tailor for it]
AFA 2010 - Nov
~ Lu Xun for one of the days, with Hal [Costume not yet order/tailor]
Unconfirmed dates for debut
~ Hanamachi Monogatari
~ Starry Sky [Virgo]
~ Crisis Core
Hmmm... I think that's all? Did i forget any??
I'm still looking for you.
All of a sudden, coldness and emptiness assaulted me.
My mind is a mess.
I know that I have a lot of things to do, but I can't get myself up to do it. And it somehow makes me feel bad about myself. And then things within me starts going into a mess again.
I have become weak.
I can't even win against this stress of schoolwork.
I can't find this inner peace anymore. Everything just starts to pile up and spill over...
I need to get away for a while...
I'm still looking for you.
Ran in the rain, while trying to maintain balance with my slippery slippers.
The backpack behind me rocking along with my run.
"Lucky, I didn't bring my laptop today," was the most important thing that ran through my mind.
Yes... And now I don't feel that well...
Have been rushing this idiotic, stupid project since last week. Stayed in school every single day to do this project. Everyday reached home around 10plus. Morning if got class need to wake up at 7am. If no class need to wake up at 8am. Chiong project either after class or at 10am if no class all the way till night.
It's super tiring, because we had to redo some of the things from the program over and over again.
Yesterday planned to finish it up and print it. End up do until 7plus, coz i got a homework to do, if not, i'm sure will need to stay till around 9plus... Sighz...
Finally it's finishing though. But really... it's so frustrating and exhausting.
My brain cells has died faster than its regeneration.
And my "Aunty" haven't come visit me, which doubled the frustration.
Arghhh...
Went to tailor just now to alter Xion's costume. and also gave her two more costumes to be made. One is Sakura one.. crapz... Haven't found a Syaoran.
Tailor is moving house~ End of Feb. More inconvenient for Clara. ~_^"
I can still take 185 or 99 to her new place. For Clara... if take bus from Boon Lay station, take 240.
I don't feel very well now. I wish I'll have a fever tml, so that at least I can clear all the stress and pressure all at once first. Sighz...
I'm still looking for you.
