Postponed today's AS shoot, because I totally have no confidence in my Setsuna...
And ya... could be because I don't feel very good about myself these days...
Cannot do this type of badboy type. I think I can only do those uke type. sobzz...

Currently 7 courseworks at hand. Two more coming, I think....
Going to change my blogskin soon. Hmmm~~

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Disappointment
Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
Death
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

I haven't been doing things in a proper way this year...
Esp these few weeks regarding the photoshoots and my assignments. It could be because of all these assignments that come all at one go...
Well... I have to reflect reflect a bit again. Maybe I should reformat my brain again...
My mind is also in a mess right now... I can't process things properly.
Just now my friend was asking me if the jacket is around $250 and it has a 70% off, what's the price to be paid... I paused for a very very long while. the calculation was working itself in my brain, but before i could grasp it, it kept floating away then i have to recalculate again... arghhh....
Coz actually, it's very easy...
$250. so 20% = $50, right?
30% to be paid = $50 + $50/2 = $75
Ya, but my brain wasn't working well.... so ya....

Anyway, for the coming few shoots, I have to do my best...

Tried Setsuna's costume just now, though the pants I have now is a short one. The top looks big... and quite ugly to say the truth. It looks a bit like japanese kimono..... seriously.... Sighz.... Dun think my Setsuna casual is gonna looks great.
If it's really not nice, I don't think I'll be doing it for the suntec event liao.

I think I got more faith in Mikan's cosplay. Though I'm sure I won't have boobs like kiri. haha~
Need to get all the clips and patterns for her costume though.
Here's a preview(Make-up is not nice.... haha~ ):

Looking at my previous entry, I'm just trying to give myself more trouble, ain't I?
~_^"

Angel Sanctuary shoot coming Sat.
- Pants, Shoes and ear studs to get.
- Sara's ring

Air Gear Shoot
- Fancy clips to get
- Plastic foam to make the patterns on the overall and on the belt
- Fingerless gloves

Anyway, some of the school shoot photos from swiftwing are upped.
Here's the link: http://flickr.com/gp/swiftwing/R92b05

For cosfest, since I won't be doing PMK anymore... I'm still thinking what I can do.
Coz for cosfest day 2, I got a wedding to attend. And I'm not sure if I have to go for the whole day event or not... Hmmm...

The suntec event which is occurring a week before that.. should most probably be Setsuna and Sheryl ba.

School Shoot has passed. Next up Angel Sanctuary Casual shoot.
Once the photos are out for the school shoot, i'll pass it to you all.

Feel like having a Yaoi photoshoot. I wan a storyline for it also. Instead of schoolboys, we should start doing a date sort. Then find a corner to start doing things. lol~
Or if can, let's do a Gino and Suzaku BL shoot. or Lulu and Suzaku BL shoot. Muahahah~

Actually am thinking of shoots that goes with certain theme or topic.
For example... Breakup, proposal, etc... Dark? Angst? Last few days?

Anyway, let me settle my stuff first. sobzz...

Due to various reasons, mostly of school, I won't be going for CosBall anymore. The $30 deposit that I've paid, if the CosBall do run, then I'll just donate to them. Keke~

Next up,

Schoolshoot @ NTU
- Coming Saturday, 21st Feb
- Pheliosstar and swiftwing are our photogs.
- Remember to bring food!!

Angel Sanctuary PS
- Next Saturday, 28th Feb
- Photogs = zerartul, swiftwing

Meetup with CG team (Orichi's) @ Hemisphere Cafe
- Saturday, 7th March

Air Gear PS
- Saturday, 14th March
- Photogs = Usagi-san

Code Geass PS
- Saturday, 28th March

From what has been stated above, I'm packed for almost all my saturdays. So if any of you wanna book me for any Sat, do it fast!! lol~


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Koped this from Clara's Blog
Do this and repost it with the title:
I've done --- out of the 132 stupid things.

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
() Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [where?]
(X) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 1

Level 2
(X) Are / Been In Love [Can half? haha~ ]
( ) Been Dumped
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 2

Level 4
() Had A Crush On An Older Person
(X) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(X) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 4

Level 5
() Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(X) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 5

Level 6
(X) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 6

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(X) Taken Pain Killers (Medicine)
(X) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 9

Level 8
() Had A Tea Party
(X) Flown A Kite
(X) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding (offroading)
(X) Played Dress Up [duh...]

SO FAR: 12

Level 9
( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(X) Cheated While Playing A Game
(X) Been Lonely
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 15

Level 10
() Watched The Sun Set
(X) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 16

Level 11
(X) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(X) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 18

Level 12
() Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
(X) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 19

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
() Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
() Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 19

Level 14
() Hated The Way You Look
() Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(X) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 20

Level 15
() Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(X) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World [soon...]
() Swam In The Ocean
(X) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 22

Level 16
(X) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(X) Played Cops And Robbers
() Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
() Sang Karaoke
(X) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 25

Level 17
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
() Made a Prank Phone Call
() Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain [ i wish to.. ]

SO FAR: 26

Level 18
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
() Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(X) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR:27

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
() Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(X) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(X) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 29

Level 20
() Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Swore at the teacher, in front of them
( ) Swam With Dolphins..

SO FAR: 29

Level 22
() Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
(X) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
( ) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 30

Level 23
() Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
() Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 30

Level 24
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
( ) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House.
(X) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 31

Level 25
(X) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 32

Level 26
(X) Played Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
() Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(X) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 34

Level 27
(X) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
() Caught A Butterfly
(X) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(X) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 37

Level 28
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
() Cheated On A Test
(X) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(X)Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 38

Level 29
(X) Rode A Roller Coaster
( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
() Had A Cavity
() Black-Mailed Someone
() Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 39

Level 31
(X) Been Used
(X) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
() Bitten Someone
() Licked Someone

SO FAR: 41

Level 32
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

Total only 41. I've done 41 out of the 132 stupid things

Gotten results today...

Marine Structure: 69%
Resistance and Propulsion: 64%
Marine Informatics II: 89%
Analytical Methods in Engineering Application: 51%
Marine Engineering Practice: 67%
Marine Dynamics: 57%

ahhhhh....

Getting my exam results tml... Hmmm....

My dad suggests to me to join Navy after I come out from school. Am thinking of it now... Coz outside, I also dunno what to work as and where to work in.

BGR are troublesome. They fight over small matters. And people around them love to add oil to the fire and judge before they get the whole story from both sides. Stupid thing.

Seriously I think I should go and find a GF instead.

Doctor!!! I think I'm lesbian.
Whenever I get too close to a guy, I start to distance myself away from him. I seriously cannot find a topic to talk about. I am super uncomfortable to be alone with a guy. I seriously cannot think of myself within a guy's embrace. I can get along with some guys, but can't think of myself as the girlfriend. It just feels so damn weird.
Keeps thinking to myself to get a girlfriend. lol~

aiyah!!! so stupid and troublesome. I'll just be single la!!

next year's cosplay, i'm gonna throw females characters in liao. humph~

I'm just bored... So I'm gonna do this stupid thing that comes to my mind.

Name 5 things that you do when you're bored:
1) Start to think of stupid things like this thing I'm doing now
2) Keep refreshing the sgcafe forum, hoping that people will post something new
3) View thru my documents to look at any characters that I might wanna cosplay as
4) Keep going back to check my mailbox hoping that there are new fanfiction being posted so that I can read
5) Surfing through the internet, hoping I can find something interesting

Name 5 things that you like to do:
1) Buying new costumes. I love new things
2) Looking out of the window to see the weather, esp the type of weather where it is about to rain but not yet
3) Camwhoring~~
4) Writing stories~ Though none has ever ended yet...
5) hug my niece and nephew

Name 5 things that you don't like:
1) Arcade. Used to love going there, but kind of lost interest.
2) People(though shouldn't be things, oh well) who are childish or act childish.
3) Projects!!! Coursework!!!
4) Being rejected...
5) My moolah flying away...

Name 5 things that makes you hyper:
1) Strawberries
2) Lack of sleep and lots of sugar (Must be combination, or else won't work)
3) Being with beloved friends
4) Coke! As in the drink. Not the drug or carbon.
5) Wearing nice nice. lol~

Last, name 5 facts about you:
1) I don't think I'm 100% straight (Though with the "think", it doesn't sound like a fact anymore.)
2) I like girls with short hair
3) There won't be a day where I won't say a word about cosplay. If such a day happens, either i'm mute or i have just lost my memories. lol~
4) When I sleep, I need a blanket. I need that weight on me, before i can sleep well.
5) Whenever I'm standing near someone taller than me, I feel small.

There's a cosplay event on 4th and 5th of July at Suntec.
Dear, you want to go as Setsuna and Sara on the 4th since it's a Sat?
Then maybe on the 5th, i'll go as Suzaku Casual.

Cosfest is on 11th and 12th of July.
First day is with Rachel, Peacemaker Kurogane. Dunno if she has forgotten or not...
Second day is with Orichi Code Geass team. Should be pilot suit.
Wait... or should i go pilot suit for the one at suntec? hmmm...

Costumes to make:
- Peacemaker Kurogane Shinsegumi uniform
- Setsuna (I'm still thinking about the red cross costume, but my hips are wide. so it'll look very strange... arghhh)

Photoshoots:
- Air Gear (Somewhen in March? after ringo gets her costume done. ^^)
- TRC Sakura shoot (Somewhen during my holidays. Coz I'm thinking of Botanic gardens, and it has to be on a weekday for it to be empty. lol~ )

Just so that I won't forget...
There will be a third movie for Chronicles of Narnia. Will most probably be out in Mid 2010. Woots~~
But no more Peter. Sobzzz.... It's Edmund's showtime~ lol~


For Suzaku's Newtype, I've withdrawn the order for now. Coz they can only start making the costume in March. So I'm thinking that maybe I'll wait for Alison, before ordering again.
Coz of cosball and everything else... It's a bit ka-ching these days. lol~

update~ update~ update~

Hmmm.... what should i update on? Hmmm...
It has been one week since school started. And well, things are still relaxed now.
But means money going out again, to notes, books, etc... I need to get the diary planner thingy. Haven't bought it yet. Arghhh...

I've just went to trim/cut my hair and dye it. Actually I dun really like the colour. I wanted a reddish brown, but they ran out of stock... So it now looks so light brown in colour... I should have just gone to Watson and buy and do it myself. Arghh...